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  • DeeC
    DeeC Member Posts: 102
    edited August 2014

    Had my first RAD today.  I was afraid but met some wonderful women in the waiting room who helped ease my fears.  One even lifted her jonnie to show me where her breast was red.  I have seen more breasts!  So great we are all willing to share with newbies.

    I had a melt down Sunday morning, I think it is normal considering what we are going through.  I didn't want to get out of bed, just wanted to stay under the covers all day. Hubby said I could stay there if I wanted to, but I did get up and felt better later.

    Dee

  • GingerW
    GingerW Member Posts: 2
    edited August 2014

    Hello to all you ladies,  my first time here.

    I just completed #16 of 20 radiation. Had lumpectomy on R breast for DCIS in June.  I'm very tired, taking naps and cutting back on work.

    I have a question.  Has anyone else had vertigo or dizziness from the Radiation.  I started getting light headed and dizzy after #10. The nurse and 3 doctors at the clinic tell me this is not a side affect of radiation, that something else is causing it.  I actually passed out last week.  I've even been given a presc. for Xanax to help me relax.  (side affects are Dizziness - DUHHH).  I found an entry on this site from 2007 from 'arnica' who said she suffered from dizziness during Radiation.   This morning when I showed the nurse the entry from Arnica who said she and 6 others suffered dizziness  during radiation and she was told she had a virus, I was told that "NO, this is not a side affect of Radiation."  I feel like I'm in a Dean Kontz novel.  I keep saying  "I'm Dizzy from the rad"  and everyone says "NO, you're wrong."  Today I feel very dizzy.   Gonna go take a nap. 

    FYI:  I am a healthy 61 yr old with no other medical issues, average weight. I still have a good appetite, and I'm eating  very well.  Any feedback will be helpful.

  • dfroberts
    dfroberts Member Posts: 12
    edited August 2014

    Good morning ladies!

    Checking in - 9 of 33 completed!  Some slight pinking and a rash - will ask the RO about it when I see her on Wednesday.  Managing fatigue ok.

    GingerW - I actually had some lightheaded moments over the weekend but didn't related it to rads, although now you have me questioning it!  I do have generally low blood pressure so I do get lightheaded if I get up quickly at times...

    My bigger challenge/distraction is some pretty severe back/shoulder/arm pain that I have been dealing with since last week.  Am waiting for insurance approval for an MRI to see what the problem is, but for now I'm dealing with it with lots of ibuprofen.  It's not related to any injury and my range of motion is completely fine and doesn't aggravate it (in fact, with my arm over my head the pain gets better).  Maybe pinched nerve or tendonitis??  It just hurts,  just as I'm sitting here doing nothing.   It's just one more thing that I don't need right now!!

    Hang in there everyone - we will get through all of this!

    Diane

  • vettegirl
    vettegirl Member Posts: 235
    edited August 2014

    I have been getting dizzy headed a lot lately too-but mostly when I have a hot flash-which is frequent.  I have mostly felt like these are associated with the hot flashes.  Would also like to hear if others are experiencing this.

    I actually fell down about a week ago-getting out of bed.  Very unstable on my feet and slurry even-had been asleep for 4 hours, but woke up out of sorts.  Banged my foot and arm up.  Luckily, I fell backwards instead of front wards-could have been a disaster with a TE full of 900CC of saline.

  • Crazywabbit
    Crazywabbit Member Posts: 563
    edited August 2014

    aff- Hang in there, the end is really in sight. This is a great pace to whine, we all know what you are feeling. The skin heals remarkable fast, and keep doing stretching exercises. I hear ya about those hot flushes. I was at the vets office today with my dog and was drenched. Another advantage of super short hair, cooler and dries faster after a hot flush

    almost 3 weeks out and I was bale to walk 2 miles on Sat and 1.5 on Sunday (cut short due to pouring rain). Legs really achy in evening after it but not as bad as last week.

  • Brwneyedgirl
    Brwneyedgirl Member Posts: 113
    edited August 2014

    At what point can I assume the skin is going to be ok?

  • Louanne
    Louanne Member Posts: 101
    edited August 2014

    GingerW, I had problems with dizziness, found out it was my blood pressure medication.  

  • Carpe-Diem
    Carpe-Diem Member Posts: 49
    edited August 2014

    Aff -- Hope you are feeling better today. Hot flashes are a funny thing - no rhyme or reason as to when and why. Try to continue with your walking. Ask the Cancer Center whether they have acupuncture. I have been going to acupuncture regularly, and it seems to help with joint pain and fatigue. They also have done studies that indicate acupuncture helps hot flashes too.

    When I first came on this Board, I really didn't think I was going to make six weeks of radiation. Thanks to you all, I've got 24 under my belt and 4 to go.  Since yesterday the fatigue is starting to set in.  For no reason, I suddenly feel wiped out, and all I want to do is shut my eyes. My underarm is quite burnt, and feels like it is burning. I am also getting the tightness back - similar to the cording which I had right after surgery. I use a lot of fresh aloe, Aquaphor, and Cetaphil intermittently.  I keep telling myself that this too shall pass.

  • aff
    aff Member Posts: 279
    edited August 2014

    THANK YOU to everyone for letting me vent last night and for your support. It's amazing what a good night's sleep can do for the soul. I woke up a new person today. I definitely overdid it yesterday which let to my small meltdown last night. I have quite a large family so just having family over for my daughter's birthday means having 25 people over. I tried to take it easy and not cook for an army but I am 100% Italian and my biggest fear is that there will not be enough food for guests :) Anyway, I thought I was doing okay but I just re-read last night's post and clearly that was not the case. The party was really great and I was so tired from all the cooking and cleaning that I slept through the whole night...double bonus. My ankles are much better today and I made it through #18 just fine. The rash is still there but it's only a small spot on my chest in the supraclav area and hydrocortisone cream does the trick. The rest of my skin is doing great. It's just a little pink but it's been the same shade for at least 10 days. It does not appear to be getting any worse.  I had physical therapy after rads today so my arm is feeling pretty good. I am still walking 2 to 3 miles almost every day. I have not had any issues with fatigue yet.

    I hope everyone is having a great day. I am so grateful for all of you! You are all amazing ladies!

  • Sam2U
    Sam2U Member Posts: 233
    edited August 2014

    Ddgm1003  I was told that the skin changes would peak at 2 weeks after the final treatment.  

    I thought I did very well through the whole chest and node treatment, just varying shades of red.  Two days into the boosts an area under my arm started turning bluish black, then it blistered and the skin peeled.  I was left with a large red area, then it turned light pink and eventually white and starting to peel again.  Since this picture was taken, the skin is all red, the brown spots have started to blister and the original area is about twice as large.   My LE specialist tells me this is not "abnormal", but I wish someone had told me it was a possibility.  It is painful, but relieved by Mepilex dressings to reduce friction and OTC Pain relief.    

    image

    Not saying this will happen to everyone, just that it is a possibility and if it does--it's ok.  

    Good luck to everyone during treatment this week! 

  • Rosiesride
    Rosiesride Member Posts: 513
    edited August 2014

    aff...I think you and I are close in treatment schedule...I can say DITTO to almost everything you wrote!!  I am on the verge of tears now and all weekend I was not my positive self like I always am!  I only have 2 whole breast left and five boosts and I am sooo burned up!  Doc said maybe another break and I said well either cancel the last 2 or just get it done! No break!  My husband even came today cause I am so DONE AND FRUSTRATED AND WANT TO CRY EVERY MINUTE...like I am now...so sorry also for being a downer but I can't believe reading your post and feeling exactly the same...cording and tightens too and I am too tired to wait 3 hours between rads and pt to keep my appointments!  

    I just hope we get through to the end....let's just go eat a lot of junk food or whatever else makes us feel better. I hate crying...it gives me a headache!!! Rosie

  • charusa
    charusa Member Posts: 107
    edited August 2014

    Hello everyone. Well I think I am finally here. Had my first appt with RO (is that right abbreviation for the radiologist?) last week and tomorrow I have my first appt for the mapping/simulation. I was thrown off schedule or I should say my schedule I had in my head, because I had to keep my drain in for almost 5 weeks post surgery. Then I had to go see my MO for my referral for rads and she was on vacation. I shouldn't complain with all this time off but I feel I am going backwards instead of forwards. I gained 15lbs. since starting chemo, I have had something going on with ankle pain before my dx of CA, and now weeks of inactivity....went into a blah blah blah period, and am now sleeping way too much trying to make my days shorter so I don't eat!!! Well, 3 weeks ago I said enough of the inactivity I have to start walking and get the weight off. Now I get lower back pain. hip pain, knee pain and leg pain just walking a couple of blocks. I have increased my walks gradually but wondering where all the pain is coming from. I was walking fine right after surgery, in fact I could walk 4 blocks to the office without a problem. I don't know if it is a post chemo thing, the extra weight, the inactivity, laying in bed sleeping 12+ hours or what. I hope whatever it is will go away soon. It hurts to try and sweep and mop my house which has never been an issue even during chemo. Trying to read this thread from the beginning so as not to miss anything or repeat too many questions. So far I like the facility, it even has a Zen Garden, the staff that I have met so far and my doctor so I am pretty comfortable with that. Reading all your posts I pretty much know what to expect so I am comfortable with that part. My dr. however told me no swimming which is going to be a real bummer b/c I am having my house tented for termites on Sept. 8,9, and 10th and was planning on going to the campgrounds (KOA) and relax poolside ...but the shady side. Oh well have to make other plans. I got approved for DART which is a low cost transportation service which is a God send but it is also going to be a hassle but I have to look on the bright side...it cost me $20.00, including tip, round trip to go the other day by cab and DART will only be $8 round trip and we are not allowed to tip. Well I think I took up enough space with my blah blah blah....it's just my nerves about tomorrow.

  • Rosiesride
    Rosiesride Member Posts: 513
    edited August 2014

    charusa...good luck starting rads!  I am 9 weeks out from chemo and I still have the leg pain and muscle aches... I haven't walked much at all and it's the heat that keeps me inside... And bugs!  Hot here in NC!  I believe we just need to give our bodies a chance to recoup!! I hope these aches and pains go away soon....good luck! Rosie

  • rettemich
    rettemich Member Posts: 369
    edited August 2014

    Rosie, I hope your boosts go better. Do you know what area they will do? I can relate to the frustration and I didn't have chemo but the rads was something that hit me like a ton of bricks. I am almost a month out and had a meltdown today and I don't even know why. Not sure if it was just everything or the meds, all I know is I want my life back. Hang in there it Will be over soon!! ((((((((((Hugs)))))))))

    Sam2u, all I can say is ouch! That does look painful. I know some people hate to, but maybe just a little break to allow the skin to heal a little, would help.

    Ddgm, yeah your skin should peak about 2 weeks out. Then the healing will really start. Once it starts it goes pretty quickly.

  • Rosiesride
    Rosiesride Member Posts: 513
    edited August 2014

    thanks rettemich...boosts are to the tumor bed to the right of the nipple about 1 1/2" diameter so it's in an area that is not as burnt and tender...just feel yucky, a bit lightheaded too and tired!  Residual effects from chemo with body aches just adds to it...rainy days don't help either LOL!  

    Only 2 more whole breast left so I can make it!! Thanks for your support!! Rosie

  • Macintx
    Macintx Member Posts: 118
    edited August 2014

    Charusa, RO= Radiation Oncologist.  

  • 3rdtimenow
    3rdtimenow Member Posts: 256
    edited August 2014

    So sorry Debster, thinking good thoughts for you on the biopsy. Sometimes it just seems like you can't get a break. Stephanie

  • Sunshineinky
    Sunshineinky Member Posts: 461
    edited August 2014

    Debic punch your uncaring friend lol

    Aff I had horrible bone pain when I first started tamoxifen.  A lady here messaged me and said that I should try claritan so I did.  I was absolutely amazed at how it got rid of the bone pain.  I took it about two weeks and haven't needed it since! 

    Sam, my whole underarm and breast looked like yours.  The Mepilex was a life saver.  I changed it every two days and only had to use it 6 days total.  By the time I finished rads, I was totally healed.  

    Started my new job today! It was great but I worked an 11 hour day and it has wiped me out! 

    Welcome to the new ones! 

  • aff
    aff Member Posts: 279
    edited August 2014

    Sam - Wow...I am so sorry. I am sending many positive, healing thoughts your way

    Sunshine - glad you love your new job. 11 hours on day 1...you are a trooper. I go back to work in 4 weeks after a 6 month break. I can't even think about it yet. I am not the same person I was 6 months ago. 

    Charusa - welcome

    dfroberts - I hope the source of your back pain is found and resolved quickly

    Rosie - we got this! We were diagnosed within a couple weeks of each other. It's been a long road and we have to give ourselves permission to go to that place every once in a while...as long as we don't stay there for too long. I'm feeling MUCH better today. I hope you are too. We're coming down the home stretch. 

  • Rosiesride
    Rosiesride Member Posts: 513
    edited August 2014

    aff...made myself go out tonight to catch the sunset...we saw a rainbow too, so I know that had to be a good sign for a promise of better days ahead....

    image

  • aff
    aff Member Posts: 279
    edited August 2014

    Rosie - Beautiful!!! That just brings me such feelings of peace and serenity. We live in a lake community and I love sitting near the water losing myself in beautiful moments like what you've captured there. Do you live near where that picture was taken?

  • lyzzysmom
    lyzzysmom Member Posts: 654
    edited August 2014

    Sunshine, so glad you like your new job. don't overdo it!

    aff, so glad you are feeling better today.

    Rosie, your nearly there! Yup rainy days make it seem worse.

    Sam, I hope everything heals quickly!

    Charusa, Welcome, A zen garden sounds lovely. You may want to take something like an Aleve before you go for the simulation. Its ok but it can take a little time and get a bit uncomfortable. After that the sessions are faster.

    I had a bit of a meltdown too today. Had been crying a lot the last few days. Today was first boost and it took a while to set up, felt like another simulation. I am on my side and had to ask them to let me put my arm back down while they were waiting for the doctor to come and check it out.

    When I got home I had to go lay down and felt almost delirious, clammy and sleeping on and off all day. When I got up I felt so lost and stressed. Eventually I gave up and took a lorazepam (life saver) even though I know I will eventually run out early. What the heck! We all should be able to ask for a bit of extra help going through this. An hour after that I was able to do a little exercise and then go clean my fish tank. 

    I have to work the rest of the week, albeit mainly from home so just hoping I can stay awake at least some of the time!I have been off for 5 days and done nothing much except rads sleeping , TV, and exercising.

  • lyzzysmom
    lyzzysmom Member Posts: 654
    edited August 2014

    Rosie, the photo is lovely, peaceful indeed!! Seeing a rainbow is always so uplifting to the spirit somehow.

  • Louanne
    Louanne Member Posts: 101
    edited August 2014

    Rosiesride, absolutely beautiful picture. Thanks for posting!

    Deblc, Oh my goodness, makes me think of the saying, "with friends like that you don't need enemies"

    charusa, Welcome!  Lots of wonderful ladies here. 

  • mripp
    mripp Member Posts: 106
    edited August 2014

    Checking in. Completed #10 yesterday and starting to notice tan/slight pink on aerola /nipple area, but cant tell anything underarm (thank goodness). I worked in my yard weeding over the weekend (it was too hot to do for long, which may have been a good thing!) and in the back of my mind wondered about LE. I read that we have to be careful of cuts and to wear gloves. Is this what you all do? Also, I have been dealing with right side mid back muscle spasms for months. I will ask my PT again, but they didnt really tell me anything to do. It only tighens up when I roll a certain way or reach out a certain way. Happens when I try to get up off of rad table at end of rad tx. I have to have rad tech help me sit up everyday. I used ibuprofen for 30 days before Lx surgery then had to quit for surgery prep. Dont think I need it now. I feel like a whimp :(

    dfroberts, hope your back pain can be resolved quickly too.

    Sam2U, ouch and so sorry, looks painful. Maybe ask to use Mepliex as Sunshine used??

    Sunshine, is Mepliex something we should ask for in advance to have if we need it or wait? How does it work? Glad the new job is going well! Don't over do it!

    Charusa-Welcome! Hope you will breeze though the sim. The rad sessions go really quick so that's the bright side!  We're here for you.

    Rosie, love the pic. So peaceful!

    Well I'm hosting a birthday BBQ tonight for DH bday for 9 guests. Did prep last night as I have work this a.m., then rad Tx p.m., drive home (hope the traffic is good today), then cook for party!! Have a good day!

  • Sam2U
    Sam2U Member Posts: 233
    edited August 2014

    Thanks everyone--I am one week out from completing all radiation and the healing process is starting.   

    Mepilex is a foam dressing that reduces friction and protects the new skin.  Ask your RO or nurse for it if you have large areas that may start opening.  While there is no medicine in them, they do really help.

    Rosie-you can do this!!! I found the boosts to be much easier and I hope it will be the same for you!!

    Mripp--I have LE and the specialist told me to be careful about cuts, bites, etc.  So I try to wear bug spray and gloves when I can.  She also told me that a cut is inevitable, just to be sure to clean it and monitor for infection.

  • tangandchris
    tangandchris Member Posts: 1,855
    edited August 2014


    Hello ladies....I haven't posted in awhile and looks like I've missed alot.

    This is my 4th week....out of a total of 6.5 and so far skin is holding up well. It's getting really pink, but that's it. I hope it stays that way, but we will see. My fatigue however is starting to kick in. Fatigue and emotions are getting to me, but I'm hanging in there.

    I have a question for ya'll though. I see my RO weekly and she always seems to be in a big hurry. I know there is probably not alot to discuss, but I hate being rushed! Is this common place? It's not a huge thing, just curious.

     

  • OK4Now
    OK4Now Member Posts: 4
    edited August 2014

    Hi, Everyone--

    I have been lurking for months, but today I want to shout.  After 8 rounds of chemo, I started radiation on 6/16 & had my last of 8 boosts today!  Very happy to have reached this point, but found myself tearing up a little during treatment today, thinking I've done all I can & now the wait starts.  Nurses recommended using Miaderm 3x daily & have only had a little skin darkening--no breaks and no pain.  Had a month off between the end of chemo & start of radiation & felt good going in.  2 weeks after starting the fatigue set in & I developed severe diarrhea which the radiology team said had nothing to do with it, but my family doctor thought otherwise.  Two more weeks of feeling like crud, but worked my way out of it & ready to head back to the gym tomorrow (without my wig!)

    Best wishes to all as our journey continues--

  • aff
    aff Member Posts: 279
    edited August 2014

    ok4now - a huge congratulations on reaching the end of your active treatment! Many women here talk about the anxiety that comes with reaching this day. Your feelings are perfectly normal. We fight the beast for so long that the end feels like "now what?"  I wish you all the best!

    tangandchris - I see my RO every week. It's usually no more than 5 or 10 minutes. The nurse takes my vitals, my RO comes in and takes a look, asks if I have any questions and off I go. I never feel rushed but there's not much to say

    I have reached single digits...9 remaining. Woo Hoo!

  • lyzzysmom
    lyzzysmom Member Posts: 654
    edited August 2014

    OK4Now Congratulations!! I think the staff at The RO Office become part of our support team. We get used to seeing them  and having them treat us every day, then suddenly we are done and on our own. Its got to be a strange feeling for sure. I will miss them.

    TangandChris. Mine is the same. I chat to the nurse for a few mins and then the RO comes in and takes a quick look, only a couple of minutes.

    Mripp, sounds like you have a busy day. Enjoy the party!!!

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