I need prayers please

I was in the local hospital fighting pneumonia, anemia. New CT scan reveals large nasal pollup and deviated septum with necrosis...New MRI shows more mets to ribs and more involvment of femurs. My second opinion oncologist stepped in and regulated my care and my followup on Monday is with her...not my onc of 8 years in another state...my choice...she's upbeat and a female and I like her too...it's convenient to have it all in the same community where I live. She wants to try Xeloda and take me off Taxol because of my side effects. This was the first time I have been sick other than pain in the past year since this dx...it has opened my eyes in directions I didn't want to go...being sick certainly does that...more questions on quality vs quantity of life...and therein lies my prayer request...for wisdom and guidance. I did learn one major thing while in hospital...God has more for me to do...I had people in and out of my room searching, questioning, sharing...so I do know and accept that I was where I was supposed to be for His ultimate will. My problem is with family and with decisions and with biting my tongue against forcing them to accept reality...so I need God to do all that for me...and I in turn am ready, willing and hopefully able to follow Him on this new path while still on this side of the grass. I do still climb up on His lap, you just never get too big for that. I'm looking forward to the day when I will be with Him in Heaven...but until then.... Thank you...all of you...for allowing me time and space to "talk".