Cytoxan Taxotere Chemo Ladies- February/March 2013

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  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    Hi Suzanne, pleased to 'meet' you but sorry it's under these circumstances. I had a mastectomy and ALND, 1 of 11 nodes taken was positive. I had a referral from my medical oncologist to a radiology oncologist, even though she presumed there would be no need for rads. My BS also didn't think rads would be required. The radiology oncologist explained why he was sure it wasn't necessary very well and I was quite happy after meeting with him, so I would also recommend you ask for a referral if only for your own piece of mind. In my case he told me that there were good clear margins around the cancer in my breast and the small cancer in my lymph node was fully encapsulated and removed at surgery. 2 sentinel nodes were taken when I had the MX with one positive. I later had ALND and another 9 were taken, all negative. His opinion was that the surgery likely took care of the cancer, and the chemo I had scheduled was bonus insurance.

    Good luck, and let us know how you are doing. These people on the boards are a great source of information and support.

  • Suzanne50
    Suzanne50 Member Posts: 280
    edited July 2015

    Thank you PoppyK and CatsRus. I had an initial consult with a Radiation specialist when they thought my course of treatment was lumpectomy/radiation. That changed when I did not have clear margins after my lumpectomy. I did make another apt. with him for next week. I was just surprised that my Oncologist and Breast Surgeon had different views on how to proceed. I do think I need a second opinion. It is never ending!

  • ThinkingPositive
    ThinkingPositive Member Posts: 834
    edited July 2015

    I was told by the RO that I was in the gray zone... anything 4 nodes and over should get radiation. 1-3 is gray area... after going over my pathology she said she was not recommending that I needed to have the radiation. The reason being my margins were great... it had only gone to 1 node, had 16 others removed which were negative.. she said it would only reduce the chance of local recurrence by a very small percentage. She told me I could have it if it was something that I wanted and needed to be able to sleep at not, but she was not recommending that I needed to have. So I made the decision to opt out... hoping I made the right decision... Its so hard when they won't just tell you what you should have... either yes you need or no you don't. I encountered the same thing with Chemo...which regimen did I want.. I was told you can do AC/T or T/C... good luck with your decision!!

  • Suzanne50
    Suzanne50 Member Posts: 280
    edited July 2015

    Thank you Thinking Positive. My oncologist basically said the same thing. I had 3 positive nodes which puts me more towards the "4, radiation" category so am really second guessing his decision. I guess that is what 2nd opinions are for so I need to gather more info. My breast surgeon was pretty convinced that I should do radiation. I have some time to figure it out. I just don't want to ever have to go through this again! It has been a nightmare as you all know!


  • klanders
    klanders Member Posts: 244
    edited July 2015

    Hi Suzanne, I'll weigh in on this, too. In 2013 I had a bilateral mastectomy (cancer in both breasts) and was told by my medical oncologist that radiation wasn't needed because I had a mastectomy (no lymph node involvement at the time). I never was referred to a radiation oncologist. What went wrong for me is that I didn't have clear margins on the left breast so I had to have an additional surgery one week after the mastectomy and they said they got it all. Here I am 2 years later with a recurrence in the same area where they had to go back in to get the clear margins. My new surgeon's theory is that they didn't get it all the first time around. Now it is in my lymph nodes, too. I've had to have a lumpectomy, chemo, and I'll be starting radiation in a week. My thought - do whatever is necessary to avoid it coming back. You don't want to be back on these boards in a few years!

  • bbpie
    bbpie Member Posts: 29
    edited July 2015

    klanders...did you also have chemotherapy after surgery two years ago? My BS also is confident I have clear margins. I had a microscopic trace of cancer in one lymph node. I also want to do everything from it coming back!

    To everyone finishing up chemo and ringing that bell, congratulations! I bought a white cow bell at Joann's to ring and leave at the infusion center for others to ring after their last chemo. I read on these boards that some were able to ring a bell when done. When I had my last TC on July 8 I "quietly" rang my bell to celebrate! The infusion center did not have a bell to ring and had not heard of it. The other location gave out certificates after the last chemo. The nurse explained that she was concerned about other terminal patients who will never be celebrating such an accomplishment. I never thought about it from her perspective and I took my bell home.

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    bbpie, others here have asked me if I hit the gong at the chemo clinic, but I learned it had been moved to the radiology department on another floor. I think it was for the same reason, consideration of others who were terminal. There is another women on the same regime as me and same timing so she was done on Thursday too. I've talked to her every chemo day and we keep in touch in between too. I had thought of getting a couple of balloons to take to celebrate but when I was there for chemo #3, the man in the bed next to me said he'd be there every month until it took him.... so I decided to celebrate quietly and as inconspicuously as possible.

  • Suzanne50
    Suzanne50 Member Posts: 280
    edited July 2015

    klanders....I am so sorry to hear you had a recurrence. That is frightening. Thank you for sharing your story. I am with you - do whatever it takes so it doesn't come back. I will let you know what I find out in my travels. Radiation Oncologist is Tuesday. Then maybe on to a second oncologist opinion. My BS wants me to see someone in Manhattan.

  • MinusTwo
    MinusTwo Member Posts: 16,634
    edited July 2015

    Suzanne - I had a double mastectomy w/clear margins and two clear serial nodes on each side. Like klanders, I was told I didn't need anything else, rads or chemo. This was DCIS, which the powers that be don't even want to call "real" cancer anymore. 2 years later the cancer came back in a lypmh node under my collar bone. This was 4 months after a totally clear MRI. The second time I did neo-adjuvent chemo, ALND surgery, chemo after surgery w/different drugs since the first chemo didn't provide a pCR, and last but not least, radiation for 4 weeks. Sure hope it's gone, but I am now a believer that it's only gone at the present time, and there are no guarantees.

    Note - I'm HER2+ and ER/PR negative, so there are no 5 or 10 year continuation drugs for me. That may make a difference in the doc's recommendation since most of you seem to be hormone positive and HER2 negative.

  • alice12
    alice12 Member Posts: 55
    edited July 2015

    klanders: did you have chemo back in 2013?

  • Suzanne50
    Suzanne50 Member Posts: 280
    edited July 2015

    Thank you MinusTwo for sharing your story and I am so sorry that you also had a recurrence. It is scary enough to go through this once but twice! I think I would rather have the radiation and be on the safe side, then skip it. I hope you are done with it once and for all!

  • Thunder7
    Thunder7 Member Posts: 73
    edited July 2015

    Hello All,

    Thank you for sharing your experiences. It is encouraging to see so many of you "graduating" out of TC!

    I start Wednesday the 22nd. I will be fasting with the approval of my oncologist for 60 hrs before and 24 hrs after. In general I am scared of the unknown and will simply be relieved to put this chapter behind. I have seen mention of chemo kits - comfort items that you take to your chemo sessions. I have not been able to find specifics. Could someone please let me know what I should take?

    I will be having 4 sessions, 3 weeks apart followed by tamoxifen.

    Thank you,

    Thunder7

  • mysunshine48
    mysunshine48 Member Posts: 1,480
    edited July 2015


    Thunder, Go to the May Chemo thread and read from the beginning. You need to be prepared. It is NOT a walk in the park

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    Thunder, why are you fasting so much? I was told to eat. Chemo depletes your energy, I cannot imagine doing it without food. Much as I've tried to eat good things, I've eaten anything rather than nothing.

    As MySunshine suggests, read the May chemo thread, and good luck to you

  • MinusTwo
    MinusTwo Member Posts: 16,634
    edited July 2015

    Thunder - below is the link w/a full barrel of tips & tricks. I too am concerned about the fasting. Many of the SE's of chemo make you very weak, and I would think fasting would make that worse.

    https://community.breastcancer.org/forum/69/topic/...

  • PoppyK
    PoppyK Member Posts: 1,805
    edited July 2015

    Thunder, Make sure you stay hydrated. It will make everything easier. I brought my DH, a book, magazines, snacks with mild smells and flavors, comfy fuzzy socks. I rested and watched silly movies. The meds made it hard for me to concentrate, so I talked to my DH and looked at the magazines mostly.

  • Thunder7
    Thunder7 Member Posts: 73
    edited July 2015

    Mysunshine4 thanks for the idea, looked over there lots of good info.

    CatsRus and Minustwo, thank you for your concern regarding the fasting. I have done much research on the work of Dr. Valter Longo with USC on the subject. My oncologist smiled when I told him I wanted to follow this protocol. It turns out this fall he will be doing a clinical trial on fasting. So he felt very comfortable with my doing it now. The human trials so far show much reduced SE (no or little fatigue, no chemo brain, no or little GI symptoms), and after the 24 hr. wait for refeeding, the immune system immediately rebounds. (the 60 hrs. was my choice, it is a breeze from me to fast if I don't eat after waking up.) The added bonus to the fasting is the healthy cells go into a protective mode and the cancer cells weaken because they do not have the glucose to feed them. Making the cancer cells more susceptible to the chemo.

    Minustwo, also thanks for the link.

    PoppyK, thanks for the tips! I will definitely stay hydrated. Right now water is my friend :-)

    Thank you all!

    Thunder7

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    Very interesting Thunder. Sounds like you are an ideal candidate to try the fasting... I have a hard time fasting between breakfast and lunch! lol. I have been encouraged to eat and drink (especially drinks with electrolytes) as my blood pressure plunges after chemo. Good luck to you and please let us know how it goes.

  • klanders
    klanders Member Posts: 244
    edited July 2015

    No, chemo wasn't recommended for me first time around because oncotype scores were low - I think 9 and 14 or something like that. So first time it was bilateral mastectomy/reconstruction and then I foolishly gave up tamoxifen after a few weeks because my side effects were awful. I wish they had suggested other alternatives for me or that they hadn't let me give up on it so easily.

    Got bad news yesterday. The doc who read my PET scan in February missed two active areas of cancer in lymph nodes under pectoral muscle and mammary area. My radiation oncologist caught it and sent me for another PET scan and those two areas of cancer are still alive and well - seemingly unaffected by the chemo. That's on left side. She wants me to have a biopsy of two suspicious areas now on the right breast lymph node area.

    The nightmare continues. But don't let this be a discouragement to all you first timers. The recurrence rates are low. I'm just the lucky one who tried to do supplements instead of tamoxifen. The doctors have made mistakes - but so have I.

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    klanders....((hugs))

  • Rebecca54
    Rebecca54 Member Posts: 78
    edited July 2015

    Congratulations Cats and Mysunshine! Can't wait to be in your shoes. Have my 3rd (and 2nd to last on Monday). Counting down.


    Welcome Suzanne, I'm about 2 months ahead of you if you have any questions am happy to help where I can. (I haven't yet heard if I'm getting radiation so can't help there).


    xoxo to all the sistas!!

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    Thanks Rebecca. #4 hit me hard. No pain, nausea, etc., (thank goodness) but my blood pressure continues to be low and my energy is non-existent. I've spent most of the last week laying in bed, and mostly asleep. When I am awake I try to eat and drink as much as I can (feel like I'm floating at times!). I am getting very frustrated but trying to tell myself it will get better from here. I am supposed to start Letrozole at the end of the month, but my MO told me I can delay if I don't feel well enough.

  • Rebecca54
    Rebecca54 Member Posts: 78
    edited July 2015

    You can do this Cats! Look how far you've come! I don't know what Letrozole is, will research that. I wish learning all of these multi-syllabic words helped my vocabulary!

  • CatsRus
    CatsRus Member Posts: 310
    edited July 2015

    Femara is the brand name for Letrozole....Sorry...

  • hartrish
    hartrish Member Posts: 380
    edited July 2015

    catsrus: hope you are feeling better in a couple days. Have my 2nd TC treatment next Thursday. I am hoping my SEs are minimal like the first time. Never know though. Take care

  • PoppyK
    PoppyK Member Posts: 1,805
    edited July 2015

    Klanders, ((Hugs)). Sorry you have to go through this.

    I think it's great that you shared what you are going through. It helps inform and educate us.

  • mysunshine48
    mysunshine48 Member Posts: 1,480
    edited July 2015


    CatsRus, Me too. Very tired, no energy. I am having trouble drinking all the water I should....trying. Going in tomorrow for bloodwork and fluids. One day at a time.

  • Suzanne50
    Suzanne50 Member Posts: 280
    edited July 2015

    Klanders - I am so sorry you are going through this. Cancer sucks. I feel like every time I take one step forward, it is followed by two steps backward. How awful you have to deal with all of this.

    I am still trying to get to the bottom of radiation vs. no radiation. My radiation oncologists recommends it (wasn't too surprised with that). I am getting a second opinion from another oncologist.

    My latest news is that my oncologist wants me to get another mastectomy in 2016. No rush but suggest it be done as a preventive measure. He brought my case to a conference and 20 doctors weighed in. All agreed that I should have another mastectomy.

    Two steps backwards. I just can't seem to shake this thing.

    Just a quick background on me. I had my annual mammo 1 year and 1 day later than last year's. Mammo was clear. Sono found a 8 mm mass that was biopsied and cancer. Lumpectomy margins were littered with DCIS cells which led me to a mastectomy 2 weeks later. My whole breast had them but luckily he was able to get clear margins.

    At the time I wasn't even thinking about a bilateral mastectomy. I was just trying to process losing one! The whole thing happened so fast (which was my choice - I wanted it done sooner than later) but it has been a whirlwind. It could be worse. But I went from no cancer to Stage 2a in a matter of minutes.

    I keep trying to find the light at the end of the tunnel and the light keeps getting farther away. I will get through this but it seems endless. I just have to take it one day at a time. If I think too far ahead, I get overwhelmed.

    Thank you all for the warm welcome. Strength in numbers!

  • 4pink101
    4pink101 Member Posts: 45
    edited July 2015

    saw another MO today who suggested TC but I've read horror stories of permanent hair loss up to 6% of the time ... Is this for real

  • Thunder7
    Thunder7 Member Posts: 73
    edited July 2015

    CatsRus thank you for the encouragement. The fast has been a breeze, it will end today at 4pm (a total of 88 hrs). I do have a unique situation as I have celiacs so I already do not eat most grains. I pretty much eat low carb , just high quality meats, fish, poulty, eggs, cheese etc. Mega quantities of homegrown organic veggies and berries. Healthy fats, butter, olive oil, coconut oil. When I was diagnosed I decided to go into nutritional ketoses as a preparation for chemo fasting. My body runs on ketones which being a little overweight I have plenty of stored fat to keep me going :-)

    Curious to see if my n-1 experiment of Dr. Valter Longo's will fulfill the promise of severely reduced side effects and a quick immune system rebound. So here is to the next few days. I understand the SE's usually start to get bad between days 3-6 after infusion?

    My oncologist asked me to write a journal. Love this doctor!

    Thunder7

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