Not sure where to start

Hello everyone,

I started having mammograms in 2010 at 33 due to dr feeling thickening. Biopsy that year was negative, but continued having mammos (although I'm dense and you can't really see anything). By 2013, a new doctor felt "masses" and wanted me to have an MRI. Insurance required genetic counseling first and that is where I was told for the first time that my dad's side of my family matters. Every doctor up until then said that the father's family history does not count (Grandmother, breast cancer right side then a few years later left side; aunt breast cancer in her 30s and renal cancer later; two uncles both died of unknown cancer; aunt that had cancer had 2 sons both died from unknown cancer; father prostate cancer in 50s and recurrence in 60s and now has stage 4 esophageal cancer and primary thyroid cancer and primary lung cancer...) I was found to have over the 20% risk and so I had my MRI, which was clear. I was advised to have mammo/mri 6 month rotation, which I have done. My doctor in 2013 advised that I 'map' my breasts with manual exams, which I try, but I am so lumpy it is difficult. Because of this and the fact that I was once a radiology transcriptionist, I decided to visually 'map' my radiology images so that I knew what they looked like. (by the way, I do not recommend anyone doing this as it is not good on
anxiety, unless you have some knowledge about what you are looking at) As I was reviewing my 3rd mri in 2015 I noticed a small bright area in the outer right breast that I didn't remember before so I compared it to the first two mri images and they had the enhance area, but the shape and size were definitely smaller on the first 2 mris. I spoke with the reading radiologist by phone and she assured me that my mri was for lack of better words, boring, nothing there at all. When I told her the specific area she seemed irritated and reiterated that there was nothing on my mri. I accepted I was just being paranoid and went on about my year, another mammo and a new MRI. The 2016 again showed that area to 'grow' in length but it didn't enhance any more that the previous year. I said nothing and just assumed I am looking to hard into it. Fast forward to this year and time for my mri again. I looked back over my old scans and that spot kept nagging at me, so I opened each year's mri on that location and printed them showing the change over the past 4 years and circled the spots and wrote, what is this in my right breast? and gave it to the technician to give to the radiologist.

My mri was last thursday, I picked up the radiology report yesterday and it reads: within the upper outer quadrant is a focal area of clumped nonmass enhancement approximately 1.6 cm AP dimension with slow uptake. It has demonstrated slow progressive enlargement since 2015. impression: concerning focal area of clumped nonmass enhancement. Given a BIRADs 4 and recommendation to be recalled for biopsy either by ultrasound or mri guidance.

I'm waiting for the call to schedule. I'm trying not to worry. I know most biopsies are negative, but at the same time I know 'clumped enhancement' on mri has a 60% chance of being DCIS. Boy that was a lot of crazy stuff to type... sorry that was so long winded, I just really needed to get it out.