Still fighting an early recurrence

Hi ladies. I'm just sitting here hoping my new chemo is going its job and working. I feel so alone in my fight because it didn't go away after the first sets of chemo. It came back 4 months later, didn't even give me time to start radiation. That was last August and I'm still looking for a medicine that will shrink it or get rid if it. It's all in my chest right now as gem/carbo got rid of the lung mets. Is there anyone else still fighting off an early recurrence, feel like I haven't had a break in almost 2 years...