Rosevalley - this is for you!

Kawachi Fuji Garden

Rosevalley - Since you can't get to the Rhododendron Garden, I thought I'd bring it to you....

It's like a garden tour! I could never walk the garden and the pictures are heaven. I can't do much these days.. even with the fluids. i threw up everything I drank today. Miserable. Managed to keep one clear boost down 8gms protein 180 calories..not life sustaining. Hence I am wildly tired and weak. DH did find the seaband at Walgreens and between that and zofran... the last 4 hours have been doable. There ws a gorgeous wintery sunset.. steely skies, setting sun and white clouds through the grey and silvery trees all bare. Very pretty.

It was sunny today and DH planted some tulips in our front planter containers. I love their sunny faces. Should have gotten them in sooner but.. no energy.DH was sweet enough to do it. Hope I see them bloom. My poor 14 year old must have been more effected by watching the nurse access my port and watching me hang the fluids then I realized. She has been quiet and sullen, not talking. Now a reminder of the ever presence of cancer boxes of pleurx and saline. Can't be helped, price of staying alive. The oldest and youngest of my kids have the hardest time. We will drive to see DD2 at college tomorrow taking the whole family. I hope I manage the day and the drive, NV... but if I want to see her it's a 2 hour round trip car ride. So I'm going. Dh drives.

Thank you for your photos and garden tours and kindness I am blessed. Lovingkindness back to you all. Much love. rosevalley

Blessings for the drive Rose.

Hi Patty I am so discouraged. I threw up a huge amount this morning nothing is staying down. It came out my nose.. coughing my head off. Ugh... Everything is such an effort. I want to see my daughter so badly. I only get to see her once a month. Pray I muddle through.. trying to suck on hard candies for a little sugar energy. I am so tirred. Thanks for the well wishes. hugs to all.

Little Rosie....I'm there with you....... I'll hold your head, and put a clean wet cloth on your forehead, just like I did for my Daughter's when they were sick....

When my Aunt was so sick from chemo, they told her to drink Coke syrup! Don't know where you could get any, but just trying to think of how it would help.... maybe just COKE?

I'm praying for you.......... I'm glad you checked in........... xoxo

Yes, Rose. A gift to remind you that you are deeply loved and not forgotten despite the horrible physical and mental suffering that you have beenenduring. I am amazed that you choose to have a heart of gratitude. You, Susan, and Patty are my heroines.