Fuzzy's Romp Room
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♥Fuzzy♥
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sending good thoughts your way fuzzy!
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You gals are so sweet.
I really do enjoy helping my mama. And I got to visit with both the girls and their boyfriends tonight. That was great: )
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Ok...so, I'm reading the threads and somethings been bugging me all day...and thus the reason for this room...no wars...but, I can still get it out!
On BC has changed me, someone wrote "there are a lot of bitter women". I'm pretty sure I don't need to spew my feelings on that..I just needed to get it out of my head.
People just really get under my skin sometimes I guess... -
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Good Morning! Hoping for a womderful day for all!
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Hi to all the Romp Room girls!!
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XOXOXO
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Thinking of you Fuzzy!
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Merry Christmas Fuzzy and all the other Romper Roomers!
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Oh Fuzzy....Where are you?
I'm doing my rounds and stopped by to say Merry Christmas.
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EVERYONE, I have a homeroom announcement for 2012. FORGIVE my speech, I always jump on and make an endless talk, and then leave for parts unknown, but this is how I am, but first a couple honorable mentions, and then I shall catch up with you all.
CMBLASTIC, back on page three, you got canned cheese, whipcream, and syrup... and, wellllllll, I'll have you know, three cheers to you, for I have all three as part of my life support system in the refrigerator. Yup. I cannot quite get thru a day without AT LEAST ONE of them in my bowl with spoon. And of course when I run out of crackers, I squeeze canned cheese right in ye olde mouth, the only way out. SHEILA, loved the goodevening pic.
Ohhhhhhhh, Fuzzy, my best friend in chemo world, I have thought of you too often. And YES, I want to sign up for a trip around wherever and beyond in a VW camper van. Husband and I have been wanting to set one up in the driveway, complete with tarp "porch" off the opened sliding doors, dark beer in ice buckets for those who drink, creme sodas for those who don't, music in the background, lawn chairs, where cigarette smoking IS allowed and any other kind permitted as long as they volunteer for jail when the cops come (they make you wear wierd gowns in jail, like the hospital, and I am too fashion conscious for those), and ALL OF US will have our long hairs growing and flowing in the soft spring breeze of our futures as we and neighbors talk long and into the night, until it's time for "The Bachelorette" to come on TV.
HEY, is anyone else just LOVIN John Mayer's Live in LA "Where the Light Is" concert? Here's a link to a video of it, sort of stalls around, tho:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAHeL-W9x9Y
Anyhow, I'm into Mayer's rendition of Otis Redding's "Dreaming," merged into his own "Gravity," the album came out a rather long time ago, but husband just recently stuck it on my computer playlist. Well, it led me to a new spiritual level I want to share. So, I'm listening to Mayer's song of the decade whilst reading an article about the God particle, by some people who are waaay too overly obsessed about the atom, and they had this stock picture with the article, of colorful gravity circles going round and round a center that was pierced by a great golden light beam, and I'm hearing Mayer go, "I got dreams, dreams to remember..." and it made me think:
I COULD make some sort of FUN plan for the coming year, to make my dreams come true, so I will have something pleasant to remember, so I can get out from under this feeling of "Gravity is working against me." I, too, like Mayer, and like the God particle picture, I just want to be "Where the Light is." Let me stand where the light is of the Good Shepherd's lamp, He lit the path to kindness so well, and all I gotta do is follow, follow. So, ladies, while we lay flat and wrecked up on the wretched floor of our lives (yes, people, we CAN fall off the floor), let us at least dream, make dreams come true, so we can remember them.
Follks, may the days of darkness go straight to hell, 2011 I've REALLY had enough of you, "Gravity, stay the hell away from me," so I can reach for the New Year 2-aught-12. Me, we lost two dogs and a boob and my long, long wavy locks of golden hair, but we are going to go down to the shelter in early February and get us a new puppy! His name will be Blue, reminds me of Dylan's "All Tangled Up In Blue." So, this will be my plan to make a dream come true, dreaming to remember.
Kind ladies, may peace, light, love, and languid dreams to remember, pull us gently into our coming blessed year, and FFFordham UUUniversity to last year, becuz this year we'll climb in our VW van and ride for the sunrise where the light is (and me with a dog named Blue to guide me thru), past the ever-reaching roses and morning glories of our lives.
I love you all, my special sisters, for always and all time, GG
A blast from the past for our romp room friends:
http://www.tvparty.com/lostromper3.htmlP.S. Fuzz, I'll tell you what I used to tell our smaller dog, "Just RIP it up," and that would trigger her to tear into what was left of her "baby," scared the heck out of her big brother. Oh, and while I am apparently taking the depression saying on this website rather too seriously, "Depression is not weakness; it is being strong for too long," I also think it is important that we slap our neighbor, criticize HGTV's buyers for not buying the right house, curse the news in vain on CNN, and TEAR DOWN THAT WALL if necessary to make a point to our loving spouses (I swung a lamp one time with flames issuing out the end!), and yes, murder is permitted if we have to wait at a traffic light for longer than .0005 seconds. SMILE.
EPILOGUE
Just for good measure, here's another look at... you guessed it.. my avatar's video, sleeping doggie who expresses perfectly and exactly what we're all going through! http://www.americablog.com/2010/10/cutest-sleeping-puppy-ever.html -
dogeyed, your home room announcement is perfect. Cheers to you and all the Fuzzy Romp Room girls.
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Love it dogeye!
Happy New Year to all!
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Are You Fuzzy?
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HEY TO ALL MY CRAZY LADIES.......................THOUGHT YOU GOT RID OF ME HUH........WELL I FOUND THIS SPOT, AND I LOVE IT, LOVE ;IT, LOVE IT.................A PLACE WHERE I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY POTTY MOUTH
OH AND BY THE WAY...............I HAVE A RUBBER ROOM IN MY HOUSE...........I GO IN THERE AT TIMES, START RUNNING AROUND, HITTING ALL THE WALLS, SWEARING, AND WHEN I FINALLY GET TIRED, I TAKE OUT MY 'RED SOLO CUP' AND MY 'VODKA' AND TRY TO REMEMBER, NOW WHY DID I GET CANCER.........................AT THE AGE OF 76...............I THOUGHT I HAD ESCAPED THE 'LITTLE PINK BULLSHIT', BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO, NOT ME.........................IT FOUND ME.................WELL THAT'S OK, BECAUSE OF IT, I FOUND A LOT OF GOOD FRIENDS.
HEY FUZZY..............YOU CAN BE MY GOOD FRIEND TOO.................I LIKE YOUR STYLE, AND I SEE ALL THE CRAZIES FROM OUR 'OVER 70 GROUP ARE HERE...........................I FEEL RIGHT AT HOME..........................
OK, BACK TO THE RUBBER ROOM TO PONDER.............AND TRY TO FIGURE OUT HOW I CAN SAVE THE UNIVERSE...............................HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, NO I'M NOT NUTS....................JUST TOO MUCH VODKA..........................HAHAHAHHA
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Fuzzy...i'm stalking you again
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Thinking of you Fuzzy! ♥
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Hey hey hey!!!! I'm so happy to see everyone here!! Thank you for your messages...and I'm so sorry I've been gone. You are all special to me...BFF'S FOREVER!!! I wouldn't want to even have a single thought about not having my sisters...love to you all.
Its been a rough couple of weeks...but I think I got something figured out...my shrink is lovely but we don't address the root cause. Rather, we talk and plan stress/anxiety tips to get through moments. That's just not Working. I'm a FIXER!!!! I want to fix ignorance. I want to scream from the highest peak!! I want (edited) with assholes who judge people, kick the weak, F with shit they shouldn't be Fing with....I just have to edit because I'm lost...I have partial sentences....I know what has screwed up my "happy".
Bitching feels like therapy to me.it even feels "positive" LOL
So...lets talk about root causes....
IGNORANCE
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Fuzzy muaaaaaah ♥
so glad to see toy back.
We MH patients should stick together LOL
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Hey Fuzz...
Lava lamps, yoga mats, you, me and canned cheese. Let's go......
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Its Saturday night in the Romp Room!!
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Whahoooooo!! Saturday Saturday! !! If the house is a rocking! Then we're all on the right meds eating canned cheese!! Whoot Whoot!
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Fuzzy so glad to see you back. If bitching makes you feel better than bitch away. Only we dont think of it as bitchin', we call it venting. What ever workks, do it!! Glad your back!
Ignornace and Judgement SUCKS! What else??
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Therapy:
To the jerkoff this might be aimed at:
Tonight I ceremoniously danced to the pagan lord of morons. Tomorrow might be a really crappy day for ya....just sayin'.
So, get your rest...oh, wait...that might be messed up now...have a great dinner...oh shoot...never mind that...muhaha....;) -
You go girl!
Love the evil laugh!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh yeeeeeahhhh
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FUZZY WUZZY!
I am glad you have returned to romp and rant and wail and whine! Sooooo, a rough couple weeks, huh? Hon, how about you've had a rough last year! SMILE. I believe you said you went back on the Ceto whatever medicine that is, at least you gave withdrawals a try, you can always try again some other time, I suppose. That happened to me with Prednisone they gave me, rads had burned my skin pretty badly, and then I had a hard time getting off it, so lingered with it an extra couple weeks, and FINALLY got off. A REAL PAIN. Anyhow, my head was FINALLY on straight about mid-Dec, and this is why I have come here to complain. Before I proceed, tho, Fuzzy, try to remember that no matter what happens around you, it's all a mind game... you can choose to be happy. The worst things that can happen, which includes death, divorce, job loss, and in general making fools of ourselves, ALL people endure one way or the other, and pretty soon spring flowers bloom and love is everywhere. Whatever is giving you a hard time right now, it will calm down, and you'll be onto better days. If not, you have my permission to throw something.
FOLKS,
So, onto my complaint. I finally finish all my cancer treatments, took six weeks to straighten up from rads, got off my last medicines, and sooooooo what do I do? I FINALLY take this stooopid hormone-blocking drug. YE GADS! Talk about mood shift! See, I went thru menopause years ago and didn't want any part of that particular madness again, so I was terrified to take this Arimidex stuff. But like I said, I waited until everything felt real again, and took the stuff. Oh, I cried a river, I became quite irritated at my ballpoint pen, I cursed and screamed, and the little bit of pleasant plans I had arranged to get me going in my regular life, it all got covered up in fear, fear was everywhere, I couldn't do a dang thing. I went mad, just like I did when my ovaries shut down before. And sleep, forgettabout it, woke up at 3 a.m., 1 a.m., 2 a.m.
So, I did what any ordinary American woman would do, I decided not to take those dang pills at least on Sundays. Screw it! To hell with the daily regime. And I felt better for it, got me thru what was going to be a difficult day visiting with family last wekend. And today is Sunday, so I skipped the pill again, oh blessed day today will be! I am quite troubled over this Arimidex, and FIVE YEARS we're supposed to eat this stuff. NO WAY. I set two years (and then a Plan B for one year) as my goal. And now, hell, I'll be lucky if I can get another month out of this stuff.
So, I'm in the romp room, I been feeling really rough around the edges. And I'm SO worried becuz I was so looking forward to finally cleaning up this house so we can get a new dog. So, I figure I'll just put all my anger into getting this place decluttered and dusted and husband said he'd work the rug cleaner and vac, and come hell or high water, it's a GONNA GET CLEAN. I may lose the pills right after, so my head will clear before we go into dogworld again, I just don't want to be out of my mind when we bring the little fellow home. And what about my spring and summer? It was stole from me last year, I want it peaceful this year. So, I'll bet I'll have to go off it again come April. WHY do they tell us we gotta nearly kill ourselves to be cured??
Hmmmmmm. Death or torture, choose. WHY DO I HAVE TO CHOOSE? Why don't they just bury it under my skin so I'm stuck with it. Maybe they already tried that and so many women had dug it out with a handy knife that they had to encourage us to do the pill thing. ALREADY my cancer doc wants me to take some sort of bone-toughening stuff on top of it. Well, F U doc! Soooo, that's my story, folks. Just another day in the life of a typical cancer patient... pure hell! GG
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