How Do I get my life back?

Runner, I agree with kitty. I am inspired to try harder to get to the place. I am ok with working hard at it, and ok with being forever changed...I still struggle with the despair at times & the fear/panic/anger/bitterness.

I got good news on my scan. Nodules in my lung are improved on my scan. I still have shortness of breath, but they believe it is from the radiation pneumonitis.

I have started yoga & Pilates. Went to a support group. Am taking anxiety meds...and trying to move along.

A friend was diagnosed recently & another is having a recurrence.

I need to shake of the funk. Makes me want to curse and kick things. I am going to search for positive thoughts.