Fall 2013 Rads

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  • Lav
    Lav Member Posts: 65
    edited November 2013


    Congrats Cider8 and and Kika Im sure it must be such a relief u have enough time to recover hopefully for the holidays.


    Rainyday you shoukdnt get pink in d bank if your not receiving radiation in that area. As for starting and getting all itchy and read it happened to me the first few days and somehow Im half way thru 15/30 and no more itchiness just redness but bearable. Nipple area is sore thats for sure but i just put on aquaphor right after radiation and then again in d evening after my shower. Thank God for a long weekend where I live down with a cough and cold and feel so tired other than that kts bearable. My onc does not want me to use emu oil or anything else i dont think we even get it here where i live ive tried asking around for it. So I guess till thw doc gaves me other creams aquaphor it is.


    Have a great weekend ladies!

  • ItIsWhatItIs2013
    ItIsWhatItIs2013 Member Posts: 541
    edited November 2013

    Rainyday,

    Depending on the angle of treatment,  you can get pink and feel the same sunburn on the back....

    I learned this at my first Dr, day apt. when the nurse asked to peek at my back. Then she explained it to me. The doses I get did not affect my back. I woyld definately let the RO know and get an explanation.

    Good luck

    I have just 3 more boosts next week & then im done! The tightness/soreness inside the boobie is already feeling better. I was able to put my arm up today without much discomfort. :)

  • canuck46
    canuck46 Member Posts: 93
    edited November 2013


    Catching up - Kika2013 and Cider8 - Woohoo! Congrats! Happy Dance! Can't wait to join you gals. Cider8 Can't wait to ring the bell either. I hope you had a big victory celebration and praying the next chapter is wonderful and BC has no place in it!!!


    Rainyday13- My mantra is just keep slathering the goop on! The more often the better. So far it is helping my RO also gave me some gel patches which are very soothing.


    Hope everyone has a restful weekend so we can be radiant on Monday!!!

  • Jo6202
    Jo6202 Member Posts: 372
    edited November 2013


    LisaSP, just finished my first 5 also. No issues either. Best of luck next week.

  • rhcp66
    rhcp66 Member Posts: 14
    edited November 2013


    I've just completed my 1st week - so 5 treatments down and 28 to go. Since I'm pink already, I use cool cloths 3x/day - followed by Aloe Vera gel and Emu oil. I'm also putting some Aquaphor in between my breasts, as that area is getting a little dry.


    Just taking one day at a time and trying to take care of my skin any way I can.

  • Lynn1234
    Lynn1234 Member Posts: 169
    edited November 2013


    I have only had two radiation treatments- in July on my T9 vertabrae, which was fractured. They placed several little round stickers and put an x on them, but no tattoos. Can someone explain the reason for tattoos? Is it for a certain type of radiation therapy?


    Also, I have several lesions on my spine, tailbone and pelvis and want them all zapped yesterday! My RO said he wants to wait until after I finish with Herceptin before any more radiation treatments, which will be another 8 months....he said that he won't schedule a scan, but said I should call him if something starts to hurt. . He seems pretty laid back. I don't think I'll have to wait 8 months, my MO will hopefully schedule a bone scan way before then, but does anyone know why the RO wants to wait so long? I want these lesions gone already!

  • JeriGrace
    JeriGrace Member Posts: 128
    edited November 2013


    Finished my first 4 tx this week without too many problems. My RO prescribed Topicort with a layer of Vanicream over the top. Anybody familiar with this combination? He also said to just keep cornstarch on all through the day.


    Lynn, they explained the tattoos to me as how they line up the lasers and make sure they are in the right place for the rads.


    I want to second the nomination for Roar by Katy Perry. That song is in my head all the time!


    Cider, I am so happy that you are finished! You have been through way more than most of us and have kept up the fight in such a positive way. PM me if you ever feel like meeting up in STL.


    Enjoy the weekend and the extra hour of sleep!

  • L2girl
    L2girl Member Posts: 113
    edited November 2013


    hi all,


    Just checking in again. I've been so busy, took awhile to catch up on everyone's posts.


    I finished my rads on the right breast ( 25 plus 5 targeted boosts) this week. My skin held up beautifully. ( a couple weeks ago my RO said he'd give it an A -minus). After the first 25 the redness turned tan. I had a very sore nipple most of the time, and tenderness/swelling inside the breast, but skin is good except for the terrible nipple itching!! I just keep slathering on the aquaphor. Of course, then my skin sticks to the sports bra. The past couple days the itching is getting better. I guess the nipple area is just peeling. One funny thing I did not expect is how strange the breast would look. Like I said, the skin turned tan, actually a dark brown, especially around the outside of the areole, but the nipple/ areole area is bright pink. So, it looks quite different, but I think it will eventually peel and turn back to the usual transparent pale white.


    Anyway, I still have 18 rads left to go on the left breast. Hopefully it will fare the same. Also, except for one really bad week of fatigue and being really emotional, I have been feeling especially good. People cannot believe how positive and upbeat I am. I guess I really am feeling radiant! (Love that term!)


    I hope you will all do well with your treatments, too. Stay positive. You can do it! You will beat this!


    Happy weekend. :)

  • cakes
    cakes Member Posts: 157
    edited November 2013


    Welcome sarigal55 - you are in the BEST of company.


    L2girl - Your description of your radiant booby sounds exactly like mine. I did experience fatigue and that is finally fading. You are so positive and uplifting. What a gem you are.

  • CarlaK
    CarlaK Member Posts: 158
    edited November 2013


    Rainyday-I'm all broke out on my back too, and it's obvious it's from the radiation because it's only on the cancer side. It took longer to show up than the rash/redness on my chest. My RO never said anything about this so I'll have to show him this week. Now I have to recruit my hubby to put cream on my back because I can't reach :)


    11 more to go for me, anxious to be finished. The fatigue definitely has gone up a notch this past week and I don't have time for such nonsense. Looking forward to my extra sleep hour tonight!

  • JanerT
    JanerT Member Posts: 8
    edited November 2013


    I have been reading eveyones posts and I am very anxious. I had my "cast" made last week and start radiation later this week. I have very fair skin and chronic hives which have flared up, so not looking forward to more itching. I think I am still in the "is this real" stage. I really appreciate reading the posts and everyone's advise. I suspect I will be asking questions soon. Thanks to all the ladies who post their experiences, it helps.

  • denilynne
    denilynne Member Posts: 102
    edited November 2013

    Dear JanerT, i am still in that stage too. I don't know if I'll ever get out of it. I think that I am going to try to see someone Pysch/Onc Dept on Monday. I am miserable to be around. I am so sad, depressed, grumpy and extremely anxious. My poor husband, I am taking it out on him. he doesn't deserve it.

    As for radiation. On Friday, I finished my first week. That machine is so dehumanizing, I hate it. So far, so good on my skin, it's just flushed a tad. I am getting whole breast radiation.

    Has anyone else felt like this?

  • TwoHobbies
    TwoHobbies Member Posts: 2,118
    edited November 2013


    I'm 8 days post rads and starting to improve. Redness is turning to pink and sore peeling spots under arms and breast is way better. I ran out of Aquaphor so I'm using coconut oil the last few days. It's also not so pleasing consistency but I'm afraid to use any lotions yet.


    Such a cute grandbaby. I'm sure that brings joy to you.


    Cider congrats on being finished and able to get home.


    flaviarose I had read about a study in mice looking at restricting feeding times so I'm interested it's helping you and makes a lot of sense. I'm totally into thinking about how humans would have eaten for most of our existence and certainly snacking every few hours was probably not the model. We have so much to learn about nutrition and diet.


    Laughed at the addition to the playlist. This girl certainly is on fire!

  • Creck
    Creck Member Posts: 7
    edited November 2013


    JeriGrace I have the same combination of Topicort/vanicream at night and cornstarch during the day, I'm also being treated in STL at siteman, is that where you go? I finished rads Monday and my skin held up pretty well, just really red and I have one spot that itches a lot but no blisters or peeling skin.

  • ItIsWhatItIs2013
    ItIsWhatItIs2013 Member Posts: 541
    edited November 2013

    Denilynn.... 

    I went through chemo & now almost done with rads... chemo was much harder physically,  while rads had/has been much harder emotionally.  Dont beat yourself up! I've heard the same from others as well.... the good news is... we will make it through! And our families will too! Good luck

    Lorrie.... only 3 more boosts & you can stick a fork in me, cuz ill be DONE!

  • Lav
    Lav Member Posts: 65
    edited November 2013


    Im sorry you had to join us on this forum. Its barely 3 months since I was in your place Denyline and Janet T. Please dont worry you will find alot of help and support in this forum.


    Trust me if you both are doing rads then its not that bad. My allergy level is very high Janet and I actually have to take a pill everyday for it and yet im half way thru and its not so bad just keep aoolying whatever creams your docs give you and you should be fine. Offcourse everyone has different reactions but just the same keeping your spirits high and staying positive and you can overcome everything. Wishing you both the best of luck and with time everything will be fine. Hugs n best wishes.

  • JeriGrace
    JeriGrace Member Posts: 128
    edited November 2013


    Creck, I am at Siteman but go to BJWestCounty location for my treatments. Sounds like we all must get the same hand out about skin care. I'm glad to hear it worked pretty well for you. Congratulations on finishing!


    TwoHobbies, so happy to hear that you're all done with rads. What's next for you?

  • Otterlike
    Otterlike Member Posts: 15
    edited November 2013


    Gracers55 - I know what you mean about the positivity. I think I told someone to stuff it, the first time someone told me that. I think it's okay to get mad and frustrated and negative. And it's okay to get hopeful and joyful and positive as well. I think we're often taught that we have to stay positive "or else"... You're going through some tough shit, especially with the chemo AND the rads at the same time?? I think we need to be exactly where we're at and that's okay. I think stuffing the anxiety and negativity is possibly how I got to where I am today (with a dx!!). Healthy experiencing and expression of "shadow" sides of emotions is needed! Get that shit out of there, don't hold it in! I think that's more the key to survival! Sometimes I'm bursting with positivity and excitement in my life even with what I'm going through and sometimes I want to scream and shout and curse and damn nature and humans and whatever. It's okay to have moments of weakness and doubt, of strength and hope. We're human, we're masters at that sort of up and down stuff!! :)

  • Otterlike
    Otterlike Member Posts: 15
    edited November 2013


    Finished Week Two. I love my team, they are funny, witty, quick and efficient. I love my Rad Onc. I bring him funny questions my friends and husband want to ask, like "Can you bake a potato with the dose I'm getting?", "Does my dose equal to any period of time out in the sun?", "Why is the human body so poorly designed?". He's totally game. Their four machines are named after major parks in CA (Tahoe, Sierra, Yosemite and.... can't remember 4th). My machine is Yosemite and I always give it a pat every day. It's total Star Trek awesome to me watching it rotate around. The drive down is wearing on me a bit, having appointments after sucks too. Work, Rads, Some Other Appointment.... long days. I had skin redness, breast swelling and tenderness on Day One, which has persisted, and now the side under armpit is starting to get red. Dizziness and nausea first couple of days, but that went away although last two days of Week Two, have noticed that coming back? Maybe? Could have been the ton of Halloween candy I ate Thursday. Will see if it persists next week. I've been using a stick of lavender balm. Sort of like a giant lip balm tube. Just rubbing it over the reddening areas. Plus Emu oil and the stuff my Chinese doctor recommended. I dunno. The whole process of having cancer is just so stupid and awful and often just seems so... normal. Life goes on. On to the next thing. I have two cousins that, strangely enough, are also diagnosed (we were all dx within three months of each other). I'm the only one who didn't need chemo. We'll all be on Tamoxifen and it's strange, because I'd rather be on chemo than take that for the next 5 to 10 years.... Bah. Cancer is stupid. Okay, sorry, enough rambling.

  • Bounce
    Bounce Member Posts: 574
    edited November 2013


    Otterlike - I start rads tomorrow and now I have to know - won't eat or sleep till you give me the answers!


    Can you bake a potato with the dose you are getting? and


    Does your dose equal to any period of time out in the sun?


    About Tamoxifen - I was preparing a list of questions that was already over 2 pages (typed) long to ask my MO about Tamoxifen.


    However, she saw me one day after I had seen the RO and she suggested that I start Tam straight away and not wait until after rads. I didn't have my list of questions with me.


    To cut a long story short (I am stopping the Tam for during rads due to personal choice not necessity) I discovered that I feel good taking the Tamoxifen. I feel as though I am looking after my body and especially as if I am doing something to protect my breasts from harm.


    The side effects after taking it for 2 weeks were OK though I know I would need to be on it longer to really tell and to see if any of the biggies showed up (uterine problems etc). Exercise helped the mood issues.


    All I am saying is that just as you are sailing through rads with a great attitude sometimes not over thinking Tamoxifen can also be helpful. I am so glad I didn't go through the two page list with the doc.


    That said - I am rather nervous of starting rads tomorrow. While MsP and you other lovely ladies have been so reassuring I find myself reacting to things in a very emotional way sometimes unexpectedly.


    Hope I keep my composure tomorrow. And yes - I am going to say it - I'll have to dust off my big girl panties for the occasion. Haven't had to use them for awhile.


    Now quick - tell me about the potato!

  • TwoHobbies
    TwoHobbies Member Posts: 2,118
    edited November 2013

    JeriGrace, I get "shot" into menopause on Tuesday and then I'll start Anastrzole.  So excited...

    Otterlike I guess I can understand you wanting to be done with treatment and not continue for years, but you really don't want chemo.  Trust me!  My friend who is triple negative feels unprotected not taking anything afterward, so that's the other side.  And of course many have to do chemo and tamoxifen. So in the great scheme of things, its not so bad...Plus don't worry about tamoxifen side effects because you may have very few. 

  • Imamom
    Imamom Member Posts: 21
    edited November 2013


    bounce, I would love if you shared some of your tamoxifen questions. I am going to start tamoxifen after rads and will be meeting with my oncologist... I know I should be putting a list together, but I can't wrap my head around it...

  • Bounce
    Bounce Member Posts: 574
    edited November 2013


    Imamom - I really don't want to look at the awful list. I took Tamoxifen for 15 days before stopping as I start rads tomorrow and wanted to be off it - although both MO and RO say its fine to be on it while doing rads.


    I intend starting T again 2 weeks after rads finish if everything is OK and no bad skin reactions as per MO's instructions.


    I found the week before my period my PMS was slightly more but exercise helped. Anything else seemed very manageable.


    At first I was having trouble sleeping - then I figured that was because if something woke me I would immediately start stressing about T and not go back to sleep. Decided I could wait until the morning to stress and went back to sleep.


    So what I am saying is stress less, feel protected and good - and it will be easier to deal with T. Lots of people take it without major side effects.

  • Teachersbc123
    Teachersbc123 Member Posts: 34
    edited November 2013


    I am done, done, done! It is more of a mental release than physical. I now say I HAD breast cancer. My best advice...surround yourself with family and friends who can support you both physically and emotionally. When you are tired, rest. Hydrate both externally and internally. And know there is a final day of treatment that needs to be celebrated! God bless! And as for the Alicia Keys song...I have changed the chorus to...This boob is on fire!

  • Jo6202
    Jo6202 Member Posts: 372
    edited November 2013


    Teachersbc1-Congratulations! You are free! Enjoy!

  • bikergirl
    bikergirl Member Posts: 112
    edited November 2013


    Annie54-


    Congrats to you!!! Yay!!! Thanks for the encouragement. I think after chemo, rads is definitely doable. I have completed 9/34-the last 8 will be boosts.

  • ItIsWhatItIs2013
    ItIsWhatItIs2013 Member Posts: 541
    edited November 2013


    haha..


    This morning I came downstairs belting out "this boob is on fire"... my hubby started singing along "her boob is on fire"

  • FierceBluebird
    FierceBluebird Member Posts: 758
    edited November 2013


    Congrats to everyone who is finished!


    To those just joining us, I'm sorry you are here, but this is a good place to come for questions. Many people find radiation very disconcerting and overwhelming at times. I cried the first week. Holding positions can be tough and I still find I get anxious. But we will get through it!


    Have a glowing Monday!

  • Otterlike
    Otterlike Member Posts: 15
    edited November 2013


    @Bounce - He said the beams don't generate enough "heat" really to actually bake anything, even boil water. Different sort of energy, I guess. The sun thing is also UV and different as well, so he was going to think about that one, but said it didn't really equate in the same way. The question my husband had "Why is the human body so poorly designed?", my doctor said he was actually going to bring this to his colleagues and see if they could come up with a "good answer".


    Good point about the Tamoxifen, to not read into it ahead of time. I have read good things as well, that people lose weight, feel better than they did before, etc. Both sides. The one big thing is that I cannot take my Wellbutrin, which I was taking for libido and sexual function, and a side effect that it did help my mood. So, sighing about that. But I stopped a few months ago, to give myself time to titrate off and thus far, seems okay.


    You can't feel the beams while it's happening and really, it's only on for a few seconds to maybe 15 seconds per shot. I have three beams on the top side, and two underside. Most of you being on that table will be the adjustments made by your team to put you into place each time. The staying totally still isn't that bad either. I think it's a total of 10-15 minutes, if that, with a couple of minutes of being alone with the machine. My team is totally professional about it and very quick and efficient. They can see you and hear you the whole time and you can speak to them if needed.


    I pretend I'm in a futuristic medical pod, especially when it starts rotating around me, and imagine that like in Star Trek, it's just easily zapping the disease away.


    Don't worry about reacting emotionally! You have cancer; cry, laugh, curse, whatever you need in the moment.


    I won't say good luck tomorrow, because really it's not about luck, is it!! Just focus on whatever you need to get you through it and know it might even get pretty "normal" to be going there. I dare say, I might even miss my team afterwards! Hugs! And feel free to PM (private message) me, if you like!

  • Bounce
    Bounce Member Posts: 574
    edited November 2013


    Otterlike - Thanks. How amazing was it to wake up on my first rads day to your post. Fantastic. What a website. What a group of ladies!


    Hugs to all.

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