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  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Loneskier, enjoy your last treatment, knowing you dont have to come back! Now you can start going to Happy Hour after work, lol. It is quite an accomplishment to finish, CONGRATULATIONS!



    Lifeonitsside, Any news? Hope you are ok.



    Sachar, never thought I would say this to anyone, but glad for your nurple. I woild be willing to trade one hot flash for one chill, if you want. For some reason the last two evenings have been very sweaty. Cant be the hair making me hot.....

  • schoolmom
    schoolmom Member Posts: 458
    edited January 2013

    First day of rads today.  Wish me luck!  I am going to use Aloe force, 100% Aloe.  The tech said no need to use anything but I could use the aloe.  She said they will give me aquaphor in a couple of weeks when I need it.  I say go proactive!  Check in later.

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited January 2013

    Loneskier- Congratulations on being done!  It feels so good right?

    Thanks everyone for my congratulations...  Now what do I do with myself?  I almost don't know how to act.  Over the weekend I had one small area underneath a sticker open up.  I had to take the sticker off.  The technicians were understanding about this when I had my last treatment.  Besides they had this red raw area there to guide them now.  So my skin held up until the very end.  They sent me home yesterday with the silvadene cream, but at least now it can begin to heal!  My clavicle area is already looking better since they haven't touched it during my boosts.

    Lifeonitsside- I hope everything is alright.  Let us know what they find out about you.

    I was nauseous off and on throughout radiation.  And like allurbaddays said I'm not sure if its the rads or the tamo that's doing it since I started both at the same time.  I lost a few more pounds while on radiation due to this, but seem to be holding steady now.

    Good luck Schoolmom!  I'm sure you'll do fine!

  • cider8
    cider8 Member Posts: 832
    edited January 2013

    Lifeonitsside, I hope you are OK.



  • ridergirl
    ridergirl Member Posts: 443
    edited January 2013

    Lifeonitsside any news? Hope you are ok.

    Schoolmom I was also told no neeed to use anything for the skin, I am only scheduled for 5 sessions as it`s for bones and not breast, so not sure if thats why, but I sort of feel like I want to be pro-active too.

    Cowpower I haven't started rads yet but did have first Taxol infusion last Fri, had 2 AC and 3 FAC before that, and I have enough hot flashes for 10 of us :-) So I`ll trade too if anyone`s interested.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Loneskier, congrats!!! Woot woot!!!!

    Lifeonitside, are you okay? I am sure that is scary. Hopefully you are better and home resting!

    Cowpower, lol @ nurple! With my short tamo trip I also had chills vs hot flashes, just in the evening. Okay, color me weird, hee hee.

    Schoolmom, you will love the aloe force. :-) Have a good first day!

    24/25. Hoooorah! One more all over zap, and on to boosts. Strange what we begin to look forward to.

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited January 2013

    LifeOnSide, O_o  I truly hope you are ok. It SUCKS that you were in ER last night.

    Congrats Loneskier! Swoosh over that finish line!

    Good luck today, schoolmom! you'll be great.

  • JenniferW
    JenniferW Member Posts: 29
    edited January 2013

    Congrats to all who have finished recently!  I'm so excited for you!  Two more regular zaps and five boosts to go for me!  I can hardly stand it I'm so excited!  I am nervous about the boosts as I've told you all the position they have me in is weird.  I'm hoping my big fat arms and wonky shoulders can do it.  I'm going to have acupuncture again today to hopefully get me through it.  Just hearing all of your stories and how everyone has been so brave has given me the "boost" (pun intended) I need to get through this last week.  You are all inspirational and I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate you all.  I read everything, but don't post a ton.  But please know that I'm cheering you all along!

    Jenn

  • fgm
    fgm Member Posts: 831
    edited January 2013

    Loneskier-Congratulations to you!!! I'll do the happy dance for you, too.

    Schoolmom-good luck today.  

    Lifeonitsside-Did you find out what is causing the palpitations and shortness of breath?  Hope you're okay.

  • Katharine2411
    Katharine2411 Member Posts: 48
    edited January 2013

    Well I had my first radiation today. I got really short of breath during the procedure, but the nurses told me that I was most likely nervous and having an anxiety attack. Maybe. Haven't had one in years. We'll see how tomorrow goes!

  • Energy_isme
    Energy_isme Member Posts: 14
    edited January 2013

    Hi QueenKong,



    Saskatoon is a city in Saskatchewan, Canada. Thank you so much for your words of support. I should be starting my rads the week of Feb.18, 2013 a dyes, it would be great to support one another on this journey. My hair is slowly starting to come back in but I only finished my chemo 12 days ago. I had six treatments and the last three were Taxotere. They were not pleasant and my first treatment with Tax I had burns on my hands and feet so they cut back my dose by 25% and iced my hands and feet for the next two. I have a lot of chest pain and don't know if this is normal but I am also short of breath so I think this will all pass with time.



    How are you feeling?

  • Lifeonitsside
    Lifeonitsside Member Posts: 250
    edited January 2013

    I'm doing better today. Still don't know what caused it but the cardiologist does think it's radiation-related. Got some meds that helped a great deal. The thing that sucks is they want me to stay one more night for observation so... I'm stuck one more night.

  • Loneskier
    Loneskier Member Posts: 44
    edited January 2013

    Thanks everyone for your well wishes.  I held up very well during the whole process.  I am already starting to heal.  I can't wait for the tiredness to go away.  I do have to go back in a month for a followup. 

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Katharine, tomorrow should be easier and faster. I know the first time is emotional, I had a few tears. Now I sing songs in my head or memorized verses. Seems like I am in and out in less than 5 minutes.

    Lifeonitside, so glad to hear from you! I know hospital stays arent pleasant but I am glad they are being cautious.

    Loneskier, glad you are quickly healing and that you can get on with life. :)

    Let's all dance in the rain!

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited January 2013

    Lifeonitsside- Glad you are feeling better.  Hopefully it was just a one time thing, but staying one more day in the hospital is probably a good thing.  Not fun, but good!

    Shachar- You don't have much longer to go right?  Are you on the boosts yet?  Those seemed easier on my body than the regular treatments.

    Katharine- Hopefully the next treatment will go smoother with no shortness of breath.

    Energy isme- I had taxotere also and it was horrible.  It really did a number on my muscles.  Made it impossible to exercise for about a month after the last treatment, but around the 5th week to 6th week out it was so much better.  I know that seems like such a long time, but looking back on it now doesn't seem so long.  I feel like I'm pretty much back to where I was before.  I haven't done some of my high cardio exercise for fear that the radiation had made me more tired than I was thinking, but I'm thinking I may try it next week.  I feel good.

    Cowpower- so the LE gets better the more weeks you get away from radiation?  Something to look forward to...so approx. how many weeks did you notice you weren't having as much of a problem?  Having to wear those sleeves for the rest of my life really isn't appealing to me.  I understand that I will have to wear it when I get on a plane, but I'd rather not have to deal with it otherwise. 

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    25/25 done! Yay for me! Doc agreed that I am toasty and he is happy with the results. Tomorrow I begin 1/8 boosts. So thrilled to have the worst behind me and the recurrence is GONE!

    I feel like dancing and swinging from the chandaleer.....with one arm, of course.

    I go in a little later than normal tomorrow so they can make my lead template.

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited January 2013

    lifeonitsside, aw poopers that you had to stay. Are you out today? Glad the meeds helped!

    Congratulations, Shachar! Isn't it amazing how we can all read of one another's successes and get big ole shit eating grins on our faces though we have never met?

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Thanks, Allur! Yes, I have cheered on here with everyone and shared the low moments. I am so thankful for all who have shared.

    I will celebrate this accomplishment with.....a nap!

  • Waitingforthenextstep
    Waitingforthenextstep Member Posts: 251
    edited January 2013

    Anyone from NYC?  Is anyone being treated for RT at Sloan?  I have read they have alternate protocols and options to the traditional 5-6 week regimens.  Hope to hear from you. 

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Shachar-  Congratulations-  I feel like a proud parent. On to the boosts, my toasty friend! They should go fast- they only take a couple seconds  per treatment, too, not that that will free up your schedule much.....

    Sonson,  I noticed improvement as soon as my skin healed, although I still swell a bit if I vacuum or something like that.  My pt says that we will learn the parameters of how long I can go without the sleeve and learn to adjust accordingly.  I sure hope so, because this sucker will be miserable come Summer.

    Lifeonitsside, where are you?  Do you need the breakout team to help you escape?  Hope you are doing well and have been set free.

  • Mother4Life
    Mother4Life Member Posts: 40
    edited January 2013

    2/3. Of the way done now.. Today was #20 of 30.. Only two more weeks.. So excited. Side effects are still bugging me.. But I can now see the light at the end of tunnel... Count the days.

    Go a silly question... What is the difference between normal radiation and last 5 treatment were they give you boost... Is just a strong dose? Just trying to figure out what to expect.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Thanks cowpower! It feels so good to be past the regular treatments! I am taking in donuts again to celebrate. Did you and sonson develop le before or after rads? They removed all of my lymph nodes in may but no le yet. Wondering if I should expect it?

    Mother4life, the boosts are to just a small area, usually along the incision for mastectomy or the tumor site for lumpectomy. They said the doc will come in and draw a circle in my breast and they will make a lead shield for me from that. Then one 30 second zap a day to the circle. No pits, underboobs, or upper chest so they can heal up. Yippee!!! So last week should be the end of your torture. :) have you healed up where you were raw?

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Shachar, My le started about 3 weeks in- about halfway if you dont count boosts, so I will cross my fingers that you are home free for now. If you feel your arm getting heavy or see it looking swollen, I would ask for an LE specialist referral to get it under control quickly. Hopefully you wont need to because while the problem is the arm, its a royal pain in the ass!

  • Mother4Life
    Mother4Life Member Posts: 40
    edited January 2013

    Shachar, thanks for the heads up.. So I guess it is one more week of this raw red nasty skin on my breast... Booster does not sound that bad. The last week is boosters treatment. I can see the light at the end of tunel... This battle (not including taking tamoxifin for next 5 years) is almost over. I won the battle! 

  • Lifeonitsside
    Lifeonitsside Member Posts: 250
    edited January 2013

    No, I don't need to be broken out. They released me this morning and then I actually went to work. They didn't really find anything wrong. The cardiologist did feel it was radiation-related but since nothing showed on the myriad of tests, there was nothing to treat. The one thing he did say is that my potassium and electrolytes are a bit low and I might want to think about that. Doing some research, it sounds like exactly the problem. I have not had an appetite since chemo ended, ironically, and just haven't been eating well, though I have been trying. So I need to find more potassium-rich foods and maybe do some supplements. Will probably be drinking more electrolyte-rich water and drinks and see if that will help. It was kind of scary. But my friends, as always, have been incredible in their encouragement and support of me, which makes all of this so much easier.



    And thank you all for your thoughts and concerns. I wish I commented more on this board but every time I think I will, someone else has said exactly what I was going to say! So I am here and support and love you all.

  • QueenKong
    QueenKong Member Posts: 154
    edited January 2013

    Hi Everyone,

    I am laughing at all your posts. Only you all can make me laugh like this. LOL

    Soo....I saw two Radiation Oncologists on Monday. One at Sloan and one at Weill. I asked a lot of questions at both and was given different treatments recommendations. I'll write about this more later but right now I am wired and can't sleep with this storm raging out side and I can't bring myself to focus enough to write it all out. I can hear a lawn chair smashing against the house. Good lord, why wasn't that taken in?

    Anyway, I decided to go with Weill and they were able start me with my simulation today so I got my mold done and my tattoos. Now, I have to wait to start. 

    I asked them all about the studies. I saw some super excellent doctors. I really want to post about my experience as it's so hard to find information like that. At least for me. 

    In other news, I haven't had much time to hang upside down but I have seen some gray hairs amongst my very black hair that is coming in. I am more happy for the lashes and eyebrows coming back and the nose hair. God it sooooo sucked to lose those eyelashes. Most pathetic moment was me putting mascara on my one eyelash before it feel out on my birthday. I am over that!!!!

    more later if you want it. Then we will hold hands and get through this.

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Lifeonitsside- You went to work when you got out? You are a good woman- when I got out over the Summer, I came home and had big glass of wine. I feel like a total slacker now, lol. Hope the symptoms stay away.



    Queenkong, we will have to come up with a creative remedy for those greys coming in. I used to pull them out, but now that I've been through chemo, that seems beyond foolish, doesnt it. When I had no eyelashes, I used a good amount of eyeliner behind my glasses, so it really didnt show the missing stuff too much. So there I was in December, putting on my eyeliner, when I started to get pissed off because something kept smudging my lines. On closer inspection, it tuened out that thousands of tiny little eyelashes had all sprouted and were getting caught in the pencil line. They looked like a little eyelash army. I smiled for days! On another note, I live about 90 min north of you- was that wind wicked last night, or what? I was worried about my poor old (190years) house, but all is well this am.

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited January 2013

    Lifeonitsside- Glad to hear you are better and you really should take better care of yourself.  I can relate to not wanting to eat much.  I don't know if it's the after effects of chemo or the tamoxifen or radiation or what, but I basically feel the same way.  I have to force myself to eat things and when I do I try to make sure it's healthy although sometimes I do give in to my cravings when I get them.  Might as well, they don't come that often!

    Shachar- My LE started soon after rads as well so like Cowpower said hopefully you won't have to worry about it since you are more than half way through.  Just keep an eye on it.

    Queenkong- My eyelashes are just now coming back in.  They are short stubby little things, but still something there.  I keep wondering how long will it take for them to get to their normal length?  I hope it doesn't take as long as the hair takes.  Seems like the hair is taking FOREVER!

    It must have been the entire eastern side of the US with the winds last night.  We had rain and tornadoes first and then that all moved out and we were left with the crazy winds.  I was surprised to find no trees were down when I got up this morning!  This weather is nuts...70 degrees yesterday and then this morning was 34 and who knows what it is with the wind chill.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Thank you cowpower and sonson. I will definitely keep an eye on it!  Sonson, I am in the panhandle and we heard a funnel go over last night about 6:45 right before the rain hit hard.  Glad it didn't touch down and that neither of us blew away.

    Lifeonitside, so glad you are out and feeling better!  I drink those kellogg protein shakes when I can't stand the thought of breakfast.  It contains 100% of the daily potassium (my last levels were in the low normal range) and it makes me feel better.  The strawberry is superb and tastes like a strawberry shake.

    Here is my boost experience for those about to start: I went to a different machine than the one I have been on.  I only had to raise one arm over my head this time (most awesome) and was still on my back so I didn't get to do the Jenn diving swan.  There was some sort of a "funnel" attached to the machine so that it kind of extended the "teeth"/screen area to where it was within two inches of my skin.  The doctor then came in and marked an approximate 2" by 6" oval on my breast around my incision.  A light on the machine showed them where the treatment would be and they used lead blocks to block out the light to make it fit that oval shape.   They said that by tomorrow they will have a mold made up to use every time, but this first time they taped those lead blocks into place on the end of the cone.  They said something about it taking awhile for the metal to cool?  I guess I imagined they would put some thin lead sheet on me, but it was on the machine.  Then they walked out and I got about a 30 second zap, still with my lovely bolus pad of course.  I asked the tech if the energy level was the same as for the normal treatments and he said no, the boosts are with electrons (instead of whatever they were before) and that they were very quickly dispersed and only penetrated about 1/2 cm into the skin.  That was relieving because that sucker was aimed right at my heart and I was getting a bit paranoid.  This machine was also quite a bit louder than the other one.  And that was that.  1/8 done!  Tongue Out

    The skin of the underboob is already turning back to my normal skin color in patches.  Yippee!!  No major burning or peeling the second time around, just dry skin flaking.

  • elimar86861
    elimar86861 Member Posts: 7,416
    edited January 2013

    I wandered off, now that rads is in my past, but stopped back in and see come CONGRATS are in order. 

    Happy Dance for you sonson!  You did it!!!!!  You too, Loneskier!

                                                                     

    After I got my three boosts and was finished, some top skin turned greyish and that layer came off, but the pink skin underneath was fine and seems to be turning normal again.  I've noticed a few nerve twinges too.  Don't be surprised if you get some of these because the rads do inflame just about everything in the area.  To be truly healed, it takes some months, so don't panic if you stay sore for a while or get a twinge.  If you are truly concerned, always mention it to the doctor.

    Good Luck to all soon to finish and especially to those just starting

    I'm signing off here, but I'm sure I'll run into some of you rads sisters elsewhere.  CoolWink

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