The last week i have been feeling really really down

Had my lumpectomy two weeks ago and my path report and treatment plan next week. I'm feeling very very tired all the time and my bones ache since god knows when I feel

when i see my GP and tell him my original symptoms before my dx of bc are there still he is clueless so that leaves me with feelings of hopelessness.......... tired of being sick and tired

I just don't want to do squat. I've been on ativan for 3 years for my usual anxiety, so the doc upped my dose tried 3 different sleeping pills and still no luck in

 sleeping more than 4 hours a night. My boys are older and have been great my Dh has been great but at the same time distant he wishes he could take my pain away. I think he is resenting the fact I do not feel like having sex and he is a very sexual man so that bothers me but at the same time i don't give a fiddlers F god whats wrong with me