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  • jan1149
    jan1149 Member Posts: 1
    edited October 2010

    HI .... my name is Janice; I was diagnosed with her 2 neu+ breast cancer end of June 2010; I am almost done with chemo, have 2 more tx. I will continue with herceptin until Aug 2011. Wondering if I read your resonse correctly; sounds as though you had a mastectomy on (R) breast? I will have one in Jan; then radiation. I'm trying to figure out whether to do reconstruction or not. DId you? So many thoughts running through my head; wondering whether it's worth it, longer process, $$ and pain. Do you mind sharing your experience and choice? 

    Thanks so much!

    Janice 

  • lago
    lago Member Posts: 17,186
    edited October 2010
    Janice I decided to do reconstruction. I had TE placed at the time of my BMX. I wasn't a candidate for some of the other procedures because I'm thin on top (no body fat). Also I really don't want to do any of the more invasive procedures. If the implants should fail I will not have any reconstruction. So far I'm healing nicely. I still in chemo so I don't have the exchange done yet but the future surgeries are not as major as the BMX. I'm up for it but it's really a very personal choice. I'm married age 49.
  • anonymice
    anonymice Member Posts: 532
    edited October 2010

    Hi Hope,

    I didn't ask for specificities, but I'll put it on my list to ask him next visit.  I know that he was reserved but hopeful with me prior to receiving those results (Her2) but positively beaming and telling me this was "very good, very good news".

  • LLL-6500
    LLL-6500 Member Posts: 80
    edited October 2010

    This is such a great site.  I am so needing to know I am not alone in this..  even though it is really hard some days.  I was not able to get Herceptin again.  Have not had it now since sept 8th.  We are waiting another month, have another MUGA done and see.  If not better, possible appt with cardiologist to see what they think.  Apparently, after 2 months of lower heart functioning, you are to stop permenently.  I went from 76 to 55 to 59 for the MUGA numbers.  Still don't completely understand.   -- Have decided to have surgery in January to have mastectomy (preventitive) and complete reconstruction.   Continue to take Tamox without too many side effects.  Thank you for listening.   L..

  • emb29
    emb29 Member Posts: 1
    edited November 2010

    Hello- I have been diagnosed in March with stage 1 HER2 Neu +++ grade 3 - no nodes - and I was pleased to see your oncoligist didnt believe in any herceptin for you.  My oncologist wanted Herceptin but I chose not to get it - since I was stage 1.  After 6 months of a major diet change and really watching it - I went to my doctor today and all looked normal where I had the lumpectomy. But she freaked me out because she thought I may have made a mistake not getting herceptin?  Do you still feel positive that you didnt take herceptin?  I think that everyone is different and if it hasnt spread and you completely detox - chances are it wont come back . What do you think?

  • mmm5
    mmm5 Member Posts: 1,470
    edited November 2010

    EMB

    I would totally rethink the thought about no Herceptin, I also had stage 1 but there is a retrospective study that shows women (MD ANDERSON) that shows that even the smallest stage 1 tumors with no Herceptin had somewhere in the 20 percent (and this is for tumors less than 1cm) range of recurrence. Herceptin and chemo changes those odd for me to about 7 percent.  

    I would get several opinions on this! 

  • blondie45
    blondie45 Member Posts: 580
    edited November 2010

    I agree with mmm5, I would get more opinions. I think any herceptin you can get is a good thing.

    LLL-6500 - where in Wisconsin are you being treated?  With  your MUGA scores still above 50 they had to stop or not give you the herceptin? I realize that MUGA scores may run differently than echos for ejection fraction, etc but my onc said anything above 50 is good and a go for herceptin. I was back up to 43 at my last check in July and he said I could go back on it. In discussions with my cardioligist, onc, and myself we decided after 6 months I had enough. I keep praying that that is the case.

  • heathermcd
    heathermcd Member Posts: 142
    edited November 2010

    These discussion boards have been my lifeline lately - my goodness though, what a rollercoaster this process is and i'm not even through chemo yet. I have days when I swear i'm going to beat this and live a long, healthy life and then days when I just fall apart (like today) and seek hope anywhere I can find it. Thanks ladies for giving me hope each time I re-read this posting. I just want to live my life with my amazing husband and forget about breast cancer. Is that too much to ask?!

  • meglove
    meglove Member Posts: 267
    edited November 2010

    Heather, I can understand what you feel. Every morning when I woke up, I pray, to any mighty powerful force that controls the universe and life, I want to live to see my little girl grow up and be there for her!

  • lago
    lago Member Posts: 17,186
    edited November 2010

    I just look forward to when the next phase of my treatment is over. BMX with TE done. Chemo over Jan 18th if no delays. I think feel the most "back to normal" when my hair grows back.

  • LLL-6500
    LLL-6500 Member Posts: 80
    edited November 2010

    Blondie45...

    Thanks for the reply.  You got me thinking a bit...  about second opinion, etc.  But,my thought is the protocol may have changed.  You were dx in 2009?  And, My baseline MUGA was 77 and it dropped to 55.  Yes, still "normal".. but a very significant drop for me and there is a percentage that they go by as far as how much it can drop before they stop and when they start again.   I haven't seen a cardiologist yet, but that would be the next step if my next MUGA isn't back up.  I might call and see if I can get an ECHO done and speed this process up.  I am enjoying my break from Herceptin, but want to get as much benefit as I can from every angle to not get this again!!!   Did you get a year of Herceptin?  How are you feeling?  

    Thanks.  Have a great week everyone.

  • DebbieB
    DebbieB Member Posts: 161
    edited November 2010

    Hi Laurie,

    I'm one of those that had heart damage from adriamycin and it didn't show up until 6 years after the chemo.  My understanding from all the tests I have had done is a heart cath has the most reliable # for EF.  My muga and echo was around 22% and the heart cath was 18%.  The cardiologist said for someone who is 50 years of age that 65% is considered normal.  It took 18 months but mine is back at 60% and that is taking a max dose of Coreg. 

    Debbie

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