Pleomorphic ILC

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  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited August 2010

    toomuch,  Congrats on this fantastically low score.  Yep, good news helps.  G.

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited August 2010

    Hi All, and congrats Toomuch on the low Oncotype score!

    I had a PET CT on Tuesday and they called me the next day with the results, while I was waiting to be seen at MSK. My appointment was for 5:00, I wasn't seen until 6:45 and didn't leave until 8:45pm! How the doctors manage such grueling schedules is amazing.

    PET came out good. Nodule in question did not light-up, bones look good but said some light-up under both arm pits. Yale relayed they are not concerned since might just be inflammation , and then offered to fax results to MSK, since I was waiting to be seen.

    Yale recommended at consult TC, 2-3 weeks apart, 4-8 treatments followed by rads..

    MSK recommended more aggressive treatment, due to size of my PILC and thus said it was a given some cancer cells were elsewhere in my system, where they could remain dormant for years and then surface as mets. Thus MSK is recommending ACT (AC bi-weekly X4) then T bi-weekly X4, for a total of 4 months, then 8 weeks of rads.

    Sounds like the same treatment as yours Amig1, minus the herceptin. 

    I specifically asked why she was not recommending just TC as Yale had, and she said ACT is tried and true best known treatment whereas TC doesn't have enough data, in her opinion, as it is only based on 1 clinical trial of 600 women! That was enough for me, so I've decided to be treated at MSK.

    She is also recommending follow-up CAT on nodule in another 3 months saying resolution on CAT is superior to res on PET. She needs be to have blood work and Echo US to make sure my heart is healthy before treatment.

    Another difference from Yale, MSK doesn't want to use a portacath, unless they absolutely have t since it would be a port of entry for infection. Not sure IV will work for me bc people always have trouble getting a good vein and have sometimes used baby needles. She said their Nurse Oncols are very experienced and I should wait and see.

    Been on the phone all morning with my insurance, and thank God all is covered, even though MSK is out of State for me. Yeah! So looks like I'll receive my 1st dose in a couple weeks.

    Regarding Pleomorphic status, she was evasive and said that fact doesn't dictate how they treat, rather they treat based on Stage and size of tumor. Interestingly, she also said MSK Paths don't grade (when I asked if I am grade 2 or 3 (been told both) because grading is considered subjective data and based on the Paths interpretation of what is seen under microscope.

    I am very encouraged that so many of you are feeling OK going through and post chemo and want you to know your positive spirits are an inspiration!

    Hang in there everyone and keep the faith, we will conquer this and have many wonderful years ahead of us!

    Thanks for the name of the book Heather. I'm going to order  "There's No Place Like HOPE" on Amazon right now!

     

  • amlg1
    amlg1 Member Posts: 596
    edited August 2010

    Hi Eve

    I am so glad you felt comfy with your onco at MSK.Who is your onco?.I have a woman too.They are so upbeat and compassionate.I did all my A/C without a port then 1 TH with then it wasn't to easy to get a vein,so since I had to get herceptin for 1 year,I decided on a port.Especially that I had a full axillary dissection,I had only one arm.

    Just let me say I was 62 when diagnosed and I thought chemo was going to so bad,but I really did great with it.You are given so many anti nausea drugs,that It was rare I felt nausea.

    How long did it take you to get there? Hang in there we are here for you.If you want you can PM me anytime.

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited August 2010

    Hi Amig1,

    My onco is Dr Victoria Blinder (pronounced blender) and i feel confident she will not overlook anything and cure me.

    I'd be surprised if I can receive treatment via IV and will need a portacath. I told Dr Blinder getting a vein has always been difficult, and even when I was hospitalized at Yale they ended up having to take a vein in my foot. But I'm certainly willing to let them try.

    The literature she gave me says with A/C vomiting in 4-6 hrs and up to 72 hours but she said they have come a long way with anti-nausea meds and everyone is different.

    I'm encouraged you faired so well during A/C, particularly since she said the first 2 months on A/C would be rougher than the last 2, on TH.

    She also said by my 2nd treatment all my hair will fall out. Did you find that to be the case?

    What about fatigue? Was it manageable? Dr Blinder said the chemo's side effects have a cumulative effect and get stronger.

    I made great time to the city until I hit the H Hudson. The I crawled  down toward the Hilton, at 53rd and Ave of the Amers, which ended up taking close to 2 hrs. But figure when I'm going for treatment I'll explore coming down the FDR and will call MSK to ask about available parking. Used to make it to my Dads on the upper west side in 1 hr 20 minutes from my house so am hoping I can get there in 1.5 hrs.

    I was approached about participating in a study on chemo brain. I said yes since it's for a good cause and only involves cognitive testing.

    Jeez, that wasn't something I had even considered and don't remember it being listed as one of the side effects. But also know from work I did years ago, chemo brain exists.

    Hope you have a glorious weekend, .........it's supposed to be PERFECT! I spent many a happy summer on Fire Island and miss it terribly. Lucky you living so close to the ocean!!


  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Eve: Make sure they give you Emend and Onadestron - they work like magic - no vomiting!!! Also dexamethasone to take the day before, the day of and the day after chemo.

    Yes you will likely lose all of your hair on the Andriamycin. I didn't quite lose all of mine but I had TCH. Once you start the taxol it will start growing again.

    Sue

  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited August 2010

    Thanks for keeping us updated Eve.

    I know that I felt much better when I had my treatment plan firmed up.  Seemed like the world quit spinning so fast.  But now you get to the next wobbly place -- what side effects that you'll have and how much they'll affect you.  I really hated that I didn't know how I was going to feel during chemo.  I was one of the few unlucky ones who never developed a good pattern that I could count on so I'd know if it was going to be a "good" day or "bad".  However I was doing my infusions weekly so it wasn't much time between IVs.

    I'm surprised that MSK doesn't like to use ports.  I think they are really slick.  Once the incisions have healed then I don't see how they could be any more prone to infection than IVs.

    Same response as I've gotten from 2 oncs concerning the pleo cancer cells.  Evasive.  Thanks for trying, tho!  I think it's the lack of study combined with the fact they are already throwing the tough chemo our way.

    My DH has been with me at every infusion but I could have easily driven myself back and forth during AC.  However, with Taxol they started off with a benadryl drip which gave me a serious loopy feeling.  I was switched to oral but it would still get me pretty tired.  I needed him there to drive me home. 

  • amlg1
    amlg1 Member Posts: 596
    edited August 2010

    Eve..Never vomited from chemo..they will probably give you emend,dedadron,then I even had prescrips for zopharna andcan't think of the other,but really hardly used them.The tiredness wasn't bad,I would sometimes get more tired during the afternoon.You will probably get neulasta shots ,to keep blood count up.As for my hair after 2nd chemo started coming out,I cut my hair short,then still couldn't deal with strands coming out (messy)I buzzed it.I also volunteered for a study at MSK,the day I had surgery.It was to study something about lymph nodes.I absolutly love MSK.

    Anacortes...I am a patient at MSK and they never told me they were against (did I spell that right?brain fried) putting in a port.I don't understand why they said that to Eve.How are you feeling?

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited August 2010

    Hi Everyone, Hope everyone is feeling OK and thinking positively.

    I wrote quite a bit, and then lost it all so will have to rewrite again later.

    I guess I was timed out of the board, and when I logged in again, my post was lost! :-(

  • toomuch
    toomuch Member Posts: 901
    edited September 2010

    Eve,

    I'm only a little ahead of you in treatment. I'm also getting AC dose dense x 4 followed by Taxol x 4. I've had AC x 2 so far and had no nausea or vomiting after. The medications that they have today to prevent these side effects are really great and I'm sure that they are using the best at MSK. I do find that day #2 and #3 after chemo just feel yucky but everyone reacts differently. I'm trying to fight through the fatique by walking or biking every night. I did shave my head on the day after my second round. It started to come out in clumps and I just thought that it was easier to deal with that way. There's no question that undergoing treatment is a marathon not a sprint. I was a real mess but I'm finding that it's getting easier each day. I wish you the best as you begin your journey as a survivor!

    Gitane,

    Thanks for the PM. I wish that I knew about chemosensitivity testing before I had my surgery. It makes so much sense.

    Amy

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited September 2010

    Hi Amy,

    Reading your post about your experience with chemo brought back memories.  It makes me feel good to hear that you could walk or bike.  I know what you mean about the chemosensitivity testing, however, the treatment you are getting is top-notch.  You are getting the most active treatments, and AC has a long history of success.  Don't worry about being "a mess", anyone who says they breezed through chemo..... well I don't know but that sounds hard to believe.  It's tough, but you are tougher.  Hugs.

  • sueinfl
    sueinfl Member Posts: 258
    edited September 2010

    Well, damn, PILC sisters. Looks like the latest shows that we lobular gals should kiss alcohol goodbye completely. I will miss my creme sherry and red wine with Italian food, but it's not worth taking the chance of fueling any wandering cells that were missed by the chemo. That is the driving force behind my giving up sugar, high glycemic junk and high fat food, too. Not mention making daily exercise mandatory. I knew this was good for me 30 years ago, but kept over-indulging anyway. At this point, it is anything to keep the estrogen down naturally without AI's. I am not convinced about the risk/reward ratio of them yet and met lobular bc women who had mets despite taking them.

    Instead of chocolate, wine, cheese and chips, my indulgence will now be a monthly massage and bouquet of flowers!

  • raeinnz
    raeinnz Member Posts: 815
    edited September 2010

    Oh man - I haven't been able to drink alcohol for 25 years now (became allergic after over indulging one night) and now I have to give up chocolate and chips too??? - cancer sucks big time!

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited September 2010

    Hi Everyone,

    Sue, Double damn about the alcohol! Even though I haven't been drinking since surgery on 06/29, I've always enjoyed 1-2 glasses of Chardonnay, 4-5 X a week, so this will be another life change for me too.

    So much has happened since I last posted! Sorry for not posting sooner but the last week has been a whirlwind and everything is happening so fast now!

    After wrestling over this decision, I’ve done an about face and although I’ll follow MSK’s treatment recommendations, I’ve decided to receive my chemo locally, at Danbury Hospital.

    Ironically, this was where I saw my first Med Onco I saw, so after deciding to go with MSK, since I had a pre-scheduled appointment with him on 08/30 I figured it would be worth my while to hear the consensus of opinion, after he had consulted with his tumor board.

    He had received clinical notes from Yale, but not from MSK, so I filled him in on MSK’s recommendation for aggressive treatment since it was “a given” cancer cells were laying dormant somewhere, via my bloodstream.

    I had already been wrestling with the logistics of how I would be able to manage to get back and forth to NYC, every 2 weeks, for the next 4 months. What if I was really too sick to drive, who would I be able to rely on?

    I am single and although my 18 yo son still lives with me, he’s very busy with a FT course load and work, 20 hrs a week. My mom’s husband would help in a heartbeat but he works FT too and is sole caregiver for my mom. (Botched knee replacement surgery, cut main artery and nerve…last year, was on life support in ICU for 3 weeks, then additional surgeries and rehab for 4 months. End result, she can’t feel anything from the knee down, is in constant pain, and can’t walk or manage without assistance).

    So I made my final decision and feel at peace. Knowing Danbury is only 20 minutes from my home and 5 minutes from my work (have no idea if I’ll even be able to return to work before my chemo ends in 4 months, but if I can it’s comforting to know my doctor would be close.

    Once my decision was made, I have been on the fast track. Had another Cat scan of my chest yesterday, since my Med Onco and MSK thought the PET/CT I had done at Yale on 8/24 was not an adequate diagnostic tool to see if there have been any changes to the enlarged bi-lateral axillary nodes, and 9 mm ground glass nodule noted in apex of my rt lung, seen in 05/2010.

    This seemed particularly important to do since although the 9 mm nodule did not light up in the PET/CT, both axillaries lit up slightly. I became particularly worried when my med onco said even if the 9 mm nodule had cancer cells, it was too small to light up.

    My Med Onco asked if I had spoken with my BS at Yale about PET and when I said no, he said I should call her and ask her to compare PET to Cat Scan of 05/2010 and provide input. I left a msg for her on Tuesday but learned she was in the process of moving from a private office to Smilow at Yale, so my chart would not be available to her until Thursday.

    After hours yesterday, my Med Onco called to report he had spoken with my BS who had no idea about the PET and was none to happy she had not been kept in the loop.

    She was going to review and both she and my med onco are requesting a Dicom disc of my repeat Cat of 08/24, so they can review and consult.

    How Ironic this all is because a selling point for treatment at Yale was the fact that my BS, PS and Med Onco would all be in the same place, and could easily coordinate my care!

    So I have an Echo-US scheduled for Tuesday 05/07 and will meet with my med onco and Oncology nurse afterwards. By then I will know the results of my recent CAT and will be asking a lot of questions.

    A port will be inserted on Friday, 09/10, seeing my dentist and having my teeth cleaned on 09/13 and am guessing I will have my first chemo treatment shortly thereafter.

    So every 2 weeks, I will be receiving AC X 4 then T X 4. Am also now being told 6-8 weeks of Rads, 5 days a week, is “the standard of care for a tumor my size against the chest wall”, but I’m really upset since I hear it will likely compromise the success of my Diep reconstruction…..phase 2 on hold.  

    I was under the impression MX meant no Rads and even though I know at the time of surgery the possibility of rads was still unknown, I’m mad I wasn’t told this could happen, since I might have chosen to hold off on reconstruction until after treatment!

     

  • amlg1
    amlg1 Member Posts: 596
    edited September 2010

    Eve..Thats great that you have a plan.I am sure a big load has been lifted for you,it does seem more feasable for you to get your tx close to home,and let alone parking expense in the city.Good for you!Will be thinking of you.

    I am such a sweet freak,I have read that it might fuel cancer,but now i think our own saliva causes cancer:)

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited September 2010

    Thanks Anna,

    It was a tough decision but feel it's best for me.

    I hear you about sweets but think it is restricted to refined sugar, but not sure. I always thought locally grown raw honey was so good for you but don't know for sure.

    Anyone else know? 

  • sueinfl
    sueinfl Member Posts: 258
    edited September 2010

    I wish you the best with the rest of your treatment, Eve. Cancer is the gift that just keeps on giving, isn't it? The best thing to remember is that there are 2 1/2 million of us who have/have had bc and are still alive in the US, according to the ACS.

    As far as the sugar, whatever causes an excess of glucose in your blood stream spikes your insulin which drives the glucose into the cells, including fat cells which, in turn, provide storage for estrogen. That excess glucose can come from alcohol, honey, Pepsi, potato chips, brown sugar, raw sugar, anything high on the glycemic index. Any sugar is "okay" as long as it is accompanied by enough fiber to slow its absorption, as is the case with whole fruit. I don't think there is anything with enough fiber to tackle a can of Pepsi. Your typical sugary snack, (like chocolate, darn it) has no fiber to go with it.

    If you like your chocolate over a large bowl of kidney beans instead of ice cream, your blood sugar might stay reasonably low. The problem is the great tasting stuff consists of magical combinations of sugar, fat and salt. Two interesting books on that subject are The End of Overeating and Breaking the Food Seduction. Food companies spend billions on developing those combinations and then marketing them. But, that is a whole 'nother subject!

    If you want the benefit of locally grown honey, try locally harvested bee pollen, especially in the early spring. It always prevents my allergy headaches, probably in a homeopathic way. (Again, more of subject for a different thread.)

    hugs, 

    Sue

  • Eve1956
    Eve1956 Member Posts: 183
    edited September 2010

    Sue,

    Thanks for the words of encouragement and tips on nutrition. You are a wealth of information!

    My sister and her BF are actually organic beekeepers, and my sister maintains 2 beehives for my mom, who lives next door to me! I'll ask her about gathering bee pollen for me. Thanks for that tip!!

    Beautiful day here. The air had changed (feels like fall is coming), and the heat and humidity have lifted. The crispness of the new air always makes me feel more energetic. I woke much earlier than usual today because of it but am now wearing down.

    Will take a nap and go for a walk this evening.

    Hope you have a spectacular day!

    Fondly,

    Eve 

  • runswimfly
    runswimfly Member Posts: 3
    edited September 2010

    Anacortes Girl,

    Can I ask where you are receiving treatment?

    I was just diagnosed with PILC on 09/08/2010. Don't know how to set up my profile, but I am Grade 3 (8/9), 1.8 cm removed so far in excisional biopsy for diagnosis with positive margins since it is right up against my chest wall, no lymph node info yet. ER+, PR+, HER2-, only moderately responsive. Initial BRCA 1 and 2 testing negative despite strong family history so there may be other hereditary factors at play. A lot more I could say and I'm interested in meeting everyone on this board, but I'm particularly curious if you have any experiences with SCCA? I had a consult there with their team on Friday (9/24) and am trying to decide what to do next ...

  • raeinnz
    raeinnz Member Posts: 815
    edited September 2010

    runswimfly - I don't know if anacortes girl has this thread as a favourite so it may be better to Private message her directly.  All you have to do is click on her name in one of her posts then click on the line on the right that says 'Send private message to member' and then write your message and send it.

    Sorry for your dx - it is a horrible time for you but come back to these boards and ask as many questions as you want or just let us know how things are for you - we have all been there - we understand.

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited September 2010

    runswimfly,  Please let us know how we can help you.  You're not alone.  Hugs,  G.

  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited October 2010

    runswimfly -

    Work has been keeping me busy so I don't get on the boards as often.  Usually just the weekends and primarily the Stage III forum so I missed your post.  My onc in Anacortes sent me down to SCCA to talk with Dr. Specht about a trial.  I ended up going on the trial since I could get my chemo in Mount Vernon.  So my primary onc is Dr. Kim in Mount Vernon.  I also went back to SCCA for my bilateral surgery.  I didn't want to use a general surgeon -- I wanted a breast surgeon.  And I was also advised by the onc nurses that they often see nicer "work" from a female surgeon.  So I went back to Dr. Calhoun.  I have one more doctor I'm seeing down there, Dr. Swisher, who is an oncology gynecologist.  She'll be removing my ovaries and fallopian tubes in 3 weeks.  Her specialty is hereditary cancers so she'll be doing a more entailed biopsy on my tissue since I'm BRCA 2.

  • SAMayoFL
    SAMayoFL Member Posts: 958
    edited October 2010

    Wow, I have found more information on PILC here than anywhere else, including my oncologist.  It is good to know that the stage and grade are more important than the fact that it is pleomorphic. 

     My story is that I am 44.  I have had a mammogram every year since 2005.  On May 10, 2010 my mammogram showed no problems.  On August 17 I found a mass and decided it was nothing because it came up about the same time I started my period and the fact that I just had a clean mammogram.  On September 27 I had a mastectomy of the right breast.  My dilema is this:  my breast MRI showed benign changes in my left breast from May to September.  I don't know how hard to press my surgeon for a biopsy of the area.  I feel like my ILC may have been missed on my mammograms and am worried the same thing is happening with my left breast.  What if I go through chemo only to find that I have ILC in the left breast as well?  

     I am scheduled to begin chemo on November 3.  AC every other week x4 and Taxotere once a week for 12 weeks.  The oncologist hasn't said anything about radiation so I assume I won't have to have it.  The BRAC, ER, PR and HER2 tests are still pending.  I hope to receive the results this week.  

    You have no idea the relief I feel just knowing there are other PILC's out there to talk to.  I was beginning to feel alone.  Sue, I am in Panama City, only about a 2 hour drive from Pensacola.  I belong to a calligraphy guild in Pensacola and visit your area often. 

    Please all stay in touch and continue to post.  I feel so much less alone!

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited October 2010

    Hello SAMayoFL,  We are always sorry to see someone else have to deal with BC, but we are glad to help when we can.  Welcome to our little group.  I know how you feel about dealing with the "good" breast, especially when benign changes show up.  We tend not to be so trustful anymore.  For me MRI was very good at locating BC, but that isn't always the case, especially with lobular.  I had a prophylactic mast after I finished my treatment, and found that the "good" breast had lots of pre-cancerous things going on, so I felt I did the right thing.  Everyone has to decide how much they are willing to put up with in terms of surveillance and how effective we feel it all is.  There are no easy answers.  I think I would ask for a biopsy before beginning treatment, especially if this would make you feel better and worry less.  I hope you know you are not alone.  Come here and share often.  G.

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2013

    SAMayoFL: I didn't have a mastectomy but a lumpectomy and I was also worried about the other breast but my oncologist said if there was anything going on there the chemo and herceptin would have probably taken care of it. I'm thinking about having an MRI to check the other one but will have a mammo and ultrasound this month first and then think more about it.

    Sue

  • raeinnz
    raeinnz Member Posts: 815
    edited October 2010

    SAMayoFL - that 'alone' feeling is the pits and I know what you mean when you say you feel less alone when you come to the boards.  I have found comfort and friendship here from women who know how it is. 

    Radiation is not usually necessary following a mx unless the surgery does not get clear margins close to the chest wall.   I opted for a bmx right off the bat as I just felt this 'sneaky' ILC would come back to haunt me in the future and I didn't want to have to go through this whole process again, because I didn't want radiation unless absolutely necessary, I didn't want to have to face the stress and worry of on going mammos/us/mri and I felt I wouldn't feel balanced with one foob and one boob.  Better to be safe than sorry - go with your gut instinct or you will not be able to rest easy. 

  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited October 2010

    Rae -

    The recommendation for radiation after a mx is wider than what you've mentioned.  My surgery had clear margins but size, multi-focal and number of quandrants involved all pointed to radiation of the chest area including the scar line, the sternum, the mammary lymph nodes and the supraclavicular nodes. 

    SAMayo -

    I would definitely ask your onc about rads.  Normally if there are more than 1 or two axillary lymph nodes involved then radiation is recommended.  But I doubt it would be the same 5 field tx that I was given.  Could be just to the axillary nodes.

  • sueinfl
    sueinfl Member Posts: 258
    edited October 2010

    SAMayoFL, our situations sounds so similar. I was given the "all clear" after my mammo Nov 08. By Aug 09, I could see the outline of the tumor in my left breast. I didn't want to worry about another one hiding behind the fibrous lumps in my right breast and being undetectable and went for the bilat mx.

    I am pm'ing you with my number and hope to meet you soon.

    Sue

  • SAMayoFL
    SAMayoFL Member Posts: 958
    edited October 2010

    Thank you all for your replies.  I am going to see the surgeon again this week and am going to talk to him about a biopsy of the left breast.  I pulled the report from the MRI and it said there were "benign proliferative changes" and that "several small axillary nodes are seen".  I feel like the surgeon is not putting enough weight on the fact that I have lobular carcinoma.  After reading your replies, if he does not listen to me this week, I am going to get a second opinion as well.

     I was diagnosed on 09/15 and had surgery on 9/27.  I didn't know until the afternoon of 9/24 that I would have to have a mastectomy instead of a lumpectomy.  Everything happened so fast.  If I had known then what I know now, I would have opted for a bmx.  

    Sue, another thing we have in common is our name.  I am Susan.  I don't know how to send you my telephone number but would love to talk.  What doesn HIP at NOLA mean?

  • sueinfl
    sueinfl Member Posts: 258
    edited October 2010

    Susan,

    Click on the Messages box up top. You should see my message to you with my number. If not, you can email me with your number at sfellows2@cox.net.

    HIP stands for the reconstruction procedure where fat tissue is taken from the upper buttocks and used to replace the breast tissue removed during mx. NOLA stands for New Orleans, LA where I had the surgery done by the Center for Restorative Breast Surgery.  

    Talk to you soon.

  • toomuch
    toomuch Member Posts: 901
    edited March 2011

    I was just wondering if this thread is so quiet because pathologist are not reporting Pleomorphic Lobular Carcinoma on the reports all the time? My first report reported it but my 2nd just indicated Grade 2 with no mention of pleomorphic. Just wondering out loud...

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