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  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    just wanted to say jennyboog, good luck with your test today, is it? and i was wondering how on earth did you get a scan? they havent looked inside me since before treatment. and like you, i am for sure thinking of changing treatment places, for reasons too many to numerate here. i am not wigging out, of course i am apprehensive, but i swear, if they do find cancer in my Two bumps that will be biopsied today, i am going to see if they will do another scan, to see where else it might be, and if they say no....for sure, i will be getting a second opinion. normally, on a biopsy, dont they tell you whether it will be core,stereo,fna,or open? they have refused to tell me even that. and just generally, they do not like to answer my questions, and my bs....oh i could tell you a story about her, unbelievable. i did write about it on the hermit thread. anyway do i sound nervous? am. but will still go. check in with you all later, and am asking for good results for all testing, for all of us.

  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited January 2014

    Kathec....hope everything went ok for you today, hopefully the biopsy went well & you will have some answers soon.

    I don't go for my biopsy until next week, thanks for checking in.  I'm on my forth MO, some by choice some beyond my control (we're military).  My TM's have been going up gradually the pass 3 draws so my dr wanted to do a scan, that's the only reason, I've had no symptoms.  The hospital when I was dx. were the way you describe, didn't want to tell me anything, very vague and reluctant to give info.  It drove me nuts!  I'm not that type of person, it might work for some but not me, I can't put blinders on.  I want to be educated and informed I want to know why this and why that.  I've learned so much from BCO....thank God for this site.  I feel more confident when I go in to see a dr now, I can be my own advocate.  Of course your apprehensive and have a right to be, we've all been there and based on your dx date this is all still new for you.  It does get better with time, you accept what has happened, move on to a new normal and BC begins to fade some before dealing with a big scare.  You've not had as much time as some of us to "mentally heal" from dx before dealing with your scare....it's a lot to deal with.   Sending you big hugs and let us know how it went.

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    god, thank you so much, jennyboog. i don't know what i would do without people like you on bco. i only wish i had found it sooner than i did, i would have known more what to ask, and when to run!  i wish there was a was a less invasive way to find out what something is. four clips on one spot, and three on another, and the fourth one hurt like the muffer! his assistant kept telling me, get ready! and i had to tell her, just let him do it, dont warn me, i would tense up. worked better for me, anyway. thank you for your warm wishes, and you know i am hoping the same for you. i think i just don't want it to be something, mainly because it takes such a huge chunk of time, and i am just not ready for that again yet.

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Member Posts: 2,478
    edited January 2014

    Kathec, glad you got it done, sounds painful & stressful but it needed to be done. Sending positive wishes, hope you can sleep a little easier...keep us posted...

  • lkc
    lkc Member Posts: 1,203
    edited January 2014

    Keeping you, Jenny and Kathec in my prayers !

  • Shari0707
    Shari0707 Member Posts: 448
    edited January 2014

    thinking about u Jennyboog!

  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited January 2014

    Hey ladies!  Sorry I've not been on here in a few days.  My dr called Sunday afternoon and rescheduled me until next Monday.  He had an emergency and due to the weather here everything has shut down....this is the south :)  I guess this is a sign he doesn't think mine is an emergency, maybe that's a good thing.  Thanks for checking in on me girls!

  • hopefour
    hopefour Member Posts: 459
    edited January 2014

    Been thinking and praying for you Jenny!! Thanks for checking in and letting us know! We're all with you next Monday.

    Kathec, not sure if you have your results yet, but know we're thinking of you. I know you are weary of the fight and sorry for the testing difficulty...not fun! You haven't had enough time to catch your breath before all this started again and I am sure it makes all this harder. Keep us posted, please!

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    here i am, sorry, i got home so late yesterday. biopsy results: benign glandular tissue. they were swollen lymph nodes, not a disease process. How my B.S. described it to me, is that when so many nodes are out, the ones that are left, are trying to do their own job, plus the job of the missing ones. i do get to see my LEist on thursday, and see what kind of suggestion she has to make. i do think something is going on with my immune system right now, cause i do have 2 cold sores, and i never get them. i never get colds or flu, though, so that is still good. i am hoping that what jennyboog is experiencing, is the same thing, and am sending her well wishes, and i won't stray far from this thread. thank you all for caring.

  • warrior70
    warrior70 Member Posts: 144
    edited January 2014

    Yay Kathec!  It does make sense that the rest of the system will take up the slack for what is taken out.  Bet you heaved a big sigh of relief when you heard that!

  • peacestrength
    peacestrength Member Posts: 690
    edited January 2014

    This is good news, Kathec!

  • dutchiris
    dutchiris Member Posts: 855
    edited January 2014

    Great news, Kathec.  :)

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    yeah, but you, know, part of me still can't seem to relax about it. like, why now, all of a sudden? they couldnt answer me that, but. for sure i am glad, and am thinkinking about seeing a naturopath, to boost immune system. also learning more about using food as medicine. thanks for all the love!

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Member Posts: 2,478
    edited January 2014

    Kathec, excellent news....I am happy for you, I get fever blisters when I get stressed out. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Kathec, excellent! I had a swollen node last year right next to my sternum. It stayed swollen for almost a year, but suddenly started going down a week ago. We did a U/S and it did not show it to be worrisome. The u/s also showed a tiny bit of stitching stuck in the scar line right next to it, so maybe that is what made it swell.

    At DX I also had 2 nodes in the armpit that were big. One of them, the biggest, did not shrink during chemo and the onc was getting worried. In the path, they discovered that it was because it did not have cancer. It was inflammation (although there was cancer in other nodes).

  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited January 2014

    Great to hear Kathec!  So happy for you.  I have a fever blister right now too and rarely get them.  I also have a couple of terrible zits I can't get rid of....yay, I'm a teenage girl again!  Maybe our bodies are trying to tell us something.  What your BS said makes a lot of sense, remember it's nothing until it's something. 

  • ziggypop
    ziggypop Member Posts: 1,071
    edited January 2014

    kathc - so glad that this has turned out as it has. I've seen your posts on a number of threads and know that you were very concerned. I think sometimes when we have scares it pushes us into doing things that are good for us - so maybe that's a silver lining of some sort. Anyway, just wanted to say how very very happy I am for you. 

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    but see, i have always pushed my self physically, and am mostly skinny and strong, could pick up and carry my own weight, and was vegetarian! got good sleep! but the energy sucking tamox, which i get to stay off of, three more weeks, takes away all will to move, i hurt as bad as when on ai's, still, and other nodes are swollen, and itchy, too. saw neurologist yesterday, and he said the temporary hearing losses i am experiencing, when i have always enjoyed outstanding hearing, could be neuropathy from chemo. i didnt even know that could happen. and why so far from chemo? just in the last month, that has been happening, sure it is tamox, myself. but now, i have a juicer, and have cut most dairy, and wheat, and pasta from diet, all inflammatory things. am doing things that make me happy, and no sugar. brown black or red rice only, and am learning more n more each day, about diet and good supplements. onc says only multivitamin, endocrinologist says otherwise. maca for energy. neurologist told me B6, for sure, for nerve regeneration. i am not giving medical advice, just letting you know what they told me.

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    Ziggypop, two of my favorites, iggy & david bowie.

  • lkc
    lkc Member Posts: 1,203
    edited January 2014

    Kathec.

    Congratulations of the good news.Please remember anxiety and fear is normal in the relatively early days. What we've been through is really hell. so be gentle with yourself. Take it day by day and try to keep in mind.stress and anxiety is actually very inflammatory to all our body systems. Do what  you need to try to relax. Xanax  was my good friend in the early days... now it's a glass of organic red wine.

    Waiting for your good news to jenny!

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited January 2014

    thanks,Lkc. only dismissive docs make me nervous and stressed! i am fine everywhere else! i am just here, educating myself, making friends, and hopefully, helping others! Peace.

  • pupfoster1
    pupfoster1 Member Posts: 1,484
    edited January 2014

    Great news Kathec, and Jenny, what's the latest on you sistah?  Anxiously waiting!!!

    Love,

    Sharon

  • hopefour
    hopefour Member Posts: 459
    edited February 2014

    Kathec..thankful all went well for you! Yes, lots of info out there in regards to food and exercise and there role in BC.

    Jennyboog..if I have this right you go for your biopsy tomorrow. Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and know we're all with you...right in your back pocket! I know you"re a woman who wants it straight and than deals with it, not to say its easy. Know that whatever is going on we're right here to support you, while praying and hope it's nothing to be concerned with!! Please keep us posted!

  • sbelizabeth
    sbelizabeth Member Posts: 2,889
    edited February 2014

    Jenny, we're all in your pocket today.  Praying it's painless and brings reassurring news.  

  • peacestrength
    peacestrength Member Posts: 690
    edited February 2014

    Here for you, Jenny!

  • Tomboy
    Tomboy Member Posts: 3,945
    edited February 2014

    Count me in too, Jennyboog. someday, you have to 'splain your screen name, for the curious amongst us! Tell them not to hurt you, cause you'll tell everyone!

  • RosesToeses
    RosesToeses Member Posts: 721
    edited February 2014

    Kathy, so happy for your good news!

    Jenny, praying for excellent news for you, too!

  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited February 2014

    Hey everyone,  I was a little sore and sleepy yesterday, sorry I didn't post.  Everything went fine yesterday, still a bit sore and had some nausea last night but feeling much better today.  I had a follow up with MO today for report but she moved it till tomorrow so she definitely will have path report.  The surgeon told my family it was nothing, he said based on what he saw the LN looked normal, he thinks it was inflammation.  I'm happy of course but kind of wish he wouldn't have said it until the path report is done....think it gets everyone's hopes up, if that makes sense.  Thanks for walking with me during this scare, your prayers and concerns have meant so much and got me through this time. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited February 2014

    Jenny, all the same, I sincerely hope he is right.

  • sbelizabeth
    sbelizabeth Member Posts: 2,889
    edited February 2014

    Still praying.  Feel better soon.

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