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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    I took the ativan and slept. The hot flshes didn't even wake me up. I'm getting ready to babysit. I love that baby like she was related to me. I went shopping with grannydukes yesterday and bought the baby a couple of things. I can't resist.

    (((hugs)))

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    I just got the phone call. I want to thank everyone for all your good thoughts and hugs. Please keep them coming. I'll need them even more. The cancer monster has returned. I see the team on Monday (oncologist, rad dr, BS). I knew it was cancer but now I know.

  • SpecialK
    SpecialK Member Posts: 16,486
    edited April 2012

    veggy - let me be the first to say I am sorry this is happening, but I want you to know that I am right here with you for whatever you need.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited April 2012

    veggy,,,I am really sorry...i know you need time to digest this outcome.

    I want you to know you will never be alone in this journey.

    We will follow you everywhere you go.

    Love♥

    Heartfelt hugs ♥

    Friendship♥

  • madpeacock
    madpeacock Member Posts: 369
    edited April 2012

    Veggy - that was not the news you wanted to hear, but know that you will have friends with you all the way. I'm sorry...

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited April 2012

    I'm so sorry Veggy. ♥

  • Wren44
    Wren44 Member Posts: 8,585
    edited April 2012

    I'm sorry Veggy. Good thoughts and hugs will be with you throughout this new journey.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited April 2012
  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited April 2012

    LOve you Veggy, Were all with you. And Especially you and me will stay OUT of the basement.

    ((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) sas

  • LaurenM730
    LaurenM730 Member Posts: 366
    edited April 2012

    Veggy - I am so sorry you are going through this. I'm sending lots of love and hugs your way. We'll be with you the whole time



    This damn disease. All my daughter wanted to do was sit on my lap and lay on my chest. And I can't. I just can't bear the pain. I cried telling her no. How is a 5 year old to understand??? I'm broken up inside. Who would have thought that such a minor thing could be such a big deal?!? I HATE YOU BREAST CANCER!!!

  • crog234
    crog234 Member Posts: 801
    edited April 2012

    ((((Veggy))))). So sorry to hear this news but know that I will be here for you too....



    Cindy

  • EmilyInOntario
    EmilyInOntario Member Posts: 626
    edited April 2012

     
    Veggy...have been watching and waiting for your results too and I'm so sorry you have to face this again. What is the plan for your treatment? As you can see we are all here for you and will support you in any way we can. *hugs*
  • madpeacock
    madpeacock Member Posts: 369
    edited April 2012

    And (((Lauren))) too. My daughter wants to sit in my lap all the time too - but she is 13 and 5'3.5" and 120 pounds. I won't push her away for anything - don't care what hurts. Actually the only thing that hurts when she sits on me is an old stress fracture in my femur that still bugs me at times. She understands all too well what is going on...

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    Thanks everyone. I still keep you close in my pocket. Monday I get together with the team (BS, chemo and radiologist) and find out what the plan is. I already have my own plan. I told my mom tonight in person. She cried hard. Even my father cried. That might be the third time I have ever seen him cry. I am exhausted. Good night sisters!

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited April 2012

    Veggy---ill still be in pa  on monday soooooooo if you need me you know where to find me.....i could go with you on monday if you want or need me.

    i feel sick to my stomach.im goin to bed too.

    i hate this friggin disease.

    good nite everyone...

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited April 2012
  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    Thinking of all you  -   Night.

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited April 2012

    It's Tues april 11th 2012---------1:30 am LOVE you all sas.

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited April 2012

    Ah don't care if I get censured -----FUCK CANCER

  • dogeyed
    dogeyed Member Posts: 884
    edited April 2012

    Ohhhhhhhh, sweet Veggy, what a real pain and scary too.  I cannot understand this cancer routine.  I'm just glad you KNEW to push for a serious investigation.  Well, apparently cancer was lurking ever so quietly and did rummage around once again and will rob you of your freedom all over again.  But dear one, it's just for a while, they'll get it outta there in some manner and radiate it to kingdom come.  I hope you don't have to do chemo again.  Girl, you make sure they give you some pain medicines if you wind up with that particular treatment, it made it worlds easier for me to stand up to it, but you already know the score, just wanted you to know there IS a way to dull the misery.  And whenever you feel SO tired, SO out of courage, SO fed up, hon you just come here and we shall listen to your feelings, we shall stroke your hair, we shall tuck you into bed at night.  Love to my dear sister, Gail

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited April 2012

    Veggy babe what Gail has written please sweet one , copy it and put it on your mirrors. Her wonderful words , are the words from all of us.

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited April 2012

    DAMN IT!!!!!!!!   Veggy I love you and I am just torn up reading this!!!  FUCK!!!!!!!  Damn it.  I can't believe it and I want you to know I'm here for you always.  The frickin waiting was FOREVER and then to wait for THAT!?!  Damn it.  I want to hold you and your mama and papa.  I want to be your fighter and let you smile with out fear.  You are my friend and my sister and you have full pockets with all of us ready and waiting to help.  My heart is all yours Veggy.  Gail is so very gifted and shares this with us all ... GG, I hope you don't mind but ... every night we shall tuck you into bed, Veggy.  My thoughts will be to heal, to love, to bring strength and desire for you and everyone here.  Every night, my sisters have all that I can share. 

    And whenever you feel SO tired, SO out of courage, SO fed up, hon you just come here and we shall listen to your feelings, we shall stroke your hair, we shall tuck you into bed at night.  Love to my dear sister, Gail

    I'm going to go right back to some pretty foul language for a bit ... I'm totally bi-polar (well, probably) so I can give love and want to start things on fire at the same time, right?

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited April 2012

    Fuzzy, yup that's exactly right. Just do it.

  • LaurenM730
    LaurenM730 Member Posts: 366
    edited April 2012

    I cant say it better than Fuzzy. We're here for you.

    (((((FUZZY)))))

    💓💓💓💓💓

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    Right now I just want to hug my computer. You all are too sweet. I am so frightened inside and lonely. I come home , turn the computer on and read two comments and I can't believe how much you all care. I am crying hard right now because of the love. Thanks sistas!

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited April 2012

    I just remembered...

    When I was coming home after I met GrannyDukes, a song came on the radio... I will survive by Gloria Gaynor. Its been in my head ever since. I will survive!

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited April 2012

    Yes you will!!!

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited April 2012

    You gotta survive.you will survive.you beta survive.

    I sure hope you feel all the love

    I'm goin in your pocket and stayin ther for as long as you need me.

    I don't care if the mods holla at me but this fuckin bc sure does suk!!!!!!!

    Find a friggin cure.WTF...I'm so pissed off I could scream.

    Again I'll tell you I'm right here.my GS said she will take me to be with yu if you need me.

    if GOD brings you to it he will bring you throu it...He Berta

    I love yu sista.love,huggggs and kisses....K

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited April 2012

    OH VEGGY!!!  IT'S A DISCO PARTY AT MY HOUSE FOR YOU!!!! 

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Faf1ch7Q9XE

    Here's the YouTube link for Gloria live!!  WHEW!!!  I need her outfit....

  • LaurenM730
    LaurenM730 Member Posts: 366
    edited April 2012

    I'm reading the words to the song sitting here crying. They are so perfectly amazing...



    Veggy, Dah-ling. I'm thinking of you, a lot.



    Lets join the disco party. And I'll pour the drinks. What's everyone having? I know it's only 1 PM EST, but it's 5:00 somewhere!!



    Hugs, hugs, and lots more hugs coming your way



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