ILC - The Odd One Out?

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  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Hollander, shhhh, make sure my doc doesn't hear you guys ;)

    I think your database idea is excellent. I might ask Mr. Cuteface about that. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    MsPharaoh, one more (yes, I am a bit obsessive, in case you haven't noticed).

    This is a recent study and concludes, again, that CPR may be lower in lobular, and that means patients with lobular cancer may not get short-term benefit (such as clean margins or breast-conserving surgery):

    "However, it would be an “oversimplification” to conclude that ILC simply does not respond to neoadjuvant chemotherapy, they emphasized. While most patients with ILC “are unlikely to derive substantial short-term clinical benefit” from neoadjuvant chemotherapy, they may derive modest long-term survival benefits, similar to those seen in ER-positive IDCs, they explained." Chemo in ILC

  • MsPharoah
    MsPharoah Member Posts: 1,034
    edited January 2014

    Momine, thanks for the info.  Small study but still, better than no study.  I have never regretted my decision to do chemo, however the lack of data about this type of breast cancer leaves much doubt.  But as I told my husband early on...there just isn't a good decision with this beast...we just have to make the best decision from several bad choices and move on. 

    The only other thing we can do is advocate for more research funding and be our own advocates.  When anyone tells me to stay off the internet and stop researching about breast cancer...I tell them I will stop when the medical profession makes patient education a priority.  This probably holds true with lots of chronic diseases.

    At least I can educate my grown children!

    MsP

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    MsPharaoh, welcome! and we agree. I found more studies that basically reach similar conclusions. From the dates of the studies, it does seem to be something quite a few people are looking into. 

    The study I just read the abstract of noted that clinical response was better in ILC, although CPR was worse (compared to ductal). It also noted that the low rate of CPR appeared to be clinically unimportant and that more ILC than IDC patients were still alive and healthy after 5 years.

    This fits my own case, since I had a very good clinical response (meaning after 2 chemos the tumor had halved, and after 3 we could no longer palpate the tumor and I felt so MUCH better, even with the stupid chemo SEs), but there was still live cancer after the operation. So no CPR for me either.

  • gemini4
    gemini4 Member Posts: 532
    edited January 2014

    re chemo -- I should take a closer look at the earlier posts in this thread, but does it seem that we early-stage ILC gals for the most part had low OncoType scores?

    Momine, was it you who had neo-adjuvant chemo?  I know I read somewhere on an ILC thread that it rendered someone's tumor into a Swiss cheese-like state.  It seems that would still be beneficial, no?

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Gemini, yes, I had neo-adjuvant, but I am not the "swiss cheese" poster, although I also remember that post. When we started chemo my tumor was about 5-6 CMs by 3.5 CMs. In the path report, there was 2mm (0.2CM) by 12mm (1.2CM) left, about from golfball size to a sliver of fingernail, so a very significant reduction.

    From the studies I just posted above, and from others I have read, there is nothing to indicate that chemo is less effective in ILC than in IDC, in terms of recurrence-free survival and overall survival. The only real differences seems to be in the rate of complete response, which in any case is rare.

  • gemini4
    gemini4 Member Posts: 532
    edited January 2014

    thanks for clarifying, Momine. Maybe the "Swiss cheese" poster will see this and chime in. :-)

    That was a pretty significant reduction from chemo that you had!  Since ILC is said to be slow-growing -- that's a bonus. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Yes, looking at it now, I realize it really was pretty durned significant. The thing that shocked me most was the difference in how I felt. I had been having symptoms for years, except they were all sort of vague and the kind docs chalk up to addled female brains or something. One female doc suggested depression, which is the polite version of "all in your head, dear" (although depression is also a cancer symptom). By chemo 3, with the tumor virtually gone, I started springing back to life. Haven't stopped since ;)

  • smrlvr
    smrlvr Member Posts: 422
    edited January 2014

    Momine, what symptoms did you have besides being able to feel the tumor?  I was having a vague pain in my upper back (left side) and pain running down my left arm.  I was also depressed for 6 months before diagnosis.  I thought the depression was hormonal.  I did not know that was a symptom of cancer.

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    For about 5+ year prior to finding the tumor (it was only palpable right before DX), I had mild nausea after eating in the AM, fatigue, weight gain (slow, but steady) and general malaise. I thought I had either thyroid disease or the beginning of diabetes. Got checked out several times, and they found nothing. Oddest thing is that these symptoms started on and off not long after my kid was born (she is 21). They only became persistent and bothersome later, but I do wonder how long I had that thing lurking, just based on the symptoms.

    Once the tumor shrank, I finally started feeling good the way I remembered feeling long, long before.

  • KSil
    KSil Member Posts: 56
    edited January 2014

    Momine,

    I too had pretty bad fatigue. I've suffered from fatigue since I was 30. I also thought I had thyroid issues, but apparently not. I also had what I can only describe as the trembles because I felt like I had some type of  mild trembling going on in my insides (bizarre). My old doctor did blood tests and told me my symptoms were from anxiety/depression. Anxiety...perhaps, but I don't think I had depression. I had an occasional tingly pain in my left breast, where the tumor was. After chemo I feel like I have my energy back. I haven't  had this much energy since I was in my twenties, and the trembles are gone....thought it was worth mentioning.

    Karen

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Karen, definitely worth mentioning. My onc was quite insistent on finding out how I was feeling and how I was tolerating the SEs of femara as well as after effects of treatment. On balance, I feel better than I have felt in at least 15 years or so and compared to how I felt the 5 years prior to DX I feel downright fantastic (this is factoring in all the SEs and annoyances, physical and psychological). It is a bit freaky actually.

  • georgie1112
    georgie1112 Member Posts: 282
    edited January 2014

    I also was extremely tired before my diagnosis. But I never got my energy back completely. I still am limited in my energy. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Georgie, it is early days still for you. Don't give up. Just try to do a little, tiny bit more each day. The thing that helped me the most was exercise. During treatment I walked, nothing else, and a very slow walk too sometimes. 

    I had my last chemo in December (2011), then finished rads in late February (2012) and had a hyster in late March, after which I started femara. At that point I looked like death warmed over, weighed 115 pounds and could barely walk up a flight of stairs (I had bad inflammation from the chemo and it lingered). I still felt like myself finally, if that makes sense, after really not feeling "normal" for a very long time. I started going to the gym 3X a week when I started the femara. I still go 3X a week, but I can do a lot more and a lot more easily than back then.

  • sgreenarch
    sgreenarch Member Posts: 528
    edited January 2014

    Momine, (and all), this topic of how we felt prior to dx is very interesting. I often wonder about the chicken and egg thing; that is - did the cancer cause the depression, fatigue, etc., or was cancer caused by a general malaise at that point in life? I was 49 at dx, two years post hysterectomy for a giant fibroid that was blocking my bladder. I also had some pelvic floor repairs at the same time,but kept my ovaries. The op was open abdominal (fibroid was the size of a four month fetus) and recovery was rough. I was so weary from this op that I dallied about my mammograms and skipped one year (never worried about bc anyway, no family hx, hah!) The summer that the bc was discovered was one of maximal work stress, I remember feeling such exhaustion at times that I felt I would snap. Now was that the cancer causing the exhaustion, or was my body overwhelmed and vulnerable to cancer due to overwork?  Hard to know. I hate thinking back on that time. In retrospect, I was miserable but was too deep into it to know. I've tried to learn from it in either case. I've a tendency to perfection and workaholicism. Can't seem to find the middle road once I have a project, and what seems to help most is having no projects at all! Hard to afford to quit work completely (financially) but I'm working on crafting an income from something that is less stressful. I tend to creep back to overwork, so this is a challenge. 

    Post bc, having time to cook healthy meals, exercise and rest. This is another universe of life for me.

  • smrlvr
    smrlvr Member Posts: 422
    edited January 2014

    I also gained weight the ten years prior to diagnosis. I thought is was hormonal. Interestingly enough, cancer breast, the left, was slightly bigger than the right after childbirth and nursing.  It also kept getting bigger the last few years.

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Member Posts: 2,478
    edited January 2014

    Hollander, so sorry for your progression. Thank- you for posting here. I think the more communication we have with all stages of bc, the better for all to learn, and share information. 

    Toomuch, I had the same mess with the nodes, ECE, bigger than the tumor. Yuk & Yikes 

    sgreenarch, my fibroid issues were similar, although I had my hyster 14 years before bc dx. 

    Momine, thanks to you for all your research 

    I also seemed very fatigued before dx. My lifestyle was very active & I am 58, so age does play a factor in that fact. Funny because 3 years ago, I told the mammo tech that I was having weird pain where the tumor was, but nothing horrible, just annoying. Nothing showed on the mammo then and the pain went away....years go by, now it's stage 3... Also very dense breast tissue. Is that true of most women with lobular cancer?

  • wallymama
    wallymama Member Posts: 146
    edited January 2014

    Hi, just found this thread, quite a coincidence, as I just had my last AC today. Still have four taxoteres to go though. And it's neo-adjuvant. Dx at 55yrs and 8 months. 8cm x 6cm mass has shrunk to 6cm x 3.5cm with four AC infusions. Do smoke, very occasional wine drinker, took birth control for only about five years between 18-23 years old. First child at 18, second at 24, nursed that one for 9 months. Periods started at 11, scary regular, no cramps, bloating, or PMS. Ended at about 50. Just stopped, no menopause issues at all. A mammogram and ultrasound 18 months before DX missed it and we all know it WAS there. Mother died of BC but was DX at 89 so it was most likely an age thing. BRCA negative, thank all the stars in heaven. ER+, PR+, HER- No funny symptoms at all. Just one day found this tangerine size thing there, can't call ILC a tumor, so I call it Big Ugly. Mom did not take DES.  Not feeling so hot after the AC today, so I can't remember what else you guys were listing. I'll re-read later.

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Member Posts: 2,478
    edited January 2014

    Wallymama,

    Welcome,  my last A/C was 4 months ago....oh what a relief it was to be done with that. 1/2 way through chemo....that's a milestone..

  • Trisha-Anne
    Trisha-Anne Member Posts: 2,112
    edited January 2014

    Hello all, I've been reading this thread with interest.

    My story:

    I found a lump just a couple of weeks prior to my regular mammogram.  It showed the lump clearly as well as lobular type cells in a different part of the breast. U/S showed both clearly as well.  I'd always had my mammograms every two years from the age of 40.  Core needle biopsies of both areas showed IDC as well as ILC in two separate parts of the breast.  So I hit the jackpot, having two separate primaries.  Apparently not all that common, but not rare.

    The IDC was 2cm and the ILC was almost 1cm, and as the IDC was grade 3 and HER2+ was the primary tumour that dictated treatment.

    I had my first period at 12, and always had very heavy periods and as I got older they were also very painful.  Endometriosis was dx after trying to fall pregnant. Was on Clomid for around a year (I think!).  No success in falling pregnant and due to the severity of the endo had a hx when I was 28 without ever falling pregnant.

    I'm now just over three years from dx, but around seven months ago started to get abdominal pain in the lower right. Have had U/S, CT scans that haven't shown any problems, apart from a 4mm lesion on my liver. Still undergoing testing to try to get to the bottom of the pain. Of course I'm worried that the ILC has come back to the abdominal area, but also wondering if it may be a "grumbling" appendix.  I'm having a colonoscopy next week (have had diarrhea for the past two months) and once that's done will see the onc in early March to see what his take on everything is.

    I'm on Aromasin now and it's treating me fairly gently.  I did three rounds of FEC and was supposed to do three rounds of Taxotere, but reacted badly to that and ended up only doing two rounds.

    In Australia FEC-D seems to be the standard of care for IDC and ILC.

    So - I was lucky that the mammogram and U/S showed the ILC very clearly and it was very small and only grade 1. I'm hoping that this means that the pain I have at the moment isn't because the ILC has migrated, but a more mundane finding.

    We'll also have to keep a close eye on the liver lesion in case it's more sinister.

    Great thread!

    Trish

  • Trisha-Anne
    Trisha-Anne Member Posts: 2,112
    edited January 2014

    Oh - and I forgot to add I was 53 at dx

  • karen1956
    karen1956 Member Posts: 6,503
    edited January 2014

    I must be one of the "odd one out"......I actually was feeling pretty good...no real complaints when I was Dx....I went for my annual mammo and it was the first time that I was ever called back....Prior to Dx no real health concerns or issues other than some struggles with mood disorder but functioning well...working full time (yes job was stressful but what job isn't), married, 3 kids and a husband...life was good and I was looking forward to celebrating my big 50!!!  Of course with Dx 3 months before my b'day, life changed!!!  I am one week shy of 8 years from Dx and life has not been the same since then!!!

  • Holeinone
    Holeinone Member Posts: 2,478
    edited January 2014

    Karen, 

    I look at your stats & it gives me hope, our dx are similar. I do not want to be nosy, or invade anyone privacy but do you still have that constant panic feeling that everyone has when you are first dx? You, obviously do not need to respond to my question, but I was curious. 

    I am still getting radiation & have not started Arimidex yet. 

  • georgie1112
    georgie1112 Member Posts: 282
    edited January 2014

    Momine,

    Thanks for the support. It helps!!! I made myself walk a bit longer tonight even though it was cold. I always appreciate your research, information in this and other threads.

  • Katarina
    Katarina Member Posts: 386
    edited January 2014

    Hollander wrote:

    Until my dx last year, I had no idea that 25-30% of women originally dx
    with early stage bc will end up with stage iv at some point. That's
    another very general stat, with no detail as to age, types of bc, ER+/-
    or HER2+/-, etc.

    This is interesting. Hollander, what did they say were the % for woman who were dx with Stage III originally who will end up with IV as some point? 

    Fatigue:

    I find the Fatigue factor an interesting discussion. I have always understood that this was a symptom of cancer, and in my case I remember being very exhausted way beyond normal just prior to dx. I complained about it to my GP.

    I have never gotten my energy back to pre-cancer dx levels. I am living a very different life now than I did before. Much slower and avoid all stress. My ONC says fatigue is not a symptom, that many patients feel really strong and at their best just before dx, but my Onc says a lot of things that aren't credible. 

    I'd like to know what you ladies think?  Is fatigue a significant indicator?   

    I think we can look for common themes (like we're all in our late 40s/early 50s at dx) even though statistics are missing. 

    Hugs,

    Kat

  • karen1956
    karen1956 Member Posts: 6,503
    edited January 2014

    Kat....as I noted in my post above, I was living life well and no health concerns or complaints....I was fine till I got the call back from my mammo....I was healthy and only went to the doctor once or twice a year...took almost no meds....I was the rock!!!  I worked full time and had 2 kids at home and one in college....with my youngest only being in grade 2 at the time of Dx.  

    Holeinone....No, I don't have a constant panic feeling...not sure I was panicked when first Dx but sure lots of anxiety, fear and tears!!!  I'm not the same person that I was when I first heard those dreaded words on 02/03/3006, but then again, I'm 8 years older as well.  I struggle with some late effects of chemo, like some chemo brain but then some people say its age.....who knows!!! depression is also an issue for me....But on the positive side, I work 3 days/week, cook, clean, grocery shop.....spend time with my mom and take care of her, married and still have 2 kids at home....walk every day at least 10k steps and hope to start running....I try to live life the best that I can.  Fear of recurrence...you bet that is in the back of my mind....I know that it can come back at any time!!! but it is not the first thing I think of when I wake up....I see my onc every 6 months with my next appt in March and I don't like going, because its a big reminder of what was and what can be!!!  I do get anxious around the appt....but I've quit seeing all the other docs (BS and PS...rad onc dismissed me when I was done rads and said that med onc would follow me and report to her)...I haven't been to my gyn in 3+ years or my pcp in over a year.....

    I enjoy reading this thread...thanks everyone...

  • sgreenarch
    sgreenarch Member Posts: 528
    edited January 2014

    Hi, thanks to everyone for reporting how you're all doing. I agree, that I think its good for us all to hear about all phases and stages of this disease, both so we can support each other and so that we can stay informed. I am realizing that even the best drs with the best intentions, can't always be as detail oriented as we. They are overworked, and ultimately...its not them who was/is sick. This is not to say we shouldn't listen to them, but I think that our collective detailed observations about our conditions and our histories interest us more than it does them. Perhaps we'll do some kind of survey and come up with some conclusions that will contribute to more knowledge of ILC that will surprise everyone! 

    Re fatigue prior to dx: It is so hard to tease out cause and effect. I see that many of us were dx in our late forties, early fifties. I've decided that this may be the busiest time of life! I thought I was busy when I was in grad school, or when I had infants, but that was nothing compared to this period of life. Many of us are working full time, taking care of aging parents, dealing with teenagers and or kids in their 20's who are making important life decisions, paying for college, have kids in the military, and in the middle of all this trying to stay married and healthy! Not easy, and of course we were tired! Maybe I don't speak for all of us, but perhaps a few. I don't know why, but I didn't anticipate this decade (fifties) was going to be so busy, so full of important challenges. I am not complaining, there's so much to be grateful for, but I can see how we would be stressed and exhausted during this time, and perhaps vulnerable to illness. 

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Greenarch, I hear you. The 5 years prior to DX were some of the busiest in my life, as well as challenging. My mom was going through ovarian cancer (she is well today, against all odds), my kid was going through HS, boys etc, I had enrolled in university to study Arabic (midlife crisis or something) and we had all kinds of work too. Just as kiddo had gone off to college and I had finished a big research paper, thinking it was time to breathe, I found the tumor.

  • Momine
    Momine Member Posts: 7,859
    edited January 2014

    Georgie, keep on keeping on! It really does help, even if it slow going. BTW, I do not do any great research, I am just good friends with Mr. Google ;) and have a habit of looking stuff up.

    Katarina, I am pretty sure I have seen fatigue on lists of cancer symptoms. Of course you can also get fatigued by cancer treatment and a bunch of other things. But I remember having this deep tiredness that no amount of sleep or healthy food seemed to cure.

  • Nocompromises2013
    Nocompromises2013 Member Posts: 292
    edited January 2014

    I am with Karen - I was about as fit, healthy and energized as I had ever been just prior to Dx - we have had a pretty stressful 5years pre Dx. - due to a near marriage breakdown and new business venture - (all on track again now ) But I am still convinced that too much EtOH was the main reason for my ILC .....

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