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  • Amrdbit
    Amrdbit Member Posts: 114
    edited January 2013

    Nikki, Welcome to the group!! It's a great group of the most supportive women. 

    Well, I finished my 1st treatment yesterday with the cold caps. The caps weren't nearly as bad as I thought they were going to be. I stayed under my elsetric blanket and was pretty toasty. We;ll see in about 2 weeks if they are going to be working. I looked like I had escaped from the psych ward, but... that's all good. Gave me something to chuckle about with my husband. I tolerated the chemo well. The chemo drugs I had 18 years ago were SO harsh, I'd will myself to fall asleep and wouldn't wake up till it was time to go home. It was awful. The Taxotere and the Cytoxin were fairly easy going in. The nurses were pleased with the ease of the whole situation and how my body handled it. The cold caps are a totally new thing at my center, so everyone had questions and wanted to know about them. I was happy to fill everyone in. I was so tired when I got home, but couldn't sleep. I think I took the Claritin too late. Sigh. It was a long night!

    Today I stayed home and loundes and napped a little until I had to go to the onc to get that shot. I don't feel bad (yet) but just tired and have dreaded chemo brain. After I left the onc's office, I stopped at the market to kill 20 minutes before picking up at the high school, and not one food in the whole place looked appealing at all. Oy vey. Driving was kind of tough with the foggy brain. Had to concentrate a lot. Glad now to be home and back in my pj's. Smile! 

    Hope everyone is doing well today. i'm now going to go back and read through all of the posts!! You miss a day on here and it's like you've missed years worth of posts. I lvoe that. (Well, I wish they were posts on a happier note, but love that y'all are so wonderful and supporting. Y'all are awesome. 

  • NikkiLiz
    NikkiLiz Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2013

    Sheryl-

    I will now add the term 'awfulizer' into my vernacular! Sometimes it's easier to be one because that way you won't be surprised if things go bad, but relieved when things go great. I tend to do that in stressful times myself.

    Hope the next couple days treat you well and you flush the poisons out!



    Nikki

  • NikkiLiz
    NikkiLiz Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2013

    LeeA-

    Thanks for the welcome and I start the Red Devil next weds (1/16).



    Amrdbit-

    Hang in there and hope the cold caps work-I really wanted to try them but I heard the results weren't that great for AC. Let us know :-)

  • Colleenkelly
    Colleenkelly Member Posts: 99
    edited January 2013

    Welcome Nikki and good luck on your first treatment. I don't start mine until the 28th but sounds like we are gonna be given the same drugs. Went for my follow up with the surgeon today and she went over the path report. It appears that the one lymphnode I had that was positive had extranodal extension 1.0 mm beyond the lymphnode capsule. Do I need to be more worried now. Does this mean it could've went somewhere else in my body? Thanks, Colleen

  • vas4554
    vas4554 Member Posts: 5
    edited January 2013

    Hello Ladies had my first chemo session yesterday went well. Had a few problems with the blood pressure but between the nerves being blown out of perportion it calmed down... The nurse I had was  wonderful she explained everything before we started, that was such a relief. Arrived at 9:30 for my treatment the Chemo area was very nice reclined chairs TV,s snacks and even lunch.Was done by 3:30....Well there was visited by the Lady from the wig shop and  the nutristness (sorry spellings awful).After arriving back home was wired for sound think the steroids kicked in tried to eat but nothing tasted good so just ( drank n drank...) WATER .Took nausa meds around 9:00pm  went to sleep around midnight slept well accept to tinkle twice during the night 7:30 am was up to nausa took meds and started a new day....Thank You All And Bless You All For Being Sisters

  • 35_smiling
    35_smiling Member Posts: 90
    edited January 2013

    Hello, I am a newbe here. I am on my third treatment on Taxol & Herception for my HER2 Breast Cancer. My cancer had spread to my spine but was removed in August 1st, 2012 in which I had 4x chemo every 2weeks then 9x radiation daily in November.  I started Taxol & Herception on December 18, 2012 for 12x once a week with I skiped 14 days (to spend the holiday with my family) and return to Boston on January 3, 2013 to continue my remaining treatments.

    Thus far I notice I sleep alot during my treatment only and my finger and toenails are turning black (almost looks like I smashed my fingers and toes in a door). I find this treatment better then my chemo treatment only because I don't get sick anymore only sleep on my treatment day.

  • Lauren15
    Lauren15 Member Posts: 119
    edited January 2013

    skimommi in your first post you sounded as if you also wanted to meet about people with the same tye of treatment.  i ust started TAC today and go for my nuelesta shot tomorow.  TAC is also every 3x and 6 --It wasn't bad at all; but now for the side effects. -- none so far.  The only thing is the damn port is so painful and pulling.  Neo-adjunctive with surgery after 1 month

    Any way, I'm not sure if I'm doing it correctly,but i took 2 steriod pills today, 1 zantak, and 1 claritan.  In addition, I just took an ambien to offset the steriods.  Hope I did it right.  Doing poorly wih the water, although its by me at all sides.  I just need to drink it.  Yeah right?

    So, how did every one else do who has either just started or or a bit ahead of us.?

  • Lauren15
    Lauren15 Member Posts: 119
    edited January 2013

    If I did TAC in my 1st chemo today, should i be taking anti nausea meds before i go to be even enthough they shot some in m IV this morning.  If so I have the more effective one you take 12 or 19 hrs apart, I'm not sure of the milder for normal nausea tha you can take ever 6 hours?   I don't know if underkill will be too little, or if Overkills is not needed.  I'd lov to find the odds of people who didn't takea any and see how they felt.

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2013

    Lauren I took dexa the night before, the morning of and the night following chemo. I believe they also gave me dexa in my iv during treatment. Then I also took emend the day of, and two dys following. Other than that I only took a compazine, which is the one recommended every 6 hours, on days three and four. I took one in the morning and nothing else for nausea. I felt off and was afraid of not staying on top of it.

  • Bryona
    Bryona Member Posts: 214
    edited January 2013

    I finally have my date! Woohoo! I'm starting Wednesday (Jan. 16) 4 rounds of dose-dense AC followed by 12 weekly Taxol. I guess we'll see if my good humor and ridiculous organization will survive this intact, but I tell you what, Nance, Nikki, and anyone else who starts that day: I'm finding us the best-looking bartender in town, and the drinks are on me. :) 

    MandyNJ, I'm glad you've got your first date scheduled, and kudos to you for taking the time to take care of the things you need to take care of. Putting yourself in a less-stressful position is all for the good (although at some point, you may need to clue other people in on how to feed your DD). Good luck with the port placement tomorrow--should be a piece of cake!

    Lee, I have a mental image of our boobless fireball rocking the high-heeled boots. Woohoo!

    Skigirl, I was all ready to friend you on fb, but I couldn't find you. I think we can call this an epic failure to stalk on my part... :)

    Sheryl, glad to hear the treatment went well. I know you've said you're an "awfulizer" (great word, by the way. I hope you don't mind that I plan to steal it and use it on some of my students.); I hope this good experience makes it easier to avoid that the next time around.

    Nikki and almy, ciao belle! I wish you weren't a part of this, but I'm glad you've found us. Nikki, it looks like you and I are on the same regimen and starting the same day. Are you doing your AC every two weeks or every three?

    ziffy, FANTASTIC news about your scans! Woohoo! And hooray for getting started and getting chemo over with.

    Amrdbit, I'm glad yesterday and today were good for you. It's amazing how much medicine changes with time. But here's what I really want to know: Do the cold caps come with a straightjacket? 'Cuz if we're going for the psych-ward look, may as well go all the way!

    Good luck to Shoshana (ablydec) and almy tomorrow. May your beverages be tasty, may your service excellent (no snails!), and may your hangovers be nonexistent. But go easy on the hot wings -- I hear they're no good for the digestion.

    Ci vediamo, belle!

  • Colleenkelly
    Colleenkelly Member Posts: 99
    edited January 2013

    Bryona, good luck with your treatments!

  • kiwikid
    kiwikid Member Posts: 204
    edited January 2013

    Colleen, I'm on ac and had no heart issues, I'm 34 so wasn't expecting any but no one bothered me about it before hand so I wasn't worried. Days 3 to 7 were the worst for me, I was just exhausted and foggy, I felt jet lagged all the time and at times struggled to stand for any length of time. I did not leave the house.



    I'm on day 13 now and feeling good and hair has started to loosen down below (tmi?)and I've lost a few strands from my head. I got it cut short the day after chemo.



    Almy I told the little girls next door that my hair is going to fall out because of the medicine I've taken but that its ok cos it means the medicine is working, it's just a silly medicine! I also make sure to emphasise to adults that it's not because of any cancer, it's a side effect of the drug that I'm taking as insurance. We are pretty sure the cancer is gone and this is just in case. I hope that helps. I think having it short first will make it easier on everyone.



    LeeA well done, I love boots! I bought all sorts of shoes on this holiday and have worn nothing but jandals, it's so hot!



    Skimommi I wanted to tell you I used to live in Keystone and I worked at Abasin, do you ski there? I love Denver and summit county is one of the places we are considering for our after cancer holiday.



    Bryona thanks for the wine, I've had 3 tonight cos it's my half birthday - any reason to celebrate!



    Xx kk



  • Colleenkelly
    Colleenkelly Member Posts: 99
    edited January 2013

    KK, thank you for sharing. It sounds as though you are doing pretty good with minimal side effects. I am very happy for you. I hope it continues to go well for you. Thanks again for the info, Colleen

  • Zorina
    Zorina Member Posts: 103
    edited January 2013

    Seven days after AC#1 – Chemo kills chin whiskers!   No more plucking—yippee!  

    *****************************

    Kiwikid – Happy Half Birthday!  I love it,  but I am already 10 days past,  so I guess I shall have to find another reason to have a glass of wine this weekend. 

    {{Nikki}}  Genetics suck, but you will slay that dragon!    

    SherylB – Glad your Happy Hour went smoothly.  P.S.  I think you should just call yourself a pragmatist!

    Lauren – I am not a water drinker, but I’ve learned the hard way this week:  You must drink.  So,  bottoms up!

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2013

    kiwikid there is no greater ski country on earth! (sorry girls, I'm just a little biased) Much to my dismay, have not yet skied A-Basin. It is on my recovery list though. We live at the Jane and Copper for skiing, with annual trips to Steamboat. How did you end up from mile high country to NZ?

    Good luck to our Thursday ladies! Oh sh!t, sorry it is Friday already isn't it? Well, Thursday ladies how are you feeling today? And good luck to the Friday's.

    Does anyone have any fun antics you are adopting during treatment? I stole this from another poster that gave me the idea, but the morning before every treatment I am buying lotto tickets for me and my DGF (not sure that is the right acronym for dear girlfriend). She is enduring every treatment with me, and is even going to shave her head with me. Figure we may as well bring on any luck we can. I already hit the big-C lottery.

  • SherylB
    SherylB Member Posts: 450
    edited January 2013

    Lauren15,

    So glad to hear from you. You were on my mind yesterday as we both had our first treatment. Mine went well thank goodness. Felt quesy last pm had to take zofran and compazine and eat easy. I drink a lot of water but it was challenging to drink a gallon, yes I said a gallon, because of the cytoxan. I was reminded by another poster to not drink straight water as it could cause a change in my electrolytes, so mix it up with gatorade, popsicles, jello, even broth, those are considered fluid too. Sweetie your port should be sore you just had it put in Wednesday. Take your pain meds, don't let the pain get away from you. Are you putting any ice on it. That can really ease the discomfort and swelling. Remember to insulate the ice pack, wrap in a dish towel.

    You absolutely have to drink, drink, drink, you are on a powerful chemo combo with the TAC, I can't take the A because of strong family hx of heart disease and I have been diabetic for > 20 years.

    Hang tough, Sheryl

  • SherylB
    SherylB Member Posts: 450
    edited January 2013

    Zorina,

    Love that the chin wiskers falling out. I actually started laser for facial hair in July but because I am fair it isn't working great but much improved. Have stopped it until 3 months post chemo. I hope it falls out and comes back softer. Been one of my biggest frustrations since my early 20's. Numerous tests and blamed on obesity (is anything not caused by obesity LOL). My luck I will lose every hair on my body except my chinny chin chin.

    Take care, Sheryl 

  • Lauren15
    Lauren15 Member Posts: 119
    edited January 2013

    Glad to hear you are feeling well. So far so good g'here, although I do feel a bit nauseous so u just took the lesser of the anti-nausea meds. I'm drinking coffee now but I'm sure I will be off it soon. It's not tasting as good as usual, but what to do then for the caffeine headaches? I recd no pain meds for my port and totally forgot your advice about icing. I'll start that soon. Ugh. I took a Claritin last night. My shot is today. Should I take one this morning and tonight?

    Ambien knocked me out last night. I slept so well. I'm planning another for tonight. I don't ever want to get naseous. What's the best protocol not to? Good luck everyone. I'll follow up later and this weekend. I'm still trying to fit work in too. Thank G-d they are letting me work from home! xoxo

  • NikkiLiz
    NikkiLiz Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2013

    Zorina- thanks! Im accustomed to slaying dragons so i'll just add another trophy head to my wall. Also-No plucking/shaving was a rare plus in all this!



    KK-happy Half Birthday! I also,have been telling people that (for lack of a better term) that this is cautionary chemo and I'm not "cancer girl" and DEFINITELY not one of those stupid Hollywood movies where someone dies at the end. It's amazing the skewed view many people have on cancer. I even had to school my best friend briefly on all this.



    Skimommi- the lotto ticket is a great idea! I think I'm going to do that as well and if I win I'll buy drinks for us all! The fancy ones too-with an umbrella! Lol



    Bryona- I am every 2 weeks 4x and then weekly Taxol 12x CMon June! Glad I have a weds sister :-) and my taste in bartenders are in the Channing Tatum/Alexander Skaarsgard realm ;-)



    Lauren- my port is still sore too-I got mine Monday. I take Tylenol when it gets super annoying and then ice it on occasion. Hope you feel better as the day goes on! Let me know how the Claritin works for you. I stocked up yesterday in hopes in works for me!



    Friday gals hope everything goes well for you today and you can brag about your lack of SEs in the coming days!



    Nikki

  • Amrdbit
    Amrdbit Member Posts: 114
    edited January 2013

    Hi Wonderful January Ladies,

    I am now two days post treatment. Chemo was Wednesday afternoon. Except for some very minor se, I feel pretty good. SO FAR. LOL! I haven't slept in two nights, but that might be due to the Clariten. Who knows. I'm exhausted, so maybe tonight? Fingers crossed. I had no appetite yesterday or today but am forving little bits of food so that I can get my vitamins down. My stomach so far is fine, and I feel pretty good minus the tired and the chemo brain. I hate the fuzzy chemo brain. Sigh. LOL! I had my shot yesterday, so anticipating the leg cramps. Sent the boys off to school with a warning to look at their phones at the end of the day to see if I could pick them up or if they'd need to jump on the school bus. It's like waiting for the other shoe to drop. LOL! So far so good though. It is kind of strange for me, b/c with the chemo I had 18 years ago, I was in full blown ick by the next morning. I'll take it this way, don't get me wrong.... it's jsut strange. But then again, everything is strange about this process. LOL!

    Skimommi, I LOVE the lotto tickets idea!! Having also sadly, drawn the short card, I might just have to adopt this practice. Hey, someone has got to be lucky!! I am sending you happy lottery ticket love! Keep us posted when you win millions!!:)

    Shoshaba and Almy, wishing you love, luck and cocktails that go down easily! Keep us posted on how it goes. Sending hugs and easy se's your way!!

    Bryona, I could have used the straight jacket when trying to get that stupid moleskin off my forehead. I thought I was going to go all "one flew over the cookoos nest" in my living room when I couldn't get it off. No more moleskin for me. LOL! I do kind of wish it was closer to halloween time. This would make a husterical costume. Me in a cold cap with a straight jacket on. Ha ha ha! Love it!! Hope you are doing well today! I love reading all of your posts! You are a true inspiration my friend. 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2013

    Ladies~If any of you are getting ready to start Adria/cytoxan, please consider asking your onc to give it every three weeks instead of dose dense every two. My onc at a comprehensive breast center gives it to all her patients that way. It still kills the cancer the same way, but you have an extra week to bounce back and it lessens your chance of developing leukemia in the future.



    I don't know if they've shared that info with you, but that's a SE with AC. It can cause leukemia.



    I did some research on Robin Roberts of Good Morning America, and found out her breast cancer was 2007. She took AC. Then this past summer she was diagnosed with pre-leukemia. It was caused from the AC. She had to ave a bone marrow transplant.



    Blessings

    Paula

  • Jalessi92
    Jalessi92 Member Posts: 22
    edited January 2013

    Hi Lauren! When I was on AC dose dense chemo, I was given Emend and Decadron through my IV on the day of chemo. When I got home, I took a Zofran usually about 8 hrs after chemo and then every 8 hours after that for days 2, 3, and 4. (I set my alarm to make sure that I was getting Zofran every 8 hrs....never missed a dose.) If I felt queazy after day 4, I took a Compazine.....never needed more than one on any given day.



    Since you took a Claritin last night, take one tonight and each night through Monday.



    Congrats on starting your chemo! Tell your MO about any side effects that you experience during round 1 so that s/he can make any needed modifications to your meds before round 2. During my round 1, I had some queaziness during days 6 to 10 and continued taking Zofran (and getting the Zofran headache). When I saw my oncologist, she gave me a prescription for compazine and said not to take Zofran after day 4. She wanted me on compazine, as needed, to handle breakthrough nausea. She also gave me a prescription for Ativan which can also be used to control nausea and help you sleep. I didn't drink much during round 1 and asked if I could get some additional IV fluids after each chemo treatment. So, three days after each of the next three chemo treatments, I'd go to the infusion center for two bags of fluids. It helped a lot!!!

  • Oliverhog
    Oliverhog Member Posts: 74
    edited January 2013

    I just had my first TC chemo yesterday.  I pretreated with 4 mg of dexamethasone in the a.m. and p.m on Wednesday and on Thursday in the a.m., took my 4mg of Zofran for nausea and went for the treatment.  The nurse premedicated me with another 8 mg of dexamethasone and 8 mg of Zofran.  Within nine minutes of Taxotere infusion, I had a reaction.  I felt intense pressure in my chest, I became very short of breath, I could feel my face and neck getting flushed (my husband looked a little panicked because I was bright red.), then I got extreme pain in my low back like a doctor was performing multiple bone marrow biopsies on each hip bone in the back.  I started seeing bright spots of light in my visual field.  I actually momentarily thought I was going to pass out and after that I had no idea what was going to happen to me.  It was extremely terrifiying. They had to stop the Taxotere and give me and give me 50 mg of Benadryl and Hydrocotosone.  We waited five or ten minutes.  Then they ran the Cytoxan, which went in fine.  The nurse restarted the Taxotere and needless to say I was extremely concerned I'd have another reaction.  Thank you, God, that I did not. Spend the night voiding my bladder every three hours or less last night.  Uggh.  Anyway one else have a reaction to the Taxotere like this?  If so, did you ever again have that reaction?

  • Amrdbit
    Amrdbit Member Posts: 114
    edited January 2013

    Oliverhog, 

    OMG how scary!! I can't imagine. I haven't had any reactions to the Taxotere, but have heard of other people who have. Wow, you were surely put through the ringer. Hoping that it was jsut a one time freakish, never to return again kind of thing. Prayers to you!!

  • Sandra60
    Sandra60 Member Posts: 201
    edited January 2013

    Checking in ladies . I know there are quite a quite a few new members so welcome to the club !

    Ski mommy- just have to say I love the lotto idea - and the comparison to hitting the bc lotto !

    Never buy the thickets but what the heck - sounds like a fun little ritual to start after my next chemo treatments . I do have to disagree though - living 1.5 - 2 hours from Squaw Valley . Heavenly Valley and many other sierra ski resorts - we may have Sierra cement snow sometimes - but we have the best views - Awsome Lake Tahoe ! :)



    I am now day 15 and my pixie cut is shedding every time I try to style - but not really falling out yet . Still it is dull and dry and I almost just want ito get it over with - just not brave enough like some of u to buzz it pre-emtively ....



    Well going to try my luck at the office today - will keep my door closed to prevent any germs as best as I can . Feeling good so will also do a bike trail ride this weekend and enjoy b4 next chemo on 1/17 .



    All the best a wishing minimal se's to all !



    Sandy

  • Sandra60
    Sandra60 Member Posts: 201
    edited January 2013

    Olivesehog - so sorry about that very scary experience ! I am so glad u are ok now and that they were also able to complete the treatment . I had read about the possible allergic reactions to the taxene drugs so had asked about it b4 my treatments . The Nursw told me about 1 out of 10 get this reaction but that is varies - yours seemed to be pretty severe . I did not have any reaction during the infusion but a few days later I did Starr to break out in some hives ( along with breaking out in acne ). Bu took benadryl and FHA tcleared them right up . Just drink tons of fluids and get that drug out of your system ASAP to minimize the lingering effects .

  • Oliverhog
    Oliverhog Member Posts: 74
    edited January 2013

    Thanks, Sandra and Amrdbit.  I appreciate the prayers and kind words and advice.  I'm drinking a 'wonderful' tasty bottle of water right now.  I'm very tired.  I have servere restrictive lung disease and have 33% of predicted normal lung capacity for a woman my age.  So, I'm having a difficult time with exercise.  I have a bit of a complicated history.  I was diagnosed with Hodgkin's stage IIb back in 1985 just before turning 23.  I was treated with radiation to the chest for about four to five weeks and then treated with prophylactic radiation to the abdomen along the paraaortic lymph nodes and off to where the spleen used to be.  I had that removed as part of my staging procedure.  Messes with the immune system because it makes it harder to clear viral infections and encapsulated bacterial infections.  I had a recurrence two and a half years later.  By that time I'd aleady started to lose lung capacity.  I was treated with chemo drugs that can be toxic to the lungs and over the years, my capacity has dropped from 100% before radiation to the 33% it's at now.  I've had several bouts of pneumonia since 2006 that required trips to the ER and once on a ventilator in 2008.  I was hospitalized for respiratory infections four times since then.  So, my abilty to exercise is really comprimised.  I've been told how important exercise is to me for my heart, lungs and now this treatment with Tamoxifen or one of the aromatase inhibitors after the chemo and radiation for bone density issues.  I am a bit worried about my ability to stay active during this.  I am also feeling a little anxious and jittery from the dexamethasone and the anticipation of side effects, though I have been down that road before over and eight month period instead of a three month period.  That Taxotere thing really had me freaked out. So, I took a Clonazepam this morning to calm my nerves, and I'm exhausted from getting up every three hours to pee to prevent hemmorhagic cystisis.  I think I'll be fine through the chemo, as in, I'll make it, but I'm just so darned worried about the effects on my lung problem.  I feel like I'm being a wimp.  I walked a half mile this a.m in my house and I was able to do it without stopping, but it took about two minutes longer today.  I'm feeling very unmotivated, sad and sorry for myself.  I don't wnat to feel like that. 

  • LeeA
    LeeA Member Posts: 1,660
    edited January 2013

    Bryona - what about Herceptin?  Will that be patched in at some point?  

    I'm surprised about the Adriamycin as you're on the west coast although I know the TCH protocol seems to be a UCLA-driven thing. 

    kiwikid - are you getting the same kind of horrible heat they're getting in Australia?  I live in the Los Angeles area so for a good portion of the year I wear sandals but it has been sooooo cold here lately!  I long to go back to Kauai.  Permanently! 

    Amrdbit - are you on steroids?  That's what kept me awake the first night.  They were delivered via IV.  I ended up taking two 1 mg Lunesta and finally fell asleep that night, or rather, morning and btw, waiting for the other shoe to drop is the perfect description of it.  I knew it would drop but wasn't sure when.  For me, it was Friday night.  Not in a bad way but I could feel the wheels starting to slooooow down.  By Saturday, I had the queasy feeling.  I was given dissolvable Zofran but ended up requesting the swallowable because I was dreading dose time because of the taste of the chewable stuff.  I know you're probably not taking Zofram because of the headache issue. 

    Paula - My cocktail doesn't include Adriamycin but that's very interesting information re: Robin Roberts.  Thanks for passing that along. 

    Oliverhug - Good grief but that sounds scary!  Pbrain on the triple positive thread had a reaction to one of the IV meds but I can't remember if it was taxotere or taxol.  

    SherylB - one of the more amusing hair loss stories I've read (if hair loss can EVER BE AMUSING Yell) was a post here about someone who had lost the [choosing my words carefully here] so-called "main" area of pubic hair but the area that needed to be shaved for a bikini/swimming suit hung tough and didn't fall out!  The way the poster worded it was what was so amusing.  Just another reminder that we're not in control during all this!  Well, we are to a certain point but when it comes to things like that - all bets are off!

    NikkiLiz - I love this and took a screen shot for my feel good file!  "I also,have been telling people that (for lack of a better term) that this is cautionary chemo and I'm not "cancer girl" and DEFINITELY not one of those stupid Hollywood movies where someone dies at the end."  Excellent!  

    The other day I told my oncologist the following:

    The way I have chosen to look at chemotherapy is that there's something in my physical makeup that's needed chemotherapy my entire life.  For some reason, my body was able to make cancer and now it's getting something that will help it stop making cancer.  He held his thoughtful chin in his hand and then looked up toward the ceiling and started laughing and said "ha HA - a chemotherapy deficiency!"

    --

    Have a great day Ladies of January!

  • LeeA
    LeeA Member Posts: 1,660
    edited January 2013

    Oliverhog, wow, what an incredible journey you've had throughout your life - starting at such a young age.  I'm so sorry to hear about your decreased lung capacity and having to deal with that on top of tackling breast cancer. 

    I think it's absolutely great that you were able to walk a half mile today and believe me - just being able to do that proves you're no wimp (as you worded it).  Reading your post shows what a fighter you are and always have been!  Hey, you KNOW how to fight - you've been doing it since you were 23 years old!  

    ((Hugs)) 

    ETA:  We're kind of from the same locale.  I grew up in Wheaton, IL (but haven't lived there for years and live in California now)

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2013

    Oliverhog Ciao, Bella! This is the best place to rant and throw our pity parties. We all have down days and may need a pick me up. Don't beat yourself up so much on the fact that it took a bit longer to walk that distance today. You did it, and that is what counts. I use to bike and run. Now I'm just glad to walk on the treadmill for 20 minutes. Lol.

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