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  • JustJean
    JustJean Member Posts: 327
    edited January 2015

    Absolutely right, y'all - worst under my arm. It's starting to peel a bit now. Love seeing that new skin underneath it.

    And this was the 4th recurrence for me.

  • funthing42
    funthing42 Member Posts: 418
    edited January 2015

    Hi guys congrats on finishing Rads .

    Has anyone had Rads twice. I posted question but no one has responded.

    Please help.

  • MagicalBean
    MagicalBean Member Posts: 362
    edited January 2015

    Funthing-I have not. My understanding is that you cannot have it twice on the same side, but you could have it once on each side. Correct me if I'm wrong, anybody.


  • ForHisGlory
    ForHisGlory Member Posts: 64
    edited January 2015

    Only 6 more boosts to go then I am done!!! A couple nights ago I noticed a tightness under my arm and realized I have cording starting under there! I still have good range of motion but can see the cords and feel them. It's like a tight band that hurts if you press on it and I can feel it going down my arm!! Anyone else dealt with this? Does it get worse? Anything else I need to do?

    I'm so ready to be done with this stuff. I am feeling the fatigue now. Of course my RO says I'm just tired because I'm working and going there every day because of course it couldn't be fatigue from rads because it NEVER causes anything (according to her). My nausea is caused from something else and couldn't possibly be from radiation (sarcasm noted here). I am going to continue with her until my two week post rads check up and then I am not going to see her anymore. It is awful to be made to feel like every thing I feel is just annoying for her to hear. I am a RN so I can't stand to be made to feel so stupid. When I showed her the cording she didn't even really look and just said my shoulder will need some exercise when I'm done with treatment.

    Anyone notice that I am dealing with PMS tonight? Hopefully tamoxifen will cure that instead of make it worse. I'm so thankful for a place to vent to people who actually care!

    I feel for you all who are going through this a second time. I know we all keep the possibility in our minds and to know some of you are going through this with such strength. I admire you!

    Now if my itching will calm down, sharp shooting pains will chill...I'm going to try to sleep! Hoping for happy hormones tomorrow 😊

  • WndrWoman
    WndrWoman Member Posts: 333
    edited January 2015

    Happy you are done, Carynbrit. Enjoy the extra time in each day.

    Texas94 I have fair skin. After 25 treatments, my breast has a sunburned look but not sore or peeling. That is happening in the armpit where the sun does not usually shine. With all my unshaved hair I wouldn't think fair skin mattered there! Drink lots of water, slather on cream or gel, and hopefully you will not have too much trouble.

  • mqt64
    mqt64 Member Posts: 103
    edited January 2015

    Congratulations for being almost done! I had cording after my lumpectomy because of all the inflammation from the methylene blue extravasation. PT helped with both ultrasound and massage and then exercises. It worked for me. You'll probably have to wait til your rads are done though. Good luck.

  • Fionascottie
    Fionascottie Member Posts: 78
    edited January 2015

    Chrissie29, I'm a left sider...and get weekly X-rays to assure accuracy of the radiation...and I use Aquafor twice daily, right after my treatment and just before bed. Your RO Nurse will likely spend some time with you when you do your simulation and let you know what potions your Dr. prefers that you use. It sounds like your RO is going to find a good solution for keeping the rads away from your heart. My RO said he would consider treatment with me on my stomach if necessary, but he decided to leave me on my back after a CT scan and X-rays to line everything up initially. I'm relying on his expertise!

    I am going in for my 9th treatment today. That leaves 24 to go! The last ones will be "boosts" as I understand the plan. Some days I am in and out of the treatment facility in 15 minutes. Other days it is not so quick! The treatment is quick, but equipment problems (one machine was down one day) and the recent addition of a new patient into the schedule just before me who requires a lot of attention and encouragement from the techs have slowed things down a bit. Yesterday I was there for an hour.

    Happy Weekend, everyone! It's cold and rainy in SC....hope it is sunny where you are:)

  • WndrWoman
    WndrWoman Member Posts: 333
    edited January 2015

    I have washed my hands more in the last 5 months since dx than in the last 5 years.

    Example today after the zap:

    Peed, washed my hands, applied Calendula cream, washed my hands, applied Aquafor to fold, washed my hands, applied Silvadene to armpit, washed my hands, by then I had to pee again because I am drinking tons of water, washed my hands

    And that was only 20 minutes of my day! :-)

  • texas94
    texas94 Member Posts: 204
    edited January 2015

    Thanks WndrWoman, CoyoteNV and Nomatterwhat! I know everyone's different, so I have my fingers crossed. I was MISERABLE though chemo and basically home-bound, so I'm hoping I get a bit of a break through radiation.

  • funthing42
    funthing42 Member Posts: 418
    edited January 2015

    Yeah I know I can't figure it out . Twice yeah same side only difference no breast now . I'm pretty frightened. To the point of panic. :(

  • Beachbum1023
    Beachbum1023 Member Posts: 1,417
    edited January 2015

    Hi all, I start rads on Monday morning, and I'm a bit concerned. I have the aloe gel that the RO wanted me to use. Any other tips that may help? I am concerned about the fatigue because I just wrapped up chemo and surgery. I am so tired already, I just can't imagine more fatigue on top of that. And what is cording? I have seen it mentioned several times, just curious.

    Thank You!

  • funthing42
    funthing42 Member Posts: 418
    edited January 2015

    Keep moving! You won't be tired right away. I noticed after almost completed. I was a night owl 12am Bedtime but after Rads 10 am.

    I went to work functioned ok. Did Rads during lunch break. I used Aquaphor for lotion. Pretty much like Vaseline not too spa like. :)

    Good Luck!

  • PoppyK
    PoppyK Member Posts: 1,805
    edited January 2015

    BeachBum, Here's a link to info on cording. I would summarize it, but I think the entire article should be read. http://www.breastcancer.org/treatment/side_effects/aws

    I'm using Aloe and am 4 weeks into rads. I'm pretty red, but no blistering. I'm getting tender and have some stretchy bras and soft t-shirts to wear (with or without the bras. Fatigue has been an issue for me. My RO has run blood tests trying to figure out what's causing the fatigue. My counts are good, so they don't know why I'm so tired.

  • Beachbum1023
    Beachbum1023 Member Posts: 1,417
    edited January 2015

    Hello funthing42 and PoppyK, Thank You for the tips and the info. I've been doing the BC thing since the middle of June 2014, and just about over it. I will be so glad when the rads are over, and I don't start until Monday. Since I am not working right now, I can skip the bras and just do tee shirts, which is what my RO prefers if possible. And she wants the Aloe Gel, which I have ready to go. I am just not so excited to have more fatigue on top of chemo and surgery fatigue. I think they jam all of these crappy treatments on us when we are too weak to protest!

    I guess it is too much to ask for our old life back, but I would if I could. But I have learned to eat the home made ice cream with extra hot fudge for lunch just in case. I'm not missing dessert!

    Have a magical weekend!

  • CoyoteNV
    CoyoteNV Member Posts: 575
    edited January 2015

    funthing42 -  During a conversation with my RO, we talked briefly about doing rads in the same area a second time.  He said that with the correct equipment and in certain circumstances it can be done.  Look at information about TomoTherapy equipment; I think it mentions it there.  I certainly understand your fears... I'm with you in that.

     

  • WndrWoman
    WndrWoman Member Posts: 333
    edited January 2015

    Beachbum1023 A little walk each day helps fend off rad fatigue, although I have skipped some with the cold weather. I lie down each afternoon for 15 minutes just to rest. What my husband calls my boob break. After the first few sessions, I could relax on the table and have come to see it like my morning meditation break. They turn the lights out and have a radio going so that helps. Let us know ow you feel but I bet you will feel less fatigue than you imagine.

  • Sjacobs146
    Sjacobs146 Member Posts: 770
    edited January 2015

    Simulation went well yesterday, I am starting rads on Monday January 26. I got permission to skip,2 days for my business trip in March, so tentative finish date is March 14.

    The nurse gave me some info on relaxation techniques, and she let me know that there is a massage therapist on site every Thursday. I declined the massage since I'm doing rads during lunch, and I want to get back to work as quickly as possible. There is also a nutritionist that I can talk to. Still no sharpie marks, just the tats. They took a lot of pictures at the planning session, perhaps that is all they need

  • JustJean
    JustJean Member Posts: 327
    edited January 2015

    Sjacobs, I never did get sharpie marks, just the tats, until the boosts the last 5 days because they wanted to make sure that the <word I can't bring up right now> was positioned in just the right place.

    Massage therapist... wow... I should have gone to Massachusetts... :)

    JJ

  • dacre
    dacre Member Posts: 84
    edited January 2015

    Sorry Everyone to be the "Debbie Downer"....but I'm just not feeling very positive right now. I just feel like I'm falling apart. I hate everything that has happened since I went for my physical last July. My primary DR had been on my "ass" to have a colonoscopy....so I agreed. I also reminded her that I needed to have a mammogram. The last biopsy was in 2009 and it showed no cancer. I have had mammogram's every year since then....sometimes diagnostic...and even ultrasounds. Whatever it takes I am willing. So I scheduled the colonoscopy appt and a mammogram. I was really concerned about the colonoscopy...if you can say that was good...well mine was fine. Needless to say....the mammogram didn't go as expected. I have to say that after several months..I am totally feeling the emotional repercussions of this entire experience.

  • dacre
    dacre Member Posts: 84
    edited January 2015

    Thanks guys for listening. Sometimes I just feel if I can't vent to someone who will listen, hear ME, and understand what I'm saying...I may just explode with my emotions. I am so grateful for finding this website. Everyone provides soooo much support, love, guidance, information, laughs, some wonderful pictures and creativity.

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  • labelle
    labelle Member Posts: 721
    edited January 2015

    My 25 reg radiation treatments are now done-5 boosts next week and that is it!

    I was doing great until this week. Now I have oozing sores under my left armpit and in the fold of my left breast, red, peeling and itching everywhere else. Ugh! Took a couple days off work this week - I have been working short 6.5 hour days and that worked until now-although I took off less for being tired (still feel pretty good that way) than for tenderness. I now own the world's largest collection of uncomfortable bras-I keep buying new ones hoping for one that doesn't hurt after an hour or 2 of wear, but no luck. It is getting to the point that getting dressed is the biggest barrier to working! And we do have a dress code that prohibits the topless look-no one wants to see this anyway, LOL.

    So far my treatments have been in the prone position, but boosts will be given in the reg supine position (I don't know why and at this point I'm not sure I care). The simulation for boosts have been done and the area is smaller (trying not to wash or oil off the sharpie circle this weekend) of course, tighter beam and all that, so hopefully my underarm and fold of my breast will get a bit of a break!

    Found out they give everyone a CAKE and a certificate at the end of radiation treatment. Geez! Since sugar is not on the list of foods I put in my body these days, my husband and stepson are looking forward to the cake (they are not good Paleo eaters and are always looking for a chance to cheat)! Husband has promised me a nice steak dinner if I give my cake to him however! Can hardly wait for this to end.

  • KYBLUEEYES
    KYBLUEEYES Member Posts: 1
    edited January 2015

    hello Eveyone😃 I just started RAD last Tuesday. This site has helped me a lot and given me information that the RO has not.


  • ForHisGlory
    ForHisGlory Member Posts: 64
    edited January 2015

    labelle

    I was looking into doing the paleo diet as well. How long have you been doing it...is it hard? I am 10 days without sugar so far but I haven't made many other changes. I love diet soda so I think that will be my biggest struggle. Where did you educate yourself about this way of eating and why? Just curious as to what made you choose it? Hope you don't mind sharing with me. :-

  • PoppyK
    PoppyK Member Posts: 1,805
    edited January 2015

    Dacre, I understand how you feel. I am soooo tired of this cancer cr@p#! I was diagnosed in May, so it's been a long time. I woke up this morning upset. Bad dreams, not really wanting to wake up to another day of not being able to wear clothes and move my arm without pain. My DH tells me it will soon be behind me and that the end of active treatment is in sight. Ugh.

    Last night, I noticed a blackish/gray area under my arm... below the node incision. Under my breast, the area is bright red and unhappy. Do you ladies have any suggestions what to put on it? I'm only using Aloe and the last time I saw my MO it didn't look nearly this bad. Within the last two days, the injury to these areas has gotten much, much worse. Before that, I was just a bit red, like a sunburn.

    Of course, my DH doesn't have any problem if I walk around in a t-shirt braless, but I have teenaged boys and I don't need to damage them for life. ;-)

  • Beachlady28
    Beachlady28 Member Posts: 54
    edited January 2015
    Hi to all. A question for anyone: finished 33 rads 1/5/15. Still get sharp shooting pains and itching...pains are not as strong as before but still quite bothersome. The itching seems to be coming from the inside. Seem to recall the rad techs saying that rads irritate the inside of the breast. Still doing creams 3 times a day: vitamin E oil and Calendula. Then a dusting of corn starch to protect my clothes from the oil and creme. The sentinel node incision in the armpit bothers me more than the breast incision. Anyone have shooting pains and itching? And when does it stop? Thanks for any info.
  • ForHisGlory
    ForHisGlory Member Posts: 64
    edited January 2015

    beachlady

    You are describing exactly how I feel but I am still in treatment phase. 5 more bolus to go. Hope it doesn't lst too long after because I keep telling myself it will be better soon! I even walked around work with a hidden ice pack in my armpit area due to the ache on Friday.

    Dacre

    I also have teen age boys....a hoodie covers up a lot! :-). I had to use hydrocortisone cream and aquaphor on my area but never had any open areas.


  • WndrWoman
    WndrWoman Member Posts: 333
    edited January 2015

    ForHisGlory My instructions say no ice packs or heat.

    Dacre You are terrific. You replied to your own message! You can be wishing this had never happened and still be strong in dealing with it.

    PoppyK I was told to put Aquafor in the very red spots like the fold. Can go right over my Calendula cream. Where there are peeling spots under my arm, I was given a prescription for Silvadene.

    Irritating weather forecast. Possible significant snow Monday night to Tuesday which should be #28, the last before the boost. Keeping my fingers crossed.

  • CoyoteNV
    CoyoteNV Member Posts: 575
    edited January 2015

    KYBLUEEYES - Welcome to The Winter Warrior rads support wing of BC.org.  There's lots of practical answers and great support here.  BTW - Does "Go Cats!" have any significance to you? 

    Regarding lingering se's - they do.  I'm not sure which part of the last several months caused all of the annoying aches, pains, tinglings and numbness, but they are certainly there and they were not there when I started.  A new normal I guess.  I worked in the studio today, and it was 70 degrees outside so the door was open to the warm fresh air.  75 degrees tomorrow.    

  • labelle
    labelle Member Posts: 721
    edited January 2015

    ForHisGlory, I started a Paleo diet last Feb. seven months before my BC diagnosis. I've always been fairly healthy food conscious but for some reason my body seemed to be telling me we needed a big change and pronto! Now I think I know why. With Hashimotos I felt a gluten free diet would be beneficial and from there it wasn't much of a stretch to Paleo.

    There are tons of good Paleo books, the Paleo Leap website is a great place to start and there are a lot of tasty recipes online for free. I don't find the diet itself difficult to stick to, no calories or carbs to count, just a list of foods to avoid (sugar, anything processed/artificial anything, most dairy, gluten, corn, soy, lentils, bad oils). The diet is lots of veggies (fresh organic) fish, seafood, meat (pasturized /hormone/antibiotic/and cruelty free) eggs, fruits, nuts, seeds, good oils. But without processed/prepackaged options, food prep is a lot of work. Glad I made the change, got used to Paleo cooking and found some easy "go to" recipes before BC started taking center stage around here.

    It you do it, I would advise you to find an healthy meat source other than the grocery store. We joined a meat CSA, once a month pick up meat from a local organic farmer (actually, they deliver to our local health food store and we pick it up there). CSA makes it more affordable than buying organic pasturized meat thru somewhere like Trader Joe's, and will join a local CSA for organic veggies in the spring. That we pick up weekly at our farmers' market. We are in TN so the veggie CSA is over/nothing is growing right now.

    But that was the Paleo diet. Paleo is also a lifestyle kind of thing for many, avoiding not just processed foods but chemicals in our beauty care products and homes (cleaners, soaps, detergents) doing low impact kind of exercise and getting lots of fresh air . The lifestyle changes are coming for me but more slowly. Believing in the value of anything you do makes it easier to keep doing it. I believe Paleo eating and living is worthwhile.

    I lost 20 lbs (and those were the last sticky 20 lbs, I wasn't really very overwieight, I'm 5'7 and went from 145 to 125) on the Paleo diet within 4 months without even trying, my thyroid medicine was reduced, cholesterol and lipids levels fell, and before the BC diagnosis I felt better than I had in years. My PC says at least I went into this BC thing primed and in great shape and she's right, but it still sucks!

    I was never a soda drinker, but I've read some people find club soda/sparkling water with a little lemon to taste or stevia to sweeten to be a good Paleo friendly soda substitute for their soda/diet soda.

  • Nomatterwhat
    Nomatterwhat Member Posts: 587
    edited January 2015

    Beachlady - I am two weeks post radiation and I still have the shooting pains and the itching.  Although, not as bad as I have had.  My RO tells me it is the nerves trying to regenerate.  I have some hydrocortizsone and it works well on the itching.  The shooting pains have subsided, but they still happen when I put my arm over my head. 

     

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