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macb04
macb04 Member Posts: 1,433
edited January 2015 in Mental Health: Because Cancer Doesn't Just Affect Your Breasts

Hi haven't seen this particular  topic, maybe it is here but I missed it.  I have been  butchered, poisoned  and fried by the cancer industry. Made quite a tidy profit for the evil bastards, and  I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!

The price I have paid  in pain and misery  is too, too high. Not even for my kids can or will I go back to those careless, mean and simply clueless fools. I don't  want a different  onco md. I want ZERO contacts with any doctors  beyond being reconstructed.  I hope the pain in my back, and my hip is nothing, and that the swollen  lymph nodes  are the result of the awful infection I had this past September after fat grafting  number 4. Doesn't matter, i refuse to go to those turds and have them start torturing me again.

Got to say this, even with  the fear comes a kind of peace in knowing  my own mind. 

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  • Meow13
    Meow13 Member Posts: 4,859
    edited January 2015

    I would like a cancer treatment that actually made me feel good. I still am taking a break from exemestane and really hate the idea of going back to it. I know the discomfort from side effects isn't that bad but I like feeling good. It almost feels like prison 2 more years some people are lifers.

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  • macb04
    macb04 Member Posts: 1,433
    edited January 2015

    Totally. I just cannot do their sh*t anymore.  Take care of yourself

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  • labelle
    labelle Member Posts: 721
    edited January 2015

    I've had surgery. They took a huge chunk of breast for a 7 mm tumor, because they thought I had DCIS around it. Final pathology showed no DCIS, so I guess they weren't that smart. I am finishing up RADS (doing reluctantly) and my chest and underarm are becoming a painful mess. God knows what left breast will be like between the surgery scar and RADs, but for right now it just plain hurts. And I won't even talk about the toll this has taken on our family's finances.

    After RADS I think that's it. OC wants me on Tamoxifen or aromatose (after an ooph since I'm not menopausal yet) but I don't think so. I lost my mother to BC several years ago. She died within 4 years of her diagnosis and she did everything (chemo/surgery/rads/hormones/bone builder) and at no time did she ever stop being a BC patient or stop being miserable due to the side effects of her treatment.

    I'm just ready to call it done: eat right, take supplements as needed, natural progesterone, exercise more and stay away from cancer doctors. Not sure if it is wise, but I need to put this diagnosis and the constant doctoring behind me in order to live and enjoy life again and there is no way I can do that with the constant monitoring and testing that comes with continuing to be a cog in the cancer industry's machine.

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