Recurrence far worse after DCIS
Hello All,
This is the first time I am participating in any kind of forum or really sharing after my second diagnosis. I have to say I have been far more frustrated and emotional this time around and experience far more side effects with treatments and absolutely far more confused (questioning every decision I am making and made in the past concerning the breast cancer). Therefore, I apologize if I become long winded.
First and foremost, Cancer is a very ugly and possibly debilitating word and we all know what we've got so I'm axing that word! Fred is what mine is known as, Fred is manageable and not nearly as frightening as the big "c" word!!! So, Fred came knocking on my door 6 years ago for the first time in the form of High grade DCIS. Caught very early and small in size we felt that being aggressive was the way to go. We did a bilateral mastectomy and a sentinel node biopsy and took a few extra nodes on top of that (story prior to surgery isn't great and I don't much like revisiting that downhill slide). Long story short, we got it all and had great margins and no node involvement. Did reconstruction and went on with life.
In my infinite wisdom at a ripe 24 yrs of age the niggling thought in the back of my mind was "Was that too easy?" Oh yes, yes it was.
When you reach your 5 year milestone and can celebrate that "Hey, it's really over" you should not have a care in the world to give you pause!!! At least at my 5 year I didn't. I was super excited and decided hey let's really get on with life!!! New life after the surgeries and changes, which changes us no matter how hard we(I) said it wouldn't!
5 years, 5 months and 1 day after my initial DCIS diagnosis, I found a lump...Yep, that moment when you're convincing yourself that "Nope, that's not there, there's no way, it absolutely can't be." But you know it is kind of thing. Only this time said lump was as I like to put it HUGE(1st diagnosis my lump was 1 cm (measured by docs)2nd diagnosis it was 5 cm) and to top it off it was in the EXACT same spot as the original lump.
My 2nd diagnosis did still have some of the original High grade DCIS but was also an Invasive Ductal Carcinoma and an Invasive Muscinous Carcinoma. Yep, that's what I said TWO Invasive Fred's! I was livid, hurt,confused, just downright emotional. That lasted about 12 hours. Because Fred isn't the kind of thing you just sit around and do nothing about if at all possible. I had a full treatment plan within two weeks of finding the lump and had surgery exactly 4 weeks from the date of discovery. I utilized my first surgeon (technically she was my 2nd surgeon but that's part of that story I'm not quite revisiting). I loved her she was at this point practically the only person I trusted to treat me (wish she could be my Plastics, Oncology, Gen, etc)
Longer story short, we did yet another surgery removed the tumor (which turned out to be two tumors somehow kind of fused together), took alot of skin to be on the safe side and did a full axillary dissection. I was told by my Oncologist that chemotherapy, radiation and hormone therapy were to follow. I have finished chemo and radiation (YAY) they were GOD AWFUL . Everything from experiencing every side effect they told you could happen, to being allergic to everything they tried and some pretty nasty radiation burns,plus gaining 60 pounds due to steroids used to desensitize me to the medications, it has been quite the journey!!! But on to the next thing because for me "Cancer is a word, NOT a sentence"
Next I have the dreaded decision of how to approach hormone therapy. My Fred was ER-Positive. So my Oncologist suggests Tamoxifen for 10 years (yeah 10 YEARS), or there is the ever popular option of let's get rid of the rest of my woman parts!!!
This is the part where I get frustrated and just generally don't know what to do. Really needing advice. I could opt for the Tamoxifen for 10 years which kind of throws me into sort of a menopause for that time frame (not looking forward to that), also I'm awful at actually taking pills consistently. Or the oophorectomy which puts me in actual menopause. Those are very stiff eye opening options in my opinion with no other alternatives.
So, I am 30 years old and have no children. What if I want to have children? The oophorectomy kills that opportunity and so does the Tamoxifen(10 years, not sure I'd be up for having kids at 40. Let alone if my reproductive system would work after the drug). Also, how do they know for certain I actually need the hormone therapy? It has really no guarantees that I can see and can barely see any benefit (stop recurrence, I tried that the first go round, and here I sit)
I just don't know what to do at this point and I'm frustrated...
Tiff
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Wow, I am sorry Fred has come back in a big way. I have no great words of wisdom. I am so much older and way past having children. I have heard of people coming off tamoxifen to have a baby. I took AI drugs for 4 years, not very fun. I still feel side effects from it.
I recently had a scare but it turned out be nothing. Getting this back again is the worst. I hope some of the younger people start posting soon.
Good luck to you.
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Thank you Meow13! It is a lot, but so far this is the hardest decision yet...
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I am a little confused. If you had bilateral mastectomy, how did it come back in the same spot?
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Hi Sachin! So basically unless you have a radical mastectomy (take all the skin and tissue to the chest wall, not really performed any more)there is no way to get ALL the tissue. Also Fred cells can lay dormant until something goes "hey let's get active". We believe with meach the way things happened and the fact that the tumors weren't only local but in the same location that there were in fact some dormant cells in there.
I initially thought it was impossible to come back as well which is why I did the bilateral mastectomy (I only had one breast involved the other one had no traces). After further research I found that it was very possible.
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Hi I2y20102015:
You mentioned: "This is the part where I get frustrated and just generally don't know what to do. Really needing advice. I could opt for the Tamoxifen for 10 years which kind of throws me into sort of a menopause for that time frame (not looking forward to that), also I'm awful at actually taking pills consistently. Or the oophorectomy which puts me in actual menopause. Those are very stiff eye opening options in my opinion with no other alternatives."
Re tamoxifen, you mentioned that you are awful at taking pills, and then mentioned the option of oophorectomy. Did you receive a recommendation for oophorectomy alone, or oophorectomy plus tamoxifen or an AI? I ask because, even in post-menopausal women including women who have received a bilateral oophorectomy, either tamoxifen (to block the action of estrogen on breast tissue) or an aromatase inhibitor (to block the production of estrogen from other tissues) would also be recommended. In other words, typically, oophorectomy plus tamoxifen or an AI is recommended.
Instead of oophorectomy plus tamoxifen or an AI, some women are offered the additional option of ovarian suppression drugs plus tamoxifen or an AI. If this was not discussed with you, please seek further consultation for more information. It seems like if [edit:
tamoxifen aloneoophorectomy plus a drug] would be an appropriate option, then ovarian suppression plus tamoxifen or an AI should theoretically be an option, absent some contraindication or special consideration.I've summarized the general options elsewhere as:
Pre-menopausal:
(a) Tamoxifen alone; or
(b) Tamoxifen plus Ovarian Suppression ("OS") (to suppress/shut down ovarian function, e.g., with a second drug); or
(c) Ovarian Suppression ("OS") plus an Aromatase Inhibitor ("AI") (in pre-menopausal women, use of an AI requires added OS to shut down ovarian function; using both is intended to stop estrogen production from all sources)
If oophorectomy is received, see post-menopausal options
Post-menopausal (this includes patients whose ovaries have been removed by bilateral oophorectomy):
(a) Tamoxifen; or
(b) Aromatase inhibitor
Tamoxifen, aromatase inhibitors, and the drugs used to induce ovarian suppression have different side effect profiles. Oophorectomy has different health impacts. The choice between tamoxifen alone and other more intensive approaches is a personal risk/benefit analysis, in light of one's presentation, including the risks of loco-regional and distant recurrence, risk of new disease, menopausal status, and overall health and presentation, including medical history or co-morbidities that may be potentially relevant to the particular side effect profiles of a specific drug or intervention. Pre-menopausal women of child-bearing age have additional considerations.
The situation of recurrent disease is not very extensively studied. Be sure to ask how that may affect understanding of your risk profile.
Please ask your MO to explain all of the various approaches, their associated side effects, and obtain opinions about whether your specific case may warrant one of the more intensive treatment(s), in light of your personal risk profile. If your MO is not responsive to your questions or you would like additional discussion and expert input on this important decision, please do not not hesitate to seek a second opinion from another MO.
BarredOwl
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For some general background information, see this recent perspective from the ASCO Post and citations:
For more information about the use of an AI plus ovarian suppression, I have these bookmarked:
ASCO 2016 Update: http://jco.ascopubs.org/content/early/2016/02/11/JCO.2015.65.9573.full.pdf
This document was issued: "To update the ASCO adjuvant endocrine therapy guideline based on emerging data concerning the benefits and risks of ovarian suppression in addition to standard adjuvant therapy in premenopausal women with estrogen receptor–positive breast cancer."
ASCO 2014 Guideline: http://jco.ascopubs.org/content/early/2014/05/20/JCO.2013.54.2258.full.pdf
It is easy to misunderstand such highly technical documents and whether and how their guidance should be applied in the individual case. If they influence you in any way, it is essential to confirm your thinking with your MO.
This is a highly specialized area and such articles (which do not focus on the situation of recurrent disease) are not a substitute for case-specfic expert advice.
Best,
BarredOwl
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And if you're concerned about preserving your fertility (and it sounds like you are), ask for a referral focused on that (for others, you might even want that referral before you have chemo, etc.).
HTH,
LisaAlissa
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I know how a mastectomy is done on a cancer breast, it's a total radical type. And yes, no matter how much they try, there will always be some breast tissue left some place. You still didn't answer my question - if it was mastectomy, the breast was removed. How was it possible for the C to come back in the same spot if the spot was not there anymore? Even if you had a lumpectomy not a mastectomy, the "spot" would still be removed.
As for the oophorectomy. Maybe you should go for a second opinion. Or just discuss with your MO that you would want to choose another option of the ones BarredOwl explained about.
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Hi LisaAlissa:
You posted while I was crafting my second post and revising my first post to add the very general comment: "Pre-menopausal women of child-bearing age have additional considerations."
Requesting a referral for fertility counseling in connection with this decision is an excellent recommendation.
BarredOwl
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Seachain, it came back in the same spot because although the tissue was removed, my skin in that spot was still there. Which cells can lie dormant there and recurrence happens. (As far as I was told in lieu of an explanation)
BarredOwl, thank you for that information. I in fact after doing some research I presented the oophorectomy to my MO. I was just told the Tamoxifen for 10 years and some general side effects.I do see my new MO soon so I I'll pose those questions to her.
Thanks,
Tiff
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Tiff, glad to hear you will be consulting with a second onc. Personally, I couldn't make an informed decision based on the information that the first onc gave you.
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Had a pelvic ultrasound yesterday. Since we were considering the oophorectomy, it would just show us how everything is set up and make sure there would be no surprises. But of course SURPRISE, I have a cyst on my left ovary.
This in itself is not concerning to me because these are naturally occurring in women my age and because I'm premenopausal. I frankly was concerned about the fact that one of the ovaries were hiding behind the uterus (could possibly cause ovarian torsion) and that they couldn't hear the blood flow to my right ovary.
Received a call from my GYN's nurse saying that my GYN now agrees that a oophorectomy may be the most appropriate action for me. Prior to these results he wanted to talk to my MO to make sure it was the correct next step to take. Which now means I have a ton of questions for him!!! And, my MO seeings how she also just wanted to do Tamoxifen oppose to the oophorectomy.
I almost feel like they aren't telling me something. This is the first ever diagnosis of a cyst I've had. If perhaps this is a normal cyst (fluid filled and natural to my age group statistically) then why do we just jump straight to surgery. Or could they feel like this is connected with the BC diagnosis??? And how would they know the difference, or perhaps the cyst could be more of a mass than cyst???
Not going to drive myself crazy with possibilities, just have plenty of questions now...
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SeaChain - I too had a double mastectomy for DCIS and had a recurrence with IDC. Some of those sneaky little microscopic buggers escaped the clean margins & negative SNBs. It happens more often than you think.
I2y2 - can you consider harvesting eggs & freezing them for future use?
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MinusTwo, I am considering that and beginning to do some research. It is going to be difficult trying to save/gather money for it (my insurance doesn't cover any of that stuff). I am looking into it though.
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I had cystic ovaries all the time, starting at age 13 (one burst at the same time I had a hot appendix--the surgeon did the operation almost as a differential diagnosis and was shocked to find that both things were the cause of my pain and elevated WBC).
Might be a good idea to harvest some eggs and freeze them. Endocrine therapy is usually 5-10 years, and you are very young for an ER+ bc patient. It usually reverses itself (your liver can resume making aromatase and it begins to turn the androgens made by your adrenals & fat cells into estrogens after that), and if at the end of the therapy w/o OS or oophorectomy, your ovaries resume pumping out estrogen (as, at only 10 years hence they still might), your recurrence chances increase, especially as tumor cells tend to be more aggressive in younger women--especially given the tumor’s size and grade. Permanently getting rid of the one source directly making estrogen is prudent--although it does impact fertility. Hence the egg-harvesting.
Because of the different histology and hormone-receptor profile, despite its location Fred II was probably a new primary, actually Frederika, not a recurrence of Fred I. Despite Fred I having been TN, that’s not unusual for DCIS and almost nobody has chemo for that. And because you had a BMX, no radiation for it either. No sense in beating yourself up and engaging in “what if”s. That was then, this is now, and it is what it is (Lord, I hate that phrase).
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Guys, I know very well that it can come back even after mastectomy, and especially with skin-sparing, and most of the times when it comes back it's either right under the skin or on the chest wall. It's not that what I don't understand, it's the "in the same spot". That spot would have been excised, how can it be in the same spot?
I've had an ovarian cyst for about 5 years now. It appeared after I was done with chemo (that pushed me into chemopause) and they had to observe it because of BC history, I had transvaginal ultrasounds every 3 months then every 6 months for 3 years then I just said forget it. Just a simple cyst that never really bothered me, sitting there and not changing up or down from 3 cm diameter. As a side note, they couldn't ever find my left ovary. I swear, I DO have one! lol
Anyway, the oophorectomy was suggested (more like "this is what you need to do") to me too before I had chemo and got pushed into chemopause, my levels showed I wasn't even in perimenopause and still going strong and regular. At 48 y.o. I shouldn't have cared, but I flat refused. I said that I won't have removed parts that are in working order. After chemo it all became a moot point and I just went ahead and took AIs.
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I'll rephrase. It was in the same position. When the first tumor was measured it was 1 cm at the 9 o'clock position. The recurrence was measured at 5 cm at the 9 o'clock position.
Not sure how else to explain it.
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Then it’s definitely not a recurrence, but a new primary--different cell type, different hormone status. Location probably a coincidence. One of our sisters here had a lumpectomy + radiation and chemo, plus endocrine therapy (IIRC) for a hormone+ (somewhat weakly, it turns out), HER2- IDC with a high-intermediate OncotypeDX score. She had what was first thought to be a recurrence within 2 years, because it was in the position where the original tumor had been removed (in the cavity, in facts); but it was triple-negative with a high OncotypeDX. Therefore, it was reclassified as a second primary tumor. She had MX and is undergoing (or has just finished) more chemo. Don’t know if she’s still on endocrine therapy to prevent a recurrence of the first tumor.
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A recurrence can have different receptors than the original tumor tissue following chemo, though, so not sure that all "new primaries" that pop up in same spot as the prior cancer are really new... http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24183366 This study is specifically about neoadjuvant chemo, so it is easier to be sure you are talking about the same tissue, but the bottom line is that chemo can affect receptors.
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You might consider ovarian suppression and an AI for bit, as a trial for actual menopause, and to see how you do on the AI. I had an Ooph two years ago, and at 53 it was still rough for me. I moved onto an AI but lo and behold the joint stuff was more than I was willing to take. I'm back on Tamoxifen and personally I think it is easier than an AI.
I'm sorry you are facing all this. It is just not fair.
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I2, sorry you are in this boat. I'm a recurrence too, so I can relate, although I didn't have to worry about the fertility issues. They will probably want you on hormone therapy. If you have ovarian cysts and thickening of the uterine wall, tamoxifen exacerbates this so this may not be the drug choice for you. Were you already on tamoxifen, because I had this happen on tamoxifen and then as soon as I came off the issues went away.
If tamoxifen isn't for you, in order to take another hormone therapy, an aromatase inhibitor, you have to be in menopause - either through an ooph or ovarian suppression, which is a monthly shot. So unless there's a gynecological reason to do the ooph, you don't have to go that route immediately.
You have the right to ask and if you are confused at all why they are recommending something, or think they aren't telling you everything, you must ask. You deserve to make the best decisions for you, so ask them to explain. i
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Oh, now it makes a lot of sense.
I agree with farmerlucy, try first the ovarian suppression. Because once they remove them there's no turning back. And AIs can be horribly hard on your body. I got fast-advancing osteoarthritis from them.
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I2, I am so sorry that you're going thru this. It's hard at any age to be diagnosed with "Fred", but you're so young!
I was also prescribed Tamoxifen for 10 years. I didn't take any meds before, and I was a little wigged out that I would need to take any medication for that long. I have a permanent alert set on my phone, so I don't forget. I've been on it for a year, and it's not a big deal. Also, Tamo doesn't create early menopause. You can have symptoms of menopause, but it doesn't put you into it. I'm 49, and I get my period every month.
I know this is a moot point, but I'm curious why your surgeon performed a SNB when you were initially diagnosed with DCIS? By definition DCIS is non invasive. Therefore, it would be impossible for "Fred" to spread to the lymph nodes.
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Hi ladies, sorry I haven't responded to the latest posts in a timely matter.
I'm going to try not to leave anything out. I have yet to start anything for hormone therapy. I am in the process of figuring out what might be the best option.
We went back and forth on whether my second diagnosis was altogether new and coincidental or a recurrence. Finally after all the pathology came back they settled on a recurrence.
We did a SNB due to the fact that I had an inflamed lymphnode at the time and the first doctor did things all wrong. My second doctor decided to cover all the bases ( though the lump was measured at 1 cm, when we did a MRI more than 50% of the right breast was involved).
I would like to thank you ladies for the advice, insights and information you've given me thus far. It is far better for me so far than the experiences I've had just talking to people who haven't experienced any of this.
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Sorry you are dealing with this. I do know 2 people who have gone on to have children after 5 years of anti-hormonals; I don't know any who've done 10 years... But the 10 year thing is new. Other women have had eggs frozen and used a surrogate. Hopefully your MO is allowing you discussion with a fertility specialist. Rotten tough decisions. Cancer sucks. Make the best decision you can then plow forward. Best wishes
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hsant, having "only" DCIS doesn't mean you won't get a SNB. My initial diagnosis was DCIS too and I did get a SNB during mastectomy. Also, If you look at her signature, it says this new one was not just a different type (mucinous vs IDC) but also grade 3, so it's a little understandable why they seem to be a tad aggressive.
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Hi Seachain, I never said only DCIS, so I don't understand why you put only in quotations. I wasn't being dismissive of her initial diagnosis. Cancer is cancer, and it's serious. I was genuinely curious why a SNB was performed when DCIS by definition is non-invasive, contained within the milk ducts, whether it's a grade 1 or grade 3, so it's impossible (to my knowledge according to my BS and MO)for it to spread to a lymph node. I was initially diagnosed with DCIS, with a possible borderline micro invasion, and because of the possible micro invasion my BS took out a node.
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That is exactly why. The DCIS diagnosis is usually done by biopsy, and that only checks for a very small area. They cannot know beforehand if there is an invasive component or not, so yes, it's not unheard of DCIS to get SNB. It's actually pretty much the standard.
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Standard according to whom?
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please get a second opinion before having an oopherectomy. I had an oopherectomy at age 50 and it was rough on me. I can't imagine at your young age. Once treatment is over you still benefit from the protection your ovaries provide. Blessings on this very difficult journey. I hope you beat Fred's ass.
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