Anxiety while waiting for mri and biopsy

Thank you. I'm doing a lot better today. I have to think positively and stop looking at the worst case scenario. I'm going to go see a councillor next week (saw one while dealing with accepting being childfree after infertility). I know in my head that there's still a good chance it's benign. And if it is cancer then there's a very good chance it's early. Have to stay away from the dark corners.

Thank you. I'm doing better today. I had a good chat yesterday with a friend of mine who had breast cancer 5 years ago. She reminded me that most people are ok but you don't hear those stories. I'm still having panic attacks but they aren't as bad as the last few days. I have an appointment with my pcp on Wednesday and with my employee assistance program coordinator on Tuesday so I can get some counselling. Almost 2 years ago my husband and I went through fertility tests and I got a diagnosis of premature ovarian failure. Add that to my dad dying from esophageal cancer when I was 17 and my expectation is always bad news.

Update from me. I got my MRI results this morning and there was no sign of any possible malignancy. Two different radiologists looked at it and they both had the same conclusion. The spot they were looking at didn't take in any of the contrast. I'm completely relieved. I have to go back in 3-6 months for another mammogram and MRI. My dr felt it while I was in her office and she said it was a patch of dense tissue and not a lump. My biopsy scheduled for next week has been cancelled. Oddly enough I think the same thing happened to my mom a few years ago.

Thank you so much to everyone here for your support and well wishes during a very difficult week. I sincerely hope that anyone reading this also has good results. I wanted to make sure to update as I often look at old threads in health boards and there is often no followup with results.