September 2010 Rads
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Bubbalou, Sorry I did not post the number for the Mayo Clinic but I see someone got it for you. Hope they can give you some answers. Good luck with everything.
I had my 2nd Rad tx today and they did it differently than yesterday. They laid a bolus on my chest and moved it around during treatment and the whole experience was different today so I wonder what tomorrow will bring. I forgot to take the Motrin IB today before treatment and my neck was stiff and a little sore from holding the head turned position. I will make sure to take it tomorrow. My Rad Onc said it helps with all of the Rad SE's so I figure I will take it. My skin already feels a little achy and is pulling and tightening where they are directing treatments. Hope that does not get too bad.
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Anyone else starting to feel fatigue 3 weeks in?? I can tell, just some... not too bad but I can feel some, enough so that when I get home, I SOOOOO don't want to make dinner and run around, and would love to just plop down and vegetate or nap.
My DH, who has been great throughout this process, I find is getting impatient now that I"ve gone thru chemo then surgery, now rads. Being a little jerk-y these days. I figure it's latent response... just makes me more tired ;-(
I have a hard enough time keeping my own spirits and attitude positive. How do we keep up our family's? Geez.
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hi..i went for xrays today and start radiation on Monday afternoon. I wanted to go away for a day over the weekend and wanted to swim but we got word that my sister is in liver failure so they are only giving her weeks to live. It is so scary being at the beginning stages of cancer seeing the end result of a 5 year battle for my sister. I just don't know how much more I can take. My sister fought this battle so bravely but my brother in law has the horrible task of telling the kids. The youngest is only 6 so I don't know how we are going to survive without her and how can I fight this battle feeling so doomed? I just want to give up now and have a quality of life and just think, that is this worth in the end. Cancer didn't kill my sister..the treatment did.
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swiftbird, I know it's hard, but I don't think that we are responsible for keeping our family's attitude positive. My DH is also being a bit jerk-y, although he did do laundry today. But, I showed him what I perceive to be fairly noticeable redness on my chest, and he just shrugged and said "so what. It doesn't look that bad" I could have strangled him, all I wanted was a tiny bit of sympathy, and maybe validation. I think that he is a bit burned out, but what does he think I am at this point!! Answering your first question, I am feeling a bit of fatigue, but not as bad as I anticipated. But I hear you about the whole just plopping down and vegetating thing. I can't wait for this to be over.
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I get to use an iPod! I've been very anxious this week with challenges every day. My therapist suggested talking to each of my health care providers about my concerns. I spoke to the tech today. I mentioned that there was music Tuesday but not Wednesday and I missed it; my therapist said to ask about it and to ask if I could use an iPod. I thought, fat chance - but the tech said yes to the iPod, as long as I don't move once I'm in position. I didn't have an iPod but wanted one, so I treated myself to a Nano tonight.
I also spoke to her about respecting my schedule. Yesterday, the tech told me I'd be seeing the nurse after treatment. I had made my treatment appt. earlier because I had a meeting at work, so I told her I couldn't stay but I could see the nurse on Friday when I don't work. She said the nurse has a busy schedule. I left after treatment to get to my meeting. Today, I told the tech that I have a busy schedule too and need them to make appointments with me as I do with them; and she was okay with it.
Tomorrow, I'm seeing the Dr. and the nurse (not sure why I need to see both). I'll be having talks with both of them. Wish me luck.
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Just wondering, do you gals have the tx same time each day? I have a daughter that goes to university and needed a ride to the bus stop each day, but it is different start time each day of the week. So I thought I could have different schedule as long as the time slot was available and I can stick to the same pattern each week. My rad tech said no, that I need to start at the same time each day (Mon to Friday). Do you have the same stipulation or my rad tech is just not willing to work with me?
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Hi! DiamondGirl,
I know a nurse that gets her treatment whenever they can fit her into her schedule. Talk to your nurse or doctor.
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DiamondGirl,
My rad center wants me to come the same time each day. If there's a special need to come early or late one day they will work with me, but I think if I presented your situation I would get the same response as you. Why not just go later in the day?
12 down, 4 to go! I am soooo happy! I got mapped for my boost yesterday, I have 5 of those after my 16 regular tx. I am thrilled with the Canadian protocol so far.
Julia
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I just finished 7 out of 28 radiation treatments (plus I'll have 5 boosts); I have started feeling a little tired each day around 2:30 pm, but I'm getting up an hour early each day for treatments also, so that may contribute. It's sort of a different kind of tired, more like my head wants to drop and my eyes want to close. I snap out of it with a short nap, and some exercise. I actually feel pretty alert most of the other time. My skin is doing fine; I had a rash which they think was from all the products which contain lanolin, so I've just switched to Miaderm and rash is going away, plus it smells pretty good. I can't wait until the month of October is over.
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I finally started yesterday and had my first rad treatment but it was a scaled down version because they are still working on the plan for my spine since it is a little more involved. They have also determined after a bunch of tests this week that I have a met on my knee so they will start radiation on that sometime next week as well. I am anxious for them to get started on the whole process but am glad that at least something is now happening. I want to know the entire plan so I know for sure when I will be done so I can start the countdown.
Lorraine
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I have nipple tenderness too but I am almost done ( 3 more boosts to go) So far nothing to complain about except the sore nipple.
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After today I will have had 8 rads. I'm starting to pink up a little bit. I did need a nap when I got home yesterday, but I think it is because I've started going into work earlier so I can leave for rads in the afternoon and not go back!
I kind of like this schedule. Hope you all are well.
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I have now had 8 rads as well. I went into this thinking that there was no way laying on the table having this invisible and quick zap could possible make me feel tired, etc. But I will say that I am a little fatigued. Kind of like it's a little harder to walk up a flight of stairs. And falling asleep on the couch really early in the evenings some nights. No pinkness or redness yet, so I'm hopeful that maybe I'll skate through without that, but my rad onc said it could take 2-3 weeks or more for that. We'll see.
Take care everyone and have a good weekend. Two rad-free days. Hooray!
Sara
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I have also completed my simulation and will begin my Radiation tx on Monday the 27th, 25 tx... so I guess I am a September Sister too. I am trying to remain postive but I will be more than 5 hours from home and have a tissue expander inplace. I would love to hear from other sisters that have TE's and any ideas to occupy myself so far from home.... Sometimes this cancer makes me feel so lonely anyway. Thanks to all of you on this discussion board for being here....
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I will also start rads on 27th - 25 + 3 boosts. Guess I will belong to both Sept. & Oct. groups. Thanks to all in Sept. group for info about their experience with rads.
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Hi flippy - I have tissue expanders as well. I was over-expanded on the cancer side (had a bilat mast) because I was told that radiation shrinks the tissue/skin...but I'm 18 treatments down and haven't had any issues yet. It sucks having to wait so long for reconstruction (they told me 6 months) but what can ya do. As for ideas to occupy your time...my onc told me that reading books, magazines, doing puzzles, etc might help with chemo brain (if you've experienced it). If you have a laptop, you could bring a bunch of movies or a season of a TV show and watch it...and of course there's a lot of stuff to do online. Cancer is a lonely place, I agree....but staying positive is what gets me through the day (plus the ladies on the board help a lot with that too
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MelBell07,
Thanks for the update. I was lucky enough not to have chemo... I was over expanded as well, the tissue expander rides up right under my arm and is uncomfortable... but your right what can we do. My Plastic Surgeon did tell me it's more like a year to 14 moths to complete reconstruction. Sometimes they get it done faster if everything goes perfect.
Just wondering if they are using bolus on you and if so how often. I have so many questions, but I am anxiuos to just get going.
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5 hours from home!!! Egads flippy. Do you stay in a hotel,or what? I cannot imagine that. I'm going to stop complaining about my 1/2 hour drive each way!!
Looong books are a good idea. Have you read Girl With the Dragon Tattoo yet? It's long, and suspenseful....will keep your mind occupied, plus it is part of a trilogy so you can continue right on with them. Finished that and the next one, The Girl Who Played with Fire, in the early stages of my treatment...they were meant to kill time in waiting rooms, but I continued killing time at home too (as in, nothing got done).
You are right, it's a lonely disease. There is only so much discussing it you can do with friends and loved ones!! You can always come and play here though.
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No, they aren't using a bolus on me. I know a couple ladies here have experience with that. If you have questions, ASK!! I always ask questions, it makes me feel more in control I guess. How many treatments will you be getting? It is nerve wracking at the beginning, when you just want to get started. I'm halfway done and it's gone by pretty quick
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Thanks for the smile Boca... I will stay in a hotel for the first week and am on a list for Hope Lodge in Rochester,MN... #33 hope the list moves quickly. I could never afford do go otherwise... Thanks for the book ideas, I haven't read a good book in a long time. I try to act as normal as possible around my friends and family but sometimes you need to talk to someone... I appreciate this more than I ever thought possible.
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Melbell07,
I have a new Rad Oncologist on Monday, so will ask lots of questions. It helps to have some control over our treatments. Will have 25 treatments. I'll do some searching for treatments with bolus... Thanks again.
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Hi everyone~~
I had my planning session on the 21st, have my "dry run" on this coming Tuesday, and will start actual radiation on Wednesday (29th). I'm scheduled for 33 sessions, with the last week being the boost week. I'm somewhat disappointed b/c I am having to have therapy in a different center than I wanted, due to my original choice's scheduling times not being compatible with my work schedule. I'm also disappointed b/c I wanted a female rad onco and the one who will start my treatments will be leaving two weeks later and then I will have to deal with a male doctor who is new to the area. I'm not thrilled about that.
I had to have 85cc of fluid syringed out of the area around my SN bx, which resulted in immediate relief for me. My surgeon gave me an Rx for anti-biotics (Dicloxacillin) but when I started taking it, the major nasty SE kicked in and hard! The dosage is QID but I am only able to take it BID, after I get home from work, b/c I cannot take it and be able to go to work. As a result, what should have been a 7-day course is going to up end being about a 14-day course. I also started taking Tamoxifen on Monday; no SE from that thus far.
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My rads start Monday. I was never given a "dry run" - I have no idea what a radiation room even looks like - hence the probable reason for my anxiety. I had a scan and tattoos done, but that's about it. I feel a whole lot more unprepared for this than I did for chemo.
I've heard you ladies mention the "Canadian protocol". I live just outside of Toronto, and anyone I've talked to here has had the full 25-28 tx. I mentioned this to my rad onc, and he said the dosage is higher in the 16 tx, and isn't used as often as you'd think.
Hope everyone has a great weekend!
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Hi marmalade. It's perfectly natural to be a bit apprehensive, but having been through chemo, hopefully you'll find this pretty easy.
When I had my scans and got the tattoos, they asked if I wanted to see the machine for radiation. I hadn't given it any thought and wasn't particularly interested, so passed. In retrospect, I think it's a good idea to see it. It isn't terrible looking, it was just a surprise to me...larger than I had anticipated and it had dollar signs written all over it (7 million I was told, and that price was 5 years ago). LOL...I don't know what I was expecting...a different version of a machine for mammograms? I was almost instantly apprehensive and anxious that entire first week, but for no valid reason. It wasn't anything I could put my finger on. You might want to google the machine, so you won't be as surprised going in. It's a linear accelerator. Treatments are almost silent and take only seconds...you'll be in and out in no time. Techs are pleasant and I'm sure most are like mine, conscious of our modesty.
I'm into my 4th week now and the hardest part is just making the trip every day. So far, it really has been a piece of cake. My initial apprehension was for naught. Hopefully you'll have an easy time of it as well, and welcome to September Rads!
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Flippy, I can relate to being away from home for rad treatment. I live in Vegas but am now "living" in Houston for 6-7 weeks while having my rads at MD Anderson. We have an RV that lives in Louisiana where my husband works so we pulled it over to Houston so I have a mini home to stay in while I am here. I have been very concerned about the boredom factor as well so I brought a ton of books. If you like mystery/crime sort of things I've gotten hooked on Lisa Gardner who has about 10 books I am working my way through. I have also started going for a brisk walk first thing every morning which uses up sometime and will hopefully will help me drop some of my chemo pounds, they say it should also help with the fatigue issues. And of course we have the forum to keep us occupied as well.
I've now had 2 treatments on my breast and lymph nodes and have my knee simulation Monday so hopefully they will start that soon along with my spine for which they are still working on the plan.
It is nice to have a break this weekend since all of last week was spent driving back and forth for tests, simulations and finally treatment.
Hope everybody has a great, side effect free weekend.
Lorraine
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Great idea, BocaCiega, I will definitely google the machine. I have no idea what to expect, so, as you said, it might be good to see what the machine actually looks like. Thanks.
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I started on Monday and just finished 5 days. Today, my breast is noticeably pink. I have fair skin and sunburn easily. I met with the Dr. yesterday; he told me the first skin irritation will appear on my chest in the area that normally gets sun, like when wearing a v-necked top. He was wrong; I'm pink in the center of my breast. I've been using aloe 4x daily from the start. I also saw the nurse yesterday. They have a scale in a public area and want patients to weigh themselves on Monday and have the weight recorded in their charts. I'm a bit overweight and hate getting weighed, so I declined. The nurse explained that they don't want patients to change weight because the delineated area for radiation is so precise, a weight gain or loss would make it inaccurate. But she is okay with my decision; she said that I'm in control of my treatment. We'll get along just fine.
My Mother died of breast cancer. I find myself thinking of her a lot and missing her more than usual during this time.I've been crying every day.
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I am about to head out the door for work, but I wanted to say a quick hello and welcome to the new members on the board.
Cindykaw, glad that you could join us and that we are helping to prepare you for your October start.
flippy, I can't imagine doing this and being so far from home, I hope that the time goes by quickly for you. Good luck to you on Monday.
DawnKy, I love your avatar pic, is that on a t-shirt? I hope that the SEs from you antibiotics clear up soon, all you need right now is that kind of aggravation.
1marmalade1, I think it depends on where you are getting your treatment, and what protocol your onc follows. At the cancer centre here, all of the women who are getting rads for bc are doing it in 16 treatments, I think it is standard for the whole province. I didn't get a dry run either, I think that the day you got your CT and tattoos were probably your "simulation". Great idea to look it up on Google, it really isn't as scary as you think. Good luck.
If I missed anyone, I apologize.
AlCa, my mom died from bc as well, I understand how you are feeling ((((hugs))))
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Yesterday was #21 of 25, so I'm in the home stretch. Yay!
I asked the rad onc this week about the lower back pain I've been having. He said that some people with arthritis notice a flare-up during rads but it goes away after they're done. The lower back can be one of those areas. I don't know that I have arthritis there, other than what you'd typically have at the age of 50, but maybe that's it, or maybe it's just that I'm tired.
It made me think, though, about this foot pain I've been having lately. I've always had bad feet, but the toes have been bothering me a lot recently. I saw my primary care doc the other day, and she said she thinks it's probably arthritis. Maybe the rads have been making that worse lately. I wouldn't have thought to blame the rads on my chest for the pain in my foot, although if I can, I will ;-) I can only hope it goes away, but at least I do have an appointment with a podiatrist in a couple of weeks.
My skin is getting pretty red, although it's still not too bad. The rad onc said that fair-skinned people like me often heal faster. I don't know why that would be except maybe we have less skin damage and thus can heal better than someone who has had a lot of sun exposure.
The doc said it could take 4-6 weeks for my skin to get back to normal. I guess I'll have to keep slathering the cream on for a long time.
Karen
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I just finished #24 of 33 yesterday (5 weeks!) Two weeks ago I started to notice sore thumbs and couldn't figure how they had anything to do with radiation. I am going to ask about them tomorrow though. I turn 50 very soon so I guess it could be arthritis and I'm hoping to hear that radiation makes it worse and that it will get better after radiation is over. I'm getting a little tired of the side effects with this disease and its treatment.
My skin is looking pretty ugly, in my opinion....rather red with brown spots. I do hope that will go away eventually. Aloe gel soothes the minor pain. I have just 4 more treatments to the entire area and then 5 boosts to the insision. I am more tired than usual and am glad that I have few other committments other than getting through the final 2 weeks of treatment.
Good luck everyone with the week ahead!
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