Sept 2012 chemo

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  • bearcub
    bearcub Member Posts: 485
    edited November 2012

    Thank you everyone, it feels great....either that or the steroids are making me wanna sing Allur's beautiful steroid song. I think it should be renamed our official "September 2012 Steroid Song".



    JoJo I only had to do AC, that may be why I am first to be finished. I feel for you girls, it will end, and give that bell a huge ring!...you earned it!



    Neta, the nurse asked me at the end of the red devil how it felt knowing the worst was done, I couldn't speak, as I think I would have started to cry, we made eye contact and she understood, i just kind of nodded. For that moment it just felt emotional. I hope you are doing well and you inspire me as I move forward....hope rads continue to be not so bad and having it all done for Christmas will be a gift for you and your family.



    Happy vibes to everyone.

  • marianelizabeth
    marianelizabeth Member Posts: 1,735
    edited November 2012

    Bearcub, so glad for you! You can keep me posted next on rads. Are you on a thread for that? I feel quite OK  that I will get through the chemo OK. Knock on wood I guess I better do!

  • bearcub
    bearcub Member Posts: 485
    edited November 2012

    Marian I have been lurking on the fall rads thread. I have asked a few questions and have gotten lots of info about creams and stuff. It helps arm me with questions to ask the RO. I won't know until the 21 st when I talk to the Onco when I see the RO. I imagine it will be around 3 weeks to a month out. That puts me a few weeks before Christmas. I will keep the girls all posted on things that may help. I am a natural redhead, or was in my younger years. freckles ect, so I fear what my fair skin will do but I will manage like all those before me. I am happy to hear your SE are manageable. I was pretty lucky, mostly fatigue day 5-9. I really think the exercise helps, even when we don't really feel like it, you feel better after.



    Carrie

  • Amy4978
    Amy4978 Member Posts: 473
    edited November 2012

    Sorry I have been awah for so long ladies I think of you all daily! My stepson has been here for 19 days he flies back to Florida tomorrow and will be off to bootcamp soon he just signed up to be a Marine.... Very scary but proud of him.



    I am done with A/C and have had 3 treatments of weekly taxol..I love it compared to the last stuff I just hope it packs the same punch. I will see the MO next week and will find out. But the taxol has brought little to no SE`s for me. Thank you Jesus!



    This past Sunday I had a benefit thrown for me it was a nice turn out from the community. Since all my family lives 2.5 hrs away and only 5 of them showed it was very touching to see total strangers step up to support me. The day was long and took a huge toll on me I was couch ridden the nexy day. All the chemo is def catching up to me....



    9 more weeks of chemo I hit my half way point today and it feels good. I hope all of you are doing the best you can I pray for you often.

  • 7312012
    7312012 Member Posts: 14
    edited November 2012

    Amy4978 - I have also been away from the board for quite some time. It's good to hear that the Taxol is so much better for you. I am scheduled to begin my Taxol treatments on November 19. I am so scared, but it is good to read about others' good experiences. Thank you!

    So glad you were blessed by the benefit thrown for you. What a great morale booster for you!

  • Timbek2
    Timbek2 Member Posts: 204
    edited November 2012

    First of twelve taxol today. Please pray. Nervous and expectant that it won't be so bad. Really hoping. Stay tuned!!!!

  • 7312012
    7312012 Member Posts: 14
    edited November 2012

    Timbek2 - praying for you. I start on Monday and feel the same!

  • sonson
    sonson Member Posts: 162
    edited November 2012

    Mariposa-There have been studies that have been done on 4 treatments vs. 6 treatments with women who had less than four lymph node involvement.  As long as they were ER/PR positive and not HER2+ they said that there wasn't a difference in recurrence when it comes to 4 vs. 6 treatments, however there is a big difference in the SE's that go along with the 4 vs. 6.  With more SE's of course with more treatments.  I'm already starting to experience neuropathy in my toes so he also said that would be another reason to stop at four.  I only had two lymph nodes that were cancerous so I fit into the category for only four treatments.  He thinks that we've done all that we could do to make sure that there is no recurrance and if this cancer does come back it isn't because we didn't do everything that we could it's more that the cancer was resistant to chemo or it's a different type of cancer etc.  I love my doctor and I trust him.  I know chemo is hard and I know even having only had four that I really wasn't looking forward to any of them, but hang in there.

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited November 2012

    Carrie, you and I will be starting rads about the same time. I'm a natural redhead freckles and all too. I already have my sea buckthorn oil for the skin but I think I will go lurk the rad threads to learn more too. good idea.

    Good luck, Timbek!

  • Dakota212
    Dakota212 Member Posts: 1,153
    edited November 2012

    Good luck Timbek

  • allurbaddayswillend
    allurbaddayswillend Member Posts: 355
    edited November 2012

    Oh dear lord! The housedog HAD to go roll in something when he went out for his morning constitutional. He is SO RANK now. I stuck him in the garage until I can get the stomach for giving him a bath.. I may have to take my anti-nausea meds again. I've hardly needed them with Taxol but I hadn't run into this yet. It's hunting season around here and the dogs usually find some nasty bits of animals around to chew on or roll in. bleah... :P

  • Mariposa123
    Mariposa123 Member Posts: 267
    edited November 2012

    Thanks sonson for the info!  I only have one lymph node, but I am her2+ which maybe why my doctor hasn't had any conversations about lessening my amounts:-(  Oh well- I want them to do whatever they need to make sure this stupid thing is gone and never comes back!  I have neuropathy in my fingers, hands, feet, and toes.  It is awful.  The doctors told me that it will only increase.  Yuck.

    allurbadday:  Poor you and poor doggie!  I am so super sensitive to smells right now too!  My daughter ate a bunch of hummus and her breath was so bad I had to stay ten feet away from her. 

    Timbek2: Good luck with the taxol!  It sounds like it is a lot easier for most people than the AC. 

    Amy:  When you said you had nine more weeks of chemo - I realized that is just about where I am too!  For some reason, putting it that way made me feel so much better.  Nine weeks is nothing!  We can do this!  Thanks for the reframe.  And I will say a prayer for your son.  I know as a mom that must be so hard.  I come from a military family.  One thing cancer has done for me is made me realize how much I would like to work with veterans.  Hopefully I can figure out a way to make that happen once this is over.

    bearcub: congratulations again!  I can imagine that I will cry after my last one.  Hope this last one is the easiest yet!

    I have so much I want to do today- but have little motivation.  Plus, tonight my husband is going to a concert (His favorite band - Rush - which I am happy he gets to do something fun.. and I didn't really want to go) but I am nervous about the doing homework, bathing, feeding, and putting both kids to bed by myself.  I have so much respect for single women with kids who are doing all of this and fighting cancer! 

    Hope everyone has a great day!

  • Cherioo
    Cherioo Member Posts: 305
    edited November 2012

    Well today I went to see my MO and everything is going great but he told me that my first Taxol was calculated for a weekly dose so he is adding one more . Man instead of two I now have three more to go after tomorrow's dose . I will meet with my radiation dr in three weeks and will start in Jan . I am so looking forward to being done with chemo , but I know it is doing it's job. I thank god for strength everyday . I asked my MO if I could stop taking the n shot and of course he said no. I told him my blood work is real good and he still said no. Oh well ....... I hope all of you are having a great day



  • fight4two
    fight4two Member Posts: 146
    edited November 2012

    Cherioo - I want to stop taking my n shot toooooo!!! Do you think we can at least skip it after the last tx since we don't need to recover for another tx??Or is that wishful thinking...



    That's a bummer about the extra taxol dose. Miscalculations make me nervous! Glad I'm done with red devil and hoping there wasn't a miscalculated overdose there - my poor heart. OK, my mind is wandering. I will be thinking of you tomorrow. One step closer to that chemo finish line!

  • Cherioo
    Cherioo Member Posts: 305
    edited November 2012

    fightfortwo I would love to skip that last shot but my MO will be on me like rice lol..... I want to clarify about the dose . What he did was sent the pharmacist my first treatment a dose for weekly Taxol I told him that I did not weekly and wanted to go every two weeks and that's how the mix up happened . It sucked to find out that my firstbround was a lite one but all is good .



    My sister set up a foundraiser for me today which was so nice. With. Ot working right now and all my copays and expenses it has been crazy over 30,000 since June . I did not expect nor did I ask anyone to help or do this for me so when I received a call fro. Her asking me questions then her telling me to get on Facebook and look , I thought how sweet and what a wonderful sister I have .

  • Amy4978
    Amy4978 Member Posts: 473
    edited November 2012

    Mariposa.... Thanks for the prayers and yes 9 weeks we got this!

  • EnglishRose75
    EnglishRose75 Member Posts: 147
    edited November 2012

    Hi everyone,

    I haven't posted in a while--it's been a manic week--but I've caught up on all your news.

    I have my last Taxotere next Wednesday.  Dreading it because the last one was so awful, but looking forward to it since it will be the FINAL one.  Hooray!  And they'll take my PICC line out at that time, which is great.  Saw my oncologist this week to talk about next steps, radiation, hormone therapy and so on.  I'll go in for radiation planning within the next few weeks, get my "tattoos" and then have four weeks of treatment starting right after the new year.  Talked a bit about follow up, after care, risk of recurrence and so on--My MO said that if I were a race horse, he'd bet on me. I suppose I should find that comforting!

    I thought I'd share a funny story from a woman that I have become friends with over the past few months who went through breast cancer treatment last year.  I saw her this week, and she was excited because she's recently been given her new fake nipple (she had MX and reconstruction.) She said that each night she leaves it in the bathroom in the same place and one morning it wasn't there.  She couldn't find it anywhere, so off she went on her daily routine.  Sitting in a meeting later that day, she pulled out her glasses and put them on the table in front of her, and there it was, for all to see, stuck to the case!  I would have loved to have been in that room to see the reaction of her colleagues!

  • Cherioo
    Cherioo Member Posts: 305
    edited November 2012

    Good morning ladies sitting in my big girl chair getting my fluids . I hope all who are having treatments this week have minimal SE . Have a great day

  • patriciahurtado
    patriciahurtado Member Posts: 489
    edited November 2012

    Cherio!!!! I'm with you all the way!!! You are getting taxol right?? I hope no SE for you!!!!!! Last time I had my hercepton done my blood pressure was low and the had to raise my legs!!! My blood pressure is always low when I come to get my hercepton!!! Weird......



    Have a great news my tumor has disappear and they can't see my any lympnodes that had cancer cells !!!! I'm really happy that everything is working...



    The bad news is that I was so excited about the news that I made a left turn in a signal with no left turn sign that I got a ticket for $300 .... Ewwww everything still great!!!!!! .... My sisters everything is alright!!!

  • aic
    aic Member Posts: 417
    edited November 2012

    Congratulations Patricia! Happy for you! I would take that ticket any day after your good news! Englishrose, that story made me lol...hilarious! Cherioo, hoping for minimal se for you!

  • Cocobean
    Cocobean Member Posts: 135
    edited November 2012

    I'm a natural redhead, fair skin, and freckles too, hoping that won't make a difference at all and we'll sail through rads without any problems. Should be starting mid to the end of jan....will check out rads boards for any helpful hints. I have a friend who just finished a couple weeks ago and swore by aquafer and said at the end her radiated side was red/purple all the up through her neck, but by two weeks faded away. We can do it.



    Mariposa- I teach 7th grade and I miss it so much, I miss the kids, my coworkers...but I can't imagine teaching and going through chemo, so I am grateful for the time off, even though it's depressing not being able to have that part of my life now, but I gotta remember this is temporary.



    Patricia- great news about the tumor!!!!!



    Looking forward to the weekend, my cousin, who is also one of my best friends is flying in for a visit and we're having my our annual chili cook off party to celebrate my birthday. I've been feeling a little down and out lately, so I'm sure this will cheer me up and I feel grateful that I am two weeks post chemo and feeling up for some fun.



    For those of you who got treatment this week, sending you prayers for an easy time with no SEs!

    Hope everyone is feeling good, hopeful, and strong...each day that goes by is another step closer to being done!



    I

  • Neta69
    Neta69 Member Posts: 203
    edited November 2012

    So happy for you Patricia! Awesome news!

    English Rose your friends story made me laugh out loud. Wonderful.

    Cherioo That's another treatment done! Hoping minimal SEs for you.

    Amy Good to hear you are doing well!

    Hugs to all

  • Foreverchanged72612
    Foreverchanged72612 Member Posts: 223
    edited November 2012

    Congratulations, Patricia!!! Awesome, awesome news!

  • Cherioo
    Cherioo Member Posts: 305
    edited November 2012

    Hey Patricia yeahhhhhhhhh to your tumor being gone . Yes , I am on Taxol. Man, I came home and fell asleep for a couple hrs feel good just tired will hang tonight and watch old movies . Hope all have a great weekend

  • whenlifegivesyoulemons
    whenlifegivesyoulemons Member Posts: 184
    edited November 2012

    Bearcub - Big hug and high five for getting through chemo.  I bet it's great to have it in the rear view mirror.

    English Rose - Another great story.  Thanks for sharing.  I love it when we can find the humor in all of this.  Somedays I think it's all so serious that it's just overwhelming, gloomy and depressing, and that's just not me and it's not where I want to be.  Reading about your friend's faux nipple debacle turns depressing and gloomy on its head. Made my day.

    Cheerio - You are lucky to have such a wonderful sister.

    Mariposa and Amy - Sounds like I'll be wrapping up chemo at the same time as you two.  I've got 9 weeks left too.

    Magic potion #11 down, one more to go, then 4 AC.  Today was the first time my counts dropped, almost didn't get chemo.  Hope that's not a trend, cuz delays are not in my chemo plan!!!  This girl's done by mid-January, no ifs ands or buts. (I know, as if I can somehow magically control my WBC and neutrophils - I'm going with mind over matter on this one.)

    Here's to feeling good and enjoying the weekend.  

  • QueenKong
    QueenKong Member Posts: 154
    edited November 2012

    I've missed you all. I've been away, super sick, hospitalized, may need to go back. I'm a wreck. 

    Anyone else have a super high white blood cell count on neulasta? as in 73k? 

     4 of AC done. 1 down of Abraxane. The chemo is working but god damn, I don't know how much more I can take. Non stop diarrhea for 10 days. Excrutiating leg pain.

  • QueenKong
    QueenKong Member Posts: 154
    edited November 2012

    lemons - those blood counts! I wish I could give you some of my white. May they rise soon

    Patricia - So happy for you! ticket stinks, that is so much!

    Coco - love the firey reds. What is aquafer?

  • bearcub
    bearcub Member Posts: 485
    edited November 2012

    Patricia that is great news, too bad about the ticket, did you try and get out of it?..I would have blurted I just found out my tumour is gone!



    Queen kong I I hope you feel better soon, those are wild white counts, you sure could have shared those around....I hope you don't need to go back in the hospital, but you need to get better.



    Cherioo your sister is amazing, do you not have insurance, those are some crazy bills, that would be so stressful. Good luck with the SE this week.



    Cocobean we can make it through the rads fair skinned and all!



    English rose that story about your friend is priceless.



    It is good to hear from some of you that have been away a while, hope you all keep doing well with minimal SE.



    Happy weekend to all!!!

  • bearcub
    bearcub Member Posts: 485
    edited November 2012

    Amy you must be very proud of your stepson, it's honourable to serve your country. He will look so handsome in his uniform!!



    I spent 2 years in the military back in the 70's, that's where I met my husband. It was one of the best things I did in my life, I made friends that I still stay in touch with.



  • patriciahurtado
    patriciahurtado Member Posts: 489
    edited November 2012

    Im so happy that all of us are going through all of this together some are staring on Taxol some of us are getting ready for radiaton and some surgery.........and some of us SE...lol...we are all on this together....we will all be alright....my Christmas Tree is up and all my decorations....it looks great .....i have asked Santa for my brand new boobs....he said they will be ready for April...so ill just keep on asking for happiness and lots of love........

    And no i didnt try to get out of the ticket i dont know why....but my daughter was like "take that wig off.....take that wig off....and i said no why should i.......i guess i should of.....lol who cares!!!! wig or no wig i think the cop wouldnt have care he was only 23.....This new kids on the block act hard core..he asked me if i had ever had any tickets before and i said no........ofcourse with my chemo brain.....he came back upset and said that i had 2 tickets one 2007 and an another one 2008 .....really ....do you really think i remember that...he was upset cause he thought that i was lying ....so ill try to fight it in court...ill just try!!!...oh well next time ill take off my wig and try to look sick.....cause i went to my job and the ladies from Human Resource from my job were offering me an applications ...went i told them it was me..."patricia" they hug me and started to cry...cuase i looked so good they didnt recognize me!!!!!.........so my ladies if a cops stops you take your wig off and look sick!!!!!! Dont be looking good with your wigs on and your beautiful make up on!!!!!!.........lol......

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