Chemo, like child birth, will be a blur a year from now

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I was walking home from dinner tonight thinking how great I feel.  I finished my radiation and chemo about a year ago.  In retrospect.....things really weren't that bad.  When I first got diagnosed I was a mess!  I'm was a divorced mother of four, I was just getting back in the work force, I had just met a really nice man and then wham....I had triple negative breast cancer.

Wouldn't wish cancer on anything but a positive and survivor attitude will get you through all of the treatment. My advice is take care of your self and exercise.  I forced myself to go to spinning class the day after each chemo treatment and I really think it made a difference.   

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  • christina0001
    christina0001 Member Posts: 1,491
    edited July 2012

    Sounds good to me. It's always good to hear stories from people who have made it through this. Thanks for sharing.

  • bcbarbie10
    bcbarbie10 Member Posts: 319
    edited July 2012

    My prayer for all of us is to be well behind all of this a year from now. Mary2246, i admire your strength to go spinning after each chemo. I personally gave up my gym membership after more than 10 years of religious exercise, promising to be back in a year. I do 20 minute walks at home on the treadmill, though. Will try to do more in the days to come. Im just 3 days after my 4th AC. Really feeling crappy now.

  • PhunkyM
    PhunkyM Member Posts: 49
    edited July 2012

    Thanks for this post. I've been through two surgeries, chemo, radiation, now on Tamoxifen, waiting for the last surgery. I feel like this will go on forever. And ever.



    Good to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel! xo

  • Letlet
    Letlet Member Posts: 1,053
    edited July 2012

    Ditto, I just recently joined a gym and my energy levels have vastly improved, my hair is in a short ponytail and I've lost the weight Ive gained after I stopped Tamoxifen. I am a year and a half out from chemo.

  • Jejik
    Jejik Member Posts: 191
    edited July 2012

    It is funny you posted that because I was thinking the same thing just the other day. I have the flu and have been so miserable. I was wondering how I ever survived seven months of chemo. I was one of those who was really knocked down by chemo. I certainly wasn't taking any spinning classes. Mostly just two weeks of feeling like the room was spinning after every treatment! ( ; I didn't think I would ever feel well again. I am a little over a year out from chemo now ad it really is all a blur. It is amazing how the awfulness does kind of fade away. So to you women going through it, hang tough. Or at least take comfort in knowing that someday this will be like a bad dream.

  • pamelahope
    pamelahope Member Posts: 534
    edited July 2012

    Jejik,

    I am so happy to see your post. I just had my third AC and am not handling chemo well. Most of my time is in bed. So nice to hear that is not my future@

    Pam

  • pamelahope
    pamelahope Member Posts: 534
    edited July 2012

    Feel better from the flu! Pam

  • Sassa
    Sassa Member Posts: 1,588
    edited July 2012

    I am 5 1/2 years out from chemo ( 4 1/2 years from herceptin). I exerrcise and consider myself in great physical condition, However, while the chemotherapy treatments themselves do become a blur after a while, the chemo itself is a gift that just keeps giving and will slap you in the face with reminders every do often.  Examples:

    Your WBC levels and RBC levels slowly recover  into the normal range, although the WBC will probably remain at the limit of low normal.  However, every so often, your WBC will fall down below the normal range, and may even be low enough that you will be considered immunocompromised until the WBC again rises.  The reason: You have had chemotherapy.

    You have decide to exercise again, but notice that there seems to be a problem with your balance (you may have already notice that when you stand up, you fall over to one side).  The balance will improve slowly, but if you are someone that used to balance in an arabesque en pointe, the fact that doing a basic yoga tree position with one foot flat on the floor and the other foot balance on the toe next to the first foot causes you to lose your balance is very frustrating.  Reason: You have had chemotherapy and while killing off those fast growing cancer cell, the chemo has also damaged the fast growing nerve cells of the inner ear.  At least,I never had a problem with neuropathy

    Back to the blood: All at once your hemoglobin levels fall way below normal.  No physical cause can be found for the problem except, you guessed it, you have have chemotherapy.

  • rn4babies
    rn4babies Member Posts: 409
    edited July 2012

    I was diagnosed DCIS on 7/11/11, had surgery in September and finished rads on December 14th. Diagnosed again in February with IDC/ILC, had surgery in March and am currently doing chemo. I will then start 6 weeks of rads again next month. I just feel like this is all I've been doing for the past year. I am so anxious to put all this behind me and pray that next year will be better........

  • Alicethecat
    Alicethecat Member Posts: 535
    edited July 2012

    Hi Jejik

    Are you going on to Taxotere afterwards as well?

    I had problems with FEC and found the first dose of Taxotere difficult (low white blood cells, temperature of 38 degrees and bone ache).

    The second dose was reduced and I feel great. Finding Taxotere much easier than FEC.

    Maybe you will too!

    Best wishes

    Alice

  • Jejik
    Jejik Member Posts: 191
    edited July 2012

    Alice, I actually got pregnant after chemo...so I have already done taxotere. I haven't had a pet scan in almost a year, though last time I did I was NED! After the baby is born I will have to do a PET scan and see what cancer has been up to on my break from herceptin.

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