Recurrent Pleomorphic ILC
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Nancy, hope surgery went well. Thinking of you.
Gitane, thank you for the thoughts. And Claire, you're right about the self blame. Not productive, but it's hard for one's mind not to go there.
I got sprung from the hospital Monday. Got through lat flap pretty well. I see the surgeon today so hopefully the final path will be in and I can report some results. She said the tumor was all tangled up in the scar tissue from my lumpectomy, so she couldn't tell the extent of it.
She had trouble finding a new sentinel node, so took out five nodes that appeared enlarged. She said path read those while I was in surgery and deemed them negative, but I am a bit nervous on why they'd be enlarged. Any thoughts on that?
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Oh--and I've fired my onc. She was the one who wanted to discontinue breast MRIs. During my post-biospy appt with her, pre-op, she said not once, but three times, "Why did I order this MRI for you? All the literature says they are not necessary." Well, b/c I insisted you order it, lady, and clearly that literature doesn't apply to me!!!! Sheesh!!!!
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Claire,
yes, that is how I read it....that cancer can "mutate" to feed on/survive on whatever it is we are taking, and when we take that away from it, it can start to die off.
They've shown some of this is possible in bacterial infection/drug resistance.I'm not sure specifically which article you are looking at since I posted so many links
Nash, maybe your lymph nodes were trying to fight the cancer, so they were swollen...like fighting an infection our nodes can get tender and enlarged.
SO good to hear the nodes are clean. Interesting on "tangled in scar tissue".....
i have to say (and I'm talking out of fear, ignorance and out of my a$$) but sometimes I wonder ...how skilled the surgeon is and did they possibly leave something behind that could have allowed a local recurrence. That it may not be that our cancer is aggressive, but that the doctor was not skilled enough to remove it all from the start.
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Wallycat, I think in my situation, the PLCIS was more the culprit than anything with the tumor growing into the scar. I looked at my path from the lumpectomy and there had been a very close margin. The pathlogist and the surgeon had debated whether the blue ink they use to mark things had run or what. They decided that it was an ink running issue, and that what was near that margin was PLCIS and that the radiation would get it. Well, guess not. So maybe it was a surgical error--she did say this tumor is surgical/radiation failure.
However, it's all OK in my book. There is no way on earth I could have had this extensive of surgery in 2007. At that time, my Stage IV bc mom was dying and my kids were little. I had to be able to cart my mom and myself around to chemo and scans, and also had to get the chemo going ASAP to get through it. So basically I probably just pushed off the inevitable until now, which had pretty much been my game plan. But my game plan, in my mind, included annual MRIs, so thank goodness I stuck to my guns on that.
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Great Nash! Node negative. Excellent. My margins were close also on initial lumpectomy (.3mm) so they went back in and took out more. That second path was clear other than extensive LCIS. Nothing invasive. Did you get a BMX or just one side?
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Just one side. I'm off to the surgeon for post-op--will let you girls know if I get new info.
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Great news on the negative nodes Nash!! I also think it sounds very possible yours is a case of rogue cancer cells being left in your original tumor site (or at least that's what I'd tell myself if I were you!)
p.s. I'm thrilled you didn't need an ALND. I hope everyone is able to avoid that surgery if at all possible!
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Thanks, texas94!
The path report wasn't back yet, so I probably won't have any more news until my onc appt on 6/2. Hope the neg node status stays that way--it was just a quick read while I was in surgery.
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Nash - I'm glad that you're doing well with the post op recovery! Your attitude on a second go around is inspirational. I hope you receive additional good news June 2nd!
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Thank you!
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hello again Nash,
I just caught up on your posts as I wanted to check up on you. Glad the surgery is behind you but I know the waiting on pathos nerve wracking.
When I read about your first diagnosis and your Mom dying it struck a chord in me. When I was diagnosed my Mom was dying from metastatic BC,and I opted out of reconstruction and went directly ito mastectomies ( only option) & into 16 mo. of treatment.i had a young one at home too.. (Waited 3 years until the smoke settled to have delayed recon bilaterally)
Wishing you all the best at kicking this beast to the curb, once and for all!
Warmly,
Marcia
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Thanks, Marcia, and I'm sorry to hear you had to go through all this with your bc mom dying too. I sure do miss my mom this time around, but I think overall I am happy she doesn't have to know about the recurrence.
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Hi, ladies. Just checking in with the surgical path info. 1.3 cm, 7/9 on Nottingham scale, pleomorphic ILC and PLCIS again. Last time the tumor was in the 50% range for both ER/PR, and this time it's 90% ER and 20% PR. Makes one wonder what the hell the Tamox was doing to it. Fueling it, as far as I can tell.
Anyhow, last time I was firmly HER2 neg via both IHC and FISH, and this time IHC came back 2+ equivocal. So now I'm waiting on FISH results to see if this tumor is HER2+. Ugh. Plus am waiting on Oncotype.
I will see my new onc on 6/2, so I'm hoping the FISH and Oncotype will be back by then.
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Someone posted that for lobular carcinoma, Tamoxifen actually fuels the growth. I forget if it's from this thread. Maybe you can inquire the doctor about it?
These are the reports:
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Hi ladies -
I remember several of you from my extensive visits to this site back in 2008/2009 when I was in the early vortex of ILC fun...
I'm just popping in as I have a follow-up appointment next week and it's been a while since I've been in the trenches with the ILC ladies. Thought I'd see what new terrors I should ask about.
My oncologist is very much in the camp of "Yes, ILC and IDC are different, but in terms of treatment and where they might spread, they're not."

Nancy - I had been aware of your recurrence, but am sad to hear about your need to learn about a new type of cancer. I hope your recent surgery was successful and keeps it at bay for a long time.
Nash - I am HORRIFIED at your recurrence while also admiring your matter-of-fact approach to its treatment. Never thought about the possibility about a surgery/tamoxifen/radiation fail. I will say that I, too, chose a "less is more" approach back when I was diagnosed, specifically because I thought to myself: what would make me angrier? If I had the big surgery - bilateral with immediate reconstruction - and then it came back anyway, because the original tumor was high up in an area where there didn't even seem to be breast tissue? Or if I went with the smaller surgery and radiation, which allegedly has the same long-term survival rates? I decided I'd be angrier if I went big and it came back.
So far, nothing of interest has been documented since my initial diagnosis and treatment. I've been less-than-great about follow-up - I end up going about every nine months to thirteen months rather than every six months, but there's nothing in my bloodwork or in my mammograms that we're following. I had a really annoying detour into an insurance plan last year for which my oncologist was considered out of network. She's with the largest oncology practice in North Texas, so I put off my follow-up and waited to switch plans. My oncologist has always said that she believes that if anything does happen, it'll be a recurrence in about 10 or 15 years that will end up being a "condition" to be "managed."
I'm still Tamoxified, as studies have shown that it can help for up to 10 years. Still premenopausally whipping up menstrual tsunamis about every 35 - 40 days at 52. My original ER+ was very, very high - but the idea that Tamoxifen might somehow still be providing illegal doses of estrogen-like substances to globules of ILC evil we missed with surgery and radiation - !!! I didn't have great margins, but great margins weren't really possible due to the tumor being smushed between a thin layer of fat on my skin surface and the chest wall. One of the margins was close, and of course the team all felt that the radiation would "clean that up." Sounds ominous now.
I probably shouldn't be posting - today, I look like almost seven years of treatment success, but in the next month or so I'll have a mammogram, bloodwork, a colonoscopy and possibly even a small suspicious mole removed and the story could take a turn down a dark, scary road...
It's great to see some of my old ILC buddies still alive and kicking and digging up research and being angry and fighting the beast.
I'm going to read some of the reports Wallycat posted so I can annoy my oncologist with new questions.
Coleen
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P.S. I still don't drink much - Tamoxifen + wine = headaches for me.
So I have perhaps one glass a month, just to make sure it's still not fun. -
Hey Nash...I was initially Her 2 equivocal also and then retested and was negative. Does anyone know if this means that I'm on the brink of negative/positive?
So your nodes were clear? What is 7/9 Nottingham?
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Nanka, yes on the negative nodes. 7/9 is grading, so 3-5 is Grade 1, 6-7 is Grade 2, and 8-9 is Grade 3. Sounds like you are HER2 neg just from what I've read recently, b/c FISH and other types of retesting are considered more accurate than IHC. But maybe check over on the HER2 boards--they'd know more than I do. My mom was firmly HER2+, so I didn't even know about equivocal IHC until this week.
Thanks, treelilac, yes I'd seen those articles. I'm going to bring them up with my new onc next week.
Kleenex/Colleen, it is good to "see" you again! I have faith that all with be well for you the next few months. I think my case is complicated by the pleomorphic nature of it. It just likes to do its own thing. That being said, it wouldn't hurt to have a discussion with your onc regarding the ILC/Tamox failure outlined in the articles treelilac posted the links to. I wish I'd had that info on hand as I launched into my ten year Tamox plan. I might have been more inspired to go the ovarian ablation/AI route.
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I was doing a google search for Lobular related news and this PILC news popped up from last month. I'm not sure if this has been covered under this thread, but if not, here's the news link and contact info for the researchers.
News published April 23, 2015: AACR 2015: Study Identifies a Frequent Genomic Alteration in Pleomorphic Invasive Lobular Carcinoma
Excerpt: Alterations were found in the ERBB2 gene in lobular breast cancers that recur after initial treatment. The ERBB2 gene directs the cancer cell to make the HER2 protein, which is routinely tested for using standard pathologic techniques.
Investigators wanted to define the relationship of ERBB2 alterations in the pleomorphic form of the disease.
"Figuring out specific differences that are not visible under the microscope allows us to intervene with more appropriate and potentially life-saving therapy. With genomic sequencing detecting ERBB2 alterations in this form of cancer, we have an opportunity to identify anticancer therapies that would specifically target that abnormality, and that would otherwise not be given to those patients who could benefit", said Lead author, Kim M. Hirshfield.Researchers from the study:
1. Kim M. Hirshfield, MD, PhD, Breast Medical Oncologist at the Cancer Institute, and Professor of Medicine at Rutgers Robert Wood Johnson Medical School.2. Lorna Rodriguez, MD, PhD, Director of the Precision Medicine Initiative at the Cancer Institute, and Professor of Obstetrics, Gynecology, and Reproductive Sciences at Robert Wood Johnson Medical School.
3. Shridar Ganesan, MD, PhD, Director for Translational Science at the Cancer Institute, and Professor of Medicine and Pharmacology at Robert Wood Johnson Medical School.
If anything PILC related pops up from the ongoing annual ASCO conference in Chicago, I'll add it to this thread.
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Wow! Thank you so much for posting this article, JohnSmith! It's the most exciting piece regarding PILC that I've ever read. I printed it out and will take it to my new onc next week.
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Nothing to add except I'm thinking about you ladies and wishing you well on this journey we hope to never take..again.
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Hi Nash, I was wondering if your FISH and Oncotype scores came in and how your onc visit went. Thinking of you today. Hugs, G.
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Hi, Gitane. FISH came back negative. It turns out Oncotype can't be run on a recurrent tumor. Didn't find that out about Oncotype until I met with my new onc. Anyhow, he said chemo wouldn't be effective and is putting me on Zolodex/Aromasin. He is planning on keeping me on it 10+ years.
My old onc, surgeon and new onc have all said I am at high risk for mets due to the local recurrence. The new onc said he thinks I will recur again within ten years. He didn't specify local or mets, but I assume mets since I had a mastectomy. That was sort of depressing, but obviously he is not a fortune teller.
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Oh Nash, they are most definitely NOT fortune tellers!! Even with imaging, my breast surgeon "assured me" it is 99.9% accurate and I had a small (7mm) tumor---they were WAY off...it was 1.8cm.
Have they considered putting you in any of the clinical trials with the immuno-therapy??
I know we all have recurrence/mets looming over our heads. ALL of us....but it sure doesn't make it easier when doctors are so frank.
How is your reconstruction going?
You are ever present on my mind.
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Hi, wallcat! Onc didn't mention any trials. I guess he thinks I will do well on Zolodex/Aromasin. I'm willing to give that a shot first.
I'm three weeks out from lat flap now. Lots and lots of tightness. I'd rather have pain. When I ask the drs how long this will last (knowing everyone is different), they look at me and say, "Eventually your brain will adjust." I guess not everyone has this problem, and with those who do, some resolve in a month, some resolve in a year, and some never resolve. I'm feeling sort of discouraged.
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Nash, It's good news that the tumor is Her2 negative. I didn't know that about oncotype. The surgery is certainly hard on the body and can make you feel pretty "down" and not just physically. My surgeon said it takes quite a while to heal even though things look O.K. on the outside. I remember when I started Femara my emotions were pretty up and down, too. It also affected my muscles/joints making it hurt to move. It was that way for me, but I know that's not true for everyone. By the way, I have been on it for 9.5 years now and am O.K. with it. I'm sorry you are going through all this. It sounds like you are comfortable with the treatment decisions, though, and that means a lot.
I read this article and thought I'd share. Surely this is not the last word, but it sounds somewhat more hopeful than what the doctors are telling you.
"If your breast cancer recurrence is found only in the area of the breast where your original cancer was removed (local recurrence) and/or it’s been a long time since you were first treated, then it can often be successfully treated.
There is some uncertainty about whether having a local recurrence affects your overall prognosis (outlook). Some breast cancer specialists believe that a local recurrence does not in itself mean that that the cancer is more likely to spread in the future. Other specialists think that local recurrence does increase the risk of the cancer spreading elsewhere. Research is ongoing to try to answer this question and to pinpoint who may be at most risk."
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https://www.breastcancercare.org.uk/breast-cancer-information/about-breast-cancer/recurrence/breast-cancer-recurrence-prognosis -
Thank you, Gitane. You made me feel better.

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