Titan ... my little buddy

Why can't we all just go through life without having turkey basters shoved in our boobs that make an awful stapler-like sound? I am sure so many of you reading this can completely agree.

I am a 29 year old mother of 2. I have had two fibroadenoma's diagnosed in my past (at 19 and 27) but damn the waiting never gets easier. Last Monday I found a marble sized lump in my right breast at 5 o'clock. Thursday night I noticed my nipple had some yellow crust like discharge and the lump had grown in size to the point it distorted the underside of my boob. I am really small chested so the appearance change didn't really bother me since really any change would be noticable. But I thought it best just to get checked out since my maternal grandmother is a thriving BC survivor herself. Friday was the typical myriad of visits, Doctors office to the imaging center for a mammogram then to the us. Radiologist said it is a solid mass and would need to do a core biopsy. (birads4) In the past my dr's took their time scheduling my mammogram and then the FNA. But this time they scheduled my core biopsy for this morning, less than a week from initial appointment. They took 6 biopsies and placed a Titanium clip which shall now be called Titan. I will think of him as the keeper of the lump. I know in my mind that these results will almost certainly be another fibro but this waiting honestly sucks. Everything this time around has been different. Just wanted to get these feeling of anxiety and fear of the unknown off my chest and in to the universe.

Stay strong ladies. Kinda all we can do at this point