Thinking about declining any further treatment....

poopysheep
poopysheep Member Posts: 40

So I've met with an RO and an MO and no one has really put forth a convincing argument for radiation or tamoxifen at this point. They've sent the pathology for a second review to be sure that it is in fact a grade 1 tumour and are ordering an Onco test for good measure. The suggestion was 25 whole breast rads plus 8 boost and 10 yrs on Tamox....

I guess my logic is that I found this tumour myself, if I was a bit heavier or it was in a different location it likely would not have been found. I would have gone for a routine mammogram around the age of 50 (as per suggestion now days) and they would have found it then. It could be bigger or maybe in my lymph at that point - hard to day but I would have lived the next 10 years NOT being a cancer patient. This was such a low grade tumour that I feel like maybe I save the ability to do radiation for if it comes back and is more aggressive or something. The percentages they are throwing out (apparently a grade one tumour in a 43 year old woman is somewhat unusual) in terms of bettering the possibility of reoccurence just doesn't seem very high when you look at the bigger picture. I'm not really wanting to put my body thru 10 years of drugs for 5-7% points - same goes for radiation. Where it sits means i'd loose about 10% of my lung permanently. I'm an athlete and extremely active - that really scares me.

I have a fairly high level of acceptable risk in my day to day life activities and maybe that plays in, but if not doing anything at this point and just being at peace with the fact that it could come back (it could come back even if i do everything they say) just feels like the right choice (in a area that all choices have possible poor outcomes)


has anyone else chosen to just do nothing?

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  • dtad
    dtad Member Posts: 2,323
    edited November 2016

    Hi there. I chose to have a BMX but refused any other treatment. I have an debilitating autoimmune disease. I'm also 63 and have grown children and 2 y/o twin grandsons. I just refuse to take anything that could impact my QOL anymore than it already is. I am doing things to lower my estrogen naturally. Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk more. Unfortunately the subject is not received well on the public forum. Good luck to all....

  • KathyL624
    KathyL624 Member Posts: 217
    edited November 2016

    I am young with a grade 1 tumor as well. I didn't want to take any chances, so am on the meds. I think the oncotype will give you a better picture of things. When do you expect that?

  • bluepearl
    bluepearl Member Posts: 961
    edited November 2016

    The first time around, I did nothing. The second time around, I did something. It is everyone's choice and if it feels right to you, then that is ok. Grade 1 does not automatically mean a less aggressive tumour. They can have high onctotypes and even get into nodes..and even clear nodes doesn't mean it can't come back. Statistically, you seem to be in a good spot and I do hope it remains that way.

  • ErenTo
    ErenTo Member Posts: 343
    edited November 2016

    You have a very early stage, low grade cancer and have excellent odds for cure. If you decide to forego radiation, please at least consider tamoxifen as it's a systemic treatment and will improve your odds even further. Low grade or not, it's still cancer and you're at the best place to stop if from progressing.

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited November 2016

    You seem like you have done your research and understand the risks vs benefits. If you are comfortable with your decision, I say more power to you. Go forth and live your life :)

  • BarredOwl
    BarredOwl Member Posts: 2,433
    edited November 2016

    Hi poopysheep:

    The results of the second pathology review and the Oncotype Recurrence Score information should be helpful to further inform your decision-making.

    For information only and (as always) subject to confirmation with one's Medical Oncologist, the average Recurrence Risk shown in the node-negative (N0) and node-positive (1-3 N+) test reports and associated with particular "Recurrence Scores" are based on studies in groups of patients who all received tamoxifen (or tamoxifen plus chemotherapy). Thus, if a patient declines endocrine therapy, their risk of recurrence would be much higher than shown in their Oncotype test report.

    The test reports do not include an estimate of recurrence risk without any endocrine therapy. However, one's Medical Oncologist can provide an estimate (e.g., an extrapolation based on the potential risk reduction benefit of tamoxifen or an aromatase inhibitor).

    With that additional information in hand from their Medical Oncologist, some patients may still choose to decline endocrine therapy, after considering their personal risk / benefit profile in light of their personal risk tolerance. But it would be important to understand that the recurrence risk information provided by the OncotypeDX test for invasive disease "assumes" 5-years of endocrine therapy (e.g., tamoxifen, an aromatase inhibitor).

    Regarding grade, interestingly, there appears to be some subjectivity in grade determination, as shown by some lack of concordance between locally determined and centrally determined grade. See for example, the results and paragraph 3 of the Discussion of this paper:

    "West German Study Group Phase III PlanB Trial: First Prospective Outcome Data for the 21-Gene Recurrence Score Assay and Concordance of Prognostic Markers by Central and Local Pathology Assessment"

    Gluz (2015) Main Page: http://ascopubs.org/doi/full/10.1200/JCO.2015.63.5383

    ==> A pdf version is available for free under the "PDF" tab under the list of authors.

    The Figures are quite interesting, particularly Figure 2(A).

    BarredOwl

  • KathyL624
    KathyL624 Member Posts: 217
    edited November 2016

    What is the difference between local and central grade? Can you explain and why it matters to the study?

  • BarredOwl
    BarredOwl Member Posts: 2,433
    edited November 2016

    For any given study, you should consult the publication to determine the specific meaning of the terms as used that study, which may not be the same in all studies.

    This was a "multi-center" clinical trial, with multiple participating clinical trial sites (i.e., a number of different institutions).

    In this particular study, they state:

    "Slide review, IHC, and fluorescence in situ hybridization analysis were performed in an independent central laboratory (Institute of Pathology, Hannover Medical School, Hannover, Germany). One experienced breast pathologist (M.C.) assessed histology and central grade using hematoxylin and eosin–stained slides, and a second pathologist (H.H.K.) reviewed them; both were blinded to the clinical data and to Ki-67 expression."

    The version of the clinical trial protocol (also available at the link above) states:

    "2.6 Central Pathology

    In the planB trial, central pathology review of all cases will be performed as a prospectively planned analysis by the Dept. of Pathology at the University Clinics in Hannover, Germany. Systemic treatment will be solely allocated according to local pathology and central results will be used for scientific purpose only and thus not reported back to the individual investigators. The central laboratory will perform their analyses blinded to the local results."

    We can assume that local grades were determined by a variety of pathologists at a number of different institutions. However, I cannot find a clear statement regarding the identity of the "local" laboratory that made the final "local grade" determination. For example, is it the lab that did the initial surgical pathology, possibly prior to recruitment? Or is it the clinical trial site lab? My layperson guess would be that the "local grade" of a patient is the grade as independently determined by their local clinical trial site pathologist.

    If you are conducting a multi-center clinical trial in which you plan to look at how grade may correlate with Recurrence Score, you are interested in controlling for known inter-observer variability in calling grade, and in understanding how issues in calling grade may affect results.

    BarredOwl

  • poopysheep
    poopysheep Member Posts: 40
    edited November 2016

    Bluepearl.... Did both your tumours occur in the same breast? And how did you find the second tumour, was it thru a mammogram ? Did you do radiation the first time? and have you chosen to do it this time around?

    thanks for everyone's responses - this really is a lovely and intelligent well read and informed group of women. I have until Dec. 5th to decide on the rads.... i guess really any time for the tamoxifen. I am considering trying for 3 months and seeing what it is like - the SE freak me out. I ski, mountaineer, climb, hike and run about 50km a week and the joint pain would make that excrutiating... I live in the mountains and if I can't be out in them I'm not sure what the point would be....

  • labelle
    labelle Member Posts: 721
    edited November 2016

    I think I suggested this to you on another thread, but you may want to investigate having RADs in the prone position. This minimizes the possibility of heart and lung damage. We have a lot of treatment choices, but sometimes we need to push for them.

  • marijen
    marijen Member Posts: 3,731
    edited November 2016

    Rads is forever, they don't tell you that. There are all kinds of things that can pop up due to radiation. Lymphedema is a big one. It can happen several years out or right away. Lymphedema is forever. Secondary cancers like leukemia. Radiation lowers your platelets. Radiation weakens your rib bones to the point they may become brittle. Broken ribs brittle ribs cannot be fixed. Radiation stiffens the muscles and tissue in the breast, arm and shoulder area. But on the other hand radiation may stop cancer from coming back stronger. Or not. Did the radiologist go over all the side effects of radiation with you? Radiation can affect you 10 years after. They don't tell you that.

  • Cowgirl13
    Cowgirl13 Member Posts: 1,936
    edited November 2016

    poopysheep, For radiation I had 19 total rounds. Very doable and did not hurt my skin. My 2.6 tumor was on left breast at 2 oclock. There is also a partial breast radiation that lasts 5 days--twice a day. It is exterior radiation. Just wanted you to about any rads format. Good luck with your decision.

  • tgtg
    tgtg Member Posts: 266
    edited November 2016

    Poopysheep-- I considered passing on the rads after a lumpectomy and also on the hormonal therapy. But science convinced me to do the rads, despite the fact that my nodes were cancer free, because cancer cells can already be in the breast tissue at surgery time but just not be detectable yet. I did, however, decline hormonal therapy, since, like you, I cannot see myself not hiking up mountains and doing all the other activities I love to do if I were to go the AI route. Nor did I see any sense, at 71 years of age, in taking tamoxifen, which (a) would cause weight gain, itself a BC risk factor devoutly to be avoided (as the same MO's who push tamoxifen tell us), and (b) could lead to silent killers like stroke and deep vein thrombosis, just for the sake of a small benefit percentage. If I should recur, the drug route will still be available--as well as an mx.

    So far, so good, almost four years out--just had my 4th clean post-lx mammo this week. And by the way, my heart and lungs were not compromised by the rads--a good RO can keep the rays safely targeted on the right breast (we're the lucky ones on that score). Good luck with your decision.

  • Superstar3102
    Superstar3102 Member Posts: 16
    edited November 2016

    I'm 48. I'm recovering from my first chemo. I don't know how I will get the strength to keep moving

  • Beatmon
    Beatmon Member Posts: 1,562
    edited November 2016

    Draw, give yourself a few days. The feeling like crap never really went away for me much between treatments, but it does for lots of posters here. I felt ok the first two days, then the chemo would hit. If you were given Neulasta, taking the Claritin helps lots of ladies with the bone pain.

    Certainly no picnic, especially here during the holidays, but you will make it through it. Hang in there

  • poopysheep
    poopysheep Member Posts: 40
    edited November 2016

    I've been reading over in the LE section.. i had thought that cause I only had 4 nodes out it was never really an issue, but it seems like so many ladies after rads had issues, even when even a few nodes were removed...


    god why does every option literally SUCK

  • ChiSandy
    ChiSandy Member Posts: 12,133
    edited November 2016

    The toughest thing for us to accept is that when we have breast cancer, there are “best” or “better” choices but ironically no “good” ones. We need to face the fact that we can’t just remedy our ills and get on with our lives again as if nothing had happened. Those days are gone. Sad truth is that for everyone with or without cancer, there comes a time in life when you cannot “fix" one thing without “breaking” something else. For those of us with breast cancer, the hits keep on coming—side effects of AIs, tamoxifen, chemo, bone-strengthening drugs, etc. Even if we never get a recurrence, it is a reminder that our bodies will fail us sooner or later. Our only choices are what would suck least for us, depending on our priorities.

  • stephincanada
    stephincanada Member Posts: 228
    edited November 2016

    ChiSandy,

    That was so well said. I feel so much more frail than I was before this mess started, and am worried about effects I will suffer down the road from all the toxic treatment I have had (chemo) and will have (radiation--whole breast, lymph nodes and chest wall). It sounds like you have done a good job adjusting to the new reality. I will take a page out of your book (or try to, anyhow).

  • Meow13
    Meow13 Member Posts: 4,859
    edited November 2016

    Tamoxifen is not without risks. My SIL got GYN cancer and they immediately took her off it. She was younger and had breast cancer did lumpectomy and rads.

    I did AI drugs but suffered some degenerative arthritis from them.

  • debiann
    debiann Member Posts: 1,200
    edited November 2016

    I didn’t want rads so I did a bmx instead. A bmx doesn’t guarantee a pass on rads, but for some it does. I am happy to have avoided rads, but have comfort in knowing the bmx greatly reduced my risk of local recurrance.

  • Meow13
    Meow13 Member Posts: 4,859
    edited November 2016

    debiann, me too. At first the thought of mastectomy was horrifying but I avoided radiation and my plastic surgeon did a nice job with my DIEP. Not sure an athlete would want a DIEP, I am fine I still do my 1 mile swim and treadmill for exercise. But I haven't gone on any long bike rides since.

  • debiann
    debiann Member Posts: 1,200
    edited November 2016

    poopysheep, I have often said the kind of treatment you choose depends on what kind of gambler you are because this whole cancer thing is a crap shoot. I believe people choose the treatment that gives them the most comfort and helps them get through today. Many need to "throw the kitchen sink" at it to feel secure enough to move on. Other are comfortable with less treatment now and attack it later if it comes back. There are no guarantees either way.Good luck to you.


  • poopysheep
    poopysheep Member Posts: 40
    edited November 2016

    Debiann Thanks.. it's true i guess even in our day to day "non cancer" lives we have different levels of acceptable risk. I climb mountains and back country ski... 3 weeks post lumpectomy I packed 60lbs of skis and gear 9km into a backcountry hut and spent 3 days in white out conditions on the Wapta Icefield roped into my partner ski touring.. when you're weekend activities involve an avalanche beacon, GPS emergency locator and an ice axe....

  • Lisey
    Lisey Member Posts: 1,053
    edited November 2016

    PoopySheep.. I'm 41 and very active, thin, etc. I've been on Tamoxifen for 5 months and don't have one side effect.. I feel perfectly normal and healthy. I too was freaked out, but I jumped in and nothing.. nada... it feels like a sugar pill. You can always try it and stop if you do have SEs, but in all honesty, the majority of women have ZERO side effects. They just don't come on here and brag about it.

    I would STRONGLY suggest you try Tamoxifen... you can always stop. Whereas Rads do last damage, Tamox does not.

  • debiann
    debiann Member Posts: 1,200
    edited November 2016

    You ladies are amazing adventureres. It was all sounding like fun till I read the words "cave diver". I swear my heart started to race just reading that, lol. Being claustrophobic, a cave---under the water----a big HELL NO!


  • Claire_in_Seattle
    Claire_in_Seattle Member Posts: 4,570
    edited November 2016

    Hi poopysheep!

    Looks like your concerns about foregoing treatment center about having a diminished life post treatment which (contrary to the "popular wisdom" out there) does not have to be the case. I had the works - lumpectomy, chemo, radiation, 5 years of aromatase inhibitors. I skied, swam, cycled, ran, and hiked throughout, although I did need to dial things down while going through chemo. By this, I mean that I couldn't cycle up hills although just fine on the flats. I am now fitter than ever.

    I think I am at least 15 years older than you are. This past summer, I did 10 for 10 Seattle-to-Portland Bicycle Classic. I did the one 6 years ago within 6 weeks of finishing radiation. That is 200+ miles over 2 days of cycling. I don't do the mountaineering you do, but it sounds like great fun. I can't wait for ski season to start so I can hit the backcountry Nordic trails.

    I knew I would most likely die if I didn't do the full deal which was more than motivating. I also believed that I would come through everything just fine.

    And guess what??? I did.

    As for the recommended treatment. I understand that it's scary, but I think that the possibility of having cancer come back is a lot scarier. BTW - those of us who get in major exercise tend to have way fewer side effects.

    I would go forward on that assumption and expect to be fine unless proven otherwise. Such as your adventure post lumpectomy. I was able to train throughout radiation, being no more than a bit tired at the end. I was a bit achy on AIs, but ibuprofen took care of most of that.

    So please reconsider treatment, and think of this period of your life as more of a "speed bump" than anything else - an experience that gets "layered into" your active and wonderful life. - Claire

  • poopysheep
    poopysheep Member Posts: 40
    edited November 2016

    agreed on the cave diving... i mean there are limits and that's it right there. I'm actually a little scared of the ocean... the mountains feel like home, or church even but the ocean to me is so .... huge huge huge respect for those of you who chose the water as your playground!!


    sigh.... maybe i'll try 6 months of Tamox and see what happens....

  • debiann
    debiann Member Posts: 1,200
    edited November 2016

    I'm on arimidex, so I can't comment on how tamoxifen would be, but my side effects are minimal. I was however already post menopausal when I started so my estrogen was already reduced, the drop in hormones was not big for me.

    My natural menopause, which started in my late 40's was horrible. I actually had huge spikes in estrogen at times, which I believe to be the cause of my BC. I wish they would have put me on a drug to even out my hormones at that time.

    You may find tamoxifen to be not too bad.


  • Denise-G
    Denise-G Member Posts: 1,777
    edited November 2016

    I write a busy breast cancer blog and have heard from thousands of breast cancer patents over the past 5 years.  The ones that stick in my memory the most are the women who have the most regrets.  These women who have the deepest regrets are the ones who have recurrence and wished they would have done Rads or Chemo or Tamoxifen or an AI or something more than what they did.  The women are different, but the story is always the same. 


  • ElaineTherese
    ElaineTherese Member Posts: 3,328
    edited November 2016

    I'm on Aromasin, so can't comment on Tamoxifen either. But, despite hearing countless horror stories about Aromasin on these boards, I have minimal side effects. You never know how you'll react to any therapy until you try it. If it does produce awful side effects, you can always stop. They're just pills. If they make you feel awful, you can just stop taking them.

    I admire you ladies for your active lifestyles! I think that the most I can say is that I swim twice a week, and walk 40 minutes twice a week. Not very exciting, I'm afraid.

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