Winter 2015-16 RADS

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  • DiDel
    DiDel Member Posts: 1,329
    edited February 2016

    There is a BELL!!! I just didn't see it as it is in the first waiting area not the treatment back room waiting area...also they give you a certificate and do a little thing at the end of treatment. I had such a crappy week...believe it or not rads was not the worse part of my week. One week down ..6 more to go!!!

    I think because I am not doing whole breast rads my drs didn't give me anything except a tiny sample of Aquaphor, I bought Calendula cream the Baby Cream and Bioron brand and the pure aloe gel. I have been using all of those at night but don't know what to put on immediately after rads. It is red and itchy afterwards and last night felt like a bad sunburn. The aloe provided relief but what is miaderm? Should I buy this to put on after treatment? I can't do aquaphor and put work close on it will ruin my clothes. Any suggestions

    Also, my tumor bed is near my clavicle and after treatment my mouth is so dry. Anyone else experience this?

    Gargen -- sorry for your additional test...sending positive vibes your way for negative results. Hugs to you as you wait.

    and Hugs to all going though it right now...this journey isn't easy in any way and I am thankful for the support and encouragement from everyone here!

    Happy weekend!!

    Diane

  • JerseyGirl22
    JerseyGirl22 Member Posts: 342
    edited February 2016

    Whew! 1/2 way there... finished #15 today!!!! I'm having s SIM next week to prep for the boost and then the set up to see the boost on scan the following week,... just when I thought all I'd have for appts. would be go to rads and comes home...moving forward!

    Warrior On!


  • phoebe58
    phoebe58 Member Posts: 193
    edited February 2016

    adarkadapted - I felt that way with sim, but actual treatments way faster, and now they seem even shorter as I have become used to it. Justmaximom - congrats on going to work 'au natural' -- when I first did I was so stressed before hand, but reaction was great, and it felt very freeing to be me, and as hair has grown and changed I now say I am in the hair of the month club!

    Kateb although I have pretty trees to look at on the ceiling, I would wwwaaaaay rather have a fun fish! Feeling a little prickly itchiness starting above breast in area that normally gets lots of sun, but rest holding up ok after #23 of 28.

    I realized yesterday after I got the appt card times for next week, that they are not open for Family Day this Monday [a Canadian holiday -- quite new to BC, so I hadn't factored that in]. The plus means a long weekend, but the negative is I need to miss #28 which has now been scheduled for the following Monday. I have a pre-booked, can't change appt in Vancouver with PS to check the results of rads. It is due to new RO initially forgetting I had diep, so he had changed me to 16 instead of 28, and when I pointed out I was supposed to do 28 it took a few days to recalibrate......................... I can't imagine only doing 27 of 28 will make a huge difference, as I am still in the therapeutic range.

  • Fearless1956
    Fearless1956 Member Posts: 106
    edited February 2016

    Grammy4 -- Congrats on finishing rads!! Great feeling to know that part is behind you, isn't it?

    Didel -- You might want to try Miaderm. Around here it was not available at all pharmacies, so I ordered online from Amazon. It's a little pricey but to me it was worth the money and has kept my skin feeling softer. If you need it in a hurry, you could pay a little extra for shipping to get next day service. AND, glad you found the bell at your center! You'll soon be ringing it.

    Keeping all of the rest of you who are still going through your rads in my thoughts and prayers. Stay the course and as JerseyGirl says, "WARRIOR ON!"

    Enjoy your weekend!

    Debbie

  • Cubbie2015
    Cubbie2015 Member Posts: 875
    edited February 2016

    Phoebe, can't they just do number 28 on Tuesday, after you return? It wouldn't really be any different than another three day weekend. I had two three day weekends in my 28 session treatment due to Christmas and New Year's.

    KateB, we joked at work that I was getting Superhero treatments (since radiation figures into Spiderman's origins), and that maybe I'd develop Superpowers . ☺ (I work in an elementary school, we're a silly bunch sometimes.) My mantra was "Super cancer fighting powers!"

    I've been done for about 10 days, and the peeling is finally subsiding, and I'm not quite as red as I used to be. However, I've noticed my armpit on my radiated side is getting tighter in the last couple of days. Has anyone else noticed this?

  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    I want superpowers! I'm totally going with that.

    Did anyone else get a weird taste in her mouth after the first couple of treatments?

  • Shopgal2
    Shopgal2 Member Posts: 649
    edited February 2016

    yes Kate I did. I also have the active breathing machine and the mouthpiece tastes nasty. It went away after a few days

  • Martini
    Martini Member Posts: 30
    edited February 2016

    Mary, please add me and thank you for starting this thread.

    Hello Everyone! So happy to have found this thread as I have so many questions and concerns...I guess that is why we are all here, for help and support that only those that have walked this path before or are walking it now can provide.

    Starting 30 treatments (although I might opt out if the boost) February 16th.

    Was Writing my shopping list as I read your posts but now holding off, as recommended, to see what i will actually need.

    Gentle (sideway) hugs to all.

  • Twnkltoz
    Twnkltoz Member Posts: 215
    edited February 2016

    welcome, Martini. Sorry you're here, but glad you found us!

    No weird taste for me, but I did tell my fiance I expect to come out of this with superpowers.

  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    Welcome, Martini!

    It never occurred to me that the funky taste could be from the breath-gating snorkel. I figured it was my lung cooking or something. Thanks for reminding me that the simplest explanation is often the right one, Shopgal!

    I had a couple of weird zapping pains in my left chest wall yesterday, and I'm definitely tired. But it could be a number of things other than the two days of rads I had last week: there's a virus spreading like wildfire at work and, it would seem, in my house (thank goodness my WBCs have normalized after chemo), and I'm still healing from my scar revision surgery. . .

    My big thing right now is attitude. Mine isn't anywhere near as good as it was during chemo. I'm trying to keep positive, because it really does make a world of difference, but I'm really, really sick of this crap. As someone else wrote earlier in the thread: I was ready for a biathlon, not a triathlon. But, hell, a 2/3 reduction in risk is worth five weeks, I suppose.

    Martini, I'll probably opt out of boosts, too.

  • TulipsAndDaffodils
    TulipsAndDaffodils Member Posts: 80
    edited February 2016

    Well, I officially finished on Friday! And I'm just coming back to provide more encouragement--I did not have a bad response at all. I'm quite pale and I sunburn easily. But with 33 rads treatments, I came out with redness, but almost zero pain. No blisters, no raw skin, and so far no peeling. The last 5 days were boosts, so the skin outside of the boost area has been done for 9 days now, and looks great. I had always heard that things can get worse for up to a week after rads, and then get better. So my non-boost treated skin should definitely not get any worse, and I'm very happy. The boost area seems fine. The only thing that happened relates to fatigue. I had gotten though rads thinking I had no fatigue. Then yesterday for the first time, I was exhausted, in that weird chemo-fatigue kind of way. But I feel better today, and hope that was it. So anyone who has a tougher time, you have my sympathy!! I'm not here to brag, but to try to make it less scary for people just starting out--I got so nervous by all of the bad stories, so I promised myself I'd come back to report if it went well. Good luck everyone!!

    Tulips

  • SeekingSerenity16
    SeekingSerenity16 Member Posts: 13
    edited February 2016

    Tulips Thanks for the encouraging post! I start tomorrow and feel as prepared as I can be; but, tense. I am very pale also and am wondering if you used any creams to help you through?

    At my set up the other day the technician told me to avoid deodorants with aluminum, PG (propylene glycol) and parabens and to get approval before using any creams. She then gave me a baggie with small tubes of Aquaphor and Udderly Smooth Body Cream samples. When I researched the Udderly Smooth Body Cream I found that it has parabens and PG! I printed out the ingredients from the company's website and will show her tomorrow. The only reason I can think of for this is that perhaps this samples are made for radiation centers without those ingredients; but, the labeling does not suggest this. Something this small is enough to shake my confidence right now.

  • DiDel
    DiDel Member Posts: 1,329
    edited February 2016

    welcome Martini it's a big relief to have a plan and start date. Glad you found us. When I started my bc journey I feel like I knew nothing bco has not only educated me but introduced me to so many wonderful strong women to help guide me through.

    KateB I had some stabbing pains too that's all just normal nerve pain should subside . I'm also having a little discomfort from I think fluid build up. I'm going to ask if I can wear my lymphedema sleeve during treatment. I was tired too but I'm getting up an hour earlier than usual and it was just a crazy week with my poor sick niece. Now I hope I don't end up with strep. Kate I know it's hard to think about all we endure with this diagnosis but if I had rads initially I might not be going through this now. My Dr has been beating himself up but I don't blame him or don't like second guessing I feel like everything happens for a reason and as I am going through this another of my friends is as well. I think it helps her to not have to walk alone. Hang in there you will be done before you know it

    Thanks on the miaderm tip..my sister is a prime member on amazon so she gets free shipping . ,ordering today.

    Wishing a peaceful day for all

    Diane

  • mdoc524
    mdoc524 Member Posts: 336
    edited February 2016

    Welcome Welcome morelandks & Martini - so so sorry you are here but so glad you found us - Awesome group here with lots of support and sharing!

    WooHoo Grammy and Tulips&Daffodils - Congrats on finishing and hope all healing goes well and fast!

    KateB - Totally love your mantra - I don't have to do the breathing but will steal shamelessly! I would love an aquarium over the Tree's I look at so keep us posted on your little red fish :)

    lindaB - your work situation frustrates me - so sorry for what you are going thru there! Hope that gets better and that you heal and feel better soon!

    Etnasgrl - hope boosts go well and skin holds up!!

    adarkadapted - Good luck on Monday and with the Prone position - how many treatments will you be getting? Hope you are better from chemo! I went into rads this week still with chemo fatigue and neuropathy and fatigue definitely worse & neuropathy same ..

    WooHoo Grammy and Tulips&Daffodils - Congrats on finishing and hope all healing goes well and fast!

    Funny Duzy - I go back and forth from saying 29 to go or 6 Weeks left - not sure I like either LOL!

    Biscuits - Good Luck Monday - stinks you have no pics to look at or music to listen to but really great that you can just walk to Rads!!

    Twnkltoz - same symptoms here like the Cold that never comes out but feel like one is coming! Hope you feel better and the fatigue just plain sucks!

    Great for you LMN - getting closer to the end and so many hugs for rads 2x per day!!

    DiDel - I use Calendula after treatment & just gave it a minute or two to dry and no issues on clothes!

    Phoebe - hope appts work out for you with #28 - glad you are doing OK ..

    Cubbie -so glad you are healing well and hope tightness gets better..

    I finished 1st week - 5 Rads and definite increased fatigue - could actually feel it about an hour or two after tx - body gets heavier & having a really hard time getting up in the morning! Sad to say skin is pink after only 5 treatments especially in clavicle area - not bothersome yet and keep slathering on the calendula.. nurse told me Thursday Mastectomy patients usually have more skin issues and to be prepared to burn - yippee!

    Congrats to all finishing & hugs to all with se's & Good luck to all those starting in the coming week!

    Happy SuperBowl Sunday - Go Bronco's! Normally would say Go Eagles but that is just a dream on SuperBowl Sunday!

    Mary

  • Twnkltoz
    Twnkltoz Member Posts: 215
    edited February 2016

    Mary, it sounds like maybe we're going to walk the same path. Interesting you feel the same symptoms of a cold that never comes. I didn't know if it was the radiation or I'm really fighting something.

  • MissV123
    MissV123 Member Posts: 79
    edited February 2016

    Oh thanks to everyone on this forum ! I have found so many answers to so many questions here. Welcome to morelandks & Martini, sorry you are here, but this is the place to share and get great answers. Im so happy for everyone who has finished the Rads......

    KateB79 , Im getting the bad taste in my mouth too ! brushing my teeth constantly...and I got my first stabbing feeling....just for a second a couple of times today.....Twnkltoz, I was thinkg I was coming down with a head cold or something today, and I have never experienced fatigue like I did today...had a great day yesterday,went for a walk and everything, and today...I feel like Im carrying weights around, Im exhausted.....I sure hope Im not like this in the morning ,with work and all....

    Got the call to make a follow up with MO 2 weeks after rads are over, to discuss which medication to start for the next 5 years.....uggggggg. kinda hard to stay positive ,thinking this will go forever....but I will as we say Warrior On......Have a Great Night My friends....rest and get ready for another week.....here we go again.....


  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    Okay, so it sounds like everything I'm experiencing is normal. That's reassuring!

    The "I feel like I'm fighting a cold" thing must just be fatigue from tx. Too bad it hit me after the second day of zaps. Sigh. . . Only 23 to go (if I forego boosts).

    Mary, my nurse said the same thing about mastectomy patients. I have a bolus for every treatment, which directs even more beams right onto my skin. Right now I'm using Miaderm and aloe during the day and Aquaphor at night. . . . Fingers crossed that I don't "pink up" too quickly.

    MissV, here we go again, indeed. This'll be my first full week. I'm planning to hydrate like I did during chemo (which caused the worst fatigue I can imagine)--a gallon of clear fluids a day!

    At least I get to see my little red fish in the morning. :)

  • LindyC
    LindyC Member Posts: 231
    edited February 2016

    I had BMX and have had 21 of 28 rads and my skin is holding up very well. Slightly warmer than the other side, barely pink and a bit of an itch closer to the clavicle but overall ok. This coming week treatments and the recovery afterwards may prove more uncomfortable but I'm grateful to have come this far with no major issues.

  • etnasgrl
    etnasgrl Member Posts: 650
    edited February 2016

    I had heard prior to starting rads that radiation can shrink your breast. As a matter of fact, when I had my lumpectomy, the plastic surgeon wanted to reduce and lift my non cancer breast because he said that my cancer breast will shrink greatly due to the radiation and this way they will match. ( I refused to let him do that though.)

    As of right now, I am 19 of 25 treatments in and have not noticed any shrinkage at all. Both breasts look the same, minus the cancer side is pink.
    Did your breast shrink? If so, when did you begin to notice?

  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    Lindy, do you have to wear a bolus for tx?

  • LMN
    LMN Member Posts: 35
    edited February 2016

    It sounds like the PS was sure about shrinkage but it seems odd to try to make your breasts match ahead of time. I have yet to see a PS because of being advised in my case to not consider plastic surgery until later. However, right now I wish I had a lift on the breast that was not removed while I was under. It is hard to be so lopsided and I am avoiding using my prosthetic during radiation.

  • Duzy
    Duzy Member Posts: 134
    edited February 2016

    Here we go another week of treatment. First week down and so far not too bad. I have not turned pink but have had some fatigue this weekend. Not sure if it was from treatment or spending 10 hours looking at houses with our daughter on Saturday.

    I heard the same thing from RO that if you had a mastectomy you may burn more. I was told to use Aloe Clear twice during the day and Aquafor at night. If I have any issues they will address at that time.

    I have the bolus (plastic square) every other day and they said that does increase the risk of the skin blistering but not everyone does.

    Congrats to those who finished, good luck to those who are near the end of their treatment and everyone take time to rest, heal and take care of yourself whenever you can.

    Have a good week. . . .

  • LindyC
    LindyC Member Posts: 231
    edited February 2016

    Kate. No bolus for me. Straight up 28 zaps.

    And my breast actually swelled up a bit. I have TE's in and lots of extra skin so my PS was optimistic that I would not have any problems with reconstruction later this year.

    Looks like I'm bucking the trend as far as usual mastectomy reactions go. Just goes to show, we're all different.

  • TallnTerrific
    TallnTerrific Member Posts: 114
    edited February 2016

    Kate, I have been having a weird taste in my mouth too. It sort of makes all food taste the same and my stomach is mildly upset. Not sure if the bad taste is from the stomach or if the stomach ache is related to the same thing causing the bad taste. I have been trying Prilosec, gasx, tums etc. But the good news is I only have 9 treatments left. I hope it goes away when they are done.

  • Twnkltoz
    Twnkltoz Member Posts: 215
    edited February 2016

    A couple times at night while failing to sleep, I've had an upset stomach. I ended up taking some Zofran and Tums, and that took care of it.

  • marijen
    marijen Member Posts: 3,731
    edited February 2016

    Here's a thought - why do we need surgery if radiation works so well

  • Twnkltoz
    Twnkltoz Member Posts: 215
    edited February 2016

    @marijen, my understanding is that's the only way they can be sure it's all gone.

  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    surgery is always the primary treatment for early stage disease. Everything else is just insurance!

    Here's my favorite fish in the aquarium. I'm starting to look forward to seeing him every day!

    image

  • mdoc524
    mdoc524 Member Posts: 336
    edited February 2016

    Marijen - Agree with the others - Surgery is the best way to get most to all of the cancer and to my understanding there is chance not all tissue is removed with Mastectomy or tiny microscopic cells not seen on scans etc so Radiation is recommended as added insurance.. For me Surgery + Chemo + Rads + Hormone Meds and Ovary removal = throwing everything at it to have least possible chance of recurrence. Do you start this week??

    LindyC - So great your skin is holding up and I hope to buck the BMX trend too ... was pretty pink last week in 1st week but Calendula worked over weekend!! Hope yours continues to hold til the end!

    Twnkltoz - Yeah we are hand in hand with chemo crap & bringing into Rads - we will get there - I know it! I really think I have a sinus thing - husband has it too and causing heartburn .. at least I hope it is sinus crap causing the heartburn -don't want it for 6 weeks

    KateB - love your fish - jealous! And what is a Bolus - why do some get it and why others not - just curious??

    Happy Monday All - Good Luck to those starting today - Biscuits, adarkadapted, SeekingSerenity - and any I missed!

    Mary

  • KateB79
    KateB79 Member Posts: 747
    edited February 2016

    Mary, I get the bolus so that they can microwave my skin more efficiently.

    Bad metaphor, I know.

    Here's how he explained it: we use the bolus to concentrate the electron radiation at the chest wall and skin, instead of allowing it to penetrate further. In mastectomy patients, we want to radiate the skin and chest wall but not the ribs or lung; hence the bolus.

    My techs call it my "armor." It's like a turtle shell for the front of me. :)

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