Awaiting biopsy results

Emrobn, I’ve said it a few times on here, waiting is like being skinned and rolled in salt. Keeping busy is good, try your best to do so, might help a wee bit. Also try to keep the stats in mind, the vast majority of findings are benign. If it’s been steady for three years it’s encouraging, cancer generally likes to grow steadily, but I’m not a doctor so I’m not saying that with certainty. Everyone and every cancer can be different. The stats are something to count on, so hold tight to that when your mind shifts to dark thoughts. Your results should be in soon, can you call to enqure? Might get the ball rolling. Sending my best for good results, keep us posted

No need to feel silly, I think it's a common and normal reaction. Us humans are wired for survival so when something comes along that possibly threatens it, we go into overdrive. We have evolved enough to throw reason at it, which is a good 'surviving the wait' technique. Its so hard to keep balanced between the good and bad, hence why we call it a rollercoaster. Again, stay busy any way you can, it lessens the load, and keep your stat focus in place. I know I can't take your fears away, but know that every member here is there for you, has gone through it, and are pulling for you! Hugs!