Starting chemo August 2017 - would love some moral support!

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  • Gingernurse
    Gingernurse Member Posts: 27
    edited August 2017

    MsMisha,

    He is amazing, he spent another 20 or so minutes going over stats with me and stressing that he is using supporting data from clinical studies and it made me feel better.

    Today was actually uneventful except when it came to the Taxotare- I had a reaction to it, tingling and itching, no hives, but change in my breathing ant it felt tight. The stopped the infusion, ran me on NSS for 30 minutes and another shot of Benadryl. Resumed the Taxotare and ran it very slowly. So far, the only SE's are slightly blurry vision that comes and goes, ABD pain and cramping and many trips to the terlit (yes I know is the wrong way to spell it, but I get a kick out of it) I am getting a shot of Neulasta tomorrow and I started taking Claritin today. Hopefully, it will resolve some of the expected bone pain.

    Picachu- my cat that's mama had to be put to sleep cried all day when I came home looking for her. That was heart breaking. The good news is he is getting a sister in two months. A baby grey chiuahuah I'll be calling Smoak- after Felicity( 'Talullah' ) Smoak from the TV show 'Arrow'. Its something to look forward too. I can't wiat.

  • Gingernurse
    Gingernurse Member Posts: 27
    edited August 2017

    Clearpath,

    OMG yes, I think I've hash tagged WTF and whyme about a zillion times. I went over the craziest things in my head wondering if I'd been a rapist or a pedophile in a previous life and I'm being punished in this lifetime- BUT THAT'S CRAZY IRRATIOANL TALK. Yes It's okay to be angry, jealous, and all those other feelings. They are yours and no one else knows your life story. Please give yourself a change to grieve. As we are learning more and more about this POS DX- many chances things will change and they may happen over and over again during this journey. Trust yourself. Please. Hugs!!!

  • Gingernurse
    Gingernurse Member Posts: 27
    edited August 2017

    SweetP

    I'm not certain if you've checked but if you go to he Pantene Beautiful Lengths website, they will give you a number to The American Cancer Society Wig bank and will possibly have a location that's not to far. They called me to schedule a consultation to try fittings with stylists/ I also have Blue Cross PPO and I had them review my policy- fortunately they will pay 90% up to $300 for a quality wig and gave me the number's and addresses to them. The Oncology nurse I spoke to for over an hour was so helpful and is sending me nutritional and exercise literature as well. (Also forewarning me of some not too healthy forums on line and limit your exposure or you'll drive yourself nuts) I love listening to live music, music festivals, hiking, yoga, walking to my local grocery store, painting, photography, cooking, gardening, and dancing- they make me feel so alive which is what I need more than ever now. This past Saturday I went to see a band I've loved for 20+ years and it was fantastic, ---- thank goodness for UBER since I won't be drinking much alcohol.Good luck!

    Gingernurse

  • Clearpath
    Clearpath Member Posts: 38
    edited August 2017

    Gingernurse - thanks for your response and support! Condolences on the loss of your cat and congratulations on your new pet!

    All - I had my first AC infusion yesterday. They were very nice and efficient at the center. All went well, and except for greater than usual fatigue, I am ok so far, except now it's 5 a.m. and I can't sleep. They gave me the Neulasta box on my arm which hopefully will work later today. DH has been very supportive and my son will be in for the weekend to help with chores. I am trying to take it day by day and not overthink things

  • ang006
    ang006 Member Posts: 5
    edited August 2017

    Hi everyone - thanks for sharing all that you have about this crazy journey we are all on.

    I have my first treatment later today (AC - Phase I of my AC-THP). Of course I am very nervous but want to just start already. The thinking and wondering about it is harder for me.

    I wish you all well and am happy to be able to support each other through this. More to come soon...


  • PauletteK
    PauletteK Member Posts: 2,205
    edited August 2017

    Ang- good luck to your first AC. We all were nervous on our first infusion.

    Clear path - how do you feel today? Second day can be a tough day.

    I will have my second infusion tomorrow a little bit nervous but this time should be easier since I know what to expect.

  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    clearpath, glad to hear 1st chemo went well! I'm on day 7, and even though I woke feeling pretty good and was a bit hungry, I still find I need to eat slowly so that I give myself time to see if the stomach will start rumbling/cramping again 😰 So far it's feeling ok today!

    ang, hope you have an easy first round! For me, it was good to stop the preparing and worrying phase and just do it.... chemo and the first week went better than I was thinking it would.

    Hugs to you both!

    Willow

  • mommichelle
    mommichelle Member Posts: 191
    edited August 2017

    Hello! My name is Michelle and I went down the same road 7 years ago this month. I like to try to pop into the August groups and wish everyone luck! Hang in there and be there for each other. These groups are a big part of what got me through. You will sometimes be down, but be strong...there is a lot more life to live! These months will seem to take forever, but when you look back, you will be amazed at how quickly it actually passes! You will be feeling better before you know it. Big hugs to you all!!!! <3


  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    Mommichelle - thanks for the encouragement.... it really means a lot! And woohoo on being so far past all of this!

  • teaspoons
    teaspoons Member Posts: 23
    edited August 2017

    Thanks for the encouragement, Mommichelle!

    ang006 - I hope your first session went well!!

    Today was day 3 after my first AC. I started getting nauseous the night of chemo and continued on all through Day 2. I also pretty much slept on and off all day. I was not expecting this because the staff said I would probably have a lot of energy on Day 2 due to the steroids and that the nausea probably wouldn't start right away. Oh well - I guess everyone is different. I'm going to try to keep a log. Today was much better. Not as nauseous and had more energy. Also met with an awesome cancer pain management specialist today because I have so much nerve pain still from the bmx. He spent an hour and a half with me and I could tell he really cared. Nice!!

    I am working part-time during chemo. Luckily I work at home full-time and my boss is very flexible. There is another lady on the team dealing with breast cancer. She is finishing up chemo, so my boss was very sensitive to it. She did take me off a very intensive, time sensitive project and moved me to a less intensive project for now - which I really appreciate.

    Hope everyone is well tonight!

  • Clearpath
    Clearpath Member Posts: 38
    edited August 2017

    Thanks PauletteK and Willow22 for checking on me. My second day went fine! I took a walk with my husband in the morning, stayed home the rest of the day, and had a reasonable appetite - no queasiness. I am on leave from work, which has eliminated a lot of stress. Neulasta pod worked well. Hope this continues but I hear that once the steroids wear off may not be smooth sailing - time will tell.

    Ang006, fellow Long Islander, how did your treatment go today

  • Kritti
    Kritti Member Posts: 23
    edited August 2017

    Hi ladies! Thought I'd say hi. I had my first TC infusion Tuesday, I'm on day 3. So far I haven't felt too bad, but tonight I got a nasty taste when I ate dinner. It wasn't so much metallic, but everything tasted bitter. And my mouth feels tender, almost like I scorched my tongue. I became really tired this afternoon, but haven't dropped yet. I'm a SAH mom of 3 - 9yo, 6yo, and 16 month old - and it's been pretty hard to keep up with my mom duties. I definitely admire y'all who are working through this!

    I hope everyone has minimum side effects with maximum results!

  • PauletteK
    PauletteK Member Posts: 2,205
    edited August 2017

    Kritti - my doc suggested to use salt and baking soda with water to rinse your mouth for mouth sore. I actual do that after every meals.

    Tea - my problem with steroid is I can't sleep at night. Also I found Day 4 and 5 are my tough days also.

    I'm going to have my second infusion tomorrow I hope my SE would be similar to the last one.

  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    kritti, welcome! I admire you for being able to juggle mom duties and chemo ! We're on the same meds, and you described the tongue stuff perfectly.... food started tasting more normal on day 6 which was a nice surprise. I do the baking soda/salt water rinses after eating, but it doesn't seem to help the taste issue. I'm guessing the chemo has killed fast growing skin cells on the tongue, and foods will taste and feel odd until new cells grow in....

  • ang006
    ang006 Member Posts: 5
    edited August 2017

    Hi all!

    Thanks for all the good thoughts. I am finding a lot of comfort in reading your posts.

    Yesterday (Day 1 of AC #1) went well - although I didn't get the infusion until much later than scheduled because they were running so behind. They prescribed zyprexa (olanzapine) for the four nights after each treatment for nausea and to help sleep. I took one last night and did sleep for about 8 hours without issue. This morning, I woke up feeling like I had weights on my legs. They feel so heavy. I am wondering if this is the zyprexa.

    About to take the decadron and try to go for a walk. Also drank lots of water the day before Day 1 and all day yesterday. Hoping that helps too.

    Have a great day everyone! I am sending you all positive energy and comfort.

    Ang

  • sweetp6217
    sweetp6217 Member Posts: 365
    edited August 2017

    Kritti, welcome to the BC boards and to the August infusion thread. Those baking soda in salt water rinses are really important. My onc's nurse told me (as you've probably heard) that thrush is a good possibility if left unchecked. I mentioned to her that I'm using Biotene mouth rinse and she said that works too (after every meal and at night or 5 times a day).

    I also have been on the lookout for preggie pops in my area, hard to find in stores, but Walgreens.com had them in lozenge form so I ordered it to pick up at store and it arrived the next day. Coated my tongue too. Everyone is different so not everything works as we'd like.

    I hope your SE are minimal too. Hugs.

  • PauletteK
    PauletteK Member Posts: 2,205
    edited August 2017

    Ang - I have the same SE my feet felt heavy after chemo.

    Have a wonderful day ladies and heading out for my second infusion.

  • afball25
    afball25 Member Posts: 9
    edited August 2017

    I start with DD AC on 08/16 (four rounds every two weeks) then switch to Taxol...Nuelesta shots incorporated as well...I was hoping to be able to do those at home, but need to ask before my first treatment.

    I am going to get my hair cut on 8/10 and then shave it before it starts falling out...I am hoping to be able to work through most of this as I can work from home, but am worried about concentration, etc. I am also supposed to travel back to Boston (I live in Seattle now) in October and go to a football game, but am worried about whether or not this is going to be feasible. I am 37 and am really hoping that I can push myself through this...these forums are really helpful and informative and I appreciate all of you very much!

    I was actually thinking about making some sort of blog about this...my daily chronicles through chemo...I tend to use humor to get through a lot, and thought maybe if I documented some of this, and shared my story, it may help some people in the future...

  • PauletteK
    PauletteK Member Posts: 2,205
    edited August 2017

    Afball - I have the same treatment but I'm much older you. I'm doing this one day at a time, not pushing too much just hope I can finish all these before Christmas so I can have my celebration. I like work at home during this time bad days you can put in an hour and good days you can put more hours in

    I'm off to have my second infusion 🙏🙏🙏

  • toughcookie_21
    toughcookie_21 Member Posts: 185
    edited August 2017

    I am praying that I'm done by Christmas too Paulette. And I haven't even started. Coming here and reading about everyone else's success with treatment makes me feel better about it

  • afball25
    afball25 Member Posts: 9
    edited August 2017

    toughcookie and Paulette - looks like we all are hoping to be celebrating by Christmas!

  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    paulette, thinking of you today and wishing you an easy day and lots of rest tonight!

    I'll be done with chemo in october (woohoo!), and have my fingers crossed that radiation treatments are done in early december so i can help my daughter move from So Cal back to Seattle area when she graduates college (afball - dont you just hate our sky right now with all the smoke from the wildfires in canada..... almost looks like Beijing smog 😨). I'm going to miss driving down with her this fall because of chemo schedule, and knowing she wants to find a job and live somewhere new, I really want this special time with her!

  • Shellsatthebeach
    Shellsatthebeach Member Posts: 316
    edited August 2017

    Hi Gingernurse, just wanted to let you know that nails are not always negatively impacted after chemo. I just finished chemo and my nails are still very healthy and strong.

  • afball25
    afball25 Member Posts: 9
    edited August 2017

    @willow - it is TERRIBLE...I went out biking yesterday (trying to get in as many miles as I can before my first chemo), and it was brutal...I felt like I was breathing in all of Los Angeles

  • sunnyjay
    sunnyjay Member Posts: 238
    edited August 2017

    Happy Friday everyone! It's been a while since I've checked in to the Aug. group. Had my first infusion 7/20 and will have my next one next week. I was hoping my hair would stay intact until round 2, but it started coming out in strands a couple of days ago and has not stopped. I had long hair that I cut to a short bob about a month ago, so I'm accustomed to flipping my hair throughout the day. And each time, I get strands of hair. :( I'm just hoping to keep what I have now until after my sister's wedding tomorrow. I was able to get 3 wigs from a local breast cancer resource center, and am so grateful to the staff that was so nice and helpful; they gave me peace of mind through this time. I think reading everyone's experiences has helped me deal with the expectations that come with hair loss. However, it was a little traumatic, since it came on so suddenly. I didn't have any scalp pain that supposedly precedes hair loss.

    For those who are getting Neulasta, make sure to take the Claritin an hour or more prior to getting the shot. The bone pain for me was crazy esp days 5-7, and kept me up all night. The next time around I will probably take Claritin the day before and see if that helps.

    Kritti & Willow: Looks like we are all on the same regimen. Yes, the taste thing was unexpected, but it seemed to only last a few days for me. I took Biotene for some rawness I experienced on my tongue and roof of my mouth. I didn't know if the mouth pain was from the lozenges or the hot tea I kept drinking but the Biotene did help. By day 9, I was feeling almost back to normal but headaches and hot flashes are continuing for me. Tylenol is helping the headaches, and air conditioning for the hot flashes. ;)

  • PauletteK
    PauletteK Member Posts: 2,205
    edited August 2017

    willow22- got my second chemo it went smoothly. I brought my eyes cover so I actually slept well while I was having infusion.

    Yes I took my Claritin today already so make sure I'm cover for the Neulasta shot.


  • Kritti
    Kritti Member Posts: 23
    edited August 2017

    Paulette - glad your second infusion went well! Good call on the sleep mask, I just about fell asleep from the benedryl drip, but a sleep mask would tip the scales! I've started doing the salt/soda gargle, hopefully it'll help.

    Sunny - I got my hair cut last weekend in anticipation, as well. My scalp has been a little sore today - like hair-achey - how it hurts when you take it down from being up tight all day. I had actually been growing it out for the past year and a half after my daughter was diagnosed with Alopecia and lost all her hair. I was able to donate 6 ponytails of 9-10 inches, at least it didn't all go to waste, even if it wasn't as long as I had wanted.

    Afball - I'm 37yo as well. Personally, I would be leary of flying during the late fall/winter because of all the germs. I have 2 kids in elementary school and I'm dreading them bringing home crud.

    I'm also hoping to be done by Christmas. I'm praying 2018 will start off with all my major treatments and procedures done so that i can just focus on recovering. I'm kind of in freak out mode today. I had to see my Dr due to huge inflammation for a tick bite i got Wednesday (day after first treatment, of course). Not so much worried about Lyme or anything, just the fact that the bite is so red and angry, I'm scared of it getting infected.

  • sweetp6217
    sweetp6217 Member Posts: 365
    edited August 2017

    Friday night all!

    Yesterday, before work, I started having nose bleeds due to dry nose passages. Also had my follow-up appointment (1 week after 1st infussion) and the labs looked very good. Added bonus, my main lump is smaller! Today, I decided to play with my dog while wearing shorts (won't do that again) and ended up with a small scratch on my lower calf. Due to the nature of the scratch, play halted while I cleaned it up and put some antibiotic cream on it. Didn't think anything of it until after I came home from work and switched out of the uniform. The 1/2" scratch has turned into a series of angry looking bigger abrasions. Hopefully, it won't get worse than it is now. Not looking forward to immediate care on the weekend before work.

    I worked the last two days and will work the next three and so far, nothing has held me back from doing so. Had a nose-pinching moment today from a nose bleed, but that was it. Speaking of which, I got my hands on some Ayr Saline Nasal Gel and managed to apply some to the inside of my nose and around it. It felt like it was burning a bit, but it eventually subsided and feels very nice now. It says it can be used as often as needed which I will do until it heals, hopefully.

    On a different note, I have an appointment with the ACS next Thursday to try on wigs. That will be day 15 of my first cycle so I hope to find something.

    Kritti, I hope your bite improves quickly. Good luck!

    Hugs All

  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    sweetp, glad to hear your counts are good --- chemo brain edit AND WOOHOO YOUR LUMP IS SMALLER!!! --- and you are able to keep up with work..... thats pretty amazing!

  • Willow22
    Willow22 Member Posts: 220
    edited August 2017

    sunnyjay and paulette, thanks for the tip on claritin before the neulasta! First injection today with more on sat, sun and possibly mon depending on my counts, so I will be putting the advice to good use!

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