Finish my sentence... I'm sick and tired of...

These postings have me laughing so hard my numb BMX chest is starting to feel some pain - in fact now that the numbness is easing...the pain is starting....my best one was from my co-worker who has gone through lump. and all the poisins and just stopped taking her 5 years of drug therapy saying to me:  I don't envy you at all!!!!!  Well that was encouraging....that is why I made a personal decision to wait until after my daughter's wedding in June and her shower in April to do anything other than alternative treatment.  Trying to get quality of life before the issues really start.  And yes, I know, you are suppose to start conventional treatment within 12 weeks from surgery.  Well, my choice, my body - which btw doesn't feel that great now so I can just imagine after treatment....Good Luck to all my sisters ((((hugs))  P.S. And yes, I am sick of everyone's advice and telling me I will be fine...how the hell does anyone know????

I think I posted this before, but my mother, who has been through cancer and chemo herself, keeps telling me, in a low conspiratorial tone, that my nails will fall out. She had taxo and did not lose her nails, so why is she bloody well insisting that I will lose mine.

I know its been said before, but I'm sick and tired of not having hair.  Tired of having to figure out what I'm gonna wear on my head every day!

Peace, Everyone! 

I am sick and tired of the FEAR!!!!!!!, fear that my body won't heal properly after surgery, Fear that I won't be able to handle the SE of the medications, Fear that I will never be the same as before BC, Fear that I will never be happy again, laugh care free, smile without feeling scared. Fear that it will come back. Fear that I will die from BC. FEAR, FEAR, FEAR I'm just so tired of being scared

I have to say that I'm sick and tired of the TE.  Every day I wake up in pain.  Given the choice again, I would NOT do it this way.  I'm tired of being tired all the time.  And then people reminding me that it could have been so much worse.  I realize that but I still had both of my breasts cut off due to cancer and it sucks!  I have to take a medicine for the next 5 years that is putting my body through hell and that sucks too!  (((HUGS))) to everyone!

Robin

JANI-Bug - what you said is exactly how I feel....((((hugs))))

and I am sick of everyone using the word "cancer" in every conversation with me....really sick of that....I already told a dear friend of mine at work to tell everyone at the office when I come back to work not to ask me anything that includes the word "cancer" in it....uggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Etherize



Hugs xxxxxxx

Im tired of being tired.

told someone  that cancer patients don't wear cancer signs the other day in reply to the you look great comment.  I'm usually so sweet and polite, not sure why I said that, but really....?

Sick and tired of being just that ... SICK and TIRED.

Sick and tired of being sick and tired!

Its been 4 years since Dx and I am still always so tired.I just hate feeling like this every day.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired and scared.

I'm also sick of people who don't understand that a stage IV metser isn't going to be "all better". I didn't break my arm! I have metastatic cancer.

Everyone also tells me how good I look. How healthy I look. Well, I looked healthy and I was being eaten alive by cancer and was in the worst pain I've ever had, so "looking good" means very little when it comes to my actual status.