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littletower
littletower Member Posts: 333
edited June 2014 in Stage III Breast Cancer

So here I am in beautiful Baltimore, going throughout the baseline scans to get into Dr. emens vaccine study. Battery of tests yesterday, including a bone scan. Whoa....lots of post scan questions that I had already answered like whether I was sure I hadn't had any falls recently and three (count 'em) three views of my pelvis. Including one where I sat on the camera ( brings a whole host of dirty jokes to mind but I won't go there). I see Dr Emens today at 10 and am about to jump out of my skin (which given the follow up questions, may not be a bad thing to do were I able:) I had to post because I know you will all understand. So tired of being told; "don't be so negative" or "I'm sure it's nothing". Anyway, I'll keep you posted. Fingers crossed and OFIFTO!! ( one foot in front of the other, preferably in 5" heels)

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  • chrissyb
    chrissyb Member Posts: 16,818
    edited June 2011

    Adele good luck and hope all that you desire come to fruition.   Love the 5" heels....lol

    Love n hugs.  Chrissy

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  • KerryMac
    KerryMac Member Posts: 3,529
    edited June 2011

    Best of luck today!

    Even the thought of scans makes my stomach knot, so I can well imagine how stressed you are feeling. 

    Let us know how it goes. 

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  • Pure
    Pure Member Posts: 1,796
    edited June 2011

    Oh gosh hang in there. They are probably being super super careful. What is the stduy for?

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  • SpunkyGirl
    SpunkyGirl Member Posts: 1,568
    edited June 2011

    Adele,

    Oooh, I hope you get into the study!  I assume it's the vaccine to prevent the cancer from returning?

    Pooh pooh to the people who think you are being negative or say "I'm sure it's nothing" (though we certainly hope it is nothing).  They have no idea.

    Hang in there!

    Hugs

    Bobbie

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  • JacquelineG
    JacquelineG Member Posts: 282
    edited June 2011

    Yes, we totally get it -- no one understands that worry like we do. Here's hoping it's nothing -- they are probably being extra careful -- and best of luck today. I'll be thinking of you!

    Jackie

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  • 208sandy
    208sandy Member Posts: 2,610
    edited June 2011

    Waiting it out with you - just went through "scan week" so I know how tense it can get - just know that there are a bunch of women waiting with you - it helps.  As for thinking negative thoughts - don't you just hate when people say that to you - I always followed the "prepare for the worst, hope for the best" philosophy.

    Hugs,

    Sandy

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  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited June 2011

    I guess this is the "nasty negative group" instead of stage III then, because we all do it and we all get it.  Good luck today and let us know.

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  • Kay_G
    Kay_G Member Posts: 3,345
    edited June 2011

    Definitely get it.  Good luck, fingers and toes and everything else I can cross for you are crossed.

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  • pupfoster1
    pupfoster1 Member Posts: 1,484
    edited June 2011

    Hi sweetie,

    (((((HUUUUGGGSSSS))))) and hoping we hear back GOOD news soon.  Cancer and waiting suck!

    Sharon

    P.S.  I LOVED your comment about waiting in 5 inch heels.  Have you read Cancer Vixen???

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  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited June 2011

    Sat on the camera??  OMG  Nothing good can come out of that!Laughing

    Seriously, I agree with Jennifer, just call us the nasty negative group.  Here they are just dredging up all those feeling with the questions and multiple scans.  Your logical brain knows that everything is OK but our emotions have their own life.

    Hope it's over soon and you can get started on the trial.

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  • Suze35
    Suze35 Member Posts: 1,045
    edited June 2011

    I'm a shoe girl myself - and a negative nelly - so your post really hit home for me.

    I'm sitting here in my Louboutins thinking of you and wishing you the best!  Crossed heels it is nothing Smile.

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  • faithfulheart
    faithfulheart Member Posts: 544
    edited June 2011

    Everything looks better in 5inch heals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!! I have been known to wear them to many dr. appts, try it , makes you feel good!! So I have a good feeling about these tests,and I know you are going to be a very old woman rockin in your chair, while telling stories, in your 5"heals!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are in my prayer's all day long. I see onc. today so lots of time to pray in waiting room. Have lots of peace my friend , even through those awful scans!!!!!!!!!!!!

    All my love Warrior Woman !!!!!!!!!

    steph

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  • littletower
    littletower Member Posts: 333
    edited June 2011

    Passed!!! I'm in and so excited. My Louboutins and I are going to kick some ass! Thank you guys soooo much for your support. I really don't know what I'd do without the women on this board....warriors all. Love to you all, Adele

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  • KerryMac
    KerryMac Member Posts: 3,529
    edited June 2011

    Well, whoohoooo! Great, great news!

    Thrilled for you!

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  • livinglarge
    livinglarge Member Posts: 161
    edited June 2011

    Too cool... Glad it all turned out well.

     Still not sure abut that sitting on the camera conceptCool 

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  • Kay_G
    Kay_G Member Posts: 3,345
    edited June 2011

    Wonderful news!  Congrats!

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  • pupfoster1
    pupfoster1 Member Posts: 1,484
    edited June 2011

    WAAAHOOOO!!!  GREAT NEWS! 

    BTW you are a woman after my own heart!  I love fashion (have worked for Nordstrom---shoe heaven---for over 23 years---my husband calls me Imelda Marcos---lol!).  Just wish I had my own pair of Louboutins.

    I mentioned the book Cancer Vixen earlier.  If you and any other fashionistas here haven't read it yet, it's a must, although it is VERY graphic literally and figuratively.  The author wrote a graphic novel about her journey through BC while trying to keep her style, and even wearing her designer shoes to chemo.  It does bring up some old feelings so be forewarned.   I wrote the author to thank her for writing the book and she was so gracious to write me back to thank ME for my comments and to wish me well on my journey.  Lovely lady!

    Take care,

    Sharon

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  • jennyboog
    jennyboog Member Posts: 1,322
    edited June 2011

    Congrats!  You just put a huge smile on my face....so glad everything turned out ok. 

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  • 208sandy
    208sandy Member Posts: 2,610
    edited June 2011

    Great News - wish my old knees and missing discs could stand 5 inch heels but I am very comfortable in my creakiness in a pair of Stuart Weizman very low wedges which I am wearing with my shorts at my computer in your honour!!!!!

    Carry on!

    Sandy

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  • Suze35
    Suze35 Member Posts: 1,045
    edited June 2011

    Woo hoo! Those Loubies have some magic powers!! I'm so happy for you!



    pup foster - it's never too late to get a pair...come...come to the dark side...lol!!

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  • JacquelineG
    JacquelineG Member Posts: 282
    edited June 2011

    Great news! happy for you!

    Jackie

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  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited June 2011

    Wonderful! But you ladies are really losing me with the shoe talk. About the only brands I know are Reebok, Avia and Nike!

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  • chrissyb
    chrissyb Member Posts: 16,818
    edited June 2011

    Great news!!!   I'm so happy for you!    5" heels are only a old memory now the highest I get now are 1" squashies.....lol

    Love n hugs.  Chrissy

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  • faithfulheart
    faithfulheart Member Posts: 544
    edited June 2011

    Adele, Whooo hoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I am so happy for  you!!!!  Bought  really high heeled red strappies, in your honor yesterday, with matching bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plan on being little old ladies's everyone!!! Sherri, good to see you pop up, I have been wondering where you have been, hope all is well!!!!!!!!!

    Blessings to all my sistah's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Steph

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  • sassy76
    sassy76 Member Posts: 3
    edited June 2011

    HI IM NEW HAD A 19CM TUMOR ..HAD A MASCOTOMY..AM A GRADE 2 STAGE 3C..DID ALL SCANS ALL COME GOOD..NEXT WEEK IS AY SECOND CHIMO.I'M HAVING FEC-T,THAN RADIOTHEREPY ,THAN ITS THE 5 YEAR HORMONE PILL..I'M 35 HAVE 2 KIDS AND MY HUBBY LEFT ME...AM SCARED

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  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited June 2011

    sassy76 -

    It would be better if you started a new topic. When you post inside another person's topic then sometimes people don't see what you wrote because they've already read through the topic.

    To start a new topic, go to the Stage III forum where you see the list of current topics.  At the top of the page you should see a button that says "Add new topic".  Click on that button and you will be given a place for the title of your topic and another box for you to write your post.  Go ahead and write as much as you want.  Tell us about yourself, your worries, your diagnosis, your treatement -- whatever is on your mind.  Women will read your topic and post replies.

    It's good to reach out and we want to hear from you! 

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