Anyone.Starting Chemo in October 2016?

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  • chickdudefood
    chickdudefood Member Posts: 51
    edited November 2016

    Hi all,

    Anybody else having daily hiccup attacks? This is so minor but just curious. Mine started 2 days ago, so 5 days post first infusion. They seem to come out of nowhere, don't last too long, but I do worry a little about having a mouth full of food go down the wrong way...they can happen when I'm eating, drinking carbonated or uncarbonated beverages, or just hanging around. I can't find a pattern.

    Kate


  • chickdudefood
    chickdudefood Member Posts: 51
    edited November 2016

    Abracadabra,

    Yes, I am also thinking that the baby dreams are about giving birth to my new self once this is over, and the 9-month timeframe seems about right. I was diagnosed in September and will be finished with chemo, surgeries, radiation, sometime in the spring...so fall, winter, spring. With any luck the baby will be premature but healthy. In last night's dream I was carrying the developing "baby" around in a slow cooker--kind of like a special incubator. Brains are funny things, for sure.

    Kate


  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Hi Dee and Kate,

    Thanks for your replies ... I am feeling better! Dee, you made me laugh with your line about 'I don't think my boob was ever felt so much in one day let alone by three different hands!'. The crazy things we go through!!

    Have a good day, everyone. Talk to you later!

    Barb

  • deemendoza
    deemendoza Member Posts: 84
    edited November 2016

    chickdudefood, no hiccups for me as I entered day 14 post 1st chemo session, 2nd session is tomorrow. looks like were on the same type of infusion. I'm doing 4 rounds of AC followed by 4 rounds of Taxol (I think, damn chemo brain) I do have a HUGE headache that doesn't seem to go away it feels better when I rest but it lingers on all day. If something falls and I got pick it up that's when I feel it the most I feel like my eyes are going to pop out of my socket.

    Has anyone felt a bit clumsy? I feel like I have been lately everything falls on the floor or I bump into things, trip on air as I'm walking.

    I eliminate coffee (huge drinker before so that my play a role into my headaches) I just don't have a taste for it anymore :( I guess its true what they say to stay away from your favorite things up to 5 days post chemo.

  • Melindawv
    Melindawv Member Posts: 19
    edited November 2016

    Good Morning fellow Warriors! Been reading the post and agree with HKuester Cancer does SUCK. People always use to say that peoples personalities and attitudes change once they have cancer and go through treatment and I can understand why, this is a challenge like no other and only a few people will ever understand.

    Barb I can understand your predicament and attitude about everything, I agree that it is a personal decision and there are plenty of articles and pictures of women who have chosen every option. I wish you luck in talking to your doctor and doing research, and we are all here ( speaking for everyone lol) to bounce any idea or thought off of.

    Dee I know exactly what you are saying when you talked about meeting your team all at once and having "hands on" experience. I too had the exact same experience and even had the radiologist take pictures and draw with a marker on me. All of this was also in front of my daughter and mother. So I looked at my mom and told her that it was my first boob pictures and tattoo, all in the same day. Which I thought was funny. Mom not so much.. LOL

    I also have another question that I am going to ask my Dr but wanted to know if any of you have been told that you couldn't travel? My job sometimes requires me to travel from West Virginia down to Texas. We normally fly but I am worried about that, so we talked about driving down as well. Just curious if anyone has been told not to? Not sure if I can even but wanted to check out my options before this comes up at work. Thanks

    Melinda

  • deemendoza
    deemendoza Member Posts: 84
    edited November 2016

    Melindawv, I actually had a trip planned to the DR for November 13th and canceled not because my Dr said so but because I didn't want to delay my treatment. I however was told I could travel as long as it didn't interfere with my treatment and I had to get a compression sleeve. Although I already have one from my 1st dx 7 years ago. I will met with a physical therapist in December to get resized and discuss PT treatment after surgery.

    As of right now the plan is once I'm done with chemo, I will have my reconstruction implant removed and whatever is left of the cancerous tumor/lymph nodes so I can have radiation.

  • Al12
    Al12 Member Posts: 79
    edited November 2016

    Hi ladies,

    I had something strange happen today at work and I was wondering if it was part of a side effect. earlier in the morning at work I all of a sudden felt jittery and anxious and a bit loopy. It felt like when you feel like something is going to happen but you don't know what then I had to attend a meeting with my team mates and my boss and in the meeting for some reason I put my head down I don't know why I did that just for a second and my co worker asked if I was ok and all of a sudden I started to cry. In the middle of a meeting. I excused my self and went to the bathroom and I couldn't stop crying. Eventually I came out and resumed our meeting like nothing happened. I know we all mentioned here and there that we were getting a bit more emotional then normal but this was very strange for me. Anyone else seem to know what this can be? I am 43 and not menopausal yet. can that be what that is?

    Alla

  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Alla - Are you taking any meds that might have caused this as a side effect? I know that during the week after my 2nd chemo, my MO had me taking dexamethasone (steroid) and Compazine (anti-nausea) and I was so jittery I felt I was jumping out of my skin. One day my son was late leaving for school (not a huge deal) but it just destroyed me ... I couldn't stop crying and feeling so sad about it. Stuff like that happened to me while I took those 2 meds, and then when I stopped I could feel myself calming down and feeling better.

    The reality of the situation is that we are living more stressful lives now, too. The physical and psychological pressure of dealing with treatment takes its toll, and maybe your mind/body just needed to reboot. I think it's great that you were able to deal with it and keep going ... I think that's our new motto: "Just Keep Going".

    How are you feeling now?

    Barb


  • Ella22
    Ella22 Member Posts: 39
    edited November 2016

    2 weeks to the day of my first chemo. My hair started coming out in chunks! I knew it was coming but was still very disturbing..I went to super cuts and got a buzz ! Cried but realized i'm choosing when i lose my hair, not cancer! I don't have a wig. Just going to use scarfs,turbans and hats.

  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    (((Ella))) I'm glad that you took hold of the situation ... as you said, you made the choice. It's rough, I know. I found it a relief, in a way, to get past it ... we seem to spend so much time waiting for the hair thing to happen (will it be today? tomorrow? etc.). I hope that you find the scarves and hats as comfy and convenient as I do ... I have a wig but rarely put it on ... a nice soft scarf/turban feels much better, and I think it looks great too. Hugs.

    Barb

  • Ella22
    Ella22 Member Posts: 39
    edited November 2016

    Barb- thanks for the kind words and Hugs! It does feel like a relief! Happy to have it past me. Hugs right back

  • VLH
    VLH Member Posts: 1,258
    edited November 2016

    Alla, the chemo can really mess with your blood sugar, even if you're not diabetic, and that can cause the symptoms you described. If I find myself jittery or angry with the dogs for minor infractions, I know I need to eat.

    I'm not neutropenic this week. Yay! Unfortunately, the prescription strength Ibuprofen that helps my pain a lot was damaging my kidneys so it's been an ouchy week.

    Ladies, did any of you shave your own head with an electric razor? My buzz cut looks like it's developing a bad case of mange so I wonder if I should just suck it up and let it go, let it go-o-o? I had a wig fitting appointment today, but was too queasy and tired to go so rescheduled.

    Interesting that I'm not alone in the weird dream department.

    Lyn


  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Hi Lyn,

    Great news about the neutropenia!

    I buzzed my own head with an electric hair clipper ... I sat in the kitchen and positioned a mirror so I could see what was happening and 'took it all off'. The remains of my buzz cut are also looking a little ratty these days ... i was thinking it was time to get rid of the remaining stubble (it hurts when scarves/hats literally rub me the wrong way).


  • Nfullblume
    Nfullblume Member Posts: 171
    edited November 2016

    Hey ladies! Thought I'd stop in and report I'm alive! HEHE. First injections were easy. I woke up with a sore throat and thought for sure they would delay the injection, but MO gave me a script for antibiotics and said my WBC was good, so if I felt up to it, we could proceed. I said "hell yeah, let's get this show on the road." My kidneys are already getting rid of the red devil! yay! The frozen grapes were tasty and I'm not a huge grape fan. I'll keep that up in the next few injections too. I had a nice chicken pasta dinner and I'm ready to relax now. Hoping to get some work done tomorrow before the onset of the SEs. How many of you are taking Emend for nausea? MO said it's a magical drug and I shouldn't need to take the Zofran proactively. She said if I'm still feeling queasy, then I should take it.

  • VLH
    VLH Member Posts: 1,258
    edited November 2016

    Miles, I was so sorry to read about your hospitalization. How are you feeling today?

    Dee, yup, Scalp tingles = Beware of Falling Hair. :-( I was surprised that mine really didn't start falling out until Day 20. Anyone else's want to fondle Dee's boob? The line forms to the right.

    Hkuester, I know the hair loss is another blow when you've already been through so much.

    Regarding the FGLB class, the bag they give you has really nice, full-size products. It varies depending on what sponsors donated, but my products included items from Estee Lauder, Mary Kay and It Cosmetics, a full size bottle of Kiehl's Creme De Corps and an OPI nail polish (though the latter is a glittery bronze while I'm more of a neutral gal). I rarely wear.more than Burt's lip balm, but plan to experiment with my new goodies & hope I don't look like a clown. ;-)

    DANG! Autocorrect is making me nuts today. Stop changing stuff w/o my permission, you pushy butthead. And it just tried to change that to "but the". Sigh...

    No hiccups, but nasty heartburn, Kate. I've not read every note yet, but wondering how your PS visit went?

    Barb, it stinks that it feels like one blasted thing after another. With the size of my breast, tender skin, the infection I got from the seroma and the badly encapsulated shoulder, radiation freaks me out. Treatment seems to stretch out for an eternity so take a deep, relaxing breath and exhale slowly...

    Lyn



  • THDailey
    THDailey Member Posts: 16
    edited November 2016

    I am going for my 3rd infusion next week. First one was my hardest because I didn't know what to expect but boy my second infusion I was way more prepared. I shaved my head after clumps of hair starting to fall out. I wear hats and scarves but mostly just go bald (outside of my comfort zone)but I feel more comfortable being just bald. Stay positive and keep busy to take your mind off it. This journey will pass. Many prayers warriors!!

  • THDailey
    THDailey Member Posts: 16
    edited November 2016

    my onc said I could travel and I have in between treatments.

  • VLH
    VLH Member Posts: 1,258
    edited November 2016

    THDailey, fingers crossed that all goes smoothly with #3. Did you shave your own head with an electric razor?

    Lyn

  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Nfullblume - Congrats .... that's one behind you!! Glad it went well for you. I think that Emend is very common ... it's like the gold standard of anti-nausea meds. That being said, I took Emend (pills for 3 days) and was still knocked on my butt by nausea and dizziness after my 1st chemo.

    For my 2nd chemo, my MO gave me the Emend by intravenous, and told me it would continue to work for 3 days. It worked well for me, and then I took Compazine regularly until the end of the week as a precaution. I had no nausea and no problems!!! Hope your week goes well and the SEs leave you alone ... remember to drink a lot of water to flush everything out of your system.

    Great to hear from you!

    Barb


  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Welcome THDailey. You are just zooming along ... it sounds like your treatments are going well. Which chemo regime are you on? (I am 4xAC, then 12XTaxol). You sound like you have a very positive outlook ... that's a valuable asset on this journey!

    Best wishes,

    Barb

  • Miles
    Miles Member Posts: 62
    edited November 2016

    Hello everyone. My fever finally broke and I am doing better.

    You all are wonderful. I enjoy reading all of the posts.

    I usually take notes in word while I read but I didn't this time. so I can't remember everything.

    I do enjoy reading about the crazy dreams... and I too am glad that we do not get hair on our backs from this Chemo... that would suck!

    Defiantly suggested getting  the cream prescription to numb the port cite. I put on a glob of it and covered it with glad wrap before I left my house and headed to Chemo. The nurse said that as long as it was covered it would keep it nice and numb.

    I buzzed my head and it felt quite a bit better after all of my hair was gone. I have found that using a lint roller on my head really feels good. I keep it in the fridge because the cold feels so good on my head. I take it out and roll it all over my head. It feel awesome. so If you head is tingling and burning.. You may want to give it a try. It is my favorite thing right now.

    Ella: I do think that you may be "going through the Change." That defiantly causes emotional outbursts. You can ask your MO.. I am 45 and I think that the younger you are the more this change affects your hormonal levels...

    The nose running is defiantly a problem I have been experiencing. The bleeding followed my runny nose. I did get a sailing nose spray that has moistened my nose and since I started using it I haven't had the bloody noses.

    My head stubble dose hurt when I put on a head cover or lay on cotton pillow cases.  I have covered my pillow with a "fuzzy soft blanket" and it doesn't hurt when I lay on it.

    Has anyone tried the electric razor yet? I'd like to know if it worked out. I would rather use and electric razor then use a standard one. Someone said I should use Nair but the idea kinda scares me. what if it hurts my already stinging and burning head? What do y'all think?

    Is anyone else having a hard time eating? Nothing tastes good and I am just not interested in consuming food. I have been exhausted and I think if I eat I will have some "gas in the tank" to get somethings done. Any Ideas?

    (((((Gentle hugs to everyone))))

  • FightingTheFight
    FightingTheFight Member Posts: 75
    edited November 2016

    Nfullblume - Welcome back!

    Miles - I had a number of days after my second infusion where food tasted like sawdust and my appetite was suppressed. I just made myself keeping trying at least a small amount of different foods. Even if I lost interest in finishing it once started. I also told myself that unless what I was eating tasted nasty, then I would at least try to finish it for the calories. And bizarrely enough, the food that I found the most success in eating, even when my taste buds were shot, is Lucky Charms cereal (and I'm usually one for boring cereal choices). I had picked it up on a whim at the store. So you may find yourself gravitating to things unexpectedly, if continue to try things out.

  • chickdudefood
    chickdudefood Member Posts: 51
    edited November 2016

    Miles, I've only had one infusion so far and for sure my taste buds were affected. I feel like my salivary glands go into shock every time I put something into my mouth, including water. Everything tastes a little off and I am having weird cravings. The other day I required real, old-fashioned, steel cut oatmeal and was lucky enough to have one of my housemates make it for me, since I don't trust myself with my chemo brain around anything sharp, hot, or heavy. And after all that, it was good, but the taste was still off.

    I try to get in one yogurt a day no matter what, and occasionally I use it as a base for a smoothie with almond milk and chocolate vegan protein powder and a banana. I figure if I get that down I've killed a lot of birds with one stone when it comes to nutrition. I've had a few issues with the rock and roll between constipation and diarrhea, but careful use of Immodium helps. Sometimes one is too many so I start with half at a time.

    Ella, what you're describing sounds like the perfect storm of chemo and early menopause.

    I had my consult with the plastic surgeon yesterday. I liked her a lot, although I've gotten to the age where doctors seem too young to be doctors, let alone specialists. We're going for an expander reconstruction after my bilateral mastectomy in late February/early March after chemo to a B cup (down from my been-too-big-since-age-13 DDs,) but if they are troublesome at all I'll go flat. Since yoga is my passion and one of my income sources, we opted against taking my own tissue since it involves losing muscle as well as fat and I can't risk the one thing I do in life that keeps me sane and fit and at peace--and that requires muscles. I got a weird compliment, I think, as we were assessing my belly fat, "I could only get enough for an A cup out of that." Somehow made my day, especially since my enforced relative inactivity makes me especially conscious of those belly lumps.

    Yesterday I managed a walk, an actual studio yoga class (the first one I've attended since surgery) and meditation. This is my goal for every day, even if I practice alone at home, but it was so lovely to be in class with one of my favorite teachers and to see other people. I've been holing up at home, and although I have housemates, we all wildly have different schedules so days can sometimes go by where I only see one or two of them and then only as they're rushing out the door.

    Here in Boston, the weather has been unusually mild so the walking is glorious with late autumn subdued colors. I'm averaging about 5,000 steps a day (thank you for counting, Fitbit) and trying to work up to at least 8,000. We have a combo elliptical/stair climber and I'll switch to that after the weather turns. I'm a little afraid of germs at the gym, but once I lose my hair I might give them the full cancer look with a kerchief and a mask and gloves and just do it.

    Love to all,

    Kate

  • Ella22
    Ella22 Member Posts: 39
    edited November 2016

    Miles- So happy to hear from you and that your doing better! I think you are right about going thru the change. I had no appetite in the first 5 days after the infusion.

    THDailey- Welcome! Love your positive attitude! My granddaughter has her 9th birthday on the 26th of Nov. and I live in NY and she lives in Ohio, I asked my nurse if It would be ok to ride a bus to be there for her b-day and she said yes. Just wear a mask and take hand sanitizer . That will be my week off after 2 chemo, hoping to be through all the SE by then..

    Nfullblume- I too took frozen grape and they were a nice treat or distraction. Happy your infusion went good!

    Kate- Walking or any exercise has been the one thing that keeps me sane! Happy to hear you were able to manage a walk!

    Make it a great Thursday everybody! Hugs and prayers!


  • deemendoza
    deemendoza Member Posts: 84
    edited November 2016

    on my way to chemo #2 wish me luck.

  • Ella22
    Ella22 Member Posts: 39
    edited November 2016

    deemendoza-stay strong! We are all with you! Hugs

  • geneskirt
    geneskirt Member Posts: 218
    edited November 2016

    Alla - Scary incidence to happen at work :( I would guess it's a SE as well. Let your pharmacist or MO know when you see them next and they will note it. If it happens again, call them.

    Hello Ladies! Whoa, I disappeared from the conversation for a few days after the second infusion -a admit it was a little rougher this time around.Today is day 7 and I'm feeling more 'myself' and eating fairly normal.

    Barb & Nfullblume RE: EMEND -I am taking 120mg pre-infusion (i hour prior) and 80mg on day 2 and day 3 (capsule). I am going to ask about the injection though... I'm whimping out when it comes to swallowing (more) pills (hine whine whine)

    Dexamethasone (steroid)- thinking this is making me sleepless (about 4 hours a night) while i'm taking it on days 1 to 4 :( Back to normal sleeping patterns now.

    Elle

  • VLH
    VLH Member Posts: 1,258
    edited November 2016

    Nfullblume, I'm glad you could get going on your treatment plan. I'm quite sure that I had IV Emend, but still having intermittent nausea issues. That seems to be an area of vulnerability for me while others find the Emend alone does the trick.

    Lyn

  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Dee - Good luck ... sending lots of positive energy your way today!

    Geneskirt / Elle - I wondered what was going on ... sorry to hear chemo#2 was difficult, but good to hear that you're back. I found a huge difference getting the Emend through intravenous ... it really helped with the nausea. I highly recommend it!

    The dexamethasone has the same effect on me ... plus it makes me jittery and hyper (I'm convinced that's what makes me unable to focus enough to read or even watch Netflix during the 1st week after treatment). Now's the time to catch up on that sleep!

    Smile

  • Abracadabra
    Abracadabra Member Posts: 1,369
    edited November 2016

    Kate - I'm glad your meeting with your plastic surgeon went well. Your plan sounds like a very good one ... as the proud owner of B-cup sized breasts, I can attest to their versatility (not too big to get in the way, but enough to be present)!

    Have a great day.

    Barb

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