STFU (Shut the F*** UP)

(((((Ducky and Firecracker and GMA)))) and anyone else who needs a hug.  I did not know Mary well but I am still feeling a loss and sadness..😒 Death is always hard for those that are left behind.  I lost both my parents within 4 days of each other in March of 2013.  Keeping busy is what kept me going through that time..  ((((Group Hug))))

Cindy AKA Squishy

I second what Ducky says - Thank you Squishy..

This is the actual picture that she said she loved the turkeys

April and all others thinking and feeling the same. I have something to share with you that keeps me here:

Yes it is hard to be here, with all my friends passing before my eyes... Its not just all of you that are so caring and loving to me but I also feel if I can give a person one more light in their day with my presence, I will stay till the end. It does create a fear that they started out with the same cancer and ended up with mets. That seems to overwhelm me with fear. Then I think what my dear son tells me: "God's toolbox is about love and compassion not about power and control. If there is any of these: Guilt, anger, fear, pride, envy, lust... - its not from God.. Flee from it." So I flee from my fears and remember I am here to give others companionship and comfort in any way I can.

GMA I do understand why u'r here, when new people come in their fear is so great and what we've all experienced has been ick---we want people to feel like here we are All different scenarios and still going--True some better than others but u try to give hope that the fear they feel is normal and they'll feel a comfort from people who completely understand what's I going on. And sometimes it takes a while to find the right threads to feel comfortable in and after u might even change, but there is something for everyone no matter what their feeling is at the time--We're in this nitemare together in strange ways, but we can share some laughs too. And BTW u seem much better lately and I'm so glad u do.--u'r a nice giving person GMA and I hope u'r blessed with better and better days.

Gma,

What you said was beautiful.  I too come here for many of the same reasons.  If I can make someone laugh or even just smile.  But I also come because it puts things in perspective for me too.  Unfortunately there is always someone worse off.  And it makes me feel bad for them, but it also makes sure I appreciate what I have and where I am at.  That may be me one day.  YOu can also find people with similar situations and some are doing great and some not as much.  This whole thing is such a friggin' crap shoot.  No rhyme, no reason and it sure as hell doesn't make any sense.

Oh and BTW!  The acupuncture sounds encouraging. I hope you continue to feel better and better.

I'm Here

I'm here despite being sad about the deaths we have experienced. I wouldn't leave cause of this...just really hate this disease and cannot understand why so much money gets pumped into wars and things that kill and maim when there are so many people dying way too soon...other than that, I am happy to be a part of this community and it does help me to process this BC bull crap.

xoxo to all of you

Gma, I haven't tried it for chronic pain but it sure works for medical procedures. Mine is a beach in Hawaii.

I love her new way of getting around Ducky!  She looks so happy.

IM HAVIN GG#4 

ITS A GIRL

FROM MY GS WHO HAD THAT BAD ACCIDENT IN 2010

Nuthing can ruin my day

Congrats FK!

Ducky, Greyson is so beautiful!!

I can't wait until my first grandchild arrives in October!! So excited!! The cycle of life continues and that is as it should be.

xoxox to all! Off to work!

thank u,thank u

It was almost 4 yrs ago that my GS almost lost his life

Today God is blessing him in Oct.with a baby girl

I'm in baby heaven

April..........hang in there girlfriend............the basement door is locked......no one is allowed down there........tell her FK...........We hold the key, and no one goes there.....