Just diagnosed

I'm 52 years old. I was diagnosed May 8th with Squamous cell carcinoma of the breast. I'm having surgery June 9th. I'm scared and I cry a lot. It's my doctors 1st case with this type of breast cancer. He has been having weekly conference with many other doctors to discuss my case. I have been through every tests, scans that you could think of to make sure I don't have it else where. But one test will be done during my surgery that frightens me. I worried they may find more. I having my breast removed. The lump feels like it's been growing this past month it feels larger than when I first discovered it. Maybe it's just my imagination. It's has been sore since my biopsie. I feel like I'm babbling on. I don't not the different factors about it. I have read some in the forums I don't know what other things it may contain or stage until my surgery. I just what to say I pray for all you wonder women that's going through having cancer and may God help you heal and give you strength to help others out. God Bless You

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