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lynnmiller
lynnmiller Member Posts: 12
edited February 2015 in Waiting for Test Results

I had a biopsy about 3 weeks ago. They called me back and said it looked suspicious. Now this Thursday I see a surgeon for a 1 hour appointment and they will schedule another biopsy. I'm scared and worried. Why didn't they take out enough tissue in the first place? Why am I having a consult with a doctor. I'm afraid there going to give me bad news. Supposedly after my consult they will schedule another more extensive biospsy where they will give me a general anesthetic and I will be in a "twilight" state. I really don't understand why they didn't take out enough tissue in the first place. My doctor gave me Xanax to help with the anxiety. I've

I've had 5 personal friends and my mother in law that had breast cancer. I just went through cancer with my good friend. She just had her last radiation treatment about a month ago. It was a long hard year for her. So I can't help to think the worst for me. The waiting is killing me. I try to stay very very busy and try not to focus on this.

Anyone else experience this and showed negative results? Should I be worried?


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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited January 2015

    lynnmiller....If they did a biopsy they should know

    i don't understand why they are telling you it looks suspicous

    Good luck to you waiting is very difficult

    Hugs

  • Moderators
    Moderators Member Posts: 25,912
    edited January 2015

    Dear lynn, We are glad that you reached out to our community but sorry about the anxiety that the waiting is causing you. Perhaps you can check out this forum on the boards for some helpful information:Information for those waiting on test results. Let us know how things go for you. The Mods

  • edwards750
    edwards750 Member Posts: 3,761
    edited January 2015

    Lynn I would be asking them that very thing. No explanation for a second biopsy? Of course you are scared. We all understand completely. Find out asap.

    Good luck.

    Diane

  • roadrash
    roadrash Member Posts: 145
    edited January 2015


    Hi,

     had a very similar situation to you. Well after 13 years of biopsies and numerous breast issues I have a lot of experience. For one of my many suspicious biopsies, I had to have "twilight" because of the location of it. It was too difficult to do it in the traditional manner. If it is a microcalcification,  it is sometimes better to remove a larger section. On your radiology report it should state the findings and the number. Did you get to look at your report? It is easy to think the worst case scenario when you are currently surrounded by people going thru it. Try to stay positive and remember in about 85 percent of cases it is benign. I found that talking to people and reading a lot helped to calm my fears.

    Take care,

    Nancy

  • lynnmiller
    lynnmiller Member Posts: 12
    edited January 2015

    No Nancy, I did not get to look at my report but I will ask for it today. I am angry that they did not take out enough tissue in the first place and now having to go through more waiting. I was very angry about this yesterday and had to cry a bit and get out my feelings. Why did they take out such a tiny portion? They said the sight was less then a centimeter. If they would have just taken it all out then I wouldn't be having this consultation this morning then scheduling another surgery then more waiting. I just went to bed at 7pm last night so I didn't have to think about any of this.


    Now I just found out my friend has cancer again and this time it's in her lymph nodes and breast. She said it's leaking and the cancer cells are flowing through her blood stream. I feel so bad for her.

    Anyways thanks for listening to me and thanks for all of your support.


  • Marianne777
    Marianne777 Member Posts: 9
    edited January 2015

    I am, so delighted i found , Breast cancer.org, everything I want, and need to know is here. The women, here are amazing! I'm sitting here, and amazed at myself, really, I'm relaxing here on the sofa, looking once again, at this site. I alway's feel forarmed is forwarned! The 17 th of Jan. i felt my breast very sore, but paid no attention to it , next day, it was still sore, come the Monday morning, i rang for appointment with my local doctor, there was a cancellation, I could pinpoint the lump,and she could feel it, she said not to worry, it might just be a cyst, she sent a referal to the hospital anyway. On the Wednsday, I received, a phone call, from the hospital, with an appointment for that Friday(23 rd).Everything flying along, Saw the doctor, he was sending me for a mammogram, so off I went up to the Radiology Dept, had mammograms,she then asked me to have more intense ones, back in I go, I could see the lumps myself on the screen, two I didn't know about, so she said she would like to do an ultrasound next, so in we go next door, to have them, ok, she said, I would like to preform a biopsy,I was taken aback!I said Now,she said while we have you on the table! So I had 3 biopsies done one, a needle,the cyst, the fluid was clear ,then she done 2 surgical ones, she gave me a letter for the doctor downstairs,he just said, they would know the results, next week,so tomorrow(Friday) is d day. Wasn't that quick? I think it has helped, that I wasn't waiting long,It's called Triple Assessment,all done in the one day!I'm imagining, a senario, where theres Benign, to the left, and malignant, to the right,and I am walking down, the Yellow Brick Road, not thinking of eather side, its keeping me calm! Thanks for reading,!

  • lynnmiller
    lynnmiller Member Posts: 12
    edited January 2015

    Saw surgeon today and he said I can have anywhere from pre cancerous cells to stage 2 cancer but is very optimistic of my prognosis. May or may not have to have a little chemo. Depends on the next biopsy results. Feel less anxious.

  • lynnmiller
    lynnmiller Member Posts: 12
    edited February 2015

    Well ladies I had my lumpectomy and just had the consult with the surgeon. He did verify that I do or did have stage 1 cancer. Now he wants to take our more tissue and a lymph node. He sayd the type of cancer I have feeds of estrogen so I have to to go to a specialist to prescribe me an estrogen blocker for the rest of my life.

    How about just taking out my ovaries and forgetting a pill that probably has a ton of side effects? I thought my consultation would go without a hitch and it would be done and over with. Not so. I feel bad for feeling bad that I only have stage one and I'm tired, anxious, actually exhuasted, depressed, you name it.

    I realized today was the first day my bood did'nt hurt so much. It took 10 days to feel better. So now I know on my next surgery I need to take 10 days off of work as I am a care taker and I work very hard phsyically using my right arm where the cancer was or is.

    I'm realizing who I can talk to and who I can't talk to. I have a friend that talks to me about all her ailments. Can't it just be about me for once. I've been told by my mother in law and my nurse that it's all about me right now and that's ok. This is so very foreing to me as I take care of everyone else.

    Thank goodness I do have a handful of friends I can talk too and are helping me right now. Any kind words or encouragement would be much appreicaited. Feeling very alone in all this. I think I need to go to a face to face support group.

    Much love to you all.

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