STFU (Shut the F*** UP)

U got is good Sas.

And yes Chevy very similiar and u know I can't type without a 1,000 mistakes so don't pick on every little word anyway I just heard that word on TV and thought oh that's an old one not used often and since I'm old I thought I'd use it.

GMA, last I heard from Fuzzy as you know her Mom died, she was also working on breast news that sounded not so good, she hasn't posted since then, I sent her some Jeff Dunham, she left a thank you on my recorder--UGH I missed the call--napping.

Edit left messages on her recorder, but my guess is she's cocooning.

Esther, you should start to have better sleep soon, Xanax is a good drug, but must be used carefully, how much are you going to take. Is it just for sleep? Is Trazodone still in the soup? Why can't you pick PCP at a multi doc office? MY place has seven docs, we choose who we wamt.

Tig just finished:)

Cami look on pg 132 see what I can update on you?

Sas update looks good now.

I am doing well from the swap. Called and asked if I can get the drains out today and they said yes so I should have a great weekend. Had an anesthesiologist that I will never have again, he walked in before surgery with several days of stubble and it wasnt like he could pass for Don Johnson or anything. At first I thought he was coming in to clean the room. When I woke up I had a 2 inch scrape on the gumline and my throat hurt like hell. Took me a day and half to feel somewhat normal . When i had my bmx I didnt evenfeel like I had any anesthesia. Definitely going to warn the PS about this moron. From what I can tell the PS did a good job of fixing the extra skin issues from the first surgery so I am happy.

Tigger, Appearances can mean so much. He certainly didn't engender confidence and then to have trouble, makes you wonder. Besides PS, drop a note to any one of the following Chief/director of anesthesia, chief of surgery, chief/executive medical director of hospital. Otherwise, CONGRATULATIONS another milestone out of the way!

Veggy.....excuse my lapse of memory........what results.......can't remember shit......horrible........although sometimes being able to forget is good.....but not in your case....refresh me Sweetie....

Pet scan



I just called the oncologist's office. I hate... Press six for your doctor, press two for test results, press three for the fun of it. We will call you back when we feel like it.



Now I'm sitting on pins and needles. I might pass out when the phone rings.

Thanks Veg.......good thoughts and prayers for you.......let us know when you hear.......horrible they keep you waiting......is there any way you can bypass the bullshit by pressing 0........I know sometimes it works.........it did for me when my husband had his Pancreatic cancer......once I got to the person after I presses 0, I assured her I knew it was not her fault, and then let loose.........



After that when I talked to the Dr I told him......"this is your rule, and you pass it off to the office staff to tell us".........."I don't care how busy you are or how many patients you have, we deserved to be treated fairly, and not kept waiting"............"walk in my shoes waiting for just 1 test result, and maybe you will be a little more compassionate"..........."it is our life, our result and our sanity, we deserved to be treated with respect, and not like cattle"........never waited again.....my husband's disease was mine too......I was his advocate when he could not be......of course he died, but not without a huge battle.....and I earned the respect he deserved.../p>

GMA, sleep glorious sleep, It will be interesting to see what kind of changes occur the farther you're away from the drugs:)

Veggy BREATHE, Ativan sounds good.

Jan gotter done:)

Veggy I'm sorry u feel so upset. They'll call back and tell us right away.

It's about 25 minutes from my place.

Trying to breathe and keep calm.

I think I'll start dinner next to give me something to do.

Veggy Call and ask if you can pick it up, you never need to wait , you just need a photo ID and sign a release form. There are those that don't want to pick them up.....It's an idividual thing.

I was able to get stuff faxed from PCP and MO's office. Hospitals won't fax. Don't know if PCP/MO's offices have changed. Hippa gets tighter and tighter each year. WE used to xerox and hand them to patients, then it changed. The key though is we have a right to our own medical records. The facility has the right to charge if they care to.

Its after 4 and I have heard nothing.

sick'em veggy