20 with dimple/indent on outer left breast.

Hello,

I turned 20 on January 7th. I recently started haveing health anxiety making this all the more difficult for me.

On January 21(monday) I was doing my regular self breast exam. I didn't feel anything wrong or diffrent in myself. I know I have fibrocystic breast and I have been told by doctors. So I had gone online for information on fibrocystic breast, and like most of you will know whenever you search something to do with breast you always are shown breast cancer warning signs.

Given I had just done my self exam I hadn't originally thought anything of it but just read through it out of curiosity. And for the first time ever I ran into dimpling/indentation (not the orange peal type). So I whent to the restroom to look at my breast.

Low and behold I saw the dimple/indent on my outer left breast. It was/is hard to see also because it is surrounded by some stretch marks and the spot that it's placed on makes it look inconspicuous. It near where your side boos starts to come off your body so you start getting the under boob fold and about half of an inch up from that. I will see if I can add a link to a picture.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/OAl6HHpZ9Y7zlS3h1

I have seen it around for a while, a year or more perhaps my whole life? But because like many people I didn't know this could be something I never kept track of it or paid attention.

When my arm is down it looks like a small line that curves in like a streachmark or fatty fold. When I pull my arms up you don't see anything at all. If I lean forward or lay down you don't see it either. However if i try to flex my arm and chest muscle it's more prominent and actually looks like a side ways V (<) with the small side pointing toward my pit and the open side pointed to my general nipple area. My right breast does not have this, but it does have a small flat spot on the bottom right side and when I raise my arm or Flex it looks like a very faint w. This side I have seen like this for years if not my whole life, never thought anything of it never changes in size and I don't feel anything either.

I immediately assumed the worst and started to cry. And after that whent online to look for other possibilities that aren't cancer. Everything I find points to some mass that is in the breast pulling on something, it can be benign or not.

I have found very few people who have it (dimple) without a mass and they have it due to a fluctuation in breast size due to weight loss/gain or breast feeding, or have heavy breast, so it's a normal/natural breast change where the ligaments that hold you breast shape just give out and cause a dimple. These women are usually in their 40's.

I haven't breast feed, or lost weight. I don't think I have very large or heavy breast (40 C) I am over weight I weigh 175 but they look normal size in correlation to my overall body size.

In early November 2017 I had gone to the doctors office(not my primary) because of another thing but asked for a breast exam, he didn't notice the indentation because he had me lay down. After his assessment he said he didn't feel anything wrong and that I have fibrocystic breast, and gave me a print out.

So back to the present the next day (Tuesday) I whent to my primary Dr. (A 3rd year resident) showed her the indentation/dimpling her immediate response was that it didn't look too concerning and she almost couldn't see it, I also did the flex thing so she could see it more prominently. She did the breast exam and said everything seemed normal, that I had fiberous breast. She also said she felt a small ball/lump on my left breast around 3o'clock but it may most likely be a cyst because I was close to having my period. She said she would recommend monitoring me to see what hapens, but if I wanted it I could go for an ultrasound. I obviously choose the ultrasound.

So Thursday that same week I had my ultrasound it was from 3o'clock to 10( the area that was imaged) the tech said she didn't see anything, the radiologist came in and did it too and said she saw Nothing. At first I was happy because it was clear and there was nothing but I keep thinking about how the doctor said she felt something, why didn't it show up? Was what she felt just regular tissue if it was can that be that cause of the dimple? Is my breast to dense and so the ultrasound didn't pick it up? Did they look in the wrong spot?

It doesn't help that I have come across ladies on here who have mentioned that ultrasound missed their mass even when you could feel it. I have been going to a therapist to help with the anxiety it kind of helps, but it can be hard to trust some times.

I'm not sure weather to trust that everything is OK or if I should push for an MRI and to be referred to a specialist, I feel like if I ask for one they will blow me off because of my age, anxiety, and that the ultrasound was clear.

I want to know if fibrocystic breast can cause dimpling/indentation. Has anyone had this and it is totally ok with no malicious cause without weight or breast changes.

The last few days I can't sleep, I have nightmares, I had a very vivid dejavu type dream where the doctor says I do have cancer, I wake up during the night, then all day I feel tired and so sleepy.

I know statistically it is more likely to be something benign, but you never know what card you will get. I am trying to stay hopeful, I really want some help as to what I should do. Should I go with the flow and assume there is nothing. Should I ask for an MRI instead.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/OAl6HHpZ9Y7zlS3h1