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  • Yawls
    Yawls Member Posts: 39
    edited January 2013

    Hi schoolmom, I'm just a few days ahead of you. I just got home from treatment 4/34. My ro gave me the best stuff and told me to start using a couple of days before I started treatment. It's called Remedy Skin Repair by Medline. I looked it up and you can get it on Amazon. My hands havent looked this good in years. Oh wait I'm not supposed to be using it for that...forgot all about BC for a minute...got so carried away at the thought of young hands! So far not much color change. I do get weird twingy feelings right around the tumor site and the incision spot and my lymph nodes are achey. Like after the biopsy. But absolutely nothing that slows me down yet...I even felt myself nod off a little during treatment. I have calmed down considerably, yea! Good luck to you.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Hey schoolmom! Any natural vitamin supplement type shop should carry 100% aloe. You want to get something without alcohol, same for body soap. I am using Dove sensitive skin.
    Cowpower, I am also interested in seeing how I hold up. So far I havent seen anything about anyone using a bolus for every single treatment! I am considering staying in an aloe bath until done. :) Sounds like you are healing up great!

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited January 2013

    anyone else just have a poopy day?

  • momtopiglet
    momtopiglet Member Posts: 28
    edited January 2013

    Sylndan and Cowpower-  I have that same shoulder blade/ back pain that you wrote about.  I'm hoping it gradually goes away, 'cause yeah, one can't help but be a little freaked out about it every once in a while.  I just assume that it's tense muscles on the same side as the surgery- I still find that I'm much more tense on the surgery side of my shoulder than the non-surgery side.  I may see about getting some massage as well.  Great idea on that.....

  • Loving
    Loving Member Posts: 37
    edited January 2013

    Totally shocked today when they told me I only have 10 treatments left! I'm not sure how I lost count. 10 seems so much closer than thinking that it was Jan 25th (which also was wrong). Geez you would think I could count!!! Regardless, I left today very happy!



    School mom - I got my aloe gel at Whole Foods.



    Hope everyone is hanging in there!



  • Mother4Life
    Mother4Life Member Posts: 40
    edited January 2013

    Undecided  Just wondering if anyone has had same issue. Yes ,I am red on breast.. But I only had 5 radiation treatments so fair and my scar in my armpit looks like there was bleeding under skin. Like a blood blister without the blister. I will see my doctor on Friday.. But wondering if this is normal. Yes expected it to get red.. But was not expecting this. Anyone have this... Is it normal ????

    Also having problems sleeping (3:30 am when I am posting this... I should be sleeping right now ) but that is a whole other problem.

  • Loneskier
    Loneskier Member Posts: 44
    edited January 2013

    I have the same issue with sleeping.  I am a little bit past the halfway point of 35 treatments.  My last day is 1/29.  I am so tired during the day so I went to bed early but I woke up at 4 am.  Managed to fall back asleep until 6 am. 

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Shachar,aloe bath sounds like heaven. If I could figure a way to knit at the same time, I would never move again.



    Loving, conratulations on not noticing some of your treatments, lol. We have to take our pleasant surprises any way we can get them theses days. I am so glad you are moving through.



    Mother and Loneskier, I was up at around 3:00 - 4:30 am each night for the second half of treatment, and still awaken then sometimes. I just left a book ready on my nook, or came here (ok mostly came here) to read and post. There is usually somebody up having a hot flash or something going on. I didnt feel like the wakeful time affected me during the day since I knew I was tired anyway, so I didnt worry about it. Hope you guys skate through to the end.

  • Bookwormtoo
    Bookwormtoo Member Posts: 22
    edited January 2013

    I am 8 days in and feeling good. I have some shoulder and back aches but I think it's from holding my arms over my head rather than from the rads. I head to radiation immediately after my class (I teach HS) and find the 1hour drive more of a an issue ...it's getting old! Tomorrow I meet with an Integrative Therapist. He is a MD who will talk about acupuncture, nutrition etc. I have total confidence in the small community hospital that I go to for my treatments. I am so much more comfortable there than I was at the large hospital where I had my surgery. My biggest surprise is the number of women who I have known for years who surprise me by telling me that they have taken this same journey. We are definitley not alone!

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited January 2013

    allurbaddays-sorry you are having a poopy day.  Can't say that I had a poopy day.

    Like everyone else I'm not sleeping well at night so I'm having poopy nights.  I wake up five times or more a night and lay awake for at least thirty minutes.  It sure cuts into my sleeptime.  I didn't know if it was the rads doing this to me or the tamoxifen.  I hate the fact that I started both at the same time because when I have strange symptom I don't know if its the drugs or the rads causing it and my RO will just shrug his shoulders and say he doesn't know which one is causing it either.  Big help he is!!

    So not so sore in shoulder area, but I am very sore on my side and where my tumor was.  It feels like someone punched me in that area.  I've done 20 of my 33 treatments and my underarm area looks the worst so far, but still holding up pretty good.

    Cowpower-I feel for you if you have to wear these bandages for six weeks.  I don't think I could do it.  I'm going stir crazy and it's only been a week and a half.  BUt the good news is that in less than a week it went from 17% larger to only 3% larger so I guess they are working!  I cant type worth a flip on this damn keyboard and I'm beginning to drum up reasons to take these bandages off right now.  I have to talk myself into wearing them hour after hour, day after day.

    I went for my six week check up with my MO the other day and he suggested that I get my port taken out.  He didn't think I would need it anymore so it's out now and I'm so happy about that.  Just one more step to being done with all of this!!  But the bad news and I didn't think of this is that I can't get my left arm wet because of the stitches in that arm and I can't get my right arm wet because of the bandages!!  So I took my bandages off last night to take a bath!  It felt so good!

    To all of you who are just starting good luck and remember keep loobing the boob three or more times a day.  It will go by faster than you think.  Always ask questions.  If any of us know or have experienced anything like it we will let you know.  And for those of you just finishing up chemo...it will be about five to six weeks before you start noticing things returning back.  Like your hair...your taste buds...your stamina etc.  I won't say returning back to normal because nothing seems normal but hopefully it's even better because you are stronger from having to deal wtih all this crap.

    I am so ready for a brighter better stronger 2013!!  Something about that number seems lucky.

  • SwgeeWi
    SwgeeWi Member Posts: 315
    edited January 2013

    Hi schoolmom.  You can also buy an aloe plant.  You just break off a piece and open it up and slather on the aloe.  My mom always had an aloe plant growing up.  It's great for burns, sunburns, radiation treatments, etc.  And for those of you having trouble sleeping, ask your Dr. about trazadone.  Trazadone is a 30 year old antidepressant that has drowsiness as a major side effect.  Using it as a sleep aid is an off-label use, but it is non habit forming, doesn't have all of those side effects that Ambien, etc. have, and is not a controlled substance.  It's also generic.  I was given 50 mg. tabs, and the whole one made me drowsy in the morning so i cut it in half and it's working beautifully for me.  I had my mapping CT scan on Monday and will be scheduled for my first radiation treatment as soon as they have my plan figured out.  I'm trying to get together everything I'll need in advance so I'm prepared for any side effects.  Thanks to everyone for the great tips and advice!:)

  • Lifeonitsside
    Lifeonitsside Member Posts: 250
    edited January 2013

    Loving - I have ten left as well. I cannot wait to be done! I'm so over this - getting up every morning and going straight for rads. Ten days can't go fast enough.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Stargdate log: Groundhog day #14.  Today I intentionally did not wash off my night time pit and underboob corn starch and told the tech.  They didn't mind, as long as it wasn't applied within 4 hours.  My pit and underboob look most awesome.   My fried rash is beginning to peel just slightly, no pain anywhere.  I'm still tossing on some aloe every time it feels dry and I think about it (probably 6-7 times a day now).

    My groundhog day was messed up today.  I passed Mr. rads rump in the parking lot on the way in, while I usually converse with him for a few minutes before he goes in.  I also barely made it to the coffee machine before the nurse, who comes from somewhere else in the building, came in for her coffee.  Usually I am sitting down with my coffee before she walks through.  Today instead of saying good morning to her, I simply said "Happy Groundhog day". 

    For those of you not sleeping, Ativan has been my good friend.  I take only 1/2 mg in the evening around 7 ish and by 10ish I am out like a light and sleep like a baby.  I have been taking it since April when I was diagnosed.  Strongly recommended.  Cool

    Armpit and underboob look a light pink/tan while everywhere has moved from pink to a reddish pink. I also asked the tech if they used my bolus pad for anyone's rump and she laughed.  She said no, but it was also used on people's heads and necks for radiation.  I'm sure those individuals would love to know that it was also on my boob and armpit before it is placed on their head.  She said they do wash them, but nope, I don't have my own gelpad.

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Sonson. it is truly a bitch to type with these damn things on!  My pt told me I could take them off to do things like baking for Christmas, etc., so maybe it isnt so bad if you take a little time off.   Also I get a "free" hour per day to just go crazy and take a shower and maybe do dishes, Woo F'n Hoo!  But my good news today from pt today is I can go get fitted for a sleeve now. Never thought I would be happy about that!

    Allurbad, hope today goes better!

    Shachar, I went to the hospital for an appointment  a week after rads at about "zap time" and not a damn thing had changed! Happy Ground Hog Day to you too!

  • elimar86861
    elimar86861 Member Posts: 7,416
    edited January 2013

    schoolmom,  Big bottle Fruit Of The Earth brand 100% pure aloe gel = WalMart <$5.00.

  • Loneskier
    Loneskier Member Posts: 44
    edited January 2013

    I met with my Dr after my appt today.  She said the side effect of waking in the middle of the night is from the Tamoxifen.  I started that on 12/1 and started radiation on 12/7.  The waking up thing just started this week.  Only 2 1/2 wks left.  It will be really nice for this part of the treatment to be over.

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited January 2013

    Thanks, sonson. I was a weepy puddle by the end of yesterday. I started today weepy and I just let myself ride the tide as it were. then I found out that tomorrow is my last full radiation treatment and then I start my 5 boosts and that cheered me up! I'm going to take my clonazepam (like ativan) tonight so I get more sleep. I woke up a lot last night, the breast pain is finally starting to kick in and the fatigue. it will soon be over! My skin is hanging in there. Nurses and Dr said it still looked good, it's just red.

  • QueenKong
    QueenKong Member Posts: 154
    edited January 2013

    Hi Everyone, 

    This is my first post on this thread. I'm going to be starting radiation treatments soon and wanted to check in. I'm reading the threads and thought I would post before I finish because there are so many. I have yet to see a radiation oncologist and am looking for advice in chosing one. I'm still recovering from surgery and pneumonia, not sure if I am going to finish chemo or go straight to radiation. Either way, radiation is going to happen and I need to get my research in.

    It would be an hour commute each way if I go to the current center where I am being treated currently and wonder if people might chose a center closer to where they live considering that it's every day. When they say "every day" does that mean EVERY DAY or M-F? I have to have these treatments for so long. I'm also wondering about different types of radiation and if it matter where one is treated? I know about the cream that is needed. 

    I'm in NYC so I'd appreciate any recommendations for a radiation oncologist. 

  • 5LuvBugs
    5LuvBugs Member Posts: 506
    edited January 2013

    Elimar I was going to recommend the same thing, even though I haven't started rads yet I've read some posts about the aloe and went to Walmart and bought it the same as you...Good Value

    Big bottle Fruit Of The Earth brand 100% pure aloe gel = WalMart <$5.00.  (make sure you get the clear-) 

  • bexH
    bexH Member Posts: 49
    edited January 2013

    Queen Kong  It's normally a M-F thing.  Go see a radiation Oncologist or 2!!  I live in a very small town.   So, I went to the Carbone Center in Madison Wisconsin first for my "second opinion".  So, I felt much more comfortable knowing what my treatment plan should be before visiting the local RO.  So, when he recommended the same thing, I was confident he knew what he was doing.  You can also make sure they are board certified.  I would strongly recommend going to your local breast cancer support group where you can get the skinny on the local ROs. 

    I have completed 24/33.  I look rather fried and am starting to hurt.  I'm pale anyway and burn easily in the sun.  So, it's not a major surprise to me anyway.  I don't know why I keep getting up at 3:30 the last few nights and now I'm so tired but cannot sleep.  Oh well.  gives me a chance to connect with you all.

    (((HUGS)))

    Becky

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    I was feeling great until this afternoon when my boob started burning and feeling tight. It got pretty red and I saw the fried rash had peeled the top layer of skin (very small areas caused by rash from tape and then radiated, SMH). Then pounding headache, chills, body aches. Not sure if that is related or I have a bug. Called nurse, see doc before rads in the morning. Cranky with the way I am feeling so hoping I dont tell them where I prefer they place that bolus pad! Boob is cooling down now but man, it felt like a hot potatoe on my chest earlier!

  • susancats
    susancats Member Posts: 51
    edited January 2013

    Hello all- I just started this week- day three- so far, so good! It is mostly just an annoyance to drive there, disrobe, wait and for a measly 5 minutes- and then do it again the next day. I'm NOT complaining- it is GREAT- and I am fascinated by the high tech machinery! I talked to my Rads RN, and she said, (I think half joking) that so many breast cancer patients have fatigue by the 5th-6th week because it is so darn BORING!! lol) I bring paper work to do in case they are running behind. I have a meeting tomorow with my Rads MD, and will see how things are progressing. I started using the Aquaphor (sp??) today.... so far no redness, or pain. This is a LONG haul, but really a skip in the park compared to what some people are going through. I am grateful for every day. I have a 4:20pm standing appointment, so I do get a gorgeous view as I leave the Cancer Center each day. I'd love to post a picture but don't know how on here... Hope others are having a good experience as well.... I am 1/11th of the way done, as of today (3/33 treatments)....

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Welcome bexh and susancats. Looks like I am running on the night shift here with Ramols. I' ve had the insomnia thing since chemo/ tamoxifen and am getting used to it. I actually dont mind it much- I grab my nook or knitting and/or come here. Ramols, at least it isnt the croup this time!



    Susancats, I remember when I was 3/33, and my RO laughed at me for saying I was 1/11 done. I pointed out that that meant in 8 treatments I would be 1/3 done. That little bit of mental math is what I had been doing while lying still on the table listening to Christmas carols:)



    Shachar, I dont have a breast on my rads side, but it sounds very uncomfortable. Sorry you are starting to feel the effects. Sounds like you will be hitting the sea salt soaks. I am hoping you dont get too fried. Just remember, they are blasting the bad stuff. I am almost healed except right along my scar line where there is an open area- at least I can hardly feel it. I also have one area that looks like a zit and is very tender. Will have to call RO today. If I need to go in to have someone look at it, it will have to be today because I get to take my poor son in to have his wisdom teeth removed tomorrow.



    Allurbaddays, On to the boosts! Wait til you see hjow quickly you finish now. On the home stretch. I will pull the ribbon across the finish line and get ready for you to run through.

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Thanks, cowpower! Saw the doc today and he said my skin reaction now is the equivelant with someone who is at the end of rads, and 20% ahead with a bolus pad. To him that was excellent, lol. I wasnt as thrilled. The good news is my skin recurrence is now 90% gone (he was amazed) and next thursday he will decide if we will cut treatment short. Woohoo! 15 down, he gave me tomorrow off and silvadine.

  • elimar86861
    elimar86861 Member Posts: 7,416
    edited January 2013

    allurbaddays...you're near the finish line now, so hang in there.  While the boost area was the only area that did a little peeling for me, what I think you will notice is that even while you are getting the boosts, your big rectangle of rads area will start to heal and get less red and sore.  Just keep the moisturizing going after the treatments finish.

    Actually, the moisturizing on the rads side is for life because, like the radiated hair follicle, the radiated oil glands get shut down and just don't come back.  At least not all of them do.

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited January 2013

    Allurbaddays-I'm jealous you're finishing up before me, but happy for you at the same time.  Glad you had something to cheer you up.  I think we started around the same time.  I'm not sure my skin can take 13 more treatments!  It's starting to look pretty fried right now and I'm sure it's going to get worse before it gets better.

    Cowpower- speaking of seasalt soaks (and maybe I missed it) do you still have the recipe for that?  I guess I could go and ask Tazzy herself...that's where it came from right?  Yes, that sleeve is sounding better and better.  At least it's not as bulky as the bandages and you don't feel like your arm is three times the size it should be and you can wear normal clothes.  Some of my long sleeve shirts won't even fit over it...not to mention my jackets.  My heavy coats fit over it, but I live in the south.  It was 55 degrees this morning.  Good luck to your son having his wisdom teeth out...that's no fun!

    Becky- I keep waking up too.  I was awake from 1 am to about 3 am just listening to my husband snore.  Sometimes I just want to pinch his nose and see if it stops his snoring, but that seems mean so I don't.  It's not really his fault that I'm not sleeping, but I'd like to blame it on him.  I think Loneskier is right it's probably the tamoxifen...it may even be the tamoxifen that is making allurbaddays feel so weepy.  Gotta love these drugs!

    Welcome Susancats and QueenKong- The only suggestion I have for QueenKong is think about that drive every day that you will have to make.  Of course, if that's the only option then that's the only option...you gotta do it, but it's Monday thru Friday and it gets old really quickly.  Mine is just 7 to 10 miles down the road and it takes me about 20 minutes to get there...I'm sick of it already.  I'm ready to be done with it.  You have to plan your entire day around that appointment time.  When I'm done and I no longer have that standing 1 o'clock appointment...that day will be spectacular!  I'm not going to miss it one tiny bit.

  • QueenKong
    QueenKong Member Posts: 154
    edited January 2013

    I won't be driving, I'll be walking and taking the subway while my daughter is at school.

  • cowpower
    cowpower Member Posts: 293
    edited January 2013

    Sonson, my RO gave me a half gallon of saline, so I never had to make it. I do believe that the lovely and talented Shachar has made some recently. She may be soaking in it right now (remember Madge the Manicurist, or are you too young?) Sachar, can you help us with the recipe? I hear you on the waking thing, I am up a few hours each night, but I dont mind it for some reason. I guess my DH must love it, as I am the primary snorer- feminine and dainty, thats me! My son doesnt seem to think the wisdom tooth thing will be too bad (yikes!). He is excited about the pain pills, lol. Oh well, fools paradise is sometimes a good thing.



    Shachar, you got a day off? I am IMPRESSED! All I got was a bottle of hydrocodone and some sympathy. Hope you feel well enough to take advantage of the little time to play hooky. I bet the day off will help things settle a bit before you go back. I sure hope so. You are staring to sound a bit uncomfortable.:(

  • Shachar
    Shachar Member Posts: 229
    edited January 2013

    Haha, I don't know how I managed the day off but maybe it was when I told the doc I thought he was trying to kill me? Rofl! He is good natured, love him.

    I cant take credit for the soaks because I found them on here, I just substituted sea salts for table salt. But it was boil 4 cups of water, add 2 tsp salt. Let cool to room temp, use soft cotton shirt, etc to dip in and wring out. Place on area 15 min. I think with my next seasalt I will do only 1 tsp! Seasalt helps draw out radiation from what I googled.

    Allurbaddays, that weeping is definitely tamo. I was on it prior to rads and I was a sprinkler system. So were body aches, chills, hot and cold. It is supposed to get better with time.

  • Loving
    Loving Member Posts: 37
    edited January 2013

    I can hardly stay awake today!  I'm sure the person on the other side of my cube at work is crazy at hearing my yawns!  I don't remember ever feeling this tired even getting up with babies!  But on the bright note:  9 to go!!  They transitioned me to my boosts last week so I will go back to full treatment on Monday to finish the last 7 treatments.  The boosts have definetely helped my skin heal in my trouble areas. 

    I really haven't thought about tamoxifen until I read the note today.  I meet with my oncologist on Monday to learn about next steps.  Like all of the these steps in this journey - I'm not looking forward to starting/transitioning to something new.  At least this time, I have met him and like him as much as my other doctors.  I keep reminding myself that everything has a risk but there is a greater risk to do nothing.  It has really helped me get through the tough moments!

    Happy day everyone!

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