5 year Metaversary :-)

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RonnieKay
RonnieKay Member Posts: 2,067
edited January 2018 in Stage IV/Metastatic Breast Cancer ONLY

Today I celebrated 12/21/17 as my 5th metaversary. I had to wear sunglasses in 30 degree weather in Seattle to hide puffy eyes from crying. I woke up to a very special note from DH...in the middle of the night, he heard me crying & held me tight, just like that first night when life & being happy again seemed impossible...or even useless. I have been blessed, tired, lucky, scared, sad, defeated, uplifted, you all know the feelings. Denny 123 gave me hope that first day when I logged on to the stage 4 boards and she was celebrating 10 years...that was my first glimpse of hope. I owe you all, on earth and those who've passed on, a piece of my heart...you have been my soulmates. I have the most wonderful family, friends, medical team, church family, and yet...you help me feel I'm never alone.

I had my last herceptin in August. My onc said other drs may consider him careless, but he feels I've been NED long enough to justify trying to be free of that drug...for as long as I can. If needed, it will be there for me. I know Jen has followed this same path...which gave me an extra boost of confidence. Fingers crossed :-)

Love to all...hoping you celebrate the season in your most favorite ways, with your most favorite people close. May 2018 hold blessings that make you smile. XOXO Ronnie

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