pray for cancer patients in my country syria

dear cancer patient in my country ,so courageous and graceful,dont you worry because your available medication list is shrinking as every thing beautiful in our life, some drugs are not allowed into syria( may be chemotherapy is mistaken for another kind of chemo), some drugs are not easily  provided because sanctions imposed on centra bank delay payments , not to mention many other reasons that you can do nothing about. you dont have to think because  others all over the world think for you ,they know what s best even though strangely you may not see it now, your battle for life isnt their priority right now, they re busy deciding wehther or not allowing more weapons into your neighbourhood sleep tight my courageous countryman,every tiny decision is taken from you, look up to the sky and pray for mercy such word no longer exists in here.

sweet soul i know and beieve in gods unconditionnal love, there is so much love that defies death ,so cruel and random,

but anger is eating me up, anger of helplessness, angry to come across people with cancer who have to move from place  to place,to worry for their medication, they fight for their lives in such dignity and complete surrender to god s will, a breast cancer mom who lost her son and hide the tears in her eyes ,she has no hate in her heart but she fears for her other children and wants to get well for them, death is just been used to justify more deaths . i believe that we were created by god as an act of love ,our lord defeated death by his own death ,he never killed or justified killing .

 i pray for the end of this pain, i pray for u sweet soul and for every cancer patient here. bless u.

beloved cancer patient in my country ,your heart is broken with agony ,your head is high in pride, you pay the highest price of us all .the price of human conscience in coma , history was born in this land , ancient as first civilization of mankind , you will never kneel ,you  ve once received refugees from all over the area, you honored them  ,their patients were treated and yet , when you needed help , no one received you at least not without trying to take your dignity , be patient cancer patient in my country ,million dollars are flying in your name , you get nothing. the world is the same ,the lies are more sophisticated , the interests have somewhat changed from oil to gas to..., the weapons are* more clever*,but human life is still the cheapest . god , only u would  know what is really going on ,who is playing with our lives ,you hear the agony of mothers .in the country, you choose to spread the word of your son, we were born and here we will die.