Fuzzy's Romp Room

fuzzy - yes it is!  I just didn't want to get caught doing it in the grocery store!  It is funny - after exchange surgery in Feb my PS said I was to start massage on the implants, and to do it several times a day and when stuck in traffic!  I have a small car so everyone can see into it - ha!  I massaged anyway! 

The picture forum is a separate site that you have to request access to - I believe there are several members who can help, but the only one I can recall at the moment is lilah.  I think whippetmom also can set you up but she is so busy answering people's questions on the breast implant 101 thread she usually hooks you up with lilah.  The site is run by timtam but I think she changed her name and I don't remember what her new name is.

Veggy - Im all for the BMX.  I had multi focal DCIS in the right with micro invasion, as well as LCIS.  The last thing I wanted was to have to go through mamos, MRIs, biopsies, etc every 6 months.  I'm 38 with okay looking boobs, but those f-ers had to go!  I have a husband and 2 kids who count on me and how would I feel if I didnt do everything I possibly could to save myself - for them? 

While I hate these stupid TE's right now, I know they are coming out soon (7 weeks from today) and I will be a healthy mama.  With GREAT foobs!

I loooove my PS, which is maybe one of the things that made my decision easier, but I might have decided even before I met him. 

I hope I didnt offend anyone with any of my comments.  Its just my journey, and my feelings.  Not meant to make anyone angry/sad/anything...

awww ducky, I am sorry you are feeling crappy.  Wish I knew what to say to make it better, other than a hug to you.

Crog......................Good luck............been down that road.......its scary, but you do get through it.............I'll be praying for you, and in your pocket.......if the pocket gets too crowded, I'll jump out and get on the bus.............hugs...............right now my problem seems small.......your gonna be fine, really, it sucks, but once its over you will feel a little better about it......good luck.......

crog - best of luck tomorrow - we are all in your pocket, and things are going to be fine for you!

veggy.....I'm not ignoring you but I only had a Lumpectomy so i can't contribute anything...

I can only send you hugs and peace. ♥

crog....Will be in your pocket tomorrow.

Wishing you a quick recovery.

♥

Crog, the bus is heading your way! Will be thinking of you tomorow!

I have NO problem going to sleep. Lights out. I wake up almost every morning between 4 and 5, and that's it for the night. I don't think I'm really thinking about anything in particular, but I'm WIDE awake. Still have coffee once I get up though...

I'm 49 and will turn 50 in October. Who, me?? I teased my husband a couple of years ago because an AARP card showed up on his birthday. What timing! We have a 13-yo daughter who is trying to survive middle school. I just finished editing her social studies project a few minutes ago - ugh. 

OMG - Sheila, you're about to have 20,000 posts!! (Probably do by now, but at this moment, that's where you are!) 

Hi siestas

Veggy sista/friend....I think the majority wins if you want to listen to the sistas.we love ya and want you to be healthy......take those suckers off...

Ducky----I'm sending you a pm after I check on how Jo made out with her surgery.

Crog.im on the bus with you tomorrow

All my other sistas I miss you.

Hugggs k

I promise I will never complain again................I'm going to be 77 next week............I should consider myself lucky..............not because cancer isn't bad, but you young girls..........my youngest daughter of my six children is 43................I should be ahsamed of myself for complaining...........................my prayers to you "babies"...............I hope and pray you see your 90's...........................hugs, and thanks for thinking of me, amid all your problems............you are all such good friends...........

Heys girls! I ve been following this post for awhile, and must say... I LUVVVV it!! everybody is SO freakin honest about this horrible disease, and our fears about it! IT is FUCKING refreshing! Yes, I have dropped the F bomb! lol! I completed treatment in FEB. I feel exactly the same way Fuzzy did when writing this OP. Sometimes I think my friends and family think im cracking up emotionally though. I mean WTF? I was dx almost 1 year ago, THROWN into physical treatment, and my mind is now REELING over the fact I had cancer at all! Missing a boob is nothing to me. ( i literally stuff a sock in it!) I had my aunt sew sleeves in all of my old bras for socks! Not paying 50 bucks for a mastectomy bra! Feel like I have to be this happy face all the time, you all know.... "THE survivor" ugh, this is not an 80's ROCKY movie! Shit! Ive had many good things happen to me over treatment and many bad things. Ive met a group of wonderfully supportive friends and lost a few that I had thought were best friends. yada yada, weve been there! Anyways ladies, I love the honesty in these posts! THANK YOU!

Ducky everyone has their own life and the worst thing going on in it is the worst thing in their world. I would hate to think I couldn't breakdown or complain because I know someone else is worse off than me in some way. That will always be true. I remember when I was diagnosed at 32 I went in with a parent and they were all looking at my parent. I was the youngest one there by a lot. Sometimes I would wish I wasn't until I realized what that would mean. I didn't want a 20 something walking in sick. I just wanted us all walking out healthy Age has nothing to do with it and whatever is happening to anyone is still real and having an impact. Please, say whatever you need to!

Thanks everyone... Am leaving for hospital in a few minutes. Will write and let you know how it went as soon as I can....