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  • chiefswife
    chiefswife Member Posts: 70
    edited November 2010

    Congratulations to all of you that have completed your radiation treatments!!!!!! I was supposed to start my boosts today but the stupid machine was not working right and they finally let some of us leave. I should eventually be done with all this crap on Nov 30th. My underarm ir really red and itches like crazy and driving me nuts. It takes all my inner strength to do my best to ignore it. I have a really red boob with a nipple that seems a strange color, I think it's from the Ocean Potion goop I was told I could use. Yuck, my nipple is sort of blue, I hate this crap. I have one spot on my boob about the size of a nickle that has peeled and is sort of raw, that's it, other than that I am doing good considering this is cancer crap I'm dealing with. When does this shit end? I just want to scream, will it help??? I doubt it. I am so looking forward to December getting here but then I start the Tamoxifen, Yippee.............................NOT. I just want my life back.

    Prayers to everyone out there, take care.

  • QCA
    QCA Member Posts: 1,539
    edited November 2010

    Congratulations LINDA!!!

    Kathy

  • DiamondGirl
    DiamondGirl Member Posts: 1,046
    edited November 2010

    Linda and Roberta ~ WOOOHOOO !!!  So happy for you gals.

    I have 10 more to go myself.  I just can't wait till this rad tx is over.  I'm starting the count down :)

  • DesignerMom
    DesignerMom Member Posts: 1,464
    edited November 2010

    Beanius-  So sorry for the delay.  Hope you get your show on the road!

    My RO told me to slather the cream everywhere, inccluding under the breast.  I just finished #20, so far only a little sunburned and sensitive.  Had another 3 hour delay tonight.  I told my RO he better get the cocktail cart rolling in if these delays keep coming.  He thinks I am kidding but I have my eye on the water cooler,  sure would be easy to spike with Vodka and lemonade!

  • Beanius
    Beanius Member Posts: 1,697
    edited November 2010

    DesignerMom - So glad you are getting there!! Sorry about all the delays, very annoying. Keep on truckin' and you will be through so soon.

    XXXOOO to all! ~Beanzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • AICa
    AICa Member Posts: 64
    edited November 2010

    chiefswife - Ask your Rad Onc for a prescription for Topicort for the itch. It's a miracle drug. It worked for me after hydrocortisone 1% and prescription strength hyddrocortisone 2% did not. I was waking up at night because of the itch. After the very first application of Topicort, I never itched again. I used it 3x daily for a few days then 2x daily. I recommended it to a woman in the Nov group. Her Dr. thought she would have to stop treatment for a week because of the rash, but she asked him for Topicort and healed so much over the weekend that she missed only one day of treatment.

  • CT124
    CT124 Member Posts: 85
    edited August 2013

    Stacy, MHP, Eileen, TMarina-glad to hear that there is hope for hair. I am ab 8 weeks out from and had ab. 1/3 of head hair still intact-then it all started falling out. eyelashes and eyebrows were good, but now they are thinning again. Onc tells me it's prob a delayed reaction. But am starting to feel a few fuzzies-almost like baby hair. I had hoped this part would come back earlier.

    However, am lucky that skin has been holding up. They have stopped using gel pad and are focusing on subclaviculars now, so am getting a little tracheal irritation and bronchitis like cough, in addition to swelling and discomfort-it never stops, does it. TE are holding up, but skin is getting stretched really tight. I have 5 to go and hope skin will make it. Saw PS and he is concerned ab incision line-am praying it holds untill all this is done. Hopefully, next wed. shd be my last and I can truly celebrate Thanksgiving.

    Joan, Joan, Roberta,and Linda- Congratulations, you did it!!! It seemed for me that when we started it would be so long.  I can't wait to be able to post this.

    QCA- it sounds as though you will be done today-can't wait to see that post.

    Designer Mom- I am so sorry to hear ab all that you have experienced. Cancer and  treatments are hard enough without having to deal with all of this. I think Roberta2 really summed it up. People who have not experienced it really don't understand. I don't think they understand how hard it is to lay on that table for a treatment that you know is damaging your body. I still have those days when I just don't want to go and am ready to throw in the towel. And I am lucky to have a supportive environment-everyone there has been wonderful and done their best to support me. It sounds as though after today, you will be in single digits!! 

     My thoughts are with all of you. This is such a long journey.

  • fayebu
    fayebu Member Posts: 19
    edited November 2010

    Hi everyone

    Congrats to all who have finished! I will be finishing on Friday - yippee  but I had a question. My skin has become very dark  and the pores  on my breast are enlarged. Has this happen to anyone?. My RO said it is common  and not to worry  but it sure does look strange.

  • Beanius
    Beanius Member Posts: 1,697
    edited November 2010

    faybu - Big congratulations to finish Friday!! Hurray!! I just started # 1 of 33 today. Can't wait to be where you are!

    Congrats to all who are finishing up!!!

    My #1 went totally perfectly, everyone was so nice and supportive, no pain, nuthin to complain about at all. Only 32 to go + 2 more weeks of chemo starting next week. Looking forward to Dec. 31 when I'm totally brain fried and booby cooked!

    My thoughts and prayers are will you all...

  • QCA
    QCA Member Posts: 1,539
    edited November 2010

    Hi everybody, I AM DONE!!  (Maybe well done, but done nonetheless!)  Every tech I've ever had was there and when I walked out of the treatment room they all cheered, and I got to ring a bell 3 times.  Boy, that thing got rung too!  Even rad onc was there clapping.  It was a nice send-off, but I truly hope to never see any of them again unless maybe at Walmart.  Anyhow, I'd made them some pecan tassies (these things are just divine)  and written a note to them.  They were most appreciative of that, and I left feeling good.  No, I left feeling absolutely euphoric! 

    DH and I later went to his retirement group lunch (some people who worked where he did all meet for lunch once a month).  We got there early and went to the bar and got marguritas!  At noon, no less.  Talk about decadent---but we celebrated.  

     My next appt with the rad onc will be in Dec, the same day I see the medical onc.  The appts are close together and both oncs are in the same part area of the hospital complex.  Also have an appt with the surgeon in Dec.  Now, I'm taking 2 weeks off and then will start arimidex.  So, the beat goes on, I guess.

    I'll continue to post here and let you all know how the healing process goes, and help anywhere I can.  I'm anxious to see how long it takes for everything to look normal again, if it ever does. I know the redness will get better, but hope the strange coloring of the nipple will improve--right now it's sort of a bluish tan--dye+radiation effects.  And there's also a very pronounced circle where the boosts went.  We shall see what happens.  Right now I'm just glad I don't have to be somewhere at 9:00 AM every day!

    Hugs to all of you,

    Kathy

  • TMarina
    TMarina Member Posts: 692
    edited November 2010

    Congrats QCA!! Yes, please let us know how things heal up.  :)

  • joan888
    joan888 Member Posts: 810
    edited November 2010

    Congrats QCA/Kathy and Roberta!  You did it!  Seems that this thread is really starting to get alot of Rad Grads!  I am five days post rads.  My skin is peeling, but the next layer of new skin is so raw yet.  It stings to put much of anything other than Aquaphor on it.  I've been gooping the stuff on and then wearing a mock turtlenect shirt to keep it off my other clothes and bedding.  I do think that I am seeing some improvement this evening.  I am really looking forward to being done with this part also.  

  • DiamondGirl
    DiamondGirl Member Posts: 1,046
    edited November 2010

    Hello all :)

    I would like to take a survey :

    1). Was your rad onc ever inside the vault to check on the alignment as you are laying under the machine?

    2).Are there always 2 rad techs aligning you every day for your rads?

    Your answers are very important to me, thank you gals in advance :)

  • cmksocal
    cmksocal Member Posts: 247
    edited November 2010

    1: No

    2: Yes

    Colleen

  • Beanius
    Beanius Member Posts: 1,697
    edited November 2010

    Diamondgirl: 1) No; 2) Yes (but I've only had one rad so far).

    Congrats QCA!!!

    Joan - sure hope that feels better soon!

    I get zap #2 of 33 today, # 1 was painless.

  • DesignerMom
    DesignerMom Member Posts: 1,464
    edited November 2010

    diamondgirl-1) No, the RO is never in the treatment room to check.  He was involved in the initial planning with the Physics dept.  I see him once a week.  2) yes, there are always 2 techs aligning me.

  • LtotheK
    LtotheK Member Posts: 2,095
    edited November 2010

    Hello, Diamond Girl,

    My answers:

    Yes, particularly with boosts when I had two doctors

    Yes, sometimes 3, too.  Always at least one woman.

    Faybu, yes, this is quite what I look like.  I look like someone who did Ban de Soleil all summer circa 1970 under my breast, with a little bit of peeling.

    For those of you needing more assistance than aloe or biafine can offer:  the cortisone cream from the doctor applied just a couple of times helped so much.  It has really gotten everything under control.  I don't even use it as much as they suggest, just a couple of times to calm everything.

  • riley702
    riley702 Member Posts: 1,600
    edited November 2010

    1. No.

    2. Yes, sometimes 3. 

  • TMarina
    TMarina Member Posts: 692
    edited November 2010

    Diamondgirl--My answers are the same as Designermom's--and all my tech's are female.

  • QCA
    QCA Member Posts: 1,539
    edited November 2010

    DiamondGirl,

    My answers are

    1.  Yes

    2.  Yes

    Kathy

  • DiamondGirl
    DiamondGirl Member Posts: 1,046
    edited November 2010

    Good evening ladies,

    I have 3 more rad tx to go, and 5 boosts.  I see my rad onc every Thursday (this afternoon).  I told him how I'm concerned about my treatment since there's only been 1 rad tech for the past 2.5 weeks.  He again said to me it is the norm across the United States.  I couldn't wait to tell him that I talked to the other breast cancer patients and they have either 2 to maybe even 3 techs aligning them.  He said 2 to 3 is an over kill.  I don't believe him anymore.

    So thank you for taking the survey, you've armed me with vital information! I appreciate it.

    I've developed a few bumps of rash at the lower quadrant of the breast, skin tightening and pink.  Maybe a little bit of crusty on the nipple.  I was also told that these are normal SE of rads.

    Good luck everybody, we are heading towards the finish line (at different pace), but will get there!!! Hugs

  • LtotheK
    LtotheK Member Posts: 2,095
    edited November 2010

    DiamondGirl, I took this a step further and talked to my radiation techs.  I won't name names, but another major Chicago hospital routinely never had a doctor present for lineups, and often only had one tech.  Today, I had three techs.  I think it is fair to expect an NCI ranked hospital has at least two.  Just the other day, my tech made a mistake, and the other called her out on the measurement.  Believe me, that happens A LOT. I imagine your doctor would feel significantly different if his butt were up on the table.  Having two people makes sure these kinds of mistakes are kept to a minimum.

    Thanks to all of you gorgeous and amazing people, I asked for two treatments in one day.  Wasn't offered, the accommodated my request.  It means Monday will be my last day before my parents get in for Thanksgiving week.

    As usual, this board is a lifesaver.  I plan to donate whatever money I would to other organizations to this one.  I have learned so much, continue to be challenged, and feel in control.

    And I've also gotten emotional support to-boot!  Congratulations to all of you for your bravery, perserverence, and kindness.

  • Linda603
    Linda603 Member Posts: 54
    edited November 2010

    Hi Diamond Girl:

    1.  No - only for inital boost

    2.  No - not every day.

  • joan888
    joan888 Member Posts: 810
    edited November 2010

    Diamond Girl... I am a little late with my survey answers but they seem pretty typical. 

    1. no

    2. yes

    I am now a week PFR.  Skin is peeling big time and very raw skin underneath. The reddened area is getting smaller every day though.  I will be so glad to put the Aquaphor to rest, but I have been using it day and night.

    Joan

    Joan

  • CELinVA
    CELinVA Member Posts: 25
    edited November 2010

    I only saw Radiation Oncologist about 1 month before I started, and then the day I started boosts.  I saw nurse once a week and usually had 2-3 technicians each day, who were great.  The RO was lurking around and I know he signed off on things.   I never had any major problems and felt my technicians were the pros.

  • TMarina
    TMarina Member Posts: 692
    edited November 2010

    MHP70 has a good point about the need for 2.  I always have two techs and they call out numbers to each other--something to do with lining me up. One has reminded the other to measure.  I think it's important to have two--something for others to think about when choosing a rad clinic!

  • StacyA
    StacyA Member Posts: 209
    edited November 2010

    My answers are: 

    Yes

    Yes

    Stacy  

  • DiamondGirl
    DiamondGirl Member Posts: 1,046
    edited November 2010

    Good evening ladies,

    Thank you soo much for taking the time to do the survey.  Like I said, I told my rad onc yesterday that I was not happy that this office was 2.5 weeks under staff.  He again told me that it is the norm to have only 1 tech to align throughout the States.  I quickly told him that I talked to you ladies and it was not true.  They are quick to cover up and tell me anything other than the real truth, that which is sad.  It's not only a breach of my privacy at the beginning, it was again a breach of my well-being when they re-use dirty sheets.  I don't have good feelings about them any more.  It is just a chore for me to finish my few days of regular treatment and then 5 boosts.  I know that my rad onc did not sign up for this as he just moved in town a few months ago.  This center has been around for many years and it is just poorly run by the corporation.

    How do you ladies feel about the new TSA pat down rule?  I think they should have a BC survivor on the panel.  I just can't foresee myself being pat down, my scar did not heal well and I have LE symptoms, I just can't forsee being touched.  What do y'all think?

    I should start a thread and talk about it here.  Wonder if there's one like it already?

  • DesignerMom
    DesignerMom Member Posts: 1,464
    edited November 2010

    Diamond Girl-  Soon you will be finished with your rads and hopefully, never have to see those unprofessional people again.  About the new TSA scanners!  Someone already started a thread, everyone is talking like mad.  Put something like TSA scanner in the search mode.  For me (and quite a few other survivors) I will be avoiding any and all unecessary radiation as  lifetime accumulated exposure puts us at risk for other cancers. All of us know how much radiation we have already had from scans, mammos, radiation therapy.  So, unfortunately, I will be opting for the pat down.  This article really explains how we Americans get way too many x-rays and scans (doctor's liability fears).

    AMERICANS GET MOST RADIATION FROM MEDICAL SCANS

    http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/06/14/radiation-health-american_n_611035.html

  • TMarina
    TMarina Member Posts: 692
    edited November 2010

    I, too, will be opting for the pat down to avoid any more radiation, even thought they say the radiation is minimal.  It's minimal for those who haven't have all the ct scans and radiation therapy I have had, but for me, it might just be enough extra to put me over the top and give me more cancer!

    I rarely ever travel by plane, so maybe this nonsense will be over by the time I actually fly anywhere!

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