Back again!!

I doubt many of you here will remember me ive been a member since 2002...I ran and hid for the past 7 yrs. from anything to do with breast cancer lol..Well ive had this achy neck/back thing goin on for several months now thought it was due to 3 discs in my neck bein messed up..Well the night before last i was in such pain i couldnt even sleep motrin wouldnt touch it..I found myself at the emergency room at 6am crying like a baby the nurses were quite rude initially 1 even accused me of wantin pain pills which i dont even like to do for the record..Well this very cautious dr. came in and insisted on a ct of my whole spine and ordered morphine to which the nurse griped he shouldv just given the pain meds n not wasted time or money on morphine..Well low and behold im now admitted to the hospital as theyv found mets to the bone throughout my spine and skull, they see no brain involvement and im waiting for ct results on my abdomen n prayin no other organ involvement..Its strange to say but its been yrs. since ive discussed all this lingo and find myself as lost as i was on my initial dx in 2002..Any advice and guidance will be greatly appreciated..Thanks to you all and big hugzz