Just plain scared

Dayzeroze
Dayzeroze Member Posts: 36

I have been snooping the boards since november and thought I might  as wewll say Hi to my fellow ILC members on my second round of chemo right now its killing me every day is so hard but i put my smile on as much as I can cause that seams to help in some strang way with 4 kids i dont want them seeing me sick all the time but now i have hand - foot thing and it hurts sooooooooo bad anyone else have this i am using bag balm now just got rxed with thrush have meds for that now dont you feel like a medican woman sometimes with all the meds we have to take for everthing. But if it gets me through the day life is good right!

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  • SusieMTN
    SusieMTN Member Posts: 795
    edited January 2011

    Dayzeroze - Welcome honey!  So glad you decided to post.  The women here are wonderful and very supportive. 

    What is the length of your Chemo? Chemo can be tough but is doable.  Make sure you talk to your Oncologist about any side effects, your doctor and Chemo Nurses are your team and there to help you get thru.  

    Love your  "Make the best out of what life hands you and smile about it" you sound as if you have a great attitude and it will carry you through.

    Come here often!

    Susie

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited January 2011

    Hello Dayzerose,  Welcome to our ILC group.  It sounds like you are having a very rough time of it with chemo.  I know it can be very, very hard.  It was for me.  I was not the person who was jogging and going to work!  The good news is it will end and you will be in a better place.  Hopefully you are not trying to be too much of a superwoman.  It's hard with children in the house, but you need time to just crash, and to be cared for.  I'm glad you decided to post here on our ILC thread.  We ILC sisters are a unique group in some ways.  There is lots of support on the many threads as I'm sure you've found if you've been "snooping the boards".  (I love the way you said that.)  I hope you will come here and share and let us help.  Hugs. G.

  • Dayzeroze
    Dayzeroze Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2011

    Thank you guys. I am lucky to have a great support team that makes MaKES ME REST even if I don't want to

  • IllinoisNancy
    IllinoisNancy Member Posts: 722
    edited January 2011

    Hi,

    Welcome to our ILC club.  I'm going thru chemo now too and know how miserable it makes you.  I go for the 6th treatment next week and I'm dreading it.  What kind of chemo are you getting.  I'm on Taxotere now and already completed AC.  I am dong chemo before surgery so I have that ahead of me too.  This is a great place to vent and learn as well as make lots of new friends.  I don't know what I would do without these ladies.  Good luck with your treatments.

    Take care,

    Nancy

  • Dayzeroze
    Dayzeroze Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2011

    just got done with 5fu 4 rounds and now on 4 rounds of taxotere and carboplatin every 3 weeks which is taking it toll on me

  • Dayzeroze
    Dayzeroze Member Posts: 36
    edited January 2011

    i to have chemo then surgery than rads

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