Tamoxifen, fatigue and emotional side effects

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  • cmhartley
    cmhartley Member Posts: 1,091
    edited March 2010

    momdent, first of all welcome!  Congratulations to your country on doing so well in the Olympics. :)

    I have experienced all of the symptoms you describe...especially the irritability/anger and horrible fatigue which eventually became the reason I became so fed up and stopped my tamoxifen altogether....it was great....I finally started feeling like my "normal" self again.  But, then I developed a pain in my shoulder blade and long story short...I was diagnosed with extensive bone metastases.  So, I'm not sure if coming off of the tamoxifen (only about 6mos) had anything to do with it or not.  My oncologist wasn't sure and so she put me back on it.  I can honestly say that for whatever reason the SE this time aren't near as bad.  I do have bone pain/aches but not sure if from the tamoxifen or from my mets.  I did take off of work and so not sure if that is why I am not so fatigued and cranky anymore like I was.  I have lost weight and actually been maintaining it even with my Lupron injections and so that is different.  I don't know what to tell you...either it isn't working altogether or perhaps who knows. 

    As for medicine to alleviate the side effects...I understand a lot of women take Effexor.  My oncologists keep trying to push me to try it at low doses but I'm scared because I've heard that the SE from it can be worse.  I take gabapentin at night to help me sleep along with Advil PM and tramadol...the gabapentin does also help with hot flashes...although not as effective as the Effexor.

    I hope this helps a bit.  Send me a message if you'd like more details.  Good luck to you on your journey!!

    Cat

  • louey
    louey Member Posts: 6
    edited March 2010

    Hi all, I am  new to this site as I am desparately seeking some support.  I hadn't realized how bad the T was affecting me until my relationship ended.  I am irritable, severe hot flashes and mood swings.  Have found some relief with exercise but am depressed and having trouble getting motivated again.  My relationship is over because he just couldn't understand the person I have become.  I want to stop taking T but I'm afraid of recurrence.  I am going to try accupuncture and counselling but its too late to save my relationship.  I just want my life back.

  • hymil
    hymil Member Posts: 826
    edited March 2010

    I was on it for four months pre-surgery, then they said to stop for operation because of the clotting risk. Until I stopped I hadnt realised how horrible it had been making me feel. I felt like my brain was covered in fluff (haha worse than usual!) couldnt do simple tasks, kept forgetting stupid things, felt low all the time. Goodness knows how I worked through those four months. Mind you I had just been told I have cancer, how do you sort out how much is due to the tablets. But believe me within 24 hours the last tablet, I was a new woman, back to my real self again.

    It's not imagination. Hormones are powerful chemicals and they affect every bit of your body, brain included. And it's not just you.

    And Louey I'm so sorry, a guy that walks out just when you need him....Keep up with the exercise, one day you will have courage to feel attractive again, and when you exercise, your body makes its own natural feel-good chemicals that do you a power of good with no side effects.

    Now I've had my op, I really dont want to go back on them.... but my onc does :(

  • louey
    louey Member Posts: 6
    edited March 2010

    Well, I'm taking some action.  I have a counselling appointment for Wednesday and an appointment with a naturopath that specializes in treating cancer patients.  I got in on a cancellation for tomorrow.  I am going to talk to him about acupuncture (they have an acupunturist at the clinic) but they told me that he can recommend natural ingredients to help relive the hot flashes and depression.  Of course this all has to be within the "non estrogen" guidelines.  Take that first step to the tamoxifen again.  My only advice is this, don't wait too long to do something to help with the side effects if you start to experience them. 

    Louey

  • louey
    louey Member Posts: 6
    edited March 2010

    Hi again:

    For those of you on this thread, it seems pretty inactive.  The Battle'o Tamoxifen seems much more active and helpful. 

  • Girl_With_3_Tatoos
    Girl_With_3_Tatoos Member Posts: 1
    edited October 2010

    Hello for the first time,

    I have been coping really well with my diagnosis, surgery, radiotherapy etc. remaining happy, positive person as always.... Until few days ago, when I started to take Tamoxifen. It has been a week only and already drives me mad! I am anxious, negative and really depressed... Couldn't sleep last night at all. Spent half of the night in the kitchen trying to calm down by organizing the "messy draw" - you know - the draw you put things that belong to nowhere (you can imagine how bad my state was! Wink) First thing I did today in the morning was searching online if it's something wrong with me or this is just a nature of the drug? I feel better now, after finding out that it is popular side effects and I have my depressed fellows Smile Finding the external reason for these emotions helped me already. Let's support each other!

  • BarbaraA
    BarbaraA Member Posts: 7,378
    edited October 2010

    Hi Girl, you may find more help with tamoxifen if you search for the 'bottle o' tamoxifen' thread. They are a lively group and have many tips on getting through treatment with tamox.

  • 1Athena1
    1Athena1 Member Posts: 6,696
    edited October 2010

    I have been trying to rummage through the Bottle 'o Tamoxifen thread but it is so very long and full of socializing (not that there's any harm - it's just hard to find things) that I am glad to find this shorter thread.

    Girl - I have been on Tamoxifen on and off for about 18 months and it seems that the side effects get worse with time for me. I have also experienced the negativity. I would suym up my reaction by saying I feel "hysterical." I am also totally unable to concentrate and cannot work properly. If I were to fully remain on 20 mgs of Tamoxifen I would have to go on disability just because of the drug. Not worth it. I have a serious coexisting disorder which gets affected by the Tamoxifen, too.

    cmhartley, that is interesting that you had a different experience with Tamoxifen the second time round. I am sorry that you had mets - I am sure it was not because you went off the Tamox six months earlier, though. I have been wondering if a break of a few months and another try might lead to a different experience with Tamoxifen for me. I have been worried sick at having to go off the drug. I have had the experience with other medications - where you start to take them, there are a certain set of side effects, and then the second time you start the drug months later those side effects are gone....

    Has anyone had their emotional and cognitive side effects disappear after a while on Tamoxifen? I would be interested to hear from sisters who have been on it for a long time. 

  • mamasangel2404
    mamasangel2404 Member Posts: 6
    edited October 2010

    Hi Everyone:

    I am going to start taking Tamoxifen in a week.  Reading all this information I am a little scare. Those side effects are scaring me right now.  I have a partial hystorectomy when I was 30 but I still have my ovaries.  I would not going to have any problem with bleeding but I am afraid of the Hot flashes. can someone tell me if they gain weight with this. Because I have a lapband on for almost 2 years to loose weight and its been hard for me to loose the 50 pounds I dont want to imagine me with gain weight at this time. I also have arthritis on my knee so what else I can expect from this pill.  Just call my oncologist to see when I can start the pill I finished my radiation treatment on October 20.

  • hymil
    hymil Member Posts: 826
    edited October 2010

    Welcome, Girl, (are your three tattoos, little radiotherapy marker-dots like mine or something more exotic?) I will agree about the tamoxifen thread, it's just so large and unwieldy. The Natural girls thread and alternative/complementary forums are places where people who haven't got on well with hormone treatment and are trying the alternatives are hanging out. There are alternative ways to reduce oestrogen in the body, depending on your tumour pathology, how you see your risk of recurrence and how healthy you are otherwise. By your profile you must be pretty young, so different issues to the likes of me approaching menopause anyway, there is also a section of younger women could maybe help. I've found everyone here very supportive.

    PS would you like to come and organise my messy drawer too? :)

  • mamasangel2404
    mamasangel2404 Member Posts: 6
    edited October 2010

    I was glad to finish my radiation because I have a large breast my skin was peeling, cracking, burning,  Its been a week that I finished my treatment and I still feel my breast hot and also those tatoo are driving me crazy sometimes I feel pain on the one in the middle of my chest. Well its a woman think like the men saids.  I am going to feel sorry for my grandkids is I develop all the side effects from the tamoxifen.  My daughter told me I am menopouse all the time and she will leave me alone.  Concern on loosing my hair none.  My hair is thick and long I just cut it in case but I dont thing so. My concern is gain weight I dont want to after all the hard work I did to be the way I am now. Are they any remedies for that.

  • mamasangel2404
    mamasangel2404 Member Posts: 6
    edited October 2010

    I went to my Surgeon yesterday and she told me she never see anything like that.  I ask what she means.  She told me that she never see the effects of radiation like mine they really burn myself.  She comment that the first time I see something like that Its must be hurt.  I said yes it was painful.  I have like everybody said the fraternal twins one is black and the other one white and I dont think I will have the same color when all this finish.  I see it. well for now I am pretty much fine waiting for those side effects from the tamoxifen and hopefully will be mild for me. God luck to everyone.

  • karlinruth
    karlinruth Member Posts: 3
    edited February 2011
    I am so grateful to read your posts on this. I have been on Tamo twice and both times I have felt like I was going crazy. I was on Tamoxifen for about a year, I think, and then my onc changed me to Arimidex. I noticed immediately that I was not as depressed as I had been. I've been treated for depression in the past and I recognized that this was not clinical depression but effects of chemo and then Herceptin and then Tamoxifen. As soon as I changed to Arimidex, the depression lifted. I also experienced mood swings and emotional instability on Tamoxifen. these symptoms also stopped when I was switched to Arimidex. Now I've been back on Tamoxifen for a month (because of concerns that Arimidex might turn my ovaries back on and start them producing estrogen again) and I felt the depression and emotional instability within a few days of starting back on Tamoxifen. My onc doesn't acknowlege any side effects and I feel like I'm going crazy trying to get someone to listen to me about these emotional side effects. Help!
  • 4lumps
    4lumps Member Posts: 50
    edited August 2011

    Hi, has anyone experienced ovarian cysts while taking Tamoxifen.  If so, have they remained normal (meaning non cancerous)?  

  • Barbie7
    Barbie7 Member Posts: 386
    edited August 2011

    4lumps,

    Yes, I have had complex cysts on both ovaries monitored over the last 3 years.  They have all been benign as they have usually resolved after a few cycles, although with each ultrasound a new complex cysts shows up and I need to follow up again.  So, instead of annual or every 6 month ultrasounds, I've been trending to every 3 months.  My latest is that the one on my right has grown (vs. resolved) and new one on left ovary.  This is the first time I've had them on both at the same time.  I will have next US in mid-September.  Last two ultrasounds showed cystic structures in the endometrium, so I had that biopsied on Tuesday.  No results yet.

    Best of luck to you.

    Barbie

  • 4lumps
    4lumps Member Posts: 50
    edited August 2011

    Thank you Barbie,

       I've been having the "functional"cysts for about 6mos now. They bounce back and forth from each ovary.  I haven't had a period since January, just some spotting every now and then so I don't know if the cysts has anything to do with my body trying to get back to normal.  

  • sharon1299
    sharon1299 Member Posts: 2
    edited August 2011

    I had surgery July 18th this year for idc bi-lateral.  I lost my mother and brother to cancer and after the inital shock the day before my 50th birthday I took how they were and used a sense of humor to get here.  I found out you really need a sense of humor to deal with this.  I saw my onc last week and I was lucky I fell under the mark for chemo.  The tamoxifen I wonder if it willl kill me before my cancer might return which they have told me would be terminal.  The pills have been sitting on my desk for 5 days now and I'm not sure I want to take them.  Any advise?

  • coraleliz
    coraleliz Member Posts: 1,523
    edited August 2011
    The cysts thing concerns me. I'm due to start Tamoxifen soon. I finish RADs this week. I'm 52, twenty years ago I took the infertility drug Clomid. I developed cysts, up to 12cm on it. Hoping my ovaries don't have it in them to form these cysts again. They were quite uncomfortable, especially when both ovaries were acting up at the same time. Just curious if developing cysts diminishes with age. OK, I'm hoping. I'm not menopausal yetFrown
  • sharon1299
    sharon1299 Member Posts: 2
    edited August 2011

    Coraleliz 

     Considering all you are dealing with I'm glad I'm on the schedule to have a hest.  My onc emailed my OBGYN that they need to do complete hest including my ovaries.  Sometime mid October.  Just what I need more time off work.  I guess I should feel very lucky and I was until I saw all the side effects of the tamoxifen.   I think the drug scares me more than the cancer.

    Have a great nite.

  • Pegs
    Pegs Member Posts: 198
    edited August 2011

    on tamoxifen since dec., has anyone experience shortness of breath?  I am not sure if its a side affect, or if something else is going on...its always something

  • peggy_j
    peggy_j Member Posts: 1,700
    edited August 2011
    Pegs, not to alarm you, but if it's a serious question of shortness of breath, it may be worth calling your doctor (isn't that a symptom of a clot in the lungs?). Maybe a quick call to double-check the symptoms? Better safe than sorry? FWIW, I feel like my lung capacity isn't terrific, but I'm having problems with insomnia and I never resumed my full cardio workout after my Dx 6 months ago (I'm walking daily but need to get back on the bike).
  • Pegs
    Pegs Member Posts: 198
    edited September 2011

    I am having 2 tests done next week for the shortness of breath, a muga scan of my heart, one of the chemo drugs can do damage to your heart muscle, don't remember hearing about that, also a ct scan of my chest to check for blood clot, tamoxfen can cause them, i stopped taking it for 2 weeks to see if it makes a difference......we shall see

  • peggy_j
    peggy_j Member Posts: 1,700
    edited September 2011

    Pegs, glad you're having that all checked out. I'm sending you good vibes that it's all good news.

  • Pegs
    Pegs Member Posts: 198
    edited September 2011

    got results from cta scan, i don't have a blood clot, great news but i do have minor nodules that have to be monitored.  anyone else have these and should i be worried, haven't heard how my heart test came out so i guess my ticker is ok.

  • peggy_j
    peggy_j Member Posts: 1,700
    edited September 2011
    pegs, I don't know about those nodules but great news about not having a blood clot and the healthy ticker. Hurrah!
  • KCinIL
    KCinIL Member Posts: 2
    edited September 2011

    I have been taking tamoxifen for 4 months now. My knees are swollen & hurt all day, every day. I have Plantar Facitis in one foot and I cannot exercise normally because of these things. So, of course I'm gaining weight which isn't good for anything. I'm seeing my onc next week. I want to quit tamoxifen. I'm sure he'll dismiss my complaints. None of the other options look much better for side effects. Does anyone have any suggestions for other drugs or how to cope with this one better? I currently take 20mg once daily.

    Thanks,

     Kathy

  • Ruth2011
    Ruth2011 Member Posts: 17
    edited November 2011

    I have been on Tamoxifen for 6 weeks and am stopping for 3.  My days have been half functioning with fatigue and needing to rest every afternoon.  I don't want to live this half life and am looking for alternatives.  How did you do after this post and where are you now??  If I knew the fatigue would dissipate I would keep taking it, but from reading this site, it sounds like the effects get worse.  I do not want to end up on drugs. I am interested, Ruth

  • bcs2011
    bcs2011 Member Posts: 67
    edited July 2012

    I started Tamoxifen April of 2011 since then I had joint pain witch I knew was from the tamoxifen, but also had tierdness/fatige and horrible horrible headackes! (Of course I think I have a brain tumor!) I thought the tierdness was just from all the surgeries. So 2 weeks ago my onc. decided to stop the Tamoxifen for 1 month just to see if the headackes would go away before we did an mri. And they have! OMG I have more energy than I have had in forever and no fatige, Life is so much more happy to me. I don't want to start the tam back up now that we know more than likely it isn't a tumor. But im stil pre-men she says and tam is the only drug. Do any ladies out there have any sugestions.

  • Miss_Vesta
    Miss_Vesta Member Posts: 26
    edited July 2012

    first, for the gals reading this who have not tried tamoxifen yet, please remember 60 - 70 percent of the women who take tamoxifen have no side effects at all. So if it's prescribed for you please try it, you can always stop taking it. 

    I too was concerned about tamoxifen, but really wanted the protection and committed myself to taking it and getting over any side effects I might have.

    My side effects included, Bone pain, joint pain, headache, hoarse voice - I can no longer sing, metal taste, eye sight deteriorated, extreme mental confusion, clumbsy - walking into door frames, depression - with suicidal thoughts but I was too stupid from tamoxifen to actually carry it out.

    To continue, easy bruising, muscle weakness, sleeping 12 hours or more a day, difficulty balancing on a bike - to the point I had to quit riding, hot flashes, red pin point rash, cough, swollen and painfull abdomen, shallow breathing - couldn't catch my breath, and finally I started passing dark urine.

    I woke up over night with the breathing trouble and had to sit up, I couldn't lay down. About daylight I started passing dark urine and knew I would never take tamoxifen again.

    I stopped taking tamoxifen after 61 days. Some symptoms eased up immediatly. Others are still with me. My oncologist got a little white when I told her all the side effects I was having and just how bad it had gotten. She didn't argue when I said I wasn't going to try any other hormone treatment.

    I took tamoxifen in order to live longer, and the stupid drug made me want to die. Kind of silly when you think about it.

    I have changed my diet, I try to exercise daily. and I enjoy my life. but no more hormone treatments for me.  

  • ark632
    ark632 Member Posts: 2
    edited November 2012

    I too am glad to have found a site that mentions fatigue as a side effect.  I started taking it a little before labor day.  I do have hot flashes but I don't care about those so much.  They come and go, but it's the fatigue that bothers me.  I should add I also have very tired achy legs all the time but no cramping.  I am so tired that I think it is making me depressed.  I could almost sleep around the clock sometimes.  I sleep very deeply and dream all the time.  It is also not unusual for me to fall asleep in my computer chair.  I am much more tired and low energy than I was during radiation.  I saw my MO on Thursday, and he said I shouldn't be that tired from the Tamoxifen so he did some blood work, but I know what I felt like before I took it and what I feel like now.

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