crying tonight

darCraig:

I'm so sorry to hear about you friend.

Yes, cancer SUCKS!!! An I too want to know...Where the F#%%##@ is the cure!!!!

When a sister is taken from us due to this terrible disease it effects us all.

God Bless her and her family

Jan

Dear one, I am so sorry to hear about your sister.  What happened to her is the reason so many of us live in such fear.  There is no perfect answer to what we can do to survive. It is like playing Russian Roulette with our lives.  I was once told by a beloved relative that his neighbor shocked everyone by dying of cancer.  He said she was a perfect candidate for how to survive.  Kept so healthy, with a positive nature and no one expected it to claim her but it did.  In fact, when he heard of my diagnosis, I am such the opposite of his neighbor that he never expected me to still be here today.  Yet, for some strange reason, I am. 

 As for the cure, it is where all the other "cures" for horrible terminal diseases are. IMO,   In the bank accounts of greedy humans who seem to put making money more important than actually finding a cure for these diseases.  What good does it do to send a man to the moon if the earth we are living in is filled with the graves of dear people who should still be alive!!  I am angry like you and very sad for your lost.  It doesn't do any good for me to tell you that your beloved sister is at peace and finally free of the beast who took her life.  Because that beast leaves behind her loved ones who have to deal with their grief.  In actuality, it strikes twice.  At the victim and also at the loved ones.   May you find some way to deal with your grief.  I am so sorry I cannot find the right words to make this easier on you.  Peace be with you.