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  • Lily55
    Lily55 Member Posts: 3,534
    edited April 2013

    So jealous ive forgotten what a long sleep is like......

  • dogeyed
    dogeyed Member Posts: 884
    edited April 2013

    LILY, well, it didn't last long.  Here I am, almost 2 a.m., and I cannot go to sleep, didn't even try, just came online when husband was leaning back to sleep.  I'll tell you what enough sleep feels like if you don't have a nightmare or a medicine overload, and that's refreshed, good energy, happy about not being up all night, and the darker thoughts are gone.  It becomes hard to keep up pleasantries when yourself doesn't sleep enough.  I hope you get a few nights relief now and then.  And I enjoy your posts, by the way, and your Avatar.  Always, GG

  • Lily55
    Lily55 Member Posts: 3,534
    edited April 2013

    Oh no so sorry - i am on a down spiral not eating properly, not taking any meds and feel like i am on way ou, just so worn out all the time.....fell over today and now cant walk properly......feel miserable today......

  • Wren44
    Wren44 Member Posts: 8,585
    edited April 2013

    Lily, I'm so sorry you're feeling so down and miserable. Are you taking any kind of antidepressant? Once you're in a hole, you sometimes need a boost to get out (said from experience). When do you see your MO again? I like your avatar also. Is that your cat? (((((HUGS)))))

  • dunesleeper
    dunesleeper Member Posts: 2,060
    edited April 2013

    I had a nice hike today, after which we went to a nearby restaurant for brunch.

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited April 2013

    Hi Dunes, looks like you had a great day for your hike!  How many miles did you walk?  I definitely need to get back to walking.  Haven't seriously done it since I had a nasty case of sciatica due to a herniated disk last summer.  Seeing your picture has stirred the urge to get back to it.  Thanks for posting.

  • dogeyed
    dogeyed Member Posts: 884
    edited April 2013

    I agree, KATH, I need to get walking again, we have a nice property, and it would be a coup for me to just do that.  LILY, oh gosh, dear one, when we get closer to the weekend, surely you could just figure out what pills you want to keep, which ones help you sleep, which ones help any pain you have.  When you stop your meds, you get twice the whammy as no sleep.  You can go a little crazy in the head, hallucination-type seeing, nothing is worthwhile, and until you can squeeze in a little rest, you'll be stuck.  I don't know why I finally went to sleep yesterday, altho I did do some stretching and drank about an inch of wine, helped me finally relax.  And sleep was fairly late, 7pm, so when I woke at 4am, I felt normal again.  WHEW.  I know it IS the new meds keeping me awake too long, so 1/2 twice a day, last one mid-afternoon, should do it.  I wish you the same, just rocking off in that boat of dreams, or a quote from an Atlantic Magazine editor ages ago, "Rocking over the dream's tidy waves, we sway in the lee world all night."  Always, GG

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited April 2013

    Just found out my 2nd sister now has joined the club... I hate what I started - this makes my 2 older sisters and I all have gotten breast cancer within 2 years of eachother... She is not only estrogen+ -  she is hers2+ also - they told her a year of chemo.. She has surgery wedsnesday.

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited April 2013

    Prayers and ((((HUGS)))) Gma for you and your sisters.  

  • chabba
    chabba Member Posts: 5,065
    edited April 2013

    My thoughts and prayers are with you as always Gma and now with your sisters too.  (((HUGS)))

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2013

    GMA -(((((hugs!)))))

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited April 2013

    We have been emailing all morning - looks like IDC stage 1 (from biopsy), ER/PR+ HERs2+  Having surgery wednesday and chemo right after then radiation.  She has decided not to do the BRCA test after discussing the issues with her daughter - she sent me the class video she went to and why she decided not to do it.  When I was a teen this sister stopped me from suicide - I love her so much... 

  • savgigi
    savgigi Member Posts: 376
    edited April 2013

    GMA - hugs to you and your sisters.

  • Wren44
    Wren44 Member Posts: 8,585
    edited April 2013

    GMA, hugs and healing light all round.

  • crog234
    crog234 Member Posts: 801
    edited April 2013

    ((((GMA)))). Hugs for you and your sisters....



    Cindy

  • Lily55
    Lily55 Member Posts: 3,534
    edited April 2013

    Hugs GMA .....xxx sending you some feel good sunshine

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited April 2013

    Not quite a ray of sunshine but a ray of sunset?? 

    sunset

  • chabba
    chabba Member Posts: 5,065
    edited April 2013
  • dunesleeper
    dunesleeper Member Posts: 2,060
    edited April 2013

    Esther, I'm sorry your sister has joined the club. I will pray that all goes well. Please keep us updated.

    The picture is lovely.

    Oh, that particular walk is 3.5 miles. We do it in about 40 minutes.

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited April 2013

    Gma, beautiful sunset.

    Dunes, great time for that walk!

  • dogeyed
    dogeyed Member Posts: 884
    edited April 2013

    Sign of a Believer, gmFOLEY.  Hearts and hugs for your sisters and of course you.  gg

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited April 2013

    We have a pal about to pop! LOL  She is waiting for more peanuts Wink Yes Mama with twins:

    prego mamma deer

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited April 2013

    No wonder she wants more peanuts, eating for three!

  • chabba
    chabba Member Posts: 5,065
    edited April 2013

    She isn't nearly as large as ours get when they are ready to drop twins.  But I do think we have a different variety judging by the tail.

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited May 2013

    Problem is she isn't ready yet she still has at least another month or 2 LOL.

  • Lily55
    Lily55 Member Posts: 3,534
    edited May 2013

    Off my meds and had seven hours unbroken sleep with dreams, first time in a year........now i know it is the meds, so what to do?

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited May 2013

    Good morning May 2013

    first may sunrise

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited May 2013

    GMA, an absolutely beautiful picture.  A calmness came over me when I saw it.  Thank you so much for sharing!

  • GmaFoley
    GmaFoley Member Posts: 7,091
    edited May 2013

    Thank you Kathindc - I will stay here for you and others - to give you a moment of peace - I feel a need to keep them coming for you all.

  • chabba
    chabba Member Posts: 5,065
    edited May 2013

    Thank you Gma, we appreciate our daily "fix" of peace.

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