Fuzzy's Romp Room

Okay getting a bit teary, Greg died 2 years ago in less than an hour from now. Was handly it well, Ds came for the weekend. But I look at the clock as tears roll down my face. It wasn't supposed to be this way. We were supposed to grow old together. I found a card in decluttering , in an unusual spot. An Anniversary card from him that had a hand written note that said "I can't imagine life without you". That stopped decluttering and put me back in bed staring at the walls for several months. Bless him he always bought the most beautiful anniversary cards. Once we could remember when our anniversary was. 

I said when we got engaged if there was any fighting about any thing there would be no wedding, His mom through a snit about the dresses. Off the phone. I said "If you want to marry me, it's two weeks from today". It happened. Mom and dad had a restaurant. We had the reception there. The Jesuit did the ceremony outside in front of the chapel, I passed every day. The pathway was hundred year old oak trees. Hurricane EDith in 1972 caused bad weather even in Detroit. I cried a good part of the day b/c even though we had the chapel reserved, i never went to look. I was resolved about being married right there. It stopped raining when we got in our cars to go. Brilliant light came through the trees and over the chapel.  The ceremony happened. It began to rain as we left.  

It took us both years to remember our anniversary day. "Two weeks from today". Most/many people imprint the day b/c much planning is involved. We finally got it pretty well straight after a number of years. He always bought these really what we called soupy cards. Wish he was here to give me another soupy card. Love you dear  sweet Greg, you were kind, lovable, good, spoiled your DS beyond belief and he has survied that to become a balanced adult.You taught me in the last year what i needed to know to be on my own. I miss you immensely , but those words I just used--you taught me how to survive on my own , can't thank you enough for that. Love and Hugs and Prayers.  pookie --sheila

Sassy - the memories of the life are what you share, you were so blessed and still are, you feel he is so close to you even now. 

We married within 23 days of meeting.  32 years ++ yrs together now.  I cannot imagine life without him.  Don't want to try, he says we will go together and w his driving omg it could happen.  We fight about his driving.  When my parents fought they hated each other and they didn't like each other anyway. When his parents fought they loved one another and knew it.  My Hubby taught me that to fight is okay and to love is essential, and can be done. We fight and I am like gggggrrrrrrrrr I hate him, I want out, I am suffering and tormented here, and he is like oh well, she's a witch but love her anyway and he really means it and never called me anything but cute.  The things they teach us.

Hope you get through this difficult anniversary with lots of people in your pocket.  ((((Sassy)))) And keep remembering the wedding anniversary most.

Diane Essa up toooooo late while sitting here listening to contemporary blues and singing and eating potato chips I shouldna be eatin'

SASSY, sorry you are going thru this tough time right now.  I cannot imagine life without my hubby.  LOVESSA, you will remain Essa to me no matter what.

Today I go get my pills, a very big day always.  I run low the last day or two, and yesterday I guess I also had some pent-up emotion, and I did cry and cry over our dog Gandalf passing last year, and bunches of stuff like it.  And FUZZY, I have been feeling kinda weak since the chemo, I reckon, I think it took something away from me.  I was already in lousy shape to begin with on account of my fractured back getting worse the last ten years.  Kinda frustrating. 

I'll be jumping straight up and down, tho, when I get back from the pharmacy, that's IF my dang neuro called in one of my pills that ran out.  Otherwise, I'll have fiddle with that until the pharmacy calls to tell me it's all ready.  Just an hour to go, to call down there.  Happy dances to all!  GG   

Just an update on myself and pill day.  I could not believe my docs already called in two that had run out, pharmacist put the other two together, I walked outta there like a natural born innocent (always feel guilty when I come in a few days early), and was home just like nothing happened.  And folks, I'll have you know, I DID do a happy dance, but not just any ORDINARY happy dance.  Being as I'm all crippled up, I just kind of shuffled my feet and balled up my fists and wiggled and grinned, looking extremely old.  HA!  Will miracles never cease? 

I'm telling you, for a while there, I thought i was going to throw up, so while I still feel a tad nauseated from all the stress, I am a much happier camper as of now, and in an hour after the medicine takes away ALL misery, why, I'll be singing and might possibly even consider a nap!  So, yes, even tho Fuzz's Romp Room is for screaming, it's also for those sweet, delicious, happy moments in our otherwise pretty dang goofed up lives!  GG  

My personal favorite...

Sas/Ducky - you're making me cry.  Here at work, I'm crying.  Thinking about the loves of your lives and the wonderful lives you lived together.  Making me think how I take my DH for granted, for sure.  He's a wonderful man/husband/father.  I should be nicer/more appreciative/more affectionate. 

Told you my bio would have something about me being a bitch in it...

I've been so busy with birthdays in my house, I haven't been around a lot.  took a few days to read through all the posts I missed.  I have to say, I've been in a good mood.  My kids are getting bigger and I'm so proud of them.  I get so emotional with their birthdays...

Fuzzy!!!!!!   Yes baby!  Woot woot!

WHOOT WHOOT!

great news. whoot whoot.

WHOOT WHOOT, AND A DOUBLE WHOOT WHOOT..........................Thank God for some good news...................................think I'll go find my "red solo cup", and my whatever the hell is in the cabinet that is at least 86 proof.................................