Hoping to get results of biopsy tomorrow

Hi Everyone,

I am brand new to the site and hope I am not going about this the wrong way in simply creating a new post.  I found a lump on December 29th.  I really was not too concerned, but my boyfriend was.  He urged me to call the doctors.  I called on December 30.  My OBGYN could not see me until January 13th.  I was a bit disturbed about that at the time of the call.  Now I pissed about it, given it took him all of a minute to decide, "Let's get you scheduled for a mammogram and ultrasound."  I mean, ANY OBGYN in the office could have decided that and I could be two weeks further into this thing.  Anyway, I had the mammogram and ultrasound on January 15th and the radiologist told me point blank that she though it was breast cancer.  I still thought "probably not!  Just schedule me for a biopsy!"  The more she talked, the more passionate and emotional she became.  She also brought my boyfriend to the ultrasound room.  He became emotional and that's when it started feeling a little more real.  A little more possible.  I was able to get scheduled for a biopsy the next day, January 16th, though not with the location I preferred.  It's a challenge calling around for a next day biopsy at 4:30pm on a Thursday.

During the biopsy, the surgeon didn't say one way or another but she highly recommended I cancel a business trip to Vegas this week and be here for the results on Tuesday.  For some reason, I am worried that call and the results won't actually come on Tuesday.  She scheduled a follow-up Friday; she said just as place holder.  Why not just schedule the follow-up for Tuesday?  She said she would call me and depending on the results, could talk to me over the phone and/or have me come in on Tuesday.  What do you girls make of that?

FYI... The mass is 4cm in my left breast.  That seems HUGE considering it was my first time feeling it.  My last mammogram was October 2013.  I actually had breast augmentation in May 2015.  There was a lot of breast massaging by me, the plastic surgeon, and the boyfriend before and after surgery.  How is such a large mass there now, in such a short amount of time?  There are also reactive lymph nodes in my left armpit. 

I am 43 years old.  A single mom by choice to a 4 beautiful 4 year old boy.  I met my boyfriend 15 months ago.  He's great.  I have been described by doctors as being healthy as a horse and physiologically younger than my years.  During annual physicals and with bloodwork (which I also happened to have last week in the midst of all this), all they test for... I am within the normal range of EVERYthing and that's been the case for years.  My doctor tell me I am his only patient that is that way.  I bought additional life insurance last year (SO GLAD now) and I was found to be "Super Preferred" after my physical and bloodwork and was told that only about 2% of those insured by them have such a rating.  How is this even possible?

This wait so far has been TOO bad.  The worst is when I think of my 4 year old son; not seeing him grow WELL in to adulthood and not being here when he calls for me.  I know I should not think that way now.  But it's hard to avoid at times.

I don't even know what questions to ask of you all, but any thoughts and comments will be appreciated.